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"Lu Fei!"

The boy's voice suddenly sounded from behind.

In spring, the sun is shining brightly and the vegetation is lush.

The old house of Lu Fei's family is located in the old city, the foundation is higher than the road, and the residential buildings facing the street have high steps.Just as Lu Fei stopped the bicycle he had been riding for many years and locked it on the railing of the steps, he heard Shu Yuan's voice.

He turned his head and saw Shu Yuan getting out of the family car.

The sun shone on Shu Yuan's body through the gaps in the shade of the trees, and the fair skin and black hair seemed to be shining.What the driver said to Shu Yuan, Shu Yuan didn't listen at all, and waved to Lu Fei across the road and the shuttle vehicles.

Lu Fei stopped in his tracks, changed hands from the stack of books he was carrying in his arms, and stood there waiting for him.

Lu Fei is clearly an adult, but every time he meets Shu Yuan, he feels taller because Lu Fei is too thin.

Whenever he stood there so indifferently, the natural indifference and alienation made people feel a little out of reach.

The number of vehicles decreased, Shu Yuan finally ran over from across the street, his pockets were bulging and he didn't know what it was, and the first sentence he said when we met: "Why didn't you answer my phone?!"

The driver behind him drove away, and it seemed that he intended to stay here for a while.

Lu Fei said, "Have you ever called my cell phone?"

Shu Yuan said angrily: "Of course! Since I called you last night, all of them have said that you are not in the service area!"

He stepped up the steps step by step, took an extra step and stood as tall as Lu Fei, then turned his head and asked, "Did you block me?"

Shu Yuan's eyes are big and round, the folds of his double eyelids range from narrow to wide, and his eyes are clean and clear.When the young man is aggressive, he looks very delicate, both questioning and wronged, and somewhat rational.

"There is some problem with the signal of the mobile phone, I didn't block you." Lu Fei said calmly, and then took out the key, "Why do you think that?"

Shu Yuan followed Lu Fei into his house.

This is not Shu Yuan's first time here, so he didn't mean to be polite at all, he just followed behind Lu Fei and said to himself: "Aren't you going abroad? I heard they said that you don't plan to come back after you go abroad. Because you have no relatives here, and no one thinks about you. Now the house is also sold, so you just leave and don’t come back.”

Shu Yuan spoke without restraint, and other people might be angry.

Lu Fei is used to it, and Shu Yuan is telling the truth.

In order to go abroad, Lu Fei sold the house half a year in advance, and negotiated with the next owner to let him live there until he went abroad.Now that the formalities are completed, Lu Fei has been busy dealing with things in the house these days, and Shu Yuan also heard about it from Shu's father by chance.

Sure enough, Lu Fei's house was a bit chaotic, completely different from when Shu Yuan first came here.

The place where the TV was originally placed is empty, the sofa is gone, and the refrigerator is gone.There was only a circle of traces left on the floor where the massage table used by grandpa was originally placed.Lu Fei sold a lot of things, but he really wanted to never come back.

Lu Fei tidied up his books and did not refute this sentence.

His tall and straight back looks unreal in the light and shadow of spring, as if he is about to cut off the connection not with this world, but with this world of fireworks.

Shu Yuan panicked: "Are you really not coming back?"

Lu Fei said, "It depends."

Shu Yuan is not yet full, but he is already a freshman, so he is always smaller than the people around him, and everyone will accommodate him.He is easy-willed and loves to play, and he no longer needs Lu Fei to make up lessons after falling headlong into the university, so the number of times the two met in the past six months can be counted on the fingers.

Normally, he seldom thinks of Lu Fei, nor does he feel how important Lu Fei is.But when he heard Lu Fei's answer at this time, he actually felt very uncomfortable, and followed behind Lu Fei: "Can you not go abroad?"

Lu Fei paused, then looked back at him: "No."

Shu Yuan said angrily: "What's so good about going abroad, it's better to stay in China! I asked my dad to arrange to join his company. You are so powerful, you must have a better future than abroad."

Lu Fei continued to organize: "Yuan Yuan, this is different."

Shu Yuan: "What's the difference? Don't you look down on my dad's company?"

His thinking was too naive, it was difficult for Lu Fei to explain to him that this matter could not be decided by touch, so he could only say: "I don't look down on Uncle's company, but I already have other arrangements."

Lu Fei is always like this, and has a very clear plan for his future.

He doesn't look like a young man at all, because he has clearly arranged what he will do and what to do at what age, and he is more experienced than countless people who have spent their lives in a daze.He studied, worked part-time, tutored, and took the IELTS test, none of which was delayed.

Knowing that he couldn't persuade him, Shu Yuan murmured: "I don't want you to go..."

He didn't speak too loudly, but Lu Fei still heard it.

He knew that Lu Fei had heard it, and he wasn't embarrassed, so he muttered to Lu Fei: "Lu Fei don't go, Lu Fei don't go."

Turned around.

Lu Fei went to pour water to drink.

He still followed behind Lu Fei: "Don't go, I'm thinking of you here."

He grabbed Lu Fei by the corner of his clothes and stopped suddenly.

Shu Yuan almost bumped into him.

Lu Fei turned around and said, "Let go."

Shu Yuan: "Don't let go."

Lu Fei forcibly pulled the hem of the clothes out of his hands, then sighed, and stroked his hair: "I have to go."

Shu Yuan asked again: "Why?"

He didn't understand why it was necessary.

Where do people come from?

