naive rivers and lakes

Fanwai four except the king's body is three feet of snow, who in the world wears white clothes (2.)

1.

Tian Qing woke up exhausted, her bones and flesh were torn apart and removed, the pain was as severe as thousands of horses had trampled on her, she wished she could die just like that, her whole body was so weak that she struggled to raise her hands to support herself up , sniffing the bloody smell all over the room, frowned, clicked his tongue in disgust, Yingru was still playing chess alone, the side profile was the face of a five or six-year-old child, round and small, sunny The thin gray eyes look very good, almost transparent.

She suddenly wanted to grab someone's face and rub it, and she was also curious about her child's five or six-year-old appearance. It should be very good-looking, after all, the appearance of the parents is there.She thought, and wanted to laugh again, she just hoped that the child looked more like her, so that even if she died, she could die with more peace of mind.

Even if she died, she didn't want Bai Qinglian to feel better, she wanted Bai Qinglian to think of her when she saw the child.

I can finally let myself die.She thought, she felt wrong, she should love this child, this child was born in October of her pregnancy, it was her flesh and blood, and she paid her life for it, when she gave birth, she was a little difficult to give birth, through the door she They all heard their elder brother gritted his teeth and said: "Tianqing, let me tell you, you are going to have a difficult delivery, don't think that I will keep the child, I won't."

She knows who her brother is and how pampered she is. She tried her best to give birth to that child. There is no other reason. She will never have a child again. Meeting Bai Qinglian in this life is enough for her. He is only willing to humiliate himself for that one person, and give birth to unlucky children.

After finally ending everything, before she passed out, she heard her brother ask, "Boy, do you want to see it? What's your name?"

She took a vacant look, and almost held her breath in disgust, and waved her hand for someone to take away, just like seeing a dish she disliked, and said weakly: "Smiling fox..."

2.

"What's your last name?" His brother asked, shaking her.

"Nonsense..." She squinted her eyes, knowing what her brother meant, and sneered with all her strength, which made her whole body ache, and she continued: "The child born by me with half my life will not follow mine. whatever the surname is."

"Smile Fox, Tianxiao Fox, this is my last bit of selfishness, brother."

3.

"Ayin, come here for a while." Tian Qing said, watching the person come, with a childish face against a childish face, his eyes were empty, Tian Qing smiled, thinking of the phrase "There is nothing, where is the dust?" Come on.

"Smiling fox, I trouble you to watch more. I'm afraid I won't live for a few years." She squeezed the man's face and smiled, like a delicate and charming crabapple, beautiful but too fragile to withstand the wind, and said : "If he was five or six years old, he would be a very cute child."

"Why bother, I told you the truth. Bai Qinglian was hit by the thirteen kills, and she was almost insane after returning. I calculated for many days before I realized what was going on. Xiaohu didn't have time to tell you before he died. But I also persuaded you, why are you so disobedient, child?" Ying Ru rubbed his brows and sighed, with an immature child's face, a look of sorrow, a little funny.

4.

"I hate him as much as I love him."

"The old man has always told me that wisdom will be hurt, and love will last forever. I know, but I never take it to heart."

"I have been proud and unrestrained for more than ten years, and I have fallen on Bai Qinglian alone. I can do anything for him, and I have endured the pain of giving birth, but I just can't let go of my pride."

"Why, can't he turn around and look at me? If he rushed out to stand in front of me that day, or begged me when I left, even if he didn't say anything, he just held my hand and didn't let go. I can't leave either. But Ah Yin, he just looks at me, and his feelings are deeper than anyone else, but he just looks at me, and he refuses to say a word to persuade me to stay."

"I've been thinking, if it wasn't for my stalking, wouldn't we be together?"

"In terms of reason, I can understand him, but emotionally, I really can't make it through."

5.

"I'm a girl. I grew up pampered and pampered by others, but Bai Qinglian gave me the most grievances in my life." Tianqing smiled wryly, quietly picked up a black chess piece, and held it firmly. The ground fell, and since she played chess with others, she has never taken a white piece.

