Wait till the sun rises

"When are you going to stay with me?" Xu Jiming slung his backpack over his shoulders, and raised his eyelids leisurely, without the slightest hint of impatience on his face, but those deep black glasses betrayed his emotions.

Li Annian reached out and patted the black schoolbag hanging in front of him, and said, "When you get rid of this idea."

Xu Jiming pressed his tongue against the palate, took out the key and opened the door.Li Annian followed in without admitting it at all.

"Hello, Auntie, Uncle." In front of other elders, Li Annian has always played the role of a good baby, probably only his father and Xu Jiming know what kind of virtue he is.

Father Xu poked his head out of the kitchen wearing an apron: "Annian is here, we just have dinner together."

"Hey, that's great, thank you uncle."

For the past two days, Li Annian has been running to Xu Jiming's house, talking so sweetly that they coaxed them into smiles.

After Li Annian finished his beautiful words, he followed Xu Jiming into the room. He locked the door with his backhand and started his long speech again.

Xu Jiming pressed his forehead, sat in the chair and remained silent.

Li Annian said: "Your feelings for Xia Yang may just be impulsive. You know that boys of our age have unlimited energy. You and Xia Yang grew up together. You also said that you are his brother. We are already sophomores. You Is it because of too much pressure that you mistook family affection for love? After all, Xia Yang was raised by you since he was a child, and you have spoiled him since he was a child..."

Xu Jiming said softly, "Would you like to kiss your younger brother?"

Li Annian opened his mouth and said after a long time, "You may be under too much pressure." Xu Jiming sneered, and was discovered by his friends. After the initial panic, he simply gave up on himself.

Seeing his friend's appearance, Li Annian scratched his hair, and suddenly said: "...how about we go see a psychiatrist, after all this matter..." He closed his mouth under Xu Jiming's gaze, and hurriedly stood up Come to remedy: "No, I didn't mean that, I didn't..."

Xu Jiming put his arms on the table and looked at him quietly: "Do you think I'm crazy?" There was only a smile on his face, the smile was very small at first, and then it grew bigger and bigger.

Li Annian was dry mouthed and wanted to make amends, but Xu Jiming laughed. He slammed his fist on the desk and said with a smile, "You're right, I'm crazy. If you feel sick, you can let's go!"

Li Annian jumped up all of a sudden, glanced at the direction of the door and said in a low voice, "Are you crazy? Such a loud voice." Sure enough, as soon as he finished speaking, Han Ling came over and knocked on the door.

"what happened?"

Li Annian opened the door of the room a little, and said with a smile, "It's okay, just kidding around."

Han Ling said: "Okay, don't be bored in the room, come out and get ready for dinner."

·

After eating, the two went to the hospital to see Xia Yang. He was in good condition and would be ready to be discharged in a few days.

Li Annian kicked a small stone on the side of the road, and went into a shop on the street to get two bottles of drinks before catching up to Xu Jiming in front of him.

Because I came early, there were very few people in the school. There were a few high school students playing basketball on the basketball court, and there were a few young couples walking on the playground.

Xu Jiming climbed to the top floor of the school, which has a wide view and few people come here.

Li Annian unscrewed a bottle of drink and handed it to Xu Jiming, and smiled when he saw him take it.Because after Xu Jiming lost his temper at noon, the two of them hadn't had much communication.

In normal times, Li Annian would have left long ago, but now he feels that he must not leave.

Xu Jiming looked at the distant sky, very calm.He was completely different from Xu Jiming who suddenly broke out at noon.Feeling that he was in a better mood, Li Annian tried to persuade him again.

In fact, Li Annian has been bombarded with fatigue for the past two days, and even went to the Internet cafe to check the information.He knows how painful this group is, and it may even ruin his friend's life, and he can't let it go.

"...You have to think about your uncle, aunt, and Grandpa Xia, how do you explain to him?" Li Annian said persuasively, "And Xia Yang, does he know? If he knows that you have such thoughts for him, what will he do? What? Will he still be your friend?"

"I checked a lot of information. It is very difficult for the homosexual group in China. It will even affect your career in the future, and your life will become a mess. Even uncles and aunts will be affected."

"Xu Jiming, you really can't go on like this."

