I heard that his love rival fled to the street

The next day, Rang Hua and Ye Yu came to pick her up.

Although Rang Xi repeatedly emphasized that he didn't need to pick it up, Rang Hua insisted on going all the way to the dark, and Rang He couldn't persuade him, so he simply let his mother do it.

When I got home, I let you take a quick shower, fell into bed and fell asleep.

He is too tired.

What happened to Yan Qingzhi exhausted him physically and mentally. In the past half month, he hardly had a night without insomnia.

The spirit has been boiled to the head, so that you are too tired to even breathe.

At first, he had the mentality of trying to sleep, but maybe the bed he slept in for nine years gave him some peace of mind, or maybe the little gourd jade in his hand gave him comfort, and this time he didn't suffer from insomnia.

He soon fell into a deep sleep.

He had a dream, the same as in his previous life after knowing Yan Qing's death, but this time there was something else.

In the dream, Yan Qingzhi was still sitting on the hospital bed.

It was still that lifeless face.

The frail young man stared blankly out of the window, his sight unfocused, as if he had drifted far, far away.

Let Xi know that he is dreaming, but he seems to be outside the dream, and seems to be deeply involved in it, he can't control himself, he can only watch his body go to the chair beside Yan Qingzhi's bed and sit down.

"Yan Qingzhi." Let Xi hear herself speak.

The man on the bed didn't respond, he didn't even move.

Yan Qingzhi couldn't see him.

There was a knock on the door of the ward, and someone came in. He raised his eyes and found that he knew this person.

"Are you feeling better?" The boy who told Yan Qingzhi in his previous life that Yan Qingzhi liked him greeted Yan Qingzhi, he unloaded his schoolbag very naturally, penetrated his body and sat on the chair beside the bed .

"I went to the south office today, and I took a video for you to let you play." Tong Wan took out a tablet from her schoolbag, opened the photo section, and handed it to Yan Qingzhi.

The person on the bed moved his eyes when he heard Jean's name. He slowly turned his head and looked at the tablet in Tong Wan's hand.

"Look? He played very well today. He made several three-pointers." Tong Wan handed the tablet forward.

Yan Qingzhi didn't speak, he took the tablet, and Tong Wan clicked the video to play for him by the way.

Let Xi stand aside and watch, the teenager in the video is wearing a jersey, with wristbands on his hands, and the ball is spinning in his hands. Taking off from outside the point line, the ball flew out an arc and fell perfectly into the basket.

There was a burst of applause on the field.

Yan Qingzhi on the bed stretched out his hand, touched the boy's face in the video, and pulled the corner of his mouth very lightly, showing a trace of tenderness on that expressionless face.

Jean He also laughed, he remembered that ball game, it was not long after he entered his freshman year, the school basketball team was selected after the military training at the beginning of the school year, he played basketball well in high school, naturally there was no obstacle to enter up.

That day was the training of the school basketball team, and the content was that these newcomers played against the seniors of the school team.

Let you have a lot of fun.

But he didn't expect Tong Wan to secretly film him, and even handed the video to Yan Qingzhi.

Suddenly, the tablet in Yan Qingzhi's hand was taken away by Tong Wan.

He was a little stunned, he didn't understand what Tong Wan meant.

He thought that Yan Qingzhi would be displeased or reprimanded, but in the end he found that Yan Qingzhi hadn't acted too aggressively.

He just stared at Tong Wan without moving his eyes.

"Eat this, and I'll show you." Tong Wan took out a few bottles and cans from the bedside cabinet, poured out a few pills, and placed them in front of Yan Qingzhi.

Yan Qingzhi still looked at him, his eyes seemed to be glued to Tong Wan.

"He played very well in the game today and scored several goals. Do you want to know what else he did today?" Tong Wan was not frightened by Yan Qingzhi's eyes, and she looked very calm.

After a while, just when He thought that Yan Qingzhi would not respond to Tong Wan, the former nodded. The range was so small that he couldn't find it unless he looked carefully.

"If you want to know, take the medicine and I'll tell you." Tong Wan raised her chin, motioning for the pill in his hand.

A look of disgust appeared on Yan Qingzhi's face. After struggling for a long time, he finally reached out and grabbed the pills, and put them all in his mouth.

Tong Wan poured him water to prevent him from choking.

After Yan Qingzhi took the medicine, Tong Wan returned the tablet to him, and talked about the little things that Jean had done that day.

Yan Qingzhi listened carefully, and played the video over and over again with Tong Wan's voice, but he didn't seem to get tired of watching it, and he didn't even blink his eyes.

I don't know how long Tong Wan and Yan Qingzhi have been chatting, anyway, it was already dark when Tong Wan left.

And Yan Qingzhi returned to that lifeless ceramic doll, neither moving nor crying.

Letting his eyes never leave Yan Qingzhi's face, he greedily traced Yan Qingzhi's outline, in order to express his yearning for Yan Qingzhi that was about to overflow in the past half month.

