The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

When I woke up, I heard the patter of rain outside the window.

The room was dark, except for a dim night light at the foot of the bed, and the rainy street light leaked through the gaps in the curtains hanging in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and shone on the wooden floor.

Xu Shixi turned his body slightly, a pain in his waist spread along his back.

He didn't even remember when he fell asleep, and his consciousness was very fuzzy later, he grasped the bed sheet too hard, and his fingertips were burning.

The eyes are also uncomfortable, dry and astringent after crying for a long time.

It was raining and cold outside, but the room was covered with a quilt and the temperature was just right. Pei Min's hand was still on his body. Xu Shixi turned around and lay face to face with him. Pei Min didn't wake up, and subconsciously hugged him in his sleep hug.

I couldn't hold back and ran to the hotel in the afternoon, but I didn't eat dinner after tossing for a long time. I didn't know what time it was, and I was so hungry that I was exhausted.

Xu Shixi didn't want to wake Pei Min up, so he lay down and waited, looking at his face close at hand, leaned over and kissed him on his lips.

He really didn't expect Pei Yan to talk so little at a time like this, except for asking him if it hurts, he hardly said a few words. .

The rain was getting stronger and gradually diffused into a torrential downpour. A few bright lightning bolts flashed across the sky, illuminating the curtains that were not too heavy at first.

Pei Yan was woken up by the pouring rain outside, opened his eyes, hugged Xu Shixi and kissed him, feeling a little cold in the room, took the remote control from the bedside and turned it up a bit, "Baby, what time is it?"

"I don't know." Xu Shixi forgot where he put his phone when he came in, and he was so uncomfortable that he didn't go down to look for it just now.

Pei Yan got up and went to the chair by the window to get the mobile phone in his trouser pocket. After looking at it, he realized that it was past nine o'clock and he had slept for more than two hours.

There were still a few messages from the tutor on the phone, and Pei Yan sat on the bedside to reply, Xu Shixi sat up propped up on the pillow, moved over and hung his arms over him from behind, rubbing his cool cheeks on his shoulders It's like a wild cat that was picked up and raised, and finally one day it is willing to get close to people with peace of mind.

"When will the class start?" Xu Shixi asked him, only then did he realize that his voice was a little hoarse.

"Next Monday." Pei Yan said.

This time, Pei Yan took a child in the second year of junior high school, and he went to give a class for one and a half hours every night, and it happened that after half a month of teaching, they were approaching their final exam.

After confirming the time and place with the parents, Pei Yan put down the phone and pulled Xu Shixi's legs from under the quilt to look at them. His knees were worn badly and they were still red. There were also a few red marks on the side of his waist. wrists and ankles.

"...Don't look at it." Xu Shixi put his legs under the quilt, and Pei Yan carefully held them up for a while before going to sleep just now, guilt was written in his eyes, when he finished apologizing to him, he brought a towel over to wipe him Has been silent.

But he didn't want Pei Yan to feel guilty, it was obviously his own wish.

A few days ago, Pei Yan also helped the student correct a few homework, and made a final review plan, which was extra work. In addition, he had taught him for more than half a year before, and he was familiar with the parents. Over there Knowing that he had just finished the college entrance examination, his parents sent him a 300 yuan red envelope and told him to accept it.

He transferred almost all the change in WeChat to Xu Shixi, and he only kept what he usually needed. Anyway, there was an emergency card attached to it, so Pei Yan also transferred the three hundred. Know when the phone slipped to the side of the bed and almost fell to the floor.

"It's useless if you give it to me." Xu Shixi took his hand and poked the phone with difficulty.

"Maybe it will be useful when I go out in a few days." Pei Yan took his mobile phone and clicked to collect the money.

"Going to the film crew has a place to live and a box lunch, so there's nothing to spend money on," Xu Shixi said while hugging him and smiling, "Why are you like my grandpa? I really worry."

Xu Shixi's hand went around in front of him, Pei Yan looked down at his wrist, touched the spot where there was no trace, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

The tie of the school uniform was made of smooth material, and the knot was loose. Xu Shixi didn't feel anything except being taken aback at the time, and felt a little sore afterwards.

"It doesn't hurt anywhere," Xu Shixi hooked his neck and leaned over to ask him to kiss him, "Brother."

Just now Pei Yan coaxed him to call him brother, and it seemed to be nothing if he said it smoothly.

