I heard that his love rival fled to the street

Let you fall asleep again in the tired mood of crying.

Only this time I didn't dream again.

It was already noon when he woke up the next day, and he was dizzy when he got up from the bed. If he hadn't supported him in time, he might have been pulled back to the bed by the weightlessness on the spot.

It took him a while to relax before the dizziness gradually disappeared.

Stomach burning flustered, let Xi go downstairs after washing, let Hua and Ye Yu go out, the nanny at home cooked for him.

I had something on my mind, so I let Xie hastily eat a few mouthfuls, and then I didn't feel like eating again.

Man is a very contradictory animal. He knows how to avoid risks and how to make himself unnecessary thought burden, but sometimes he just cannot control his brain.

It's like you accidentally watched a ghost movie, and you were so frightened that you told yourself not to think about it, but your mind was uncontrollably recalling the details of each frame.

Let you torture yourself in this contradiction.

The scene of Yan Qing's cutting/wrist lingering, he was in pain and couldn't control himself to think about it.

This self-abuse-like behavior stopped after three o'clock in the afternoon, and she received a strange call.

"Hello, are you making your classmate?" A female voice rang through the phone. The voice was gentle and soft. If it didn't sound too old, there was still a hint of girlish charm in it.

"Are you?" Letting you not be able to determine the identity of the caller, but he knew that he was still called a classmate by name, probably an elder, so he used honorifics.

"I'm Yan Qingzhi's mother. It's really offensive to call you suddenly, but I really have no other choice. I know you and her are..." The other side of the phone paused when it came to this point, It seemed to be a little awkward, but this embarrassment was quickly taken over by her, "They are a couple, and they like you very much. You are very important to him."

"Can I invite you to come to R City to have a look, of course I will take care of your food, drink, housing and transportation." Yan Qingzhi's mother's voice was a little uneasy, as if she felt that her tone was too strong, she added another sentence, "if you are free."

"Auntie, I..."

Just as Ling Xi started a conversation, Yan Qingzhi's mother thought that he was going to refuse, so she hurriedly cut off his words, "Jing Xi, just treat it as me as a mother, please, please take a look. Well, he..."

The woman choked up uncontrollably, and the crying sound came into Rang's ears through the receiver, making him suddenly have a distorted illusion, "Auntie, Yan Qingzhi... What happened to him?"

He asked her to open her mouth, but the voice was not trembling like his own.

"Besides him...he committed suicide last night." The woman couldn't hold back any longer and started crying, "Fortunately, he was discovered early and he was rescued, but now he is in a worse mood than before, and his whole body is not good. Talking and refusing to communicate... His depression has worsened..."

There was a bang in Xi's head, Yan Qingzhi's mother's voice was close and far away, as if isolated from the eardrum, the blood on his face faded like a tide in an instant.

The words "self-sufficiency" and "depression" hurt him so much that his body swayed a bit, and he almost couldn't stand still.

"I really can't help it..." The woman cried until her voice became hoarse, the gentleness at the beginning was completely gone, and she was left in a state of distress, "I beg you, he has no friends since he was a child, and he has never talked to anyone Love, only you...he has a lot of photos of you in his phone, I know you are different to him..."

"I really can't help it... Come and see him... I beg you... He needs you after all..."

His mind became a mess, but Yan Qingzhi's mother's words about Yan Qing's needs were deeply etched in his mind. He sent a text message to Rang Hua, saying that he would go to R city to find Yan Qingzhi for a few days. , He didn't mention Yan Qingzhi's situation.

She quickly booked a high-speed rail ticket to City R, which made her very upset.

In the dream, there was an explanation for why Yan Qingzhi was self-sufficient, that lifeless face was also explained, and the medicine in those bottles and jars was even more explained.

Depression... Let me never think that these three words will appear on Yan Qingzhi. In the past six months, he has not seen the slightest clue. Yan Qingzhi is gentle and caring to him, and occasionally reveals his Faintly domineering.

He was too normal to be a man suffering from depression.

So the locked drawer in the Yanqing House probably contains medicine for depression, right?It's not that she wasn't curious before, but now that she thinks about it, every time Yan Qing's indiscretion leads her away from the topic.

Let him think that he has not done anything harmful to the world. Most of the time, he is willing to help others. He has helped many people, but in the end no one can help him.

No one can help him.

He just wanted to have a good relationship with Yan Qingzhi, why did he have to suffer so much?

The drive of more than half an hour made her feel like a century had passed.

