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The email Ji Mingyi received said that he had consulted several doctors before asking about this. It is a drug for treating tumors. It is usually used in the late stage of brain tumors and has sedative and analgesic effects, but the side effects are not very clear. This drug should be used in China. It is not sold in foreign countries at all, so not many people know about it, and it seems that it is difficult to buy this medicine now.

Ji Mingyi looked at the email over and over again. Although it was in English, he was sure that he could read it correctly. The malignant brain tumor was Li Li's disease and she died because of this. When Ji Mingyi just came back, he went to see Li Li. Li's case.Ji Mingyi recalled that year when Li Li suddenly fell ill and was admitted to the hospital because of his anger, but later Shan Jun said that the test result was fine, so he didn't doubt it.Later, Li Li did sleep very deeply every day, even when he entered the room. Li Li always said that she had difficulty falling asleep because of nervous headaches, but in the next two years, it suddenly became less difficult to fall asleep.Could it be because of the medicine that Shan Jun bought?Why did Shan Jun take the medicine to treat Li Li?No one knew the side effects of that medicine would make people drowsy after taking it. Was he experiencing her pain before?

Just looking at the email like this, Ji Mingyi cried unknowingly for whom, he picked up the phone and deleted the email and didn't know what else to do now, Shan Jun really tortured himself more than he imagined.It turned out that Shan Jun didn't think that it would be impossible to treat him as a family member if he was with him in the future. He came only because seeing him would be more painful.

After a long time, he didn't go out and didn't know how to face Shan Jun. Now he just wanted to take another pill of Shan Jun's medicine so that he could sleep peacefully.

Shan Jun saw that Ji Mingyi's condition was not good these two days, so he knocked on the door and said "eat" for the first time before leaving. When Ji Mingyi heard Shan Juan calling him to eat, he rubbed his too stiff face and went out.

Seeing Ji Mingyi staring at Shan Jun with red eyes, he ignored him and ate his meal.

"Yao Mi's health is not very good, his brother is very precious to this younger brother, if you really like him, you should think about it." Ji Mingyi looked at Shan Jun's indifferent look and said.

When Shan Jun heard him say this, he sneered and said, "Why are you afraid that his brother will object?"

"He's a boy. I don't know what you think about Tian Tian, ​​but Yao Mi is different." Ji Mingyi didn't dare to look at him, so he looked down at his rice bowl and said.

"I just like him as a boy." A sneer continued, "Doesn't his brother also like you as a man? Why did he stop his brother?"

Ji Mingyi suddenly looked up at him and said, "Don't talk about Yao Tao like that, he and I are just good friends."

"So you let him kiss you unprepared?" Shan Jun interrupted him.

"No! Shan Jun, I'm talking about you now, you just haven't come out yet, can we go see a doctor?" Looking into his eyes, Ji Mingyi just wanted to let him see his sincerity and pleading.

"I got sick just because I like a boy, hehe. Am I gay? I have never liked other women except Li Li, don't you too?" Shan Jun looked at Ji Mingyi's red face with tears in her eyes His eyes frowned, and he didn't want to argue with him any more, so he stood up and went back to the room.

Ji Mingyi grabbed his arm and asked him tremblingly, "Why do you take Li Li's medicine when you're not sick?"

Hearing what Ji Mingyi said, Shan Jun suddenly looked back at him and said with dark eyes: "I'm sick? What about you? Why do you care about me, because you're sick, Ji Mingyi. Don't you know? You have everything Your living habits are the same as hers, your body movements and tone are the same as hers, even your allergens are the same as hers. Don’t forget that you have no blood relationship with her. You still want to treat me as well as she did before, Do you know that you are sick? I am not someone to you, and neither are you. "

Ji Mingyi didn't know how to answer that he was really imitating Li Li's treatment of Shan Jun, okay?He looked at Li Li's ring in Ji Mingyi's hand and grabbed Shan Jun's hand to see clearly, but the tears on his face had blurred his vision, "Shan Jun, you are sick, now we can only depend on each other without her."

Shan Juan withdrew his hand, "What about you? Aren't you sick?" He raised his hand and unbuttoned Ji Mingyi, looked at him and said, "Do you still want to tolerate everything I do like her? She slept in my arms every day during the year you were gone." Fingers slid down the chest and undid the second button "Can you do it? Do you want to stay by my side all the time? You If you regret it, you can go find that Yao Tao now." Throwing his shirt on the ground.

A pair of cold hands touched his waistline. Ji Mingyi shivered coldly. Seeing the man in front of him looking at him without any expression, Ji Mingyi suddenly felt very afraid that he took a step back and fell to the ground because he hit the dining table.Shan Juan grabbed him who was on the ground, went back to the bedroom and threw him on the bed. Ji Mingyi on the bed wanted to get up, but Shan Juan suddenly kissed his lips. The intersecting lips and teeth reminded him of the last time he kissed Li Li before he left. The same kiss and the same smell on this person made him addicted to it.

Ji Mingyi noticed that Shan Juan's hand had already touched his waist and moved down. This was a rare physical contact between the two after she left, and it was also Shan Jun's rare warmth for him. Shan Jun made Ji Mingyi fascinated, he always hoped that Shan Jun could see him and think about treating him as before, he doesn't need to treat him too well, as long as he still cares about him as long as he is bored like before, and will seem impatiently prepared Get everything you need.