Pei Yan knew in his heart that he had abnormal paranoia and possessiveness towards Xu Shixi. He used to think that Shen Zhouchuan was a mad dog, but he didn't get any better when he asked himself, maybe it was even more serious, especially in some matters, just now At first he was able to restrain himself as much as possible, but later his rationality was overwhelmed. Xu Shixi endured the pain and said nothing, and reached out to turn off the desk lamp. He couldn't see or hear, and he became more and more indifferent.

"You can't spoil me like this." Pei Yan took the quilt and wrapped it around him.

"It hurt a little, but I didn't feel it after that..." Hearing the sound of rain outside the window, Xu Shixi hugged his knees and moved to the side of the bed, sitting close to him.

"Why didn't you just say that?" Pei Yan looked down at him, with inexplicable complex emotions in his eyes.

"I didn't care about it just now," Xu Shixi lay on his lap, smiled and said in a low voice, "I was thinking about you all the time, so I didn't feel any pain."

Pei Yan touched his fine eyelashes with his fingertips. He had never seen such a silly little idiot, but he spoke so sweetly that people didn't know which of his words was the truth.

"Tell me if you feel uncomfortable in the future, I will listen to you, but sometimes I don't know if you don't tell me." Pei Yan took his socks from the side.

"En." Xu Shixi nodded.

Xu Shixi didn't even bother to move a finger, and originally wanted to go downstairs to buy something to eat, but now the little energy left can only be used to sit wrapped in a quilt. The only thing is that he is doing this with the person he likes.

"What do you want to eat?" Pei Yan asked him, then walked to the window, opened the curtains a little and looked out, the street seemed to be filled with water vapor, pedestrians were holding colorful umbrellas, the sky was dark, rainy and foggy.

"I don't know," Xu Shixi lay on the bed looking at his phone, flipped to a page, clicked on it and scrolled down for a while, "Brother, I want to eat Ma Xiao."

The picture on the front page of the store is very tempting, just looking at it feels like smelling the tangy spicy fragrance.

"I'll eat this another day," Pei Yan refused him without thinking, "Change to a lighter one."

"...It's so annoying." Xu Shixi pushed the phone to him depressedly, looking at the porridge and noodles with clear soup and little water, he was not interested, and his mind was full of small hot pots, as long as they were spicy.

Pei Yan finally went to the shop next to the hotel to buy chicken porridge with mushrooms, two servings of noodles and soup dumplings.

Xu Shixi originally thought that he had no appetite, but when he opened the lunch box and smelled the hot aroma, his appetite was aroused again. He drank the whole bowl of porridge and took two soup dumplings. He ate half of the noodles and left Pei Yan ate everything.

Before going to bed, Pei Yan took him to take a bath. After eating, it was past ten o'clock. Xu Shixi went to brush his teeth again, and sat on the small sofa by the window to look at the wet long street below.

The rain has not stopped, there are few people on the street, and the white light of the street lamps looks hazy.

Pei Yan was a little worried that he would have a fever, so he reached out and touched his forehead, Xu Shixi pushed him away and said, "Where is it so easy to get sick?"

"It's windy by the window, how about going to bed and watching TV?" Pei Yan asked him.

I have been in bed for a long time, Xu Shixi didn't want to lie down, but it was really cold here on the sofa, so I got up and wrapped myself in a quilt, and used the remote control to change a few channels. There was nothing interesting at this time, and finally switched to the movie channel , "Inception" is being broadcast.

Xu Shixi turned up the pillow and pulled Pei Yan to lean on it, just like the time they watched ghost movies at home before, surrounded by quilts.

The movie has been on for more than half an hour. Pei Yan has never watched the previous plot, and he doesn't know what it is about from the middle. He just sat quietly beside him. After a while, he suddenly thought of something, "I didn't Accompany you to see "Silver Saddle"."

Xu Shixi didn't want anyone to accompany her on her birthday at that time, so she didn't even think about calling him.

"Watch "Cold Fireworks" when it's released." Xu Shixi tugged at his wrist.

"How long will it take to finish filming?" Pei Yan asked him.

"I can't tell, maybe about two or three months." Xu Shixi communicated with Liang Jiaping, and heard him say that the early filming should be in Qingzi County, and he may go to the film and television city later.