Xu Jiming looked back at him indifferently, his black eyes were calm, and he said, "Then what do you think I should do?"

Feeling that he was resisting passively, Li Annian paced back and forth a few times irritably.

Xu Jiming raised the corners of his mouth mockingly, and looked at Li Annian half sideways: "After all, you still think I'm sick, don't you?"

As he said that, he took a step towards Li Annian, and said with a malicious smile on his face: "Do you think I'm disgusting? Do you feel sick? I'm just a pervert, you go tell them, tell them My parents said, tell someone at school, you can still put my picture on the Internet..."

"Xu Jiming, have you had enough!" Li Annian punched him unbearably.

Xu Jiming tilted his head, licked the damaged corner of his mouth, and smiled silently: "You go."

Li Annian was completely enraged, he pressed Xu Jiming against the wall, and shouted viciously: "Xu Jiming, are you enough? What did I say? Did I say you were sick? Do you know that you left? How dangerous is this road? I..." At this point, Li Annian choked up, his voice was filled with tears, and he hissed, "You really can't go on this road."

Pat, crystal teardrops fell down.

Xu Jiming covered his eyes with trembling hands, and broke down, "I don't want to be like this either."

The clouds covered the sun, and the two half-grown teenagers embraced each other with all their strength, crying loudly.

·

Night falls.

The hour hand pointed to twelve o'clock, and there was silence around.

The lights in the room had already been turned off, but Xu Jiming hadn't fallen asleep yet.He held a mobile phone in his hand, but his mind was obviously not on it.The immortal master was talking on the mobile phone, and Li Annian's voice floated out from that magical "little square brick".

"...In short, that's it. Obviously, you don't want to meet Xiao Xia in the near future. After a long time, the feeling will fade away. We are still good buddies. Hey, hello? Are you listening to me? Are you falling asleep? right?"

"Yeah." Xu Jiming responded softly, Li Annian let out a big sigh of relief, and began to make jokes at him, Xu Jiming hung up immediately.

His fingers quietly slid across the phone page, and it was a text message from Xia Yang.

——"I'm leaving the hospital tomorrow, come and help."

Swish, Xu Jiming stretched out his hand to close the curtains, there was nothing else in the room except for the faint light of the mobile phone screen.After a while, the screen of the mobile phone went black, and the room finally became pitch black, without any light.

·

"Have you packed your things? Is there anything else you haven't brought?" Father Xu was carrying a big bag, which contained the fruits and some supplements that Xia Yang had sent over the past few days, and his fingers were so discolored.

"It's gone." Xia Yang looked around, the quilt on the hospital bed was neatly folded, and all the things that should be packed were cleaned up. He walked out with the support of Han Ling and his grandfather.

"Grandpa, auntie, I'm not fragile porcelain, you don't need to be so careful." Xia Yang turned his head from side to side to look at this and then at that, a little wanting to laugh.

"That's true, it's better to be careful." Grandpa Xia looked nervous and looked at his grandson in disapproval.

"Why don't you find a place to eat first?" Father Xu suggested.

Seeing that Xia Yang was tired, Han Ling said, "Go home and clean yourself."

Xu's father smiled and said, "That's fine, but I have to feel wronged that I ate outside."

Grandpa Xia said: "Isn't today the weekend? Why didn't you come?"

Father Xu said: "It is said that it is an activity organized by the school. It is almost the third year of high school. In the words of these children, it is called the last indulgence. Yangyang, don't you think so?"

Xia Yang nodded and said, "Uncle is right."

"I didn't say that." With a smile on his face, Father Xu drove the car out smoothly.

Watching his father's car drive away, Xu Jiming got out of the corner, and he didn't hire a taxi until the car was submerged in the torrent of the convoy.

As soon as he got in the car, Li Annian's call came after him: "Where are you? You're not going to see Xia Yang again, are you? Let me tell you why..."

"No." Xu Jiming interrupted him softly, "I overslept, I just go by car, where are you?"

Li Annian breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "I'm on the bus of your class. Don't worry about it, I'm going back. When everyone is here, it's time to start. See you then."

·

I'm almost in my third year of high school, and I'm under a lot of pressure.It's really a good excuse.

Xu Jiming really put all his energy into his studies. He was the first one to arrive at the class every day and the last one to leave. If it wasn't for someone urging him, he probably would have been in the class for food and lodging.

