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Shu Yuan soon got tired of doing whatever he wanted, going home as late as he wanted, and no one caring or asking.

The friend made several phone calls in a row, but Shu Yuan didn't think it was interesting.

He invited someone to clean up the house, and cleaned up the refrigerator by the way.Lu Fei was not there, except for those rice dumplings, the refrigerator became empty at some point.

Shu Yuan didn't have the ability to take care of himself, and he only went to the supermarket with Lu Fei a few times in his life. He thought it was boring and a waste of time, so he didn't go with Lu Fei afterwards.In fact, he didn't know what to buy, and he didn't know how to meet his living needs without going out for the next few days, so he called Wen Yi and asked him to go with him.

The two of them were shopping in the supermarket. Whenever Shu Yuan threw in some unreliable things, Wen Yi would take them out for him: "This brand is not good, and eating puffed food is not good for you."

Lu Fei never cared about Shu Yuan, and always let him buy.Although Shu Yuan occasionally finds that some of the "junk food" he bought keeps disappearing mysteriously, but in general it's better to go shopping with Lu Fei.

But Wen Yi seemed very annoyed - Wen Yi's patience has always been limited, so Shu Yuan could only obediently follow Wen Yi.

"What are you doing with this?" Wen Yi took the macadamia nut in his hand again, "Don't you find it troublesome to shell?"

Shu Yuan subconsciously said, "Lu Fei likes to eat."

Wen Yi: "..."

Wen Yi still asked him to keep the bag of nuts.

After shopping for nearly two hours, the two walked out of the supermarket.The trunk of the car is full. Considering Shu Yuan's ability, most of them are instant food that can be boiled or heated.Wen Yi was afraid that Shu Yuan would be malnourished, so he asked him to order takeaway or eat at his own home, and Shu Yuan obediently agreed.

It may be that Lu Fei was mentioned, Shu Yuan sat in the car for a long time without speaking, and was depressed.

He asked Wen Yi: "Do you think Lu Fei has returned to China?"

Wen Yi said, "How do I know? You can call him and ask."

Shu Yuan was dissatisfied: "He said he would come back next week, and now it's next week."

Wen Yi: "Are you regretting it? If you really regret it, go and redeem it. A man like Lu Fei is very sought-after. You don't want a lot of goblins waiting for him outside."

Shu Yuan thought for a while, and quickly said, "Lu Fei doesn't like others."

Wen Yi was speechless.

Lu Fei was indeed not the kind of person who would empathize with others.

Shu Yuan couldn't carry so many things by himself, so he asked Wen Yi to help him carry them upstairs.

As soon as he entered the door, Shu Yuan exclaimed: "Ah!"

There were a few more cardboard boxes on the floor of the living room, and Lu Fei's remaining clothes, books, and shoes were sorted out, including a large pot of succulents that Lu Fei had raised for two years.There is no one at home, it seems that they missed it when they just went to the supermarket.But these things are still there, which means that Lu Fei will come back soon, Shu Yuan seems to have forgotten the meaning of Lu Fei's moving things, and is a little excited.

As long as the two meet and Shu Yuan acts coquettishly, there may be room for change.

Before leaving, Wen Yi warned Shu Yuan not to worry about saving face this time, even if Lu Fei wanted to find a step, Shu Yuan had to provide it himself.

Shu Yuan agreed: "Thank you Wen Yi, if we get back together, I'll invite you over for dinner tonight."

Shu Yuan didn't have time to care about the things he bought, he piled them on the ground casually, and rushed to the room first to change a set of clothes.He was sweating, afraid that he would smell bad, so he sprayed on some perfume and combed his hair.

During the waiting time, Shu Yuan was more nervous than ever.

He began to think about how to tell Lu Fei that he didn't throw Lu Fei's things out as he threatened, just because he cared about the past.

When the door opened, Shu Yuan looked back.

It was Lu Fei's assistant and a familiar colleague who came in from the entrance.

"Shu Yuan, are you back?" The assistant, who has been with Lu Fei for a year, naturally knows Shu Yuan, and explained, "We are here to help Mr. Lu get things, and we have moved some of his documents just now. This pile I'm afraid I took the wrong things, do you want to check, is there anything that doesn't belong to Mr. Lu?"

Shu Yuan froze on the spot: "Boss Lu?"

The assistant nodded: "After the company's listing this time, Mr. Lu is in charge of the network business department and has been promoted to director."

Lu Fei was promoted.

They said they were going to celebrate together after the promotion.

Shu Yuan asked, "Where's Lu Fei? Why doesn't he come and get it himself?"

The assistant said: "Mr. Lu really can't leave. He told me all this in the video just now. You are separated. Mr. Lu doesn't want to trouble you all the time. If we missed something this time, he said you can deal with it directly." , don’t ask him again.”

Shu Yuan watched the assistant and that colleague move everything away.

Including that pot of succulents.