"Yan Qingzhi, I miss you so much." Only in his dream can he see Yan Qingzhi and be so close to him.

Yan Qingzhi couldn't see him or hear him, so naturally he wouldn't respond to him.

But this doesn't prevent you from talking about what he did, what he ate, what fun things he encountered these days, and how much he misses Yan Qingzhi, even though this is Yan Qingzhi from his previous life, Even though he can't see or hear Rang He, Rang He still wants to tell him.

In the dream, she babbled for a long time.

It wasn't until the emotion that was about to boil in her heart slightly lowered the heat that she stopped talking.

It was late at night, Yan Qingzhi didn't sleep, he still maintained the posture of sitting on the bed until the clock struck twelve midnight.

Seeing him move, Jean He slowly reached into the pillow and fumbled for something. When he took it out, he was holding something in his hand. The thing shone with a white light under the moonlight, which dazzled Jean He's eyes.

But when his eyes got used to the darkness again, and when he saw what Yan Qingzhi was holding in his hand, he couldn't calm down anymore. He wanted to go forward and break Yan Qingzhi's hand, but he could only look at himself helplessly. Pass through Yan Qingzhi's body.

He couldn't touch Yan Qingzhi.

"Yan Qingzhi! Put down the knife!" Yan Qingzhi held a short but sharp enough dagger in his hand, buried in the shadows, but his eyes were not normal.

Let your heart tremble with fear, and your voice is trembling.

But it was a dream after all, he couldn't stop Yan Qingzhi, he could only watch Yan Qingzhi take the dagger and slash his wrist twice, blood gushing out.

Yan Qingzhi threw the dagger to the ground, he had no time to take care of his bleeding hand, or he didn't want to take care of it at all.

He lay gently on the bed, and pasted the one-inch photo with a blue background that he had stroked countless times on his heart.

Yan Qingzhi turned on the tablet, and played the video that Tong Wan secretly shot today again, making her voice reverberate in this small ward. The heavy gloom dissipated a little.

He smiled silently, the corners of his raised lips opened and closed, the faint, almost inaudible nostalgia mixed with the boy's voice in the video - rolling, rolling, I love you...

"Yan Qingzhi!"

The pain of being severely grabbed by someone in the heart made you let out a cry of grief, the huge pain pulled him out of sleep, the moment you opened your eyes, let you find that your face was full of tears.

The general feeling of drowning is not very good, and it makes you wet as if you were fished out of the water.

The night sky hangs high.

For the first time, the black lacquered curtain did not frighten him. He held the small gourd jade tightly in his hand, and recalled the image of Yan Qingzhi stabbing his wrist without hesitation in his dream, and a wave of panic hit him. After a while, overwhelming dizziness flooded in.

Some time ago, Yan Qingzhi's words came to his ears.

——Old wounds, long gone.

It didn't hurt a long time ago, how much pain would it have been at that time?

Are those dense scars on Yan Qingzhi's hand cut out by himself?

How could he do it?

So in her previous life, Yan Qingzhi was never killed by a car at all.

He is from S.

Normal people couldn't survive the blood loss from those two cuts.

How much wronged, how tired of life, how much suffering did Yan Qingzhi cut his wrists so resolutely?

Can't bear it any longer, he curled himself up into a ball to relieve the throbbing pain from his heart, but those tiny whimpers rolled out of his throat in the end.

[The author has something to say]: Harm.

Finally wrote here.

The little pervert was not killed by a car in his previous life, he chose to end his life by himself.

Gun Gun is the only ray of light in his life, but he can't touch or touch this ray of light, he can only watch it, just like drinking poison to quench thirst in the article, sooner or later it will collapse.

Mr. Cheng asked me last time why the little pervert didn't tell Gun Gun that he liked him in his previous life.

The fact is that the little pervert has killed people before, he feels that he is dirty and unworthy of Gun Gun, and he doesn't want to tarnish Gun Gun.

As for why the murder will be explained in a later chapter.

All in all, this is the worst attack I've ever written.

I also want to tell everyone here that if you like someone, you can tell him, maybe he won't accept you, but at least he won't leave any regrets.

I also want to tell everyone that homosexuality is not shameful, and love itself has nothing to do with gender.

Maybe gays in real life are completely different from those in novels. They don't have good looks, super high IQ or rich families.

But they are no different from us, they are around us, they may be ordinary, they even have low self-esteem, and are ashamed to talk about their sexuality.

But they did nothing wrong, they also have the right to love and be loved, leaving aside the dross of cheating marriages, homosexuals also deserve a bright and beautiful future.

Support gays against discrimination.

Mr. K. Although I can't write many great principles, I hope to bring readers the correct three views and the correct attitude towards people. Many readers who read the article are children who have not yet formed the three views. I hope these children can grow into gentle adults.

Finally, I hope that everyone will not lead or teach topics such as same-sex is true love just because they like watching danmei. Love itself is beautiful, regardless of the opposite sex or the same sex.

Let us love this world tenderly.

Love you ducks!