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Shu Yuan and Lu Fei didn't meet each other the next day.

Lu Fei had to go to work in the morning and was very busy with work, but Shu Yuan did not go to see him in the afternoon.

Regarding Shu Yuan's message to Lu Fei, emphasizing that he was not with Jin Chen, Lu Fei replied very succinctly after reading the message: [I know. ]

Shu Yuan was puzzled: [How do you know? ]

He didn't tell Lu Fei about this before, does Lu Fei have clairvoyance or the ability to read minds?

Lu Fei: [You guess. ]

These two words are so indifferent. Shu Yuan reasonably guessed that Lu Fei had asked Wen Yi, but Wen Yi denied it. He couldn't figure out why Lu Fei would know, so he could only slander what's so great about a black-bellied person, but Just be smarter.

Two days later is the anniversary of the death of Lu Fei's parents.

It's also the one-year anniversary of their breakup.

During the two years when Lu Fei was studying abroad, he always ordered flowers to be delivered on behalf of others, asking someone to send a bouquet of flowers on time as a souvenir.When Lu Fei arrived at the cemetery that day, there was already a bouquet of flowers in front of the tomb.An elegant bouquet of flowers, suitable for matching, completely different from the ones sold near the cemetery.

After sweeping the tomb, Lu Fei stood in front of the tomb for a while.

This is a ritual he has been used to for many years, and it is a part of his life, so the atmosphere is neither solemn nor gloomy.

Going down the mountain along the path, after a few steps, Lu Fei saw Shu Yuan standing under the shade of a tree, looking forward to it.

Shu Yuan was wearing a very ordinary white T-shirt. He looked almost the same as when he was a teenager, and his eyes lit up when he saw him appear.

When Lu Fei approached, Shu Yuan hurriedly said: "I sent the flowers!"

Lu Fei said, "I know."

Shu Yuan was discouraged: "You know again!"

Lu Fei seemed to know everything, just waiting for an obvious answer from him.

Shu Yuan said: "I got up early today and went home, and asked my mother to cut it from the garden. She learned how to arrange flowers and knows how to match them. It looks better than the ones bought outside, so my uncle and aunt will be happy when they see it." "

Lu Fei said "hmm" and thanked Mama Shu.

Shu Yuan has probably told his family about their current affairs. For the parents, it is a good thing that the two of them have the momentum to get back together.The Shu family liked Lu Fei very much, Shu Yuan guessed, in fact, the family also gave him more or less leverage in chasing Lu Fei back.

There is a long distance from the parking lot here, and both of them walked up the mountain, so they walked slowly down the mountain road.

The sun came out, and the summer sun made people's skin burn.

Shu Yuan sweated a little, he was hot, and his tone was lively.He walked backwards from time to time, talking to Lu Fei about trifles, how the way here was in the morning, just now he hid aside to watch Lu Fei quietly, and then asked if he could go home for dinner next weekend.

Before Lu Fei refused, Shu Yuan hurriedly explained: "You don't have to answer so quickly, there is still a week until next weekend."

Lu Fei looked down at him: "I need to see the work schedule for next week."

Shu Yuan's face turned red all of a sudden: "..."

Lu Fei is different from before. Although he was busy before, he has more responsibilities now.

Shu Yuan knows that people in important positions are mostly involuntary, and the higher they climb, the more they have to pay. Not to mention the next week, it is very likely that the itinerary for the next month is already scheduled.

He thought he had grown a lot, but in fact he didn't. He still didn't understand anything, and he didn't think about others.

After walking to the parking lot, Lu Fei went to the convenience store to buy mineral water. Because he was too tall, he needed to lower his head so as not to touch some daily necessities hanging above the store.Lu Fei's complexion was fair, and the hand that took the mineral water was very slender, and blue veins could be seen on the back of the hand.

There were some customers who were just about to go up the mountain at the entrance of the shop. Lu Fei turned around and walked towards Shu Yuan, as if he had nothing to do with him in this world.

Shu Yuan remembered their first meeting.

The boy under the age of 20 walked into the room led by his father, holding a bottle of ice water in his hand.

His own aloofness and aloofness are like the cold temperature of water.

Lu Fei gave Shu Yuan time to think about it.

From Shu Yuan's confession to the reasons for breaking up.

When Lu Fei walked in front of Shu Yuan, Shu Yuan hugged him and buried his head in his chest.Shu Yuan had a lot to say, but because it was too useless, he had to hug Lu Fei's waist tightly before he could say it.

Shu Yuan is a child who wants sweets, and he is afraid that if he misses this store, he will never eat delicious candies again.Lu Fei is the sugar maker who has mastered all the recipes, and he lifts the candy high, out of reach of others.

It's a pity that Shu Yuan has figured out that the candy is specially prepared for him, as long as he wants it, Lu Fei will give it.

