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Shu Yuan settled down at home for a few days.

Get up in a panic, go to bed in a panic, the life is like opening and closing the eyes and then gone.

One day he received a call from the editor of the website asking him when the manuscript would be delivered, and then he realized that he hadn't done anything these days, but gave the pigeon the next work two months ago.It was originally planned to write a travelogue in Berlin. Shu Yuan had been to the Brandenburg Gate and the Berlin Cathedral, but he didn’t write a single word, and didn’t cut a video.

The editor was very anxious, and asked him to have a face-to-face meeting to see what materials could be used first.

They made an appointment to meet at a Chinese restaurant next to the art museum, which is famous for its silver noodles.

When we met, the editor was taken aback and asked Shu Yuan if he was sick.

Shu Yuan shook his head: "I didn't sleep well, sorry, I have some problems recently."

Shu Yuan has cooperated with this website since he was in college. At that time, there were very few people who saw his travel experience, and only a few readers left comments on the travel life he shared.But he persisted until the website launched an APP, a travel platform, and became popular with the website.This senior editor is also very familiar with him, and he can be regarded as a friend. Seeing that he is indeed in a bad state, he does not blame him.

The two chatted for a while, planning to suspend the submission of manuscripts, and use the clips Shu Yuan cut when he went to Lhasa to make a special topic on snow mountains.

After the editor left, Shu Yuan sat in the restaurant for a while and posted on his Weibo.

Sure enough, as the editor said, many fans left messages under his last Weibo, asking him what happened and why he didn't update.There are also a lot of concerns in the private messages, except for a few old fans, Shu Yuan usually does not reply one by one.

One of the fans has been following Shu Yuan for five years, and he also sent a private message, but it was more than 20 days ago.

f56333: [Has Yuanyuan woke up?It's my birthday, so don't sleep in late. 【cake】]

Shu Yuan remembered that it was indeed his birthday that day.

He and Lu Fei went to a concert that day, and stayed in a hotel with a view of the sea at night.Lu Fei bought him the lisianthus he liked, and they ate cake and made love in the swimming pool.

Thinking of Lu Fei.

Shu Yuan felt bored and flustered.

He knew he shouldn't miss Lu Fei anymore, but he couldn't help himself.

When he thought of Lu Fei, he became very, very angry, so angry that his heart ached, and he felt that he was useless.

"Shu Yuan?" Someone called his name.

As soon as Shu Yuan raised his head, he saw Lin Junci walking over with his wife Song Min, holding a pink baby in his arms.

This restaurant is near the art museum, and Lin Junci had brought him here before - Lin Junci was a consultant at the art museum and an associate professor at the university at the same time, he should have thought that he might run into the other family here.The young couple are both educated people, and their outer clothes are very well taken care of, even the baby's bib is clean and tidy.

Shu Yuan was dressed in a mess, her hair was long, and it was disheveled on her head, and a pile of tissues used to wipe her tears was thrown in front of her.

Shu Yuan suddenly felt embarrassed.

"What's wrong?" Lin Junci asked.

Shu Yuan and Song Min are not familiar with each other, only met once when attending a wedding.Song Min knew that he was the son of Lin Junci's father's friend, and he came out vigorously, as if he had always been curious about him.But at this time Song Min just smiled at him gently, then took the baby from Lin Junci's hand and walked away.

"I'll go over there to find a seat." Song Min said.

"Okay." Lin Junci squeezed the back of his wife's hand, "I'll come find you later."

Shu Yuan said, "I'm fine, I just have a cold."

He pretended to have a cold, blew the non-existent snot with a tissue, and threw it on the table.

Lin Junci opened the stool opposite and sat down: "I heard from Auntie that you had a conflict with Lu Fei."

Shu Yuan shook his head: "No, it's a breakup."

Lin Junci frowned: "What's going on? Why did you break up suddenly?"

Shu Yuan was so guilty that he didn't know what to say. He didn't even tell Wen Yi about this, because Wen Yi would definitely scold him bloody.But the person in front of him was Lin Junci. Lin Junci knew Lu Fei better than him, so he knew why Lu Fei was angry.

Shu Yuan said: "I forgot the anniversary of his parents' death, and I still quarreled with him over a bowl that day."

Lin Junci was the one who witnessed the whole process of Shu Yuan and Lu Fei being together.

The Lin and Shu families have a very good personal relationship. Although Lin Junci is a few years older than Shu Yuan, they can be regarded as growing up together.Shu Yuan was serious about subjects, and he was terrible at Chinese and English in liberal arts subjects. During the summer vacation of his sophomore year in high school, Shu's father wanted to find a tutor for him.

