waiting in time

Kang Ning went back to Normal University in S City alone. He went to Li Yue's house to move things. The room was empty. Li Yue hadn't come back yet. There are all kinds of colors. Basically, if Li Yue buys one for himself, he will buy him the same style or a couple style. Li Yue likes this kind of drama that reveals affection in details. Kang Ning once satirized Li Yue as a typical Li Yue doesn't care about the sullen type of man, and the clothes are still the same as before. Kang Ning doesn't have much appreciation for clothes, and he doesn't like to do these things. Li Yue likes to do them, so let Li Yue do them. He never cares. They have been together for two and a half years, and the clothes in their closets have long been mixed together, and they are inseparable in color. Sometimes Kang Ning gets up late, and in a hurry, quickly takes out a piece of clothing from the closet, walks to It was only when I was in school that I realized that the size of the clothes was wrong. It was a bit too big. I knew that he accidentally put on Li Yue's clothes. After he went back, he carefully put the clothes back. I really can't bear it, if Li Yue knows that he is wearing his clothes, he will definitely take it over and look at it carefully, to see if there is anything unexpected, and then talk about Kang Ning, Kang Ning is fed up with Li Yue's pervert cleanliness.

Kang Ning put away his clothes, went to the bathroom to pack up the toiletries, but saw two cups engraved with Tom and Jerry brushing teeth on the sink, with two toothbrushes of the same model on them, Kang Ning smiled, he remembered First of all, this set of brushing cups and toothbrushes was specially brought back by Li Yue from somewhere. Li Yue liked it very much. Kang Ning secretly laughed at Li Yue. He has never grown up mentally. He likes such naive things. Tell him that these two animals are like him and Kang Ning, but he is Tom and Kang Ning is Jerry, Kang Ning refuses to accept, why is Li Yue bullying him, Li Yue smiles ambiguously, Kang Ning blushes instantly, and takes away the cup engraved with Tom , forcing Li Yue to admit that he is Jerry, Li Yue disagreed, the two fought, and finally got into bed, after a lot of trouble, Kang Ning forgot everything.

Corning continued to pack the things in the house, a small and exquisite lighter, a valuable cufflink, a tacky gold ring, and his professional books that took up half of the study room, many, many things, full of sweet love between the two of them Memories, but the memories are sweeter, reflecting the cruelty of reality. Two people in pairs suddenly become one person, alone, alone, and alone. Kang Ning couldn't stand the sharp gap, so he fled downstairs. Call a moving company to remove some necessary things, and Corning does not want other things.After all the things were loaded into the car, the car drove away. Kang Ning locked the door and went out, put the key under the carpet in front of the door, turned around and left, every step he took seemed to be a little bit different from his past life. Tear apart, like two pieces of skin that are tightly connected together, tearing apart at a slow speed, Kang Jing quietly feels the pain of cutting flesh, neither crying nor screaming, her heart is cold, infinite Sadness, when the person who loves you and loves you is far away, your grievances and pain can only be deeply buried in the bottom of your heart, there is nowhere to confide, slowly fermenting, exuding a bitter taste.

Kang Ning didn't want to go back to school, so he rented a house near the school. The monthly rent was 600, and water, electricity and heating were paid by himself. After Kang Ning moved in, he hurried back after finishing school work. Thinking that Li Yue is coming back, Li Yue is very busy, time is tight, he has to eat as soon as he gets home, Kang Ning buys groceries in the supermarket, goes home to cook, three dishes and one soup, two people, he sits on the table, Looking at the food for two, Li Yue was not around, he didn’t want to eat, Kang Ning dumped the food into the trash can, and he came back in a hurry the next day, bought vegetables, made three dishes and one soup, Kang Ning didn’t want to eat, he felt lonely , poured the vegetables into the trash can, and was vaguely anxious, why Li Yue didn't come back.For two or three days a day, Kang Ning repeated the same actions every day, hurried back, bought vegetables, prepared dishes for two, and emptied the trash can.He didn't want to eat, and he didn't feel hungry. He stayed in the room alone, wandering around in the room, and always felt that Li Yue was by his side. Nothing, Li Yue is not here, Li Yue is not here, where did he go, Kang Ning thought vaguely, why he has not come back after he left, Kang Ning continued to wander in the room, looking for Li Yue, Li Yue gave The clothes he bought, the books Li Yue gave him, and the mouthwash cups of Tom and Jerry are all Li Yue. Kang Ning piled up all the things in the room, obsessively tasted the smell of Li Yue, and found traces of his existence. .

Kang Ning recently felt weak and in a trance. He asked for leave from the school, and the school was very happy to have a holiday. He nagged Kang Ning for the first time, young man, what happened to him, eat well, and take advantage of the holiday time to take care of his body , Said that Kang Ning was sick, his body was as thin as a bamboo pole, Kang Ning was confused, he felt that he was fine, but a little weak, Kang Ning didn't want to talk, he had no energy to speak, he went home slowly, opened the door, the house was empty No one, Li Yue didn't come back, Kang Ning instantly felt that the air in the room was full of loneliness and sadness, like a shadow, that loneliness seemed to penetrate into every pore of his body, firmly rooted in his heart, lingering go.Kang Ning felt that he was so lonely, so lonely that he was going crazy, when will Li Yue come back?Without Li Yue by his side, he couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, he chased Li Yue's figure in his empty room, so lonely, so lonely, he was lying on the bed, the bed was too big, the bedroom was so empty, he Can't sleep every night, watching the things Li Yue gave him, tossing and turning, eyes open, counting the time and waiting for the dawn, the days are too tormented.Kang Ning thought aggrievedly, Li Yue, when will you come back, if you don't come back, I'm going to die, I really can't bear it, it's too uncomfortable, it's too uncomfortable.