"Are you afraid to say this? Bai Zi refuses to take it, green clothes refuse to wear it, and lotus flowers refuse to see." Ying Rushi sighed helplessly, shook his head, and said in a low voice: "There are love infatuation in the world, so I hate it." Close to the wind and the moon."

"That's right, it's just such a taboo. If my brother doesn't mention his name and mention the existence of this person, I'd be gnashing my teeth in hatred."

"If I die, burn me to ashes and bury my ashes under the crabapple tree. I want to be buried with my parents." Tian Qing dropped a child, half-closed her eyes, and the sunny and warm light illuminated her A face of burnout.

6.

Tian Qing would think of that person from time to time, even if she said murderously in front of several people: "Anyone mentions a certain name in front of me again, I will die earlier so that my life will not be an eyesore."

She looked angrily at the green clothes on Bai Jiangqing's body, and Bai Jiangqing touched his nose with awareness, thinking that it was my fault for the white characters in the name?Alas, it was really angry, but Naive also stared at him, as if he felt that Tian Qing's anger was justified, and there was a sense of blame in his eyes.

Tsk, you also have a green character in your own name, hey.Bai Jiangqing thought, continue to write prescriptions for others, and considerately added a plate of osmanthus cake, a small bowl of yellow peaches, and asked the senior brother to give it to someone. The senior brother rubbed on him and almost ripped off his clothes. A silver needle went away in disgrace.

7.

Chu Ge was thinking about carrying things to others, how could such a young girl become like this?After thinking about it, I felt that when I was waiting in Zhongnanshan, I was probably the same as Tianqing now, looking at him innocently is like looking at a stranger, staying together for more than ten years, it seems that I got to know him all over again.

Now Chu Ge has re-acquainted with the little girl he watched growing up, even if Tianqing is twenty after giving birth, he is still a little girl in his eyes.

8.

"Whose daughter is delicate, and her hair is still young." (1.) Chu Ge read slowly, and leisurely spread his fan to tease the little girl who was ashamed. He said to him calmly: "What's the point of molesting your junior sister? Isn't it enough for you to have Mr. Bai San? Or do you want me to sue someone?"

Well, the little girl is fierce, Chu Ge thought, and said: "Where is the end of the world..."

The remaining sentence was cut off by the writing brush rushing towards the front door, Tianqing looked at him, holding a pair of eyes that were more sorrowful than heartbroken, peach blossom eyes are very beautiful when they fall on a girl, not to mention tactful and charming, but also He was so weak that he was about to cry, but now there was only sadness in his eyes, looking at him as if he was about to cry, but it was worse than crying.

"Ancestor, I lost to you, don't..." Chu Ge scratched his head, somehow to please this little junior sister. Now his little junior sister doesn't want anything anymore, and he doesn't act coquettishly. He felt a deep sense of helplessness. Deep sorrow, the dimples on the man's face seemed to have dried up.

"Bai Jiangqing stays by your side. You are fine. If he had died back then, you would be less human than me now." Tian Qing said lightly, and Chu Ge sighed, well, his little junior sister is still As always, he was smart and quick, and a word fell lightly to his heart, leaving him speechless, and the beautiful words to coax the little girl fell in front of Tian Qing, turning into dust that passed by.

9.

Well, it's all because the old man taught her too much.Chu Ge thought sadly before leaving.

10.

Tianqing copied the Buddhist scriptures expressionlessly, copying the color is emptiness and color, no reason, just doing something so as not to miss the old days and lovesickness, she doesn't want to think about Bai Qinglian anymore, she wants to spend more time with her son who was born, but what She kept controlling her mind and threw herself on the other person regardless. The seven souls and six souls had already dispersed completely. When she left, they all fell on that person and could not be summoned back.

"Except for the three feet of snow on your body, no one in the world should wear white clothes." (2.)

As Tianqing thought about it, when she was awake, the pen fell down, onto the paper, the ink was dripping, and every word and every sentence was full of lovesickness.