He stayed there for a minute, and the assistant came back and said, "By the way, Shu Yuan."

Shu Yuan's face was full of confusion.

"The password for the door, we used it just now. Mr. Lu said that to be on the safe side, you'd better change the password, which will be safer." The assistant paused, as if he was not very good at ending a relationship, "Then, goodbye. "

Shu Yuan: "Goodbye."

Shu Yuan didn't wake up until the phone rang again and again.

It was already dark, and he was cold all over, and he was still standing in the original position. He stood like this for several hours, and the time seemed to pass in the blink of an eye.

Wen Yi asked on the other end of the phone: "How are you doing? Am I still coming over for dinner?"

Shu Yuan heard herself say: "Wen Yi, Lu Fei doesn't want me anymore."

Seventeen days and 21 hours.

It took Shu Yuan so long to receive the fact that Lu Fei really wanted to break up with him this time.

He lay on the mattress carefully selected by Lu Fei with his eyes open, remembering the scene when Lu Fei talked to him on this bed the day they first moved in.

Lu Fei hugged him from behind, his chest was broad and warm, and his voice was also low: "Yuan Yuan must remember, you can't eat on the bed at home in the future."

Shu Yuan was dissatisfied: "Why?"

Lu Fei said: "It's because of squirrels that they move food to the nest, are you a squirrel?"

Shu Yuan said angrily: "So what, the squirrel is so cute."

Lu Fei kissed his ear, and said with a smile: "Don't you really hate something pressing against you on the bed? What if you run away. This is our home, and we will live in it forever."

Lu Fei looks aloof and cold, but when he talks about love, he is always one after another, so gentle as to die.

What lifetime?

Have you been lying to him all your life?

Shu Yuan had never seen such a heartless person.

He couldn't sleep at all.

If he can't fall asleep, Lu Fei shouldn't even try to sleep.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, Shu Yuan called Lu Fei.

It rang four times before Lu Fei picked it up.

"Hello? Shu Yuan."

Lu Fei's voice sounded sober, and his work allowed him to maintain the habit of being awake instantly whenever he received a call.

It may also be left over from when you were studying abroad.

Shu Yuan always ignored the time difference when calling him at that time, even if Lu Fei didn't sleep for a few hours, he would still be awake to chat with Shu Yuan, even though Shu Yuan always talked to him about other people's affairs.

Just hearing Lu Fei's voice, Shu Yuan could no longer control his emotions.

But he managed to maintain his composure, and said stiffly, "You still have something to take away."

Lu Fei said, "What is it?"

Shu Yuan: "A bag of nuts."

Lu Fei: "Really, I don't remember."

"I bought it for you when I went to the supermarket with Wen Yi today." Shu Yuan said, "I don't care, you didn't say that you wouldn't come today, I bought it for you, and you have to take it away."

Lu Fei was quiet for a few seconds, and Shu Yuan heard the sound of turning on the light.

Then Lu Fei said, "Thank you, but it's unnecessary."

Shu Yuan was stuck.

Lu Fei: "If there is nothing else, I will hang up."

Shu Yuan's eyes were hot, tears rolled in his eyes, and he said fiercely: "Wait a minute! Your assistant took away my things today!"

Lu Fei: "What is it?"

Lu Fei seemed to only be able to say these three words.

Shu Yuan was very angry and wronged.

"It's my succulent." Shu Yuan accused, "In your pot of succulents, there is a plant that belongs to me. That Otome Heart plant was brought back by me, so you give it back to me."

"Shu Yuan."

Lu Fei's voice came from the mobile phone, passing through the electronic medium, it seemed very ruthless.

Shu Yuan never knew how strange it was that Lu Fei used the tone of treating others on him.

"You can't call someone at two o'clock in the morning, just because of a small plant, we have already broken up." Lu Fei said coldly, "I'm very busy, I don't have enough sleep, if you really want that Otome heart, I'll find time to have someone return it to you."

Shu Yuan didn't even know when Lu Fei hung up.

He finished the call without getting any results he wanted.

He told himself that without Lu Fei, he would be fine, life would not be difficult, at least he could be considered happy in the first ten days after they broke up.

He just got used to having Lu Fei.

He has known Lu Fei since he was 15 years old.

It has been almost nine years, more than one-third of his young life.

Just like he decided to get used to being with Lu Fei, he just needs to get used to life without Lu Fei again.

Shu Yuan continued to keep his eyes open in the dark, and the side where Lu Fei slept was empty.

He turned sideways, trying to learn how to fall asleep alone, and then he saw Lu Fei's small wooden desk calendar on the bedside.

It was just a blurry silhouette in the dark.

But Shu Yuan thought of something. He sat up and turned on the bedside lamp, and saw the handwriting on the desk calendar.

Lu Fei drew a circle on a date with a black pen.

That was seventeen days, no, eighteen days ago, the day Lu Fei wanted to break up with him.

The anniversary of the death of Lu Fei's parents.