Wait till the sun rises

"What's going on?" When Han Ling hurried to the hospital, Xu Jiming was leaning against the wall of the hospital, his eyes were dull and his mind was wandering.

Li Annian stood up from the ground and said, "I was hit by a car."

The owner of the car was a thin man, and he was waving his arms to explain what happened to two policemen. "Officer, it's really not my fault."

The owner of the car looked anxious, as if he was about to cry, he pointed at Xu Jiming and shouted: "It really has nothing to do with me, it was him, he rushed over suddenly, the kid pulled him, and I had already braked. "

"Really, if you don't believe me, ask him."

The owner of the car was emotional, and his voice was a little loud, "It's really none of my business, it was a red light, and this kid broke the traffic rules..."

The rushing nurse frowned and said, "Keep your voice down, this is a hospital."

Feeling someone standing in front of him, Xu Jiming finally lowered his head, his eyes became alive, he trembled his lips, and said in a trembling voice: "Mom..."

Han Ling loved her son the most. She touched Xu Jiming's red eyes and said softly, "What's going on?"

Xu Jiming choked up and said, "It's all my fault."

Seeing how uncomfortable he was, Li Annian came over and said, "Auntie, I'm really sorry, it's all up to me. I drank too much because of my birthday today. Don't blame me. If you know it, hit it if you want to." me."

Han Ling frowned slenderly, and she said, "What's the use of me beating you? Did you call Grandpa Xia?"

Xu Jiming's body trembled, he lowered his head and stopped talking.

Seeing her son like this, Han Ling wanted to say a few words of comfort, when the door of the operating room was pushed open, and everyone hurriedly surrounded him.

Li Annian could not wait to grab the doctor's collar, he asked urgently: "Doctor, how is my friend?"

"Maybe some mild concussion, two broken ribs. It's okay, let's rest."

Li Annian glared: "Well, how can this be nothing?"

Han Ling lowered his hand and apologized to the doctor: "I'm really sorry, this child was impatient..."

The doctor waved his hand very generously, and said: "I understand, the patient may wake up in a while, you go and see him."

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The curtains in the single ward were not drawn, and because of the light in the ward, the gray sky outside the window seemed even darker.

Xu Jiming quietly pushed open the door and walked in, whispering to comfort Grandpa Xia to rest.

"Can't sleep." The old man's gaze was glued to Xia Yang's face, and he said without moving.In just one night, the old man seemed to have aged a lot.

Xu Jiming said in a hoarse voice, "Let's eat something first." He opened the plastic bag and put the rice porridge he bought into the old man's hand, "Eat something first, you..."

The old man grabbed his wrist. The air conditioner was turned on in the room, but the old man's cold fingers still made Xu Jiming shiver.

He put the porridge bowl aside, held the old man's hand with his backhand, and silently passed on his strength.

"Yangyang is a good boy, filial and sensible..." The old man began to babble about Xia Yang's childhood, all of which were warm and joyful little things, as if telling him over and over again could make him feel better.

Xu Jiming wiped away the continuous tears on the old man's face with a tissue, and his fingers ached from being held by the old man.Seeing the old man's extremely painful face, Xu Jiming felt that he had returned to the scene ten years ago, that morning ten years ago, when he first saw Grandpa Xia.

He didn't cry like many people, but wept silently, but it was this silence that stretched out a deeper sadness.

"It'll be fine, Yangyang will wake up soon." Xu Jiming repeated this sentence over and over again, not knowing whether it was to comfort the old man or comfort himself.

Grandpa Xia stared at Xia Yang's sleeping face, with tears streaming down his face: "I have pampered this child since he was a child. He is good at everything, except he is afraid of pain..." At this point, the old man was so choked up that he couldn't speak. Holding Xia Yang's arm exposed outside the quilt, the strength was very clear, as if Xia Yang was a piece of fragile and precious porcelain.

Xu Jiming turned his head away, the old man choked for a while, then turned his head and said to Xu Jiming: "You haven't slept all night, you take a rest, the child is still growing."