Kang Ning was cooking, all of which Li Yue liked to eat, roasted eggplant with beans, stir-fried lettuce, cold bitter gourd, and a short soup, Kang Ning thought, tomato and egg soup, Li Yue likes this, Kang Ning beat the eggs and put them in In a bowl, cut up the tomatoes, turn on the gas stove, pour oil into the pan, put the chopped tomatoes in, stir fry, the smell of the tomatoes made Kang Ning feel nauseous, he felt dizzy, he couldn’t stand upright, the kitchen , the ceiling was spinning fast in front of his eyes, Kang Ning was uncomfortable, his hands and feet were cold, like ice for a while, the phone in the living room rang, Kang Ning reluctantly walked out, and answered the phone tremblingly, suddenly felt dizzy, Kang Ning couldn't stand still , the phone line in my hand flew out, and I heard a faint voice shouting anxiously, "Kang Ning, Kang Ning, what's wrong with you, answer the phone"

Kang Ning was weak and couldn't get up, and smelled the smell of burnt tomatoes from the kitchen, Kang Ning thought sadly, Li Yue, Li Yue, I didn't mean it, I really can't take it anymore, it's too uncomfortable, you go , leave me where I am, let me be tortured day and night, heartbroken, life is worse than death, I have no value of existence, no destination, no one loves, no one loves, no one wants, Li Yue, I It hurts so much, it hurts to death, did you hear me, you don't care about me anymore, you don't love me anymore, you don't want me anymore, what else do I have to live?

Kang Ning's consciousness gradually blurred, and he vaguely heard an explosion sound from the kitchen. With a "boom", he smelled a strong burning smell. The fire crackled and spread rapidly from the kitchen to the living room. , A puff of smoke rose from the room, Kang Ning heard a violent knock on the door, bang bang bang, various sounds came, the door was suddenly opened, many people poured in, several people held fire extinguishers, directed at the fire Spraying, the fire was gradually controlled and finally extinguished. People opened all the windows to let the thick smoke in the room escape. The house was burned in a mess, the walls of the kitchen and living room were burned black, and some flammable items All were burnt down. The fire was discovered in time and did not spread to a large area. The bedroom was not damaged. The fire was only in the room and did not spread to other residents. People breathed a sigh of relief and called an ambulance to send Kang Ning to the hospital. , Liu Rui followed Kang Ning to the hospital.

Liu Rui held Kang Ning's hand and looked at the haggard and sad Kang Ning in front of him. He was too thin, skinny, with loose skin hanging on his face, the bones on his cheeks were protruding, and his eyes were suddenly inlaid. His face was lifeless and dull. His hair was yellow and lacked nutrition. When he touched it, many fine strands of hair came off his hands. Liu Rui hugged Kang Ning. Kang Ning was so light that he couldn't feel the weight of a grown man at all. Just like a child who has been deprived of nutrition for a long time, his body is thin, and Liu Rui can completely encircle Kang Ning with one hand, and his hands are full of human bones.

Liu Rui didn't understand why Kang Ning had such a huge change. When he saw Kang Ning a month ago, Kang Ning was still smiling happily, with a rosy face and healthy body. He didn't expect that Kang Ning would undergo such a huge change after seeing him for a month. What happened? What's the matter, Liu Rui guessed that it must have something to do with Li Yue.

These years, although Liu Rui had a crush on Kang Ning, but seeing Kang Ning and Li Yue together, living happily and contentedly, he gradually calmed down and became Kang Ning's friend at ease. , they separated, and each was busy with his own business.

Today, Liu Rui felt that he hadn't seen Kang Ning for a long time, and wanted to ask Kang Ning out for a meal, but he didn't expect to call Kang Ning, and just after Kang Ning picked up, he heard a "bang" on the phone and called again. Hearing the sound of things falling to the ground, Liu Rui was nervous, worried that something might happen to Kang Ning, and hurriedly called Kang Ning on the phone, but Kang Ning didn't answer, Liu Rui was sure that something happened to Kang Ning.He hurried over and saw thick smoke coming out of Kang Ning's room, and a fire broke out. Liu Rui hurriedly called the landlord over, opened Kang Ning's room, and everyone around came in, took their own fire extinguishers, and put After the fire was extinguished, Liu Rui got up and carried the unconscious Kang Ning into the ambulance.

When they arrived at the hospital, the doctor immediately consulted Kang Ning. Liu Rui waited anxiously at the door of the ward. After a while, the doctor came out. Liu Rui walked over and asked, "Doctor, how is he?"

"It's okay, long-term malnutrition caused dizziness, as long as you eat well and exercise properly, it won't take long to adjust," the doctor said.

"How could he be malnourished?" Liu Rui asked.

"If you don't eat for a long time, it will be like this," the doctor said.

"Don't eat?" Liu Rui exclaimed in surprise, how could Kang Ning not eat.

"Who are you to him?" asked the doctor.

"I'm his friend," Liu Rui said.

"What about his family? You contact his family, we need to talk to his family," the doctor said.

"I am his family," came a sudden voice.

Liu Rui looked up and saw Li Yue walking in. Liu Rui saw that Li Yue had also lost weight, with a sluggish and sad look, and a haggard face. Something must have happened to the two of them. Could it be that they broke up? Liu Rui guessed.