Someone knocked on the door, and innocently came in with the child in her arms. A one or two-year-old child was not very sensible, and was playing happily while scratching someone's hair. Tianqing watched her brother come in, glanced at her words, sighed, and put the child After handing it to her, the child opened his arms to be hugged by her, and called her mother eagerly, with a soft voice that made her heart break.

Perhaps from the very beginning, this child should not have been born, and I can give her nothing.She thought almost sadly, seeing the child grabbing her little hand after washing her hair, smiling, thinking that I am not dead yet, luckily there is still something I can do for this child.

11.

"This child is very similar to you. You were like this when you were young. You would laugh at everyone and be huggable. This child is very similar to you, with deep dimples." The tail that had been hanging behind the innocent finally opened his mouth .

Tian Qing looked at the child's dimples, carried the child out, and said, "Brother, Brother Chu and Bai Jiangqing took the child out to play for a while, I shouldn't blame them."

12.

Well, this ancestor finally became a little self-conscious about being a mother, and finally he was willing to go out, and if he didn't go out, he would get moldy.Tianzhen didn't take a breath, and his eyes swept over the mere fourteen characters, and he didn't let go of his breath and broke it again.

His wayward sister was like this, she loved her thoroughly, hated her to the bone, and would not let her go, her lovesickness cost her half her life, she was so emaciated that she was almost a sickly beauty.

Forget it, the whole family is full of affectionate people, from his parents to the old man to his senior brother to himself, all of them.

Tian Qing is the most temperamental one, she loves and hates sharply and intensely, she treats herself better than anyone else, and she is more forbearing than anyone else.

13.

Tianqing once wondered why she loves Bai Qinglian so much. At first she just thought it was funny, but wanted to see if Yingrushi's predictions were so accurate. She has a photographic memory since she was a child, so she remembers everything, including the death of her parents. My uncle pretended to be his own father, told her everything in a gentle voice, and asked her to keep it secret. He also saw his brother shrink into a ball timidly when he was a child, like a vigilant beast, not allowing anyone to approach him and touch him. Trembling, looking at people in fear, only seeing her and the old man would feel better.

So when Tianzhen was pressed on the head and falsified her memory with Asura pupils, she tugged on the sleeves of the person, begged softly, and said in Wu Yin's tone: "I want to protect my brother, can you teach me martial arts?"

"Girl..." The old man looked at him, stopped the rest of the sentence, and surrendered to her with tears on his face: "Xingxing ancestor, you won, if you can't bear the pain, just don't do it if you want to."

14.

She remembered that the man turned his head, his white clothes were like snow, and he didn't see anything in his eyes, thinking that she had been bullied, and after a few conversations, he could tell the identities of the two of them, and wanted her to go with him.

She left with someone, and she went down quickly. Many years later, she wanted to take away and beat herself up at that time. Maybe she wouldn't have all this if she didn't go down the mountain, but that was impossible. She You can't stay on the mountain forever.

Bai Qinglian was a catastrophe that she couldn't avoid after seeing her.

What did she think at that time, oh, yes, she thought this way: "You said that there is a person who died because of lovesickness, but I just don't believe it. Anyway, I will not be the one who died because of lovesickness. Since everyone is looking for Come up, then try it, I have never avoided anything."

15.

Bai Qinglian is a good person, upright to the point of pedantry, like her biological father who is somewhat vague in her memory, with such a shadow, so she likes to pester people, play tricks on others, she knows very well how men respond Things, I read a lot of books that I shouldn't read, and naked sex and palaces are not interesting, there are many more interesting things in the world, much better than two people getting entangled together, love between men and women, things are nothing, huh.

But Bai Qinglian was different, he was sober and rational, and there was something in him that she couldn't see through.

One day, that iceberg-like person suddenly smiled when she was feeding dried fish to the little wild cat. He had a beautiful smile, and he had a small, pointed canine tooth, which he couldn’t see without smiling. She also liked seeing this person. Looking at him frowning helplessly after doing something too much, it is obviously helpless, but the eyes are full of pampering and indulgence.

