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That night before Lu Fei went abroad, a sudden kiss and a slap on the side of the road broke the two of them.

How did Shu Yuan go back in the end, he didn't remember, he just felt that the temperature on Lu Fei's lips remained on his lips, reminding him of what had happened.As soon as he touched the place that had been kissed with his hand, his heart would beat wildly, and he was in a state of irritable and embarrassing.

A few days later, he received a text message from an unfamiliar number with only two words: Lu Fei.

Lu Fei had already landed and sent him his new number in this way, but he didn't say anything.

It's like completely forgetting about that kiss.

Lu Fei did this to remind Shu Yuan that Shu Yuan has the right to choose whether they want to keep in touch in the future.

If Shu Yuan chose No, Lu Fei would not call again.

This memory of their teenage years will become a small part of the many memories in their respective lives until it is replaced by more exciting memories.

More than a month later, Shu Yuan called Lu Fei.

The phone rang for a long time before Lu Fei answered it.

Across the ocean, Lu Fei's tone of voice was as indifferent as ever, and he called his name softly: "Yuan Yuan."

It's night on the phone.

It was a sunny day over there.

Shu Yuan could imagine how Lu Fei would talk to him comfortably while walking in the green grassy campus.He was annoyed by this situation, and also annoyed that Lu Fei didn't feel guilty at all because of what happened that day, and even more annoyed that Lu Fei didn't take the initiative to explain to him.

He covered his head and face and asked, "Lu Fei, what were you doing that day?!"

He thought about it all.

If Lu Fei said it was just a joke, then as long as Lu Fei apologized.

If Lu Fei said he likes him, then he...he told Lu Fei that this is wrong, liking someone who has someone else in his heart will not be fruitful.

Then Lu Fei asked, "Last summer, what were you doing that night when you were camping in the Wetland Park?"

Shu Yuan was like a bolt from the blue.

what? !

He was speechless for a moment, his face was burned from behind his ears to his neck, and his whole body was about to smoke.

That time, Lin Junci and his classmates organized a camping, and Shu Yuan found out when they were shopping. Shu Yuan clamored to go with him, so Lin Junci invited Lu Fei along the way.Because he was usually too busy, Lu Fei had very few friends. Lin Junci and Lu Fei had a good relationship and helped Lu Fei a lot, so Lu Fei agreed to the invitation.

A group of young boys are together, drinking and chatting with girls is indispensable for the night show.

There are several boys who already have girlfriends. One of the boys has a girlfriend who is beautiful and hot. Of course, he will not talk about the closeness between himself and his girlfriend. He only talks about dirty jokes When I revealed it a little bit, it attracted ridicule from everyone.

Someone asked Lu Fei what kind of girl he liked. Lu Fei was usually too mysterious to be close to strangers, everyone was very curious.

Lu Fei's answer is: I haven't considered it.

This answer was within everyone's expectations.

They all said that Lu Fei wanted to become a fairy, and people who don't eat the fireworks of the world will not fall into the cliché.

Shu Yuan looked at Lin Junci and heard Lin Junci say: "Actually, I haven't thought about it yet. This kind of thing is not tailor-made. You can meet what you want there. When you really meet If you like it, even if 1 are not in line with your imagination, you will still like it. Right, Lu Fei?"

Lu Fei responded, "Yes."

Shu Yuan was the youngest, not yet an adult, so naturally no one asked him.

At that time, he wasn't sure about his sexual orientation, he didn't know what to do, and he only roughly understood that he might be different from Lin Junci.In this absurd topic, he panicked to find that he was not interested in girls, and he hoped that Lin Junci would not get a girlfriend more than girls.

The more everyone joked, the more shocked he was at his realization.

That night, Shu Yuan and Lu Fei slept in a tent.

Lu Fei drank some beer and fell asleep without talking to him much.

The park campground was quiet and everyone was asleep.

It was very hot.

The small night light in the tent was very faint, and when Shu Yuan was tossing and turning, he turned sideways and saw Lu Fei's beautiful body lines.

The younger boy, older than he, was broad-boned, with a thin layer of muscle covering his arms and chest.

touched a nerve.

He saw Lu Fei's eyes were closed, his face was quiet, and his body rose and fell with his breathing.

He started to get restless.

Lu Fei is very white, cold but handsome, very famous in school, he can be regarded as one of the boys with outstanding appearance, even a lot better looking than Lin Junci.

He seemed to be fascinated. After looking at Lu Fei for a long time, he wondered in confusion whether he could appreciate Lu Fei's good looks so much because he liked boys in the first place. This could explain why he treated Lin Junci differently.He was bewitched and thought, anyway, Lu Fei likes girls, anyway, Lu Fei doesn't know anything when he's asleep...

He secretly kissed Lu Fei's lips.

At that moment, my mind was like fireworks exploding, and the boy's lips were so soft.

Shu Yuan suddenly understood what he wanted.

He lay back trembling slightly, breathing heavily, and fell into a deep sleep in a moment of confusion and panic.

Later, he forgot about it.

But he never thought that Lu Fei would be awake at that time.

As if knowing that Shu Yuan couldn't answer anything, Lu Fei on the other end of the phone didn't speak either.

For a full year, Lu Fei didn't mention this matter. He still worked, studied, and actively prepared for his future life as usual.

Why bring it up now?

Shu Yuan couldn't figure it out, so he quickly hung up the phone, but Lu Fei didn't call.

The two countries separated them very far.

After another week or two, Lin Junci had a girlfriend.

He called Lu Fei and asked, "Do you like me?"

Lu Fei was surprised that he would call again.

In the noisy environment, Lu Fei said, "Yes, Yuan Yuan, I like you."

Shu Yuan's heart was beating loudly, unexpectedly Lu Fei really liked him: "Are you gay?!"

Lu Fei: "It's about right."

Shu Yuan didn't understand what the answer "almost" was, so he didn't bother to think about it, and said to Lu Fei: "Then, I won't be angry with you anymore, just kiss me, I agree with you to be my boyfriend. Wait for you When we come back from graduation, we will officially be together."

Lu Fei was silent for a while.

Shu Yuan blushed thoroughly on the phone: "Why don't you speak? What do you mean? If you don't speak again, I will regret it."

Lu Fei smiled and said, "Okay, wait until I come back from graduation."

Shu Yuan heard that he agreed, and now that he really had a boyfriend, he was dazed and didn't know what to say.He had never been in a relationship before, and he didn't know how to talk about it, so he hung up the phone after the announcement.

When I woke up the next morning, there was an extra email in my phone.

Lu Fei wrote down his courses and part-time work arrangements in the form, and made a timetable in great detail.

Shu Yuan called again and asked him why he had to report this, and did it mean that they could not be contacted at these times.

If that's the case, what kind of love is there?

"No." Lu Fei said to him, "I just want you to know what I do at different times and where I am."

Shu Yuan said "oh".

In fact, he didn't really want to know these things, it would be very troublesome to memorize other people's timetables.

"Boyfriend." It was the first time Lu Fei called him on the phone, "As long as you want to call me, you can call me anytime."