Moreover, he frantically signed up for a cram school to make up for his weak homework on weekends.Seeing him working so hard, the students in the class were also mobilized, and even organized a study group spontaneously.For this reason, Xu Jiming, the class monitor, was praised several times by the head teacher.

In the blink of an eye, it has already entered the end of June. In the past few months, Li Annian's father has been transferred to other places due to work. Li Annian also left with his father. I heard that he has already chosen the university he wants to study.

Xu Jiming lived at two o'clock and one line every day. Xia Yang's injury had already healed. He had come to see him several times, but Xu Jiming refused because of his homework.After several times, Xia Yang stopped coming, maybe because he felt his alienation, Xu Jiming thought so, after all Xia Yang is very smart and sensitive.

On this day, Xu Jiming came later than usual because of guests coming to the house, and he was pestered by children. He just rang the preparatory bell when he packed his schoolbag and stepped into the classroom.

The boy in front knocked on Xu Jiming's desk: "Someone came to see you just now, but you were not here. He sat on your seat for a while and then left."

Xu Jiming paused while holding the pen, and the boy continued: "The boy who often goes to school with you is more beautiful than the girl."

"Oh." Xu Jiming nodded, with small ripples in his heart, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket again, and there was no one else except Li Annian's text message reporting his life.

Xu Jiming ran his fingers over the screen, and suddenly wanted to see Xia Yang, but he knew it was impossible, and after persisting for so long, he was really afraid that seeing Xia Yang would fail.

The evening self-study class was finally over, the students cheered, stretched and rushed out of the classroom.

"Aren't you going?" The deskmate poked Xu Jiming's arm.

Xu Jiming nodded, and pulled out the schoolbag from the desk.

Crash, a beautifully packaged box fell to the ground.Xu Jiming paused, bent down and picked it up.

Not signed, but it did fall from his seat.

"What is it?" The tablemate who was about to leave had gossip in his eyes, and his feet were nailed in place.

Xu Jiming frowned and wanted to throw it away.

The deskmate stopped him and said with a smile, "Don't, let's see what it is."

Xu Jiming sighed silently, put the schoolbag on the table, and unwrapped the wrapping paper two or three times.

The deskmate glanced at it disappointedly and said, "It turned out to be candy." Then he reached out and picked up the piece of paper that was pressed on the candy box: "Happy birthday?" The deskmate looked at Xu Jiming, "Today is your birthday?"

Xu Jiming snapped the lid on the candy box, and rushed out like a gust of wind.

Today is indeed his birthday, but he has been busy these days and forgot.And the only person who would give him candy on his birthday was Xia Yang. Although he thought he had grown up and shouldn't eat candy anymore, Xia Yang still didn't correct it.

Xu Jiming sometimes thinks it's amazing that he doesn't have tooth decay, his teeth are so strong.

His rationality told him he couldn't go, but at that moment Xu Jiming didn't want to worry about anything else, he only knew that he had to see Xia Yang, he wanted to see him, the forced repression for the past few months made him think about Xia Yang like crazy.

When Xia Yang arrived in Xia Yang's class, Xia Yang had already left, and Xia Yang never installed a mobile phone when he was in school. Xu Jiming didn't stop at all, put the candy box in his backpack, and ran to Xia Yang's rented house.

"Oh, Xu Jiming." Someone called out to him behind him.

"Is something wrong?"

"Where are you going?" The boy came over, tilted his head and said, "To Xifeng Community?"

Xu Jiming frowned and said, "What's wrong?"

"Let's go another way, it's not safe over there." The boy approached and whispered, "I just saw Han Rui going over there."

Xu Jiming was taken aback: "Han Rui?"

The boy licked his lips and made a helpless expression: "You good students, you only know how to study hard, Han Rui, a senior in the third year of high school, has a rich family, and is very dangerous. ..."

The boy made a terrible expression, and patted Xu Jiming on the shoulder, "Remember to change the way, over there... Hey, did you listen to me?"

Xu Jiming shouted thank you to the yelling boy from a distance, and ran forward.

——That alley is the only way for Xia Yang to go home.

The author has something to say:

Brother Li went offline, and Brother Han went online, he let out a sigh of relief!