The tears that had been held back for so long finally fell at the moment the old man said these words.

Xu Jiming choked up silently and violently.Ever since the old man received the news last night, he didn't say a single word of reproach to him, and he just stayed by Xia Yang's side quietly. Now he still loves the culprit who caused his grandson's injury the same as before.

Thinking of his secrets that he couldn't reveal, angering Xia Yang, and causing him to this point, he felt extremely sorry for the old man.

"Okay, okay, it's okay." Grandpa Xia patted Xu Jiming's back and comforted him in a low voice.

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After crying a lot, all the panic and uneasiness in his heart were vented, and Xu Jiming was almost at a loss of collapse.

When it was almost dawn, Grandpa Xia was arranged to rest in a nearby hotel, while Xu Jiming stayed behind.

Knowing that he was feeling bad, Mother Xu didn't want to say anything else, but just told him not to feel guilty, and to make up for him when Yang Yang recovered, and apologize.

Xu Jiming just watched her mouth open and close, unable to listen to what he was saying, just nodded indiscriminately.

Li Annian went home because his father had set a door control.

Xu Jiming sat on the stool, held Xia Yang's hand, and was lost in thought.

Up to now, his fingers are still trembling slightly, and his heart is like a mess.

I had feelings for Xia Yang that I shouldn't have, and even put Xia Yang in danger because of this incident.

If that car hadn't braked suddenly, Xia Yang would have almost died in front of him.Xu Jiming closed his eyes fiercely, not daring to think about what would happen if Xia Yang really died in front of him.

The effect of the anesthetic had passed. Even in a deep sleep, Xia Yang frowned slightly, as if he was enduring extreme pain but couldn't wake up.

Grandpa said that Xia Yang was most afraid of pain, and he knew it all too well.

Withdrawing the hand in his palm, Xia Yang gasped for air, sleeping very restlessly.

His pale and bloodless lips were a little chapped, Xu Jiming got up and poured a glass of warm water, and dipped some toilet paper to moisten Xia Yang's lips.

Maybe he was really thirsty, even in his sleep, feeling the infiltration of water, Xia Yang opened his lips slightly, stretched out his tongue and licked his dry lips.

Xu Jiming's fingers trembled and he almost knocked over the water glass.He turned his face away uncomfortably, calmed down and took a breath before continuing his great cause of feeding water.

Because it was water for drinking, he didn't dare to use toilet paper anymore, but carefully held up the cup and carefully fed Xia Yang with water.

He is very good at this kind of thing. When Xia Yang was sick and had a fever in the middle of the night and needed to drink water, he would feed him with a cup. As long as he was careful, he would not choke at all.

After drinking less than half of the glass, Xu Jiming put the water glass aside.Xia Yang's brows relaxed, and he fell back into a deep sleep.

While Xu Jiming breathed a sigh of relief, he was also a little funny, this guy was still the same as when he was a child.

After laughing, he suddenly fell silent again. Did he have other thoughts about Xia Yang before that day, but he didn't realize it at that time?Xu Jiming frowned and pondered, but he couldn't get an answer anyway.

Just as he was thinking, he suddenly felt that the hand on the bed was gently squeezed.

Xu Jiming raised his head and said in surprise, "You're awake, how do you feel?"

Xia Yang was pale, but his bloodless lips curved slightly. He looked into Xu Jiming's eyes and said, "I'm fine."

Xu Jiming looked away uncomfortably, and lowered his head: "I'm sorry."

A pale and beautiful hand in sight pinched his palm again, the force was really light, but it dealt a heavy blow to Xu Jiming's heart.

Xu Jiming raised his eyes, and Xia Yang blinked at him, and said with a soft smile, "Your Majesty, I will entrust the rest of my life to you."

His Majesty was a nickname given by Xu Jiming's tablemate, so he just called it that way somehow. Xia Yang also learned about it from Li Annian, and this was the first time he was called that.

He knew that he was joking and wanted to make himself feel less guilty, but seeing those clear and smiling eyes, Xu Jiming felt his heart burn.

