The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

When Xu Shixi first arrived in this world, he also thought about whether he would leave suddenly one day, but later, he spent too much time here, so he gradually stopped thinking about it. After all, he didn't have so much effort. It is better to do what is in front of you.

He could still hear the sound of an ambulance, feel the warmth of Pei Yan's palm, and the anxious inquiries of the people around him, but he couldn't make a sound.

He seemed to revisit the past years in his memory, the days when he grew up alone, and when he opened the door after returning home, the days were cold and silent, and the countless nights when he was busy outside, he looked up and saw the lonely stars.

All the stars and the endless moon made him think uncontrollably of someone, unless he never spent the night again.

When he woke up again, Xu Shixi opened his eyes and saw the white walls of the hospital. He was dripping on the back of his hand, and wanted to raise his hand to rub his eyes, but Pei Yan held him down and put him back on the bed.

"The doctor said hypoglycemia." Pei Yan had lingering fears. This was a single ward, and Lin Juan and the others were outside, so he reached out and touched Xu Shixi's cold forehead.

Xu Shixi blinked and stretched out his other hand towards him. Pei Yan sat on the edge of the hospital bed and bent down to hug him, patting his back lightly.

"Eat well in the future and don't stay up late." Pei Yan kissed the corners of his moist eyes, and when he kissed his lips, Lin Juan coughed at the door.

"It's not over. I'm still here. Don't harass me as an artist." Lin Juan went to the doctor to confirm that there was no other problem, and then he was relieved. When he walked back to the ward, he was very upset to see that Pei Yan was still there.

"I'm sorry Brother Lin." Xu Shixi knew that he was really too busy some time ago, so he felt a little uncomfortable at that time, so he tried to be brave and didn't say anything, but now he caused trouble for others.

"As long as you're fine," Lin Juan said, "There must be an ambulance coming from the production team, and someone must know about it. I pressed down a few drafts. Seeing what you mean, if you post it, it will definitely be on the top searches."

Xu Shixi understood what he meant, but there was no need to fire up such dedicated people. It was no big deal at all. Letting them talk nonsense may not necessarily lead to anything, and fans have to worry with their true feelings, "Forget it , When I get eight-pack abs one day, I want a 'Xu Shixi hunk'."

"..." Lin Juan resisted cursing, "You can just stay here today, luckily the filming will be over soon, the later variety show, anyway, you didn't want to go, just for this reason, I helped you find a company to push .”

"Thank you brother." Xu Shixi said.

After signing a contract with the company, autonomy is sometimes hard to come by. