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Yan Yan lay on the bed without falling asleep all night, thinking that this is really a good year.Really unable to fall asleep, he stood up, took out the box of cigarettes that choked him half to death last time from the drawer, took out one and put it in his mouth.The lighter squeaked out an orange flame, and the warm color and fiery temperature warmed his fingertips.After closing the lid on the cigarette and extinguishing the lighter, Yan Yan took a deep breath.

'Ahem' I have to say that Yan Yan still doesn't know how to smoke, but this time, he still didn't take out the cigarette to stifle it even though he was coughing due to choking.While suppressing a cough, he finished smoking the cigarette.The windows are almost brightly lit because of the Chinese New Year, so I don’t know how many people didn’t sleep all night.Looking at the night scene downstairs, Yan Yan snuffed out the last cigarette butt, and exhaled his last breath.

Pulling the curtains, Yan Yan realized that he hadn't changed his clothes yet. He frowned and took off his shirt. The red blood stains were so eye-catching.Yan Yan's clothes have been wrinkled by Xu Qinglu, and the white clothes are not easy to wash blood stains, so I'm afraid I can't wear this clothes.Throwing the clothes beside the bed, looking at the red corner, Yan Yan closed his eyes and sighed deeply.

I don’t know how this guy is doing. I don’t know if he has applied some medicine. His fingers are bleeding. I don’t know if this idiot is crying again... But Yan Yan has no intention of going out to have a look. Excited, it can even be said to be scary, no, I can't go on, calm down, both of them need to calm down!

Yan Yan didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he dimly opened his eyes, it was dawn.When he rubbed his eyes and opened the door, he found that Xu Qinglu had left, and Xu Xiaoxiao followed him, leaving only blood stains left in the corner of the wall.Yan Yan walked to his room and opened the door with a slight push. His room was neat and clean, almost the same as Yan Yan saw last time.

This guy, without taking anything, just left.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, there was no shop open on the street. People coming and going with smiles on their faces greeted relatives and friends they knew with "Happy Chinese New Year". The bus only runs once an hour, and not many people take it , Xu Qinglu led Xu Xiaoxiao, and walked slowly on the street full of festive red.

A light snow fell from the sky, and some children shouted happily, running around in the snow.Xu Qinglu raised his head, feeling the cold snow covering his face, and then melting, turning into a drop of water.Exhaling a breath, the white gas drifted into the middle of the snowflakes. Xu Qinglu stared blankly at the sky, and then lowered his head and continued walking after a long time.

It's so cold... He didn't put on a coat when he came out. The thin clothes couldn't keep out the wind and snow, and his fingertips were numb and numb from the cold. The itchy feeling completely covered his fingers. The pain from the sharp wound was almost numb.He didn't expect that he would use such a great force that his fingernails were almost lifted off by him, but so what?He doesn't hurt, not at all.

Holding Xu Xiaoxiao on the bus that finally arrived, Xu Qinglu followed the bus slowly around the circle, the snow outside the window was getting bigger and bigger, and soon the ground was covered with a layer of white.The inside of the bus was warmer than the outside, and the fingertips felt severe pain, numb and itchy. Xu Qinglu raised his hand to take a look. The hideous slit no longer oozes blood, but it looks really disgusting .

When the bus stopped at the station, Xu Qinglu seemed to wake up suddenly, and led Xu Xiaoxiao to get off the bus slowly.On the first day of the new year, there was almost no car travel. He looked at the few car trips today, trying to find places he was familiar with, but they were all places he had never been to. No, there might be a city S.

Looking at the driving time in S City, Xu Qinglu was stunned for a second, then slowly sat down on the seat in the waiting hall.On the first day of the new year, apart from the staff, only Xu Qinglu was sitting in the empty waiting room.He hugged Xu Xiaoxiao, warming his frozen and immobile fingers, and didn't take out the phone until his fingers could bend slightly.

"Brother! Happy New Year!" Xiaoying's cheerful voice came from the phone, and the little guy giggled.

"Happy New Year." Xu Qinglu couldn't hold the phone in his hand, so he had to hold the phone with his other hand and put it next to his ear to prevent the phone from slipping.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Xu Qingying clearly felt that something was wrong with Xu Qinglu, and Xu Qinglu's voice made him very worried.

After all, Xu Qinglu still didn't hold the phone, and the phone fell to the ground with a slap, and the tempered film cracked a line.After trying several times to pick up the phone, Xu Qinglu said: "It's okay, I'm fine, I accidentally dropped the phone on the ground just now."

"Oh." Xiaoying was dubious, "Brother, what's the matter with you?"

Xu Qinglu moved his fingers, gently stroked Xiaoxiao lying beside him, and said, "I want to know, is our old house rented out? I want to go back and live for two days."

"What? Brother, why did you come back? And the house has already been rented out and I notified you?" Xiaoying became even more worried.