When he got the news, Grandpa Xia rushed back immediately. The old man's face was full of joy, mixed with distress, which made Xu Jiming feel quite uncomfortable.

The anesthetic faded, so he could only endure it, but Xia Yang always endured it silently, Xu Jiming ran to this place after school, and stayed here at night.

Fearing that the old man's health would be too much for her, Han Ling took her home and took care of her in the hospital.

It was a sunny day, but it was a bit scorching.

Xu Jiming went straight to the hospital after school, and met Han Ling who delivered meals at the hospital gate.

"Have you eaten yet? Running in such a hurry?"

Xu Jiming wiped his face and said, "No." Then he was thrown into the noodle shop next to the hospital by Mother Han.

"Go up after dinner." Han Ling dropped this sentence and walked away with her head held high.

Xu Jiming finished his bowl of noodles whole, wiped his mouth and went straight to the ward.

When he arrived at the ward, Xia Yang was drinking the chicken soup cautiously. When he saw Xu Jiming coming in, he smiled and said, "Have you eaten yet?"

Xu Jiming nodded and sat down on the chair beside him.

Han Ling answered the phone halfway, told Xu Jiming, and left in a hurry.

The door was closed, the room was quiet, and the footsteps of pedestrians in the aisle floated into the ears clearly.

Xia Yang lowered his head and drank the porridge quietly, Xu Jiming didn't know what to say for a while.

Silence, embarrassment.

Xu Jiming would never have been so quiet in the past. They always had endless conversations when they were together, at least in Xu Jiming's case.

Xu Jiming scratched his head and scratched his head, trying to find something to talk about, but he didn't know how to start talking.

"Didn't you eat well these days? You lost so much weight." Xia Yang said suddenly.

"Ah?" Xu Jiming was stunned for a moment before realizing that he touched his nose and said, "No, I'm fine."

Xia Yang asked: "Will it affect your study?"

Xu Jiming said: "It's okay, it won't affect you."

Xia Yang let out an oh, and stopped talking.

Xu Jiming raised his eyes and looked over cautiously, only to see Xia Yang staring at him.His heart skipped a beat: "What's wrong?"

"What's the matter with you recently? Something on your mind?" Xia Yang tilted his head and thought for a while, then suddenly clapped his hands: "Are you in love?"

Xu Jiming coughed violently, startling Xia Yang, and gasped.

Xu Jiming got up in a panic to check his condition: "Are you all right? Is there any discomfort?"

Xia Yang didn't answer his question, but took his hand and said seriously: "Which class is the girl from?"

Xu Jiming avoided his gaze, patted the back of his hand, and said helplessly, "It's nothing, don't think about it."

"Really?" Xia Yang obviously didn't believe it.

Xu Jiming nodded and assured, "No really."

Sick people are always in poor health, and Xia Yang fell asleep after chatting for a while.

Xu Jiming gently put Xia Yang's hand exposed outside the quilt into the quilt, looked at Xia Yang's sleeping face with deep eyes, and after a long time, he reached out and scratched Xia Yang's nose lightly, and said in a low voice: " fool."

What I like is not the girl in any class, but you.But, I can't tell you.

Li Annian walked into the hospital with a coquettish packaged fruit basket and hummed a song. He walked to the ward where Xia Yang was in a familiar way, stretched out his hand and pushed open the door. Just as he was about to say hello, he saw Xu Jiming's expression was gentle, The picture of reaching out and gently scratching Xia Yang's nose.

That weird idea jumped out again unexpectedly, Li Annian's fingers trembled, the fruit basket fell to the ground, and the fruit rolled everywhere.

丶

The evening self-study get out of class was over, Xu Jiming stepped out of the class with his schoolbag on his back, and saw Li Annian leaning against the wall, waiting for someone with a concave shape.

"Yo, let's go." Li Annian walked to Xu Jiming with a big smile on his face.

"Where?"

Li Annian winked and said with a smile: "There is a party, I am waiting for you."

"I still have something to do."

"What's the matter? You're not going to the hospital again, are you? Didn't I just see you at noon." Li Annian dragged Xu Jiming to the event site.

