waiting in time

"Why did you come here?" Liu Rui asked, since they broke up, Li Yue must not know about Kang Ning's situation, how did Li Yue come here.

"I saw the fire news." Li Yue was doing software programming in the company, and suddenly heard a girl say in surprise, "Oh, an apartment building near my alma mater S City Normal University is on fire, and there are many teachers from our school living there." , my teacher is also living in it, I don’t know if he was injured.”

"It's definitely not your teacher, the picture shows a young man being carried into an ambulance," said another.

Li Yue felt uneasy. For some reason, he felt that that person was Kang Ning. Li Yue put down his work and ran away in a hurry. When he came to the hospital, he saw Liu Rui standing there. He knew that person was Kang Ning.

"What's the matter, tell me" Li Yue stood beside the doctor and said.

"Okay, please follow me to my office." The doctor led Li Yue and Liu Rui into his office and closed the door behind him.

The doctor said with a heavy face, "We have done a comprehensive examination on the patient, and there is nothing wrong with his body, but he is mentally unstable. Did he receive any stimulation?"

Liu Rui glanced at Li Yue, but saw that Li Yue's face turned pale instantly after hearing the doctor's words, Liu Rui asked, "What's wrong with him?"

"The patient is depressed and he has serious suicidal tendencies," said the doctor.

Li Yue listened, as if struck by lightning, infinite sadness and despair welled up in his heart, thinking sadly, Kang Ning, Kang Ning, I always thought that when you grow up, you won't hurt yourself because of my departure like before, I I thought you would be fine, live your own life quietly, and pursue your own happiness. Love is just an embellishment of life, it is not the whole of life. I never thought that you would hurt yourself, and even risk your life. Kang Ning, Kang Ning, I what to do?

"What should we do now?" Liu Rui asked.

"Do you know what caused the patient's depression? As long as the source of the disease is solved, his condition will be resolved naturally," the doctor said.

Liu Rui turned to look at Li Yue, Li Yue was devastated, with a sad and helpless expression.

"We got it, thank you doctor." Liu Rui walked out, Li Yue staggered behind, his steps were unsteady, he stopped, and in a hidden corner, lowered his head to cover his face, Liu Rui heard Li Yue's painful words Crying, like a wounded beast trapped in a cage, howling mournfully.

Liu Rui sighed helplessly and walked away. A powerful person like Li Yue doesn't want others to see his fragility.

When Liu Rui walked in, Kang Ning was already awake and was undergoing an infusion. His expression was indifferent and neither sad nor happy. When he saw Liu Rui coming over, he showed a forced smile. Liu Rui felt sad, and Kang Ning smiled like he was about to cry. uncomfortable.

"If you are in a bad mood, don't force yourself," Liu Rui said while sitting on Kang Ning's bedside.

Kang Ning withdrew his smile, his sallow and thin cheeks looked like withered flowers that had lost moisture and nutrients, and his expression was sad and lonely.

"You broke up with Li Yue?" Liu Rui said.

"Hmm..." Kang Ning's voice was weak and inaudible.

"Because you broke up with him, you will commit suicide," Liu Rui said.

"No, I didn't commit suicide." Kang Ning suddenly struggled and said stubbornly, "I didn't commit suicide. Li Yue expected me to be fine. How could I do something he didn't like?"

"The way you are now is not suicide or something," Liu Rui said bluntly.

"No, I didn't, I didn't do it on purpose, I was just careless, I wanted to live well and let Li Yue feel at ease, but I really couldn't eat or sleep, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it "Kang Ning murmured, tears wet his eyes, those tormented days, he was suffering alone in the room, he couldn't help it, he couldn't get out, Li Yue appeared in every moment of his life, No matter what he does or thinks, he will see Li Yue, what should he do, what should he do, he doesn't want to torture himself, but the emptiness and loneliness are like a shadow, he can't get rid of, he is forced to have nowhere to escape, nowhere to escape, Kang Ning I thought desperately.

Liu Rui saw Li Yue's body hunched over, weeping repressedly outside the door, tears streaming down his face, sobbing choked up.

Liu Rui felt like crying, why is it so difficult for two people to love each other, is it so difficult, can't men love each other?Can't we support each other forever?

Liu Rui raised his head to put away the tears he was about to shed, feeling infinitely sad and sad.

"What are you going to do now?" Liu Rui asked.

"I don't know" Kang Ning said blankly, he thought he was liberated, but he was still alive, how would he live, and where was the hope of living? No light, no hope, no tomorrow.

"Since you're alive, let's live well," Liu Rui said comfortingly.

"How to live," Corning said.

"Live well," Liu Rui said.

"It can't be better," Kang Ning said softly, how would it be better without Li Yue.

Liu Rui didn't know how to answer Kang Ning's words. He looked at Kang Ning, but there was no joy in Kang Ning's eyes, no color of happiness, and a dead silence.

"Find someone who loves you, and spend the rest of your life together as a partner," Liu Rui said.

"I can't fall in love with anyone except Li Yue," Kang Ning said sadly.

"If there is someone who doesn't mind you loving Li Yue, would you accept him?" Liu Rui asked.