From when she saw people laughing, she had a premonition, a strange thought in the dark, she thought, I am afraid that one day, I will die because of this man, and the death of lovesickness probably falls on me.

16.

When you love someone, you always think about digging out your heart and lungs for him, and even if you empty yourself into a bone, you still feel that you have given him too little.

Tianqing thought, and took her son out, feeling that the child's eyebrows and eyes resembled hers, but the bridge of the nose and lips were Bai Qinglian's. She thought silently, she only hoped that the child would not be like herself, but better be like his father, rational More than emotions, there are many girls rushing towards him like moths to the flame, but this child doesn't touch anything, and can walk away with a wave of his sleeves.Love is deep and lifeless.

Being a mother always has a selfish heart.So is she.

17.

It's not that Tianzhen has never thought of tampering with her sister's memory, and even spent Tianqing, and asked someone to take Ying Rushi out to discuss it with a few people.

As a result, the pregnant woman who was supposed to leave kicked open the door while they were arguing endlessly, holding the old man's murderous peach eyes squinting in his hand, and glanced at them one by one, saying coldly: "You Do you want to kill two people? My good brother?"

"What's on your mind, I can tell at a glance, after all, we have been together for more than ten years."

"It's not fate, it's what I have to bear. I know it's stupid. You can try it. It's faster for you, or for me to commit suicide."

18.

Bai Qinglian once looked for her. At that time, Tianqing was inside the door and heard the sound of swords and swords outside. She was laughing at that time, thinking that this person came at the right time. Before I die, you will not let me go, and you will not let me go. I went without any worries.

I'm dying, what are you doing.

You're too late, too late, too late.

19.

"Do you want to see him? He's kneeling outside." Chu Ge said, putting his hands on the prison, Tianqing smiled at the man's frowning eyes, and felt that her senior brother still pampered her as a little girl, she didn't Answered, but said: "Mirror, give me the mirror."

She looked at herself in the mirror and sighed: "It's gone, and he is not allowed to see me after I die, and I am not allowed to tell him where I am buried."

19.

"Bring Xiaohu here, he's only four years old, I can't see him grow up, what a pity."

"From now on, I'll trouble you guys to help me take care of the children." Tian Qing rolled her eyes leisurely around the two of them, and then saw her brother push the door open and slam the door angrily. She glanced at the two of them, Then he said: "But it's nothing, anyway, the four of you are going to kill off your children and grandchildren."

When Tian Zhen came in, she heard her sister's words of cutting off children and grandchildren, she twitched her mouth and said nothing, saying that a good person is dying, and his words are good, why is he weak and unable to get up, he still has the strength to be mean.

"The ashes are buried under the crabapple tree. I don't want to see Bai Qinglian after I die. Xiaohu, you guys help me look after it. Anyway, you have helped me look after it for a long time. If he wants to follow his father when he grows up, just let him. I have already left him a lot of things, enough for him, Ah Yin, don't forget about this child's fate, just let him go."

I have never cared about fate, and I only care about him when I am about to die.Tianqing thought, closed his eyes contentedly, waved his hands and said, "You guys go, it's good that Ah Yin stays with me, a group of elders guarding by the bed, each with their own face on their faces, is nothing."

20.

Ying Ru watched the woman die, and the man insisted on playing chess with her, and finally let himself go and was willing to take the white pieces.

It's just that before the chess was finished, the man left, and the chessboard was brought upside down with his fingers, and the white chess piece fell to the ground with a clatter, like a piece of jade was shattered. She sighed, and felt that this man was too gentle.

She only let herself stay, probably because she felt that an old man who was used to seeing life and death saw everything calmly, better than those people, who couldn't hide the sadness in the corners of their eyes.

It's time to plant a crabapple tree, she thought, and thought again, just in time for the season when the crabapple flowers bloom, and the crabapple flowers outside are blooming brilliantly, this is a good time.

(1.) (2.) Transferred from the Internet, forgot the source.