Shu Yuan couldn't control her emotions well, and didn't even wait to get in the car, so she just told Lu Fei all the things she had thought in front of the car, and Xian Bao wanted to get feedback.

He said, "Whatever was wrong in the past will be corrected in the future."

Say "I will love you, I will learn how to love you",

Say "I want you to feel happy when you think of me".

"I don't need you to lock it up, and I don't need you to let it go."

He said to Lu Fei in a muffled voice.

"Never make you sad again."

Shu Yuan didn't drive, and got into Lu Fei's car automatically, maybe it was the idea of ​​going back with Lu Fei, a little care was clearly seen.However, he said that he woke up very early, which should be true. He fell asleep as soon as he got in the car after crying for a while.

Shu Yuan's tears were worthless. He was a crybaby, but this year he cried more than the previous years combined.

He slept peacefully as Lu Fei's co-pilot, his nose was a little red, and his brows were frowned in his dreams due to the increasingly hot morning sun. Lu Fei lowered the sun visor, and he slept more peacefully.

During this period, Lu Fei answered a few calls, but Shu Yuan was not woken up, as if he had let off steam and made himself tired.

When he was near his home, Lu Fei woke him up.

Shu Yuan's condition was not right, Lu Fei touched his forehead with his hand to check his temperature, and found that he was a little hot, but he was not sure if it was because of the sun.

"Open your mouth." Lu Fei said, "Ah."

Shu Yuan followed in a daze: "Ah—"

Lu Fei observed the inside of his mouth, frowned and said, "How many degrees did the air conditioner turn on last night?"

The weather was very hot last night, and Shu Yuan's greed for coolness has not changed, but Lu Fei asked honestly, "22 degrees, what's wrong."

"Fever. The tonsils are red and swollen again." Lu Fei turned the car around, "Go get some medicine."

Shu Yuan's cold came just in time.

Because of this cold, Lu Fei and him went back to the home that belonged to the two of them, where they hadn't set foot for a year.

Shu Yuan even hoped that if he got sicker, Lu Fei would not leave.

As soon as he entered the door, a shadow jumped across the hallway.Hulu was afraid of life, so he hid when he saw Lu Fei.

Everything in the house remained as it was when they were together. Lu Fei took away only very personal things at that time, not including any items in the house.Shu Yuan's life is not as bad as imagined. I don't know whether it is because he has been taken good care of by the people around him, or he has learned to live independently, so he is clean and tidy.

After helping Shu Yuan to turn on the fan, and seeing him lying on the bed, Lu Fei went to the kitchen to boil water.

After the water was aired to a suitable temperature, Lu Fei came to the bedroom and told Shu Yuan to take medicine, and Shu Yuan was almost falling asleep.He was holding something in his arms, his body was curled up, he woke up when Lu Fei called him, got up obediently and took the medicine, and then fell down again.

When Lu Fei returned to the bedroom after washing the cup, he found that Shu Yuan had completely fallen asleep, and the things he was holding were back in his arms.

Shu Yuan hugged him tightly, Lu Fei slowly pulled it out and found that it was a shirt.

This white shirt looks a bit old due to improper care or long-term use, but if you look closely, you can still see very thin silver dark lines added to the fabric.

Lu Fei recognized that it was his shirt.

It's just one of his many shirts, and he hasn't noticed that it's been left out since he left until now, only vaguely remembering that it's still quite new, because he hasn't worn it twice.

Shu Yuan was sleeping soundly on the pillow, the fan blowing his hair gently fluttering, and the long eyelashes dormant on the eyelids, leaving quiet shadows.

Lu Fei sat on the edge of the bed for a long time.

The cat came to the bedroom once, squatted at the door to observe him, meowed twice, and then left quietly.

Shu Yuan woke up once in the middle, but the fever had not subsided.

Maybe it's because Lu Fei returned to this house and everything looks like before, maybe it's because his mind is not clear, he can't tell if he is dreaming now.He looked at Lu Fei for a while, shed tears, then closed his eyes and spoke fragmentary sentences.

"I'm crying and you ignore me."

"...My heart hurts so much. I have written the forms, and I have written a lot."

"You hold hands with someone else."

His babbling was short, mainly accusing Lu Fei in his dream, and soon fell back to sleep.

It was not until more than an hour later that the body temperature dropped.

Shu Yuan's sleeping face was innocent and harmless, and it was exactly the same as his waking face.

He is warm and ignorant, simple and kind, but heartless, willful and reckless, and his joy and dislike are all based on his nature.

Being ignored by him is like being stepped on in the dust, no matter what you do, you can't touch his heart.Being liked by him is also like being wrapped in the warm sun, everything about beauty in the world is nothing more than that.

Shu Yuan is a devil in the skin of an angel, the most alluring pure knot and evil.

Lu Fei got him.