"How could there be such a person?" Kang Ning didn't believe it.

"Like me?" Liu Rui looked at Kang Ning, showing straightforward love.

Kang Ning looked at Liu Rui in surprise, and said with a bleak smile, "Liu Rui, don't joke with me, we are friends"

"Kang Ning, I love you, I have fallen in love with you since the first time I saw you," Liu Rui said looking at Kang Ning.

Kang Ning was silent and did not speak.

"Kang Ning, let's be together, I can help you, so that you are no longer lonely, no longer lonely" Liu Rui grabbed Kang Ning's hand.

"Liu Rui, let me go, I won't accept anyone except Li Yue," Kang Ning said firmly.

"Let's try together, if it's not suitable, we can separate, okay? Kang Ning, you are suffering too much, let me help you," Liu Rui said.

"No need," Kang Ning said, shaking off Liu Rui's hand.

"Kang Ning, Li Yue doesn't love you anymore. He has already broken up with you. Don't dwell on the past endlessly. If you can't get out, you'll be like a coward." Liu Rui suddenly said loudly.

"Li Yue loves me" Kang Ning yelled loudly. After he finished yelling, his body panted slightly, and he said in a low voice with infinite affection, "Li Yue loves me, but he has no other choice."

"Whatever he has to do, it's all an excuse" Liu Rui really hates Li Yue at this time, he let go of Kang Ning, and let Kang Ning die for him, never change his infatuation, and take his life, is this kind of love worth it?

"You don't know him," Kang Ning said softly. "He is good, only I understand"

"Kang Ning, you won't be able to survive," Liu Rui said sadly.

"No, I will live a good life. As long as Li Yue is alive, I will be with him," Kang Ning said.

"Kang Ning, what should I do with you?" Liu Rui said helplessly.

"Shall we be friends?" Kang Ning looked at Liu Rui and said.

"Let me take care of you, okay?" Liu Rui asked.

"We're better off as friends," Corning said.

Liu Rui still wanted to say something, seeing Kang Ning's eyes wide open, a pair of dead eyes were swollen and sparkling with vitality, filled with countless joys.

Liu Rui turned around and saw Li Yue coming in from outside the door. The tears in the corners of Li Yue's eyes were wiped away, and the sadness was put away, and he looked calm.

"Kang Ning, you didn't take good care of yourself," Li Yue said helplessly.

In a word, countless ripples arose in Kang Ning's lonely heart, and he anxiously explained "No, Li Yue, I'm fine, I'm fine, I..." Kang Ning explained incoherently at a loss, not knowing what to do. What to say, suddenly feel wronged, feel sad, Kang Ning whimper... crying.

Li Yue walked over and hugged Kang Ning. Kang Ning quietly and obediently nestled in Li Yue's arms, crying sadly.

Li Yue didn't try to dissuade him, and let Kang Ning cry. He knew that Kang Ning had too much pain in his heart. He had no one to tell, but he could only talk to himself, his grievances, his loneliness, and his sadness.

Kang Ning couldn't stop crying, whimpering and sniffling. After a long time, Li Yue wiped away the tears from Kang Ning's face, and said softly, "Don't cry."

Kang Ning stopped his tears and looked at Li Yue with infinite grievances. Li Yue lowered his head and refused to look at Kang Ning. A sad look flashed in Kang Ning's eyes.

"Kang Ning, I'm getting married," Li Yue said in a deep voice.

Kang Ning suddenly fell silent and did not speak.

"Corning, let me rest assured," Li Yue said.

"You're forcing me" Kang Ning looked at Li Yue and said.

Li Yue stared at Kang Ning in a daze, with sadness in his eyes.

Kang Ning didn't want to see it, and he was also sad.

"You can't find one yourself, let me find one too"

"Corning, I beg you," Li Yue said.

Kang Ning was silent, and the two were deadlocked.

After a long time, Kang Ning seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and said softly, "I will be with Liu Rui, let's go"

Li Yue didn't look at Kang Ning's desperate expression, he patted Liu Rui on the shoulder, turned and left.

Liu Rui looked at the cloudy face on Kang Ning's face. When Li Yue walked out, Kang Ning suddenly pulled out the needle on his hand and pushed everything around him down forcefully. Bleeding from his gums flowed down the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were full of helplessness after being injured.

"Li Yue, Li Yue, Li Yue, how could you treat me like this, how could you" Kang Ning yelled frantically into the empty ward, "Li Yue, you leave me, I accept, you are with others, I accept , but how can you make me not love you, how can you make me not wait for you, I want to wait for you, I want to wait for you for the rest of my life, I will always remember your kindness, remember all our memories, and never have anyone else , how could you treat me so cruelly, Li Yue, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you"

Liu Rui looked at Kang Ning's insane state, feeling sorry for Li Yue, who hurt Kang Ning a lot this time.

Liu Rui walked over and hugged Kang Ning in his arms comfortingly. Kang Ning resisted slightly, but finally approached quietly. Liu Rui was sad in his heart. Li Yue, in the end he could make Kang Ning listen to him.