hold peck

Going to work on Thursday and asking for leave on Friday, seeing that it was the weekend again, Xu Peck dedicated himself early in the morning when He Zhi was about to solve the alarm clock again forever, and put his arms around his neck and kissed him.

The idiot was so dazzled that he took Yuanyuan's hand and wanted to prostitute himself in the daytime, but the one who took the initiative to seduce him immediately withdrew ruthlessly, got up and washed, leaving a person surnamed He dejected on the second day after his successful proposal.

The small diamond of the plain ring was turned to the direction of the palm by Xu Peck, and the two arrogant and low-key letters engraved on the side close to the knuckles seemed to have a natural hot function.

HZ.

Pulling the slippers behind him, in the mirror, He Zhi appeared behind him, and took the electric toothbrush that Xu Peck had squeezed toothpaste into.

On the morning of the weekend, the two of them closed their eyes and woke up together, and their ears were buzzing, which was the frequency of his loving him every minute and every second.

The marriage proposal is successful, but the format of the wedding is still to be discussed - the main reason is that the two of them have no vacation for the time being, and his mother's social animals are not worthy of love.

The Yamaha was sent back yesterday, and it has been maintained in a shiny manner, as if it had picked up a new car.

He Zhi went out to send Xu Peck to work, just like sending him to school many years ago.Yiyi said goodbye in front of the courtyard gate, He Zhi was in charge of Yiyixi, and Xu Peck was in charge of farewell.

With a word of "goodbye", the ruthless man entered the outpatient department without looking back.

The motorcyclist sighed lightly, the feeling on his ring finger when starting the engine was still a little strange.

He Zhi raised his hand, stared at the ring of the same style as Xu Peck, suddenly narrowed his eyes, and smiled happily.

Do so much nonsense!They all wear their ring fingers, so they are already a legal couple!Yes, yes!

After blocking the door for a long time, the security guard watched him several times. He Zhi put on his helmet and waved his left hand vigorously at the man on duty. For the first time in his life, he was full of interest in going to work—to show off by the way.

The married man above is leaving now!

Another calm married man came to work too early today, and he only clocked in for half a day on Saturday, and he even arrived almost an hour early.

Xu Peck pondered for a while in the elevator, and finally got out of the car and walked towards the inpatient department.

The place he went to was very quiet, and it was a small independent garden. There should be few people visiting at this time, but there were already people visiting before Xu Peck arrived.

June is here, and most of the flowers in spring have been squeezed out by the thick green of midsummer. The person with his back to him is sitting on a bench and fiddling with something in his hand. When Xu Peck approaches, he realizes that it is a piece of paper. Stack of butterflies.

It's amazing, the scumbags he knows seem to have exceptional dexterity.

He Zhi can origami roses, this person can origami butterflies, and He Zhi mentioned that Lin Xiaobai prepared a birthday present for Guan Guan next week. Gem ring.

It is very exquisite, and there is also a material certification certificate issued by a professional department.

...Shouldn't Lin Xiaobai be invited to come to their unit often?

Xu Peck was a little distracted, and caressed his ring finger involuntarily. For a while, he remembered the Egara language engraved on it, and for a while, he remembered that summer a few years ago, by the sea, and the little butterfly that Xu Si hid behind him.

The person who folded the butterfly didn't know if he heard the person coming, but he continued to focus on the movement of his hand.

Xu Peck quietly looked at Cheng Jiao's unhurried folding of the butterflies with legs, he was stunned for a while, then suddenly stood up as if disgusted and brushed all the origami paper to the ground.

But in just a moment, he recovered from the restlessness, dazed for a moment, squatted down and picked them up one by one.

Carefully, like that short summer, he caught a real butterfly for the boy.

Xu Peck squatted beside him, helping Cheng Jiao pick up the paper without saying a word.

There are too many butterflies, and I don't know what time he went out to start doing handwork.

The small garden here is generally not accessible to outsiders. Xu Peck's work card did not apply to the dental department early in the morning, but to the psychiatric department, which was not compatible with him.

"I'm sick again." Cheng Jiao picked up the butterfly, looking very calm.

Xu Peck gave a "hmm" and said, "The nurse said it was much lighter this time."

Cheng Jiao hasn't worn glasses for a long time. The pair of deep eye sockets covered by the mosquito coils in the past have extremely delicate black pupils embedded in them. When he smiles, there are two sweet dimples at the corners of his mouth. Carefree young people.

Overage teenagers love to be coquettish: "Then how long will they keep me locked up, brother?"

Xu Peck patiently reasoned with him: "You let them lock you up."

Cheng Jiao held his chin with both hands to pretend to be a flower of the motherland, and the butterfly he just picked up fell to the ground again.

"I let you close it, so how long will it be closed?"

Xu Peck picked up the butterfly he picked up and returned it to Cheng Jiao's open hand: "Do you want to leave?"

It was a very ordinary question, but Cheng Jiao seemed to be stumped by him suddenly, he blinked for a long time before blinking, and muttered softly: "I don't know."

He didn't mind being locked up. After all, he didn't even know what he would do when he was sick. It was very dangerous.

But he didn't like being locked up like this.

Cheng Jiao remembered the reason: "I live with an uncle, he doesn't like to talk, he stares at the wall in a daze all day... Ah! So boring! I want to change my roommate!"

Cheng Jiao is 24 or 25 this year, but his mind seems to be stagnant at the age of four or five.

But this person is used to pretending. In fact, this kind of time is his most sober moment.

He is a little crazy, it seems that he has been crazy for many years, but he is not completely crazy. Most of the time, his consciousness is very clear, but he will suddenly have a serious illness every few years. A place where actions can be controlled.

When Xu Peck and He Zhi met Cheng Jiao, who was taking a leave of absence, on campus during the [-] chorus, he couldn't tell how many times he had been hospitalized.