There were a few men and women sitting in the room, all from his own school. Xu Jiming thought the girls looked familiar, but couldn't remember them for a moment.

Xu Jiming was arranged next to a girl. That girl was very lively and kept talking to Xu Jiming. Anyone who wasn't stupid could tell what that girl meant, but Xu Jiming was like a blind man who ignored her not see.

His mind is now full of Xia Yang, has he eaten yet?How much did you eat, did you feel bad, and was it boring in the ward.

Finally, after eating, Xu Jiming was dragged by Li Annian to the ktv.

In the corner Xu Jiming asked: "Why haven't I seen you participate in these before?"

Li Annian snorted and said, "Who am I doing this for? It's not for you. Seeing that you've lost your shape these few days, come out and play to adjust your mood."

Of course, he wouldn't say that he was invited to such small group gatherings in the past, but those people came for Xu Jiming with impure purposes, and the reason why they invited him was a roundabout way to save the country.Who made Xu Jiming always refuse?

As for why he agreed to the invitation today, Li Annian's eyes flickered, and he exchanged glances with a girl sitting beside him, and they nodded tacitly.

Xu Jiming looked down at his phone from time to time, and worried that Xia Yang's sleep would be disturbed if it was too late, so he put the phone back in his pocket.

The soft music played slowly, and the atmosphere in the room changed.

A soft female voice sang: "Before I knew it, I fell in love with you

It seems that it is destined in the sky

should i just go on like this

I buried my love silently in my heart

I fell in love with you unknowingly

Worrying about falling in love with you is the wrong decision

let me explain why

I can't even tell myself

......"

The girl with light makeup on her face moved lightly and slowly stood still in front of Xu Jiming.

There were shouts all around, and Xu Jiming finally realized that this was a planned confession.

The girl was sitting next to him just now, with her long hair hanging loose, and she was paired with a white dress, young and beautiful.

The girl took a deep breath, and slowly said what she had silently recited many times.

——"Xu Jiming, I like you."

Everyone stared nervously at Xu Jiming who was sitting on the sofa, expecting his reaction.

After a long time, Xu Jiming got up, looked at the girl and said apologetically, "Thank you, but I'm sorry, I have someone I like."

The girl looked at the group of relatives and friends behind her in a daze, bit her lip unwillingly, and shouted at Xu Jiming's back: "I don't believe it."

Xu Jiming paused with his hand on the doorknob, turned around with a smile and said, "I didn't lie to you, he is very good, and I like him very much." When he said this, Xu Jiming had a dark and gentle face, his face With a soft smile on his face.

The girl finally burst into tears, Xu Jiming apologized again, opened the door and left quickly.

"Xu Jiming, stop!" Li Annian hurried a few steps and grabbed Xu Jiming's arm in the empty street.

Not only did his face look ugly, Xu Jiming's face also seemed to be covered with a layer of frost.

Xu Jiming said coldly, "You already knew all this?"

Li Annian didn't answer his question, and said in a colder voice, "Why didn't I know you had someone you liked? Ah, why didn't I know, who do you like?"

"Does anyone I like need to report to you?" Xu Jiming left this sentence coldly, turned around and left.

Li Annian hissed, "Is that Xia Yang?" Xu Jiming paused and turned around suddenly.

Seeing his shocked eyes, Li Annian closed his eyes fiercely, took a step forward and grabbed Xu Jiming's collar fiercely, gritted his teeth and said, "Xu Jiming, wake up so fucking, Xia Yang is a man , is our good buddy."

Xu Jiming raised his head slightly, looking at Li Annian from top to bottom.After the initial shock passed, Xu Jiming's eyes were only as calm as stagnant water.

He raised the corner of his lips and said four words coldly: "So what."

Li Annian punched Xu Jiming in the side face, Xu Jiming staggered and almost fell to the ground.With red eyes, he took a few breaths violently, then pointed at Xu Jiming and said tremblingly, "Xu Jiming, you are abnormal."

The author has something to say:

Li Annian is a good boy and a good friend *^_^*