Lin Junci heard about this and recommended Lu Fei, a classmate he met in the student union of the university, saying that the other party's English was as good as his character, the fee was reasonable, and he was patient.

The first time Shu Yuan saw Lu Fei, his impression was that he was too good-looking.

Lu Fei is tall, with a handsome face, and the tails of his long and narrow eyes are slightly raised, making him look very cold.Every word that Lu Fei uttered while teaching the text was abstinent, as if it was a kind of blasphemy to read it wrongly with the reader.He never talked much, never talked about personal affairs, and never stayed at Shu's house for dinner when Shu's mother warmly persuaded him.

Sometimes Lu Fei would bring a bottle of ice water with him when he came, and when he unscrewed the cap between classes, the water dripping from the bottle would slide down his arm and wet the cheap T-shirt on his body that was washed white.Shu Yuan observed that the ice water bottles that Lu Fei brought were all the same, only the water was poured by Lu Fei each time, and it was probably placed in the refrigerator in the dormitory to chill it, so it didn't cost money.

Lin Junci chatted with Shu's father, and it turned out that Lu Fei lived alone.

Lu Fei's parents died early in a car accident, leaving Lu Fei and his grandfather behind. The insurance money from the car accident compensation was used to treat the elderly.The old man passed away a few months ago, so Lu Fei sold the house and prepared to take the exam and go abroad to study for a master's degree.

Later Lu Fei really left the country, and did not lose contact with Shu Yuan during the two years.

At that time, they started a long-distance relationship. From underground to aboveground, everyone knew about the chaos at home, but it still got a happy ending.

When Shu Yuan and Lu Fei were together, Lin Junci was the most surprised person. He was not surprised by Lu Fei's sexuality, but was surprised that Lu Fei could move the hearts of ordinary people.

He thought that a person like Lu Fei would never spend his precious time on love in his life.

Therefore, Lin Junci was silent for a long time after hearing Shu Yuan's words.

It's not a weekend, the restaurant is not too noisy, Lin Junci said, "Why didn't you come that day?"

Shu Yuan was puzzled, the topic jumped too fast: "When?"

Lin Junci said: "The day before the death of Lu Fei's parents, the baby was full moon, and only Lu Fei came."

"Ah!" Shu Yuan recalled this incident dully, a little ashamed, "Wen Yi and I went to the newly opened bar that day, and a celebrity he likes came to sing the opening song to warm up the scene."

So at the full moon banquet, Lu Fei went alone as a representative.

But are these two things related?

Lin Junci said: "My college roommate also came to the full moon banquet. He didn't know that you and Lu Fei were a couple, so he made a joke at the dinner table."

Shu Yuan's eyes widened, his intuition was not very good.

Sure enough, after Lin Junci finished speaking, he was stunned.

In his youth, Shu Yuan always followed Lin Junci's back. His older brother was younger than his elder brother. Perhaps Lin Junci's admiration could hide Lin Junci, but he couldn't hide the people around Lin Junci.The roommate jokingly said to Lin Junci: "Fortunately, you are straight. At that time, I was really worried that Shu Yuan would really pick up on you. Then there would be no such cute baby."

The atmosphere at the scene was awkward.

That roommate drank some wine and didn't notice it: "Shu Yuan is crazy, and he even threatened to like you forever."

Shu Yuan: "..."

The two were silent.

Those are old things for the two of them, Lin Junci has always regarded this past as the illusion of Shu Yuan's brother who can't distinguish, and he has already said it.

When Lin Junci got married, Shu Yuan also gave a big red envelope, causing trouble in the bridal chamber.

What was Lu Fei's situation at the dinner table at that time?

Why didn't he go that day?

Shu Yuan couldn't convince himself with reassuring reasons.

Lin Junci said: "Lu Fei is not a narrow-minded person. You have done few annoying things these years? He will not be angry with you just because you forgot the anniversary of your parents' death, let alone be angry with you over a bowl. Break up. Something buried too deep will bear fruit, and even if it's not what it seems, the eater will be fooled."

The topic is on point.

When Lin Junci was about to get up and leave, Shu Yuan stopped him.

"What did he say?" Shu Yuan's voice was a little dry, "What was Lu Fei's reaction that day?"

Lin Junci said: "Lu Fei drank the wine toasted by his roommate, and said in front of everyone, 'Sorry, Shu Yuan is my boyfriend'."