The only thing I can remember clearly is that the interval between this time and the last time is really short.

It seemed that it was just the short period of time when he met Xu Si and knew Xu Si.

"elder brother."

Cheng Jiao is acting cute again.

Xu Peck was helped up by this patient man whose height and age could call his younger brother instead, and he heard him ask with a smile: "Are you married?"

Although the ring on his hand had to be taken off when it was time to work, Xu Peck didn't intend to hide it intentionally.

When I arrived at the unit later, it was inevitable that I would get fussed by my colleagues again, but although Cheng Jiao looked at his ring curiously, there was an expected look on his face.

Xu Peck nodded: "I haven't had time to do anything yet, I will send you an invitation when the time comes."

Cheng Jiao squinted his eyes facing the rising sun in the sky, and the corners of his naturally upturned lips were even more curved: "Ah, then I will try my best to get better soon."

Xu Peck let out a "hmm", and the air suddenly became quiet.

Cheng Jiao is a frequent visitor to the hospital. His condition is not too serious, and he can even have a roommate.

After dropping out of school, Xu Peck hadn't seen him for a long time. When he came to the hospital for an internship last semester, he accidentally ran into his younger brother's deskmate back then.

He didn't know about the past, but this time, Cheng Jiao has been hospitalized for a long time.

The scene of this person's illness is very different from others. He is neither crazy nor noisy, and looks more normal than usual.

Just worry quietly, and then seek death peacefully.

Before coming to the garden, Xu Peck went to find the nurse who took care of Cheng Jiao.According to her, just a few days ago, Cheng Jiao tried to drown himself by burying his head in the sink.

After half drowning, he woke up, walked out of the ward wetly, and complained to the nurse sister that she didn't look at him well.

Cheng Jiao cherishes life in his bones, but the side hidden in his heart is completely different from him.

He is like a small satellite revolving around the planet, sometimes it is sunny and sometimes it is swept by cold night.The longer he grows up, the more the revolution orbit falls apart, and he doesn't know when it will completely collapse into pieces, making him fall into the dark century where he can't see the moonlight forever.

It is true that his madness was much lighter when he got sick, but his attacks became more and more frequent.

"Mr. Cheng." Xu Peck called him.

This time it was Cheng Jiao's turn to answer him with an "um".

Xu Peck looked at the butterfly in his hand, and said seriously: "Live well."

Cheng Jiao laughed again: "Okay."

But he still wants to change roommates.

It was almost time to go to work, Cheng Jiao usually only sent Xu Peck to the gate of the small garden, but today he became interested and wanted to take a few more steps with this married man.

There will be volunteers coming to accompany the patients this afternoon. Cheng Jiao, who loves to play and play, is not interested in these things. Every time everyone is learning to sing in the big classroom, he knits sweaters behind.

Maybe it wasn't a sweater either, I don't know what he was knitting with those two wooden needles.

He started weaving since he was admitted to the hospital, and finally finished it, but because of his more deadly behavior, his potential crime tools were confiscated.

Cheng Jiao was a little aggrieved when he said this, and secretly asked Xu Peck if he could send him two needles next time.

Xu Peng changed the subject calmly: "I can help you pick the wool, what color do you like?"

Cheng Jiao thought about it seriously.

Red is too bright, green is ugly, white gets dirty easily, and black is not clean.

Cheng Jiao was undecided, and wanted to ask the sister at the nurse station, but standing in the long corridor, he saw another person at a glance.

She has a thin and tall body, longer light-colored hair, and pupils that are crystal clear like glass marbles.

Five years, nearly [-] days and nights, he has never stopped depicting the picturesque facial features in his heart.

Why is he wearing the same hospital gown as him at this moment.

Cheng Jiao's face turned completely cold.

The person he was watching was standing in front of the nurse's desk, listening quietly with lowered eyelids.

Xu Peck, who was a few steps behind the tall one, came out from behind Cheng Jiao, and stared at the familiar-to-unfamiliar side face, his breath was suffocated for an instant.

His lips trembled and his eyes widened in panic, his vision was blurred in just one tenth of a second.

During the few seconds when he was speechless, Xu Si looked back with an indifferent face. After seeing the person who came, there seemed to be a crack in his frozen and beautiful facial features, unintentionally overflowing two minutes of shock and bewilderment that he couldn't hide .

Before the urge to turn around and run, the man in his memory strode towards him, holding his wrist irresistibly, looking down at the two shallow pink scars he had left in despair, dumbfounded As if sighing, he said softly to Xu Si who was many years ago and now: "Why are you so careless?"

Just like the first time I saw you.

The corridors on this floor are not as quiet as other departments. Someone seems to be crying behind the door of one room, and someone seems to be laughing in the other.

"Why are you crying?" Cheng Jiao asked him.

Xu Si blankly raised his hand to touch his cheek, his fingertips were cold, and he actually cried.

Xu Si is in the hospital.

Why is Xu Si in the hospital?

How long has Xu Si been in the hospital?

Once again he failed to hold his brother's hand.

Behind Cheng Jiao, Xu Peck tremblingly supported the barrier-free handrail on the wall, only to feel that the two confiscated sweater needles had passed through his knees firmly, so that it was difficult to even bend them at this moment.

Cinderella's sister would feel pain every time she took a step, and Snow White's stepmother spun around on the hot red iron shoes until she stopped breathing.

As it turns out, he's nothing more than a selfish older brother, too.

But Xu Peck still walked over step by step.

At least this time, he will never let Xu Si go.

The surrounding area seemed to suddenly become very quiet.

Xu Si looked at his elder brother and smiled softly when he heard Cheng Jiao holding his hand.

I heard him say softly: "Brother, I am willing to be locked up."