Tong Wan came to pick him up when he got out of the station. Seeing that he was puzzled, Tong Wan helped him put his suitcase in the trunk, and after getting in the car, he said, "You don't know yet, I'm Yan Qingzhi's brother."

"What?" She was full of surprise. In his previous life, he knew that Yan Qingzhi and Tong Wan were good friends. In the whole Sixth Middle School, only he and Yan Qingzhi walked a little closer, and he was the only one who visited Yan Qingzhi in his dream. He thought it was a visit between friends, so it wasn't?

"I have no blood relationship with him." Tong Wan is one year older than Yan Qingzhi, and has already obtained a driver's license at the age of [-]. Yan Qingzhi's mother wanted to come to pick him up in person, but the woman was extremely haggard, in that state Driving is prone to accidents, so Tong Wan came for her.

"You..." Let her hesitate to speak, and her upbringing intuition is that it is impolite to ask these private questions, he wants to know, but holds back.

Tong Wan, on the other hand, had no worries. He started the car and said, "You must be curious. Actually, there is nothing you can't say. I was adopted. My father's original spouse had no reproductive ability, so they adopted me together. They wanted to use the Children keep a shaky marriage together, but it doesn't help."

"My father cheated on Yan Qingzhi's mother before adopting me. After the divorce, my father married Yan Qingzhi's mother. Not long after, they found Yan Qingzhi back."

Tong Wan's tone was very flat, as if he was saying that the weather was not bad today, but the sarcasm in his eyes showed that he was not as indifferent as on the surface, "You must be wondering why Yan Qingzhi didn't go in with his mother but found it later bring it on?"

Tong Wan sneered.

"Why else? Yan Qingzhi's mother was only 19 years old when she was pregnant. She didn't even have the ability to support herself, so how could she support Yan Qingzhi? She wanted to kill Yan Qingzhi, but in the end she gave birth , I think it’s better not to be born.”

"Abandoning a newborn baby, people who do this kind of behavior are really not worthy of the noble title of mother." Tong Wan thought of the woman's face with makeup for crying for Yan Qingzhi, and felt sick, if it was so Don't care, why gave birth to Yan Qingzhi and then abandoned him.

Let the hand holding the little gourd jade tremble, never expecting to hear this shocking fact, the woman's cry in the computer seems to be around her ears, such a sad emotion, but for a moment, let you feel that there is some face Abominable.

"Do you know why they found Yan Qingzhi later? Because my father was unable to have another child, and Yan Qingzhi happened to have my father's blood on his body. But no one can be sure that Yan Qingzhi is still alive. They found Yan Qingzhi. After half a year, I really found Yan Qingzhi."

The air in the carriage was stuffy, which made Xi feel a suffocating feeling that his heart was being grabbed. He lowered the window, and the cold air rushed towards him, blowing away the heavy feeling that was pressing on his heart.

"I don't need to tell you these things, you can choose to listen or not, but as Yan Qingzhi's elder brother, I hope he will live a good life, instead of being inhuman and ghost like now. Yan Qingzhi will never tell you these things, he has always felt that he is dirty, you are a ray of light in his heart, I have never seen him care so much about anyone since he was a child."

At that time, six-year-old Yan Qingzhi was led to appear at the gate of Tong's house. She was as thin as skin and bones, severely malnourished, and her eyes were dark that shouldn't be at his age.

"If anyone can wake him up from his current state, that person can only be you."

"If you want to go on with him, his past must be an obstacle you need to face, but if you do this out of compassion, I suggest you cut the mess quickly and don't talk about it when he can't leave you at all If you are not suitable, it is no different from killing him."

Although Tong Wan and Yan Qingzhi are not related by blood, he still feels sorry for his younger brother. He was adopted from an orphanage, and his desire for family affection surpasses everything in this world.

But the hypocritical parents didn't adopt him with a noble attitude. Over time, he himself realized this, and he didn't get much love, so when that thin little Yan Qingzhi stood at the gate of Tong's house, Tong Wan thought he would protect this younger brother.

He has always wanted a brother.

"I like him." Let Xi press the little gourd jade on his chest, breathing with throbbing pain, "It's not just like him."

Tong Wan glanced at the young man in the back seat through the rearview mirror, and sighed slightly in her heart.

The fog in R City was very heavy, and when he looked out of the window, there was a cloud of gray everywhere, just like his mood.

Those fogs covered Yan Qingzhi's past, but today, Tong Wan personally pushed away the white fog in front of him, allowing you to see the real Yan Qingzhi clearly.