Shan Juan kissed his face lightly, where the dimples appeared when he smiled, and now Shan Jun was too close to him, never before.Shan Jun's lips moved down along the side of his neck and kissed his collarbone and chest, but the strength of the kiss was getting stronger and stronger, and everywhere it went was burning pain, Ji Mingyi could even feel Shan Jun's bite It hurts, but in Ji Mingyi's view, it's nothing as long as Shan Jun doesn't want to kill him.When Shan Juan's hand was about to tear off his pants, Ji Mingyi finally retreated instinctively. Shan Jun saw his pained expression but remained motionless and just looked at him straight, and then Ji Mingyi saw Tears filled his eyes and finally overflowed.Seeing Shan Jun's tears, Ji Mingyi had already forgotten the pain on his body and just wanted to raise his hand to wipe away his tears. The distressed heart that had no place to rest made him raise his head to kiss Shan Jun again.Ji Mingyi didn't know if what Shan Jun said was right or maybe he was really sick, but no matter what happened to him, he was just sure that he could really tolerate everything Shan Jun did to him.

Ji Mingyi has been letting himself relax so that he can feel better, but Shan Jun doesn't seem to have much patience. Ji Mingyi only feels pain, and his body is full of pain. Shan Jun's kiss is too hard, and Ji Mingyi knows that Shan Jun Juan hated him and hated him in his heart. In the end, he didn't know whether it was because he was in too much pain or because of the effect of the medicine he took last night. He didn't know anything. After sleeping for a long time, it seemed that someone was wiping him and touching him. The injury and pain on his body made him wake up for a while and then fell asleep again.

It was already noon when Ji Mingyi woke up the next day and went back to his room. He found some anti-inflammatory medicine and took it because he found that the pain was too much, so he didn't want to apply the medicine anymore, and lay down heavily. I fell asleep on the bed for a while and then woke up to see a bowl of porridge by the bedside.Ji Mingyi got up, ate a bowl of porridge, took a shower, and then went to sleep. After resting at home for two days, he was finally called up by Yao Tao.

The weather is too hot to wear high-necked clothes. Ji Mingyi only wore a T-shirt and left the bedroom. Although most of the marks were covered, the tooth marks on his neck were too deep and too conspicuous. Luckily, Shan Jun had already gone out. Ji Mingyi Yi doesn't have to feel embarrassed anymore.

Yao Tao saw the tooth marks on his neck at a glance, and the smile on his face just now became stiff.

Ji Mingyi just glanced at him indifferently, then sat beside him and said, "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing, I just haven't seen you for two days to take a look." Yao Tao forced himself not to imagine the source of the tooth marks.

Leaning tiredly on the sofa, Ji Mingyi sat beside him very relaxedly, "I just rested at home for two days, why do you think I'm Yao Mi?"

"Yao Mi and Shan Jun went to the park to see peacocks." Yao Tao also leaned beside him and put his arms on his body inadvertently. Thinking of what might happen to his body, Yao Tao felt anxious, got up and said something, and left .

Yao Tao left, Ji Mingyi sat for a while, heated up the meal, and then went back to the room. He didn't want to wait until Shan Jun came back to meet his eyes.No one came back all afternoon. It seems that Shan Jun should have dinner at Yao Mi's house. Ji Mingyi hurriedly went to the bathroom to take a bath before Shan Jun came back, and almost fell asleep after soaking in the bath. Ji Mingyi also laughed at himself How is this small body so fragile.Putting on a bath towel, Ji Mingyi opened the door, but saw Shan Jun looking at him at the door, thinking sideways of his own room, Shan Jun had already approached and blocked him, seeing that the spots on his body were all his own masterpieces, Shan Jun also wrinkled Raise your eyebrows.

Raising his hand to touch a tooth mark on his chest with his fingertips, Shan Jun looked at his tooth shape seriously and said, "Yao Tao seems to really like you, don't you think about it? Then you don't have to be like me. A 'patient' is together." He reached for the bath towel, tore it off and threw it aside, and continued: "You don't have to endure this."

When Shan Jun's hand touched him, Ji Mingyi felt as if he had been pierced by an electric current, and retreated like a conditioned reflex, but behind him was Shan Jun's room.Shan Juan also took off his coat and dragged him into the room and was still on the bed. Ji Mingyi never thought that there would be a second time, but Shan Juan seemed to have thought of it a long time ago and took out some things from the bedside table. Ji Mingyi There is no difference between not watching it and not wanting to watch it once and twice, he can do whatever he wants, just ask him to end it quickly.

Ji Mingyi didn't know when it would end. He only knew that he hadn't eaten much in the past two days, and he was tormented like this again, so he finally fell asleep tired.Waking up in the morning and seeing Shan Jun and Ji Mingyi sleeping next to him, I was still very uncomfortable. I closed my eyes as if I didn’t see him, but the man’s breathing was still in my ears. I got up, took a shower and changed my clothes. I made breakfast to fill my stomach first. .Ji Mingyi thinks that since there is a second Shan Jun, he should not let him go before chasing Yao Mi, and now his body can't be tossed about by him at all, and it's better to take good care of him when he eats. , one day he will be fine.

Shan Jun got up and had breakfast, went to accompany Yao Mi, and came back in the afternoon to make two phone calls with his manager. During the day, Ji Mingyi took advantage of Shan Jun's absence to find that the medicine had disappeared, and there was no mail from abroad at home recently. In other words, Shan Jun might not eat it because he helped him fall asleep, Ji Mingyi laughed at himself, he deserved it!