Lu Fei didn't answer, but pointed to the mess at home and asked Shu Yuan to help him clean it up.

Shu Yuan agreed.

They spent the whole afternoon tidying up their things. Lu Fei didn't talk much at first, but Shu Yuan didn't talk much this day. It seemed that Lu Fei's departure really made him feel sad, and he was always depressed.They packed everything in silence, and Lu Fei started to call others, and he wanted to deal with some books.

Lu Fei's grandfather is a very educated old man. He has a lot of books and some collectibles at home.The house was sold, and Lu Fei couldn't take his things with him, so he could only cash them out and find the next owner by the way.

Shu Yuan was sulking at first, but when he heard Lu Fei start, he turned around and said fiercely, "Don't sell it!"

He grabbed the phone and hung up the phone.

Just as Lu Fei was about to speak, he said a lot: "You are too heartless, are you willing to sell these things? I think you have no family ties at all, and people forget their roots when they want to go abroad! In short, these things are the same as you They are not allowed to be sold, and they are all moved to my house! There are still many places in my study to put them, and I can put them ten times more. Come to my house and get it yourself!"

Shu Yuan cried while talking.

Tears don't flow down like money.

He was a crybaby, Lu Fei had already seen it.

This time Lu Fei didn't laugh at him, but just wiped his tears and said, "Okay."

Shu Yuan asked someone to move the things to his house. After everything was done, he said that he was hungry and wanted to eat.

He also said that he helped the unconscionable Lu Fei solve a big problem, and asked Lu Fei to treat him.

Lu Fei agreed.

They took a taxi to a restaurant that Shu Yuan seemed to frequent, and it was expensive.

Shu Yuan had no idea about spending money. He ordered the menu randomly, not knowing that the meal would cost Lu Fei a month. Compared with those books, he caused a bigger real problem to Lu Fei's economy.

Lu Fei didn't say anything, just ate quietly.

Suddenly Shu Yuan asked: "What are you doing these few days, Brother Jun Ci?"

Lu Fei raised his eyes, the narrow and long eye tails were slightly raised with coldness, the emotion in the eyes faded a lot, and the thin lips moved: "I don't know."

Shu Yuan bit the cherry stalk after eating dessert, and muttered, "I haven't seen him for several days."

Lu Fei put down the fork and drank from the cup with his slender fingers: "So you came to me?"

Shu Yuan's eyes were round, and he said strangely: "Then why would I come to you suddenly today? I wanted to call you, but your phone couldn't get through, so I asked Uncle Lin to drive here to see you off. I'll come over."

Lu Fei: "..."

Shu Yuan asked: "You really haven't seen Brother Junci?"

Lu Fei became even colder: "No."

Shu Yuan: "Is your student union all right?"

Lu Fei pointed out: "I withdrew from the student union before I completed the formalities."

Shu Yuan let out an "ah", the disappointment was palpable, he poked the dessert in frustration, the young man's thoughts were clear at a glance.As he grew older, he seemed to understand his inner thoughts more and more, and he didn't even hide it in front of Lin Junci.

Lin Junci probably had an insight into his thoughts, so he kept a distance from him.

Shu Yuan went to the recent weekend gathering of the two families several times, but Lin Junci did not go.

Shu Yuan said, "Brother Junci has a girlfriend already."

Lu Fei: "..."

Shu Yuan: "Does he really not like me at all?"

Lu Fei: "..."

Shu Yuan: "I've always wanted to wait until I confessed formally. Am I thinking too much, should I go straight to it?"

Lu Fei: "..."

Shu Yuan sighed: "I miss him so much—"

"Let's go." Lu Fei stood up suddenly, "I have something to do later."

Shu Yuan let out an "oh", didn't notice his difference, and was immersed in his own sadness.

After paying the bill and coming out of the restaurant, Lu Fei walked quickly.

He was already tall, but after walking a certain distance, Shu Yuan realized that he was being left behind, and quickly chased after him: "Lu Fei!"

Shu Yuan was so heartless when he ran over, he didn't even notice Lu Fei's mood at all.

However, the way the other party stood silently under the streetlight with a cold face made him suddenly feel that the other party was further away.

It was as if, after going abroad, Lu Fei would never come back again.

Lu Fei asked, "What else do you want to ask?"

Shu Yuan panted slightly: "I won't ask any more."

Lu Fei said, "I'm leaving, you can take a taxi back by yourself."

Shu Yuan nodded, then took out a cardboard box from the pocket of his loose coat: "I bought it for you."

Lu Fei took it and found that it was the latest mobile phone.

This thing was in Shu Yuan's pocket all afternoon.

"I bought it yesterday, and I bought the same one." Shu Yuan took out his own and showed him, "Your phone can't be connected, and I guessed with the back of my head that there must be something wrong with your broken phone. You have to go abroad , After going out, the mobile phone is broken and it is not shameful to throw it away! I am too embarrassed to call you!"

Lu Fei squeezed the box tightly and did not speak.

night.

Shu Yuan still carried the aroma of desserts in the restaurant: "I opened yours before, and you were the first one to save my number. Call me often after you go out, and don't block me!"

Lu Fei was silent for a long time.

Shu Yuan's heart was trembling, because Lu Fei's handsome face could not see the expression clearly, which made him feel dangerous, but he couldn't figure it out.

Then, his lips warmed up.

It was Lu Fei who lowered his head sideways and kissed the corner of his lips just like that.

Ten seconds later.

The dumbfounded Shu Yuan slapped Lu Fei across the face.

Pedestrians look sideways.