He has already bought tickets for NO.15 in advance, and after the opening ceremony of NO.16 is over, he will start reading the script.

Speaking of waiting for the release, Xu Shixi didn't know if the filming would be finished, but this is not something he can control, it can only depend on how much sponsorship Liang Jiaping gets.

It was almost twelve o'clock after watching the movie, and he turned off the TV and lay down to sleep. Pei Yan hugged him from behind and rubbed his waist, while Xu Shixi leaned on his arm and rubbed his fingertips.

"Don't make trouble." Pei Yan held his hand to keep him from moving.

Xu Shixi was suddenly very thankful that he and Pei Yan didn't talk about it until after the college entrance examination, otherwise, I'm afraid he wouldn't have much time left to study.

Before the college entrance examination, he had been looking forward to joining the group on vacation, and now he didn't want to leave at all. Looking at the ticket, he didn't feel any disturbance in his heart, and he didn't even think about the script he left at home. He raised his hand and touched Pei Yan's face roguely , I feel that I am simply dizzy.

She just wanted to sleep with him on such a wet rainy night, coveting the warmth of his body. Just now, when Pei Yan went downstairs to buy dinner, she wanted to go with him.

I feel like an omega who has just been tagged, and I can't do without him at all.

Xu Shixi was thinking about it in his heart, but he didn't pay attention to say it. Pei Yan asked him: "What is omega?"

"It's nothing..." Xu Shixi leaned back, looked back at Pei Yan, and said, "Go to sleep."

Pei Yan found that he often couldn't understand what he was talking about. Xu Shixi didn't tell him, but aroused his curiosity. He took his mobile phone to search, but Xu Shixi pressed him down. Under the warm yellow light of the bedside lamp, he could see that he was blushing. No, Pei Yan let go.

"Don't check." Pei Yan put his arm around his waist, and the other hand went around behind him and put it between his fingers, holding the phone and turning on the camera that came with it.

Pei Yan took his hand and patted half of his fingertips, which were a little blurred by the light, and the clear edges of the fingertips were almost invisible, and it was impossible to tell whose hand it was, and then showed him, "This one can be Do you keep it?"

"En." Xu Shixi nodded, and Pei Yan set the photo as the desktop.

When exiting the interface, the phone froze for a moment, and accidentally clicked on the recording next to it. Xu Shixi had been looking at the screen of his phone, and saw the row of recorded song titles at a glance, all of which were familiar.

Pei Yan directly turned off the phone, Xu Shixi wanted to take it from him, but Pei Yan didn't give it to him.

"You listened to me just now." Xu Shixi sat up and looked back at him.

Pei Yan paused for a moment, then handed him the phone, Xu Shixi opened it and listened to a few songs casually, it was the noisy and chaotic background sound of the bar, and the songs he sang.

In more than half a year, he sang at least more than 600 non-repeated songs in the bar, and there are 573 recording files.

Seeing that he didn't click on to listen again, Pei Yan took the phone back, not knowing what to say, hugged him from behind for a moment of silence, and said, "If you don't like it, I will delete it."

"No," Xu Shixi wanted to sit sideways, but accidentally rubbed his knees, gasped, and held back with puffed cheeks, "Record it if you want, or whenever you want to listen, I'll sing it for you."

Pei Yan moved the quilt a little, being careful not to rub against his legs, Xu Shixi looked at his movements and said, "I knew what kind of person you are, what you are thinking, and you will always treat me properly. I don't want to spoil you, but I have no defense or bottom line against you, no matter when you tie me up, you use a tie or a chain|chain."

Hearing the word lock | chain, Pei Yan choked for breath, and raised his head to look at Xu Shixi in panic.

Xu Shixi remembered that key point. From the day he arrived here, Pei Yan began to brew all his hatred during the night when he had a high fever and spent most of the night in the alley. It was to ruin the Shen family's reputation, including the subsequent imprisonment in the basement.

But a person does not become like that overnight, and it is impossible to change completely in a year or a half, whether it is because of the shadow of violence for many years, or the imprint left by being locked in a dark room since childhood, and finally broke his back and made him change. Became the kind of person I used to hate.

Xu Shixi took his hand and shook it like a child, "I'll tell you if it's really too much, but I don't think that day will come."

"No," Pei Yan lowered his head and kissed the back of his hand, "Even if one day, I will put on shackles for myself, and I will hand over the key to you."