"Oh, that's it." After Xu Qinglu said such a sentence, there was no more sound. The phone slipped from his hand and fell on the bench. Although there was no more lines, the screen went black. , The call was also cut off.

Soon, Xu Qingying's call came right away, and Xu Qinglu tremblingly picked up the phone and swiped to answer it.

"Brother, tell me what's wrong with you!" Xu Qingying's voice came out like this. The voice was so loud that the staff not far away all took a look here.

Xu Qinglu turned off the external speaker before putting the phone to his ear, "Xiaoying, I'm really fine, don't worry, don't worry."

"Brother, don't scare me, where are you?" Xiaoying sounded like she was about to cry.

Xu Qinglu smiled softly, "Xiaoying is good, don't cry, I was just thinking, what is my whole life for? I didn't hold on to anything at all."

"Brother, what are you talking about? Don't do this!"

"Why am I so stupid, why did he see me? Yan Yan, Yan Yan..." Xu Qinglu hung up the phone in a daze, and lay on the bench with Xu Xiaoxiao in his arms. The chair was so cold that he was alone Shivering, but I was so tired that I didn't want to wake up at all.The phone rang again, he picked it up, looked at Xiaoying's name on it, put the phone aside casually, listened to the ringing for a while, then stopped, rang again, stopped again...

Yan Yan cleaned up the room, sat on the sofa and watched the rebroadcast of the Spring Festival Gala, but couldn't watch it anyway.The snow outside the window was getting bigger and bigger, Yan Yan looked at the whiteness that was almost covering the sky, and the desolate scenery of the sky and the earth. Almost all the people who paid New Year's greetings outside went back to the room, leaving only the empty streets and the whiteness all over the ground.Yan Yan was faintly worried about Xu Qinglu, this guy, would there be any danger in such a heavy snowfall?

A cell phone rang suddenly, Yan Yan was taken aback, and quickly picked up the cell phone he had thrown on the sofa. He was a little puzzled when he saw that it was Xiaoying, but he picked it up anyway, "Hello, Xiaoying?"

"It's me, it's me!" Yan Yan was a little surprised by the girl's crying, was she crying? "Brother Yan, do you know where my brother is? Do you know what happened to him?" The girl's cry was very flustered, and he could hear Mr. Ji's soft comfort from the opposite side.

Yan Yan was silent for a while, and said: "I don't know where he is, but I probably know what happened. He likes me, but I rejected him. I told him to calm down and not meet again."

Xiaoying gasped, as if surprised by this fact, but after a while, Xiaoying tentatively said: "Brother Yan, I want to tell you something."

"You said."

"Actually, I have already seen that my brother likes you. You may be surprised why I don't even object. You will know when I finish speaking." Xiaoying took a deep breath, as if to hide her crying.

"Xu Qinglu, my elder brother, he was actually adopted. Before my parents adopted him, he had been retired several times because of his unsociable personality. After several twists and turns, he came to my house. At that time he It has become a bit, how should I put it? It’s very pitiful. He lives carefully, for fear of being returned by my parents, no matter what he does, he listens very well and does it very well.”

Yan Yan couldn't believe that the young man who joked with him every day had such a past, that's why he picked up Xu Xiaoxiao who became a stray dog, and then pampered him. Does he think they are the same?

"So, my brother didn't dare to give up his sincerity. It took two years for him to completely open his heart and become a real family with us. But as our life is getting better and better, my brother's smile is getting better and better. More and more, my parents went away." Xiaoying burst into tears, "I don't even dare to think about what my brother was like at that time, it seemed that his world collapsed in an instant, and everything about him was buried. We They are all wrong, brother, he has never come out, as long as he is pushed a little, he will collapse."

Hearing Xiaoying's cry and watching the heavy snow falling outside the window, Yan Yan suddenly felt that he didn't know this person so well, and he had lived with him for more than two years.The Xu Qinglu in his impression, casual, unruly, and elite, seems to have nothing to do with this kind of psychological problems left over from childhood.

"Because there is me, brother survived, and then, brother met you, and unconsciously, he successfully supported his world. So, brother Yan, I beg you, even if you treat him as a servant, toys are also Well, even a bed partner, please, let him stay with you!"

Yan Yan sighed after hearing such words, he suddenly wanted to get angry and turned to Xu Qinglu.A man actually made his sister so worried that he even said such words.

"Brother Yan, he has a mental problem, he will really do stupid things! What you think is normal, for him, the world will collapse. I can't contact him anymore. I'm so worried."

Hearing this, Yan Yan was stunned. He quickly grabbed the jacket on the sofa, ran out while wearing it, and comforted Xiaoying with his mobile phone: "Don't worry, I'll go find him now, I'll contact him now , it’s okay, I’ll call you as soon as I find him, don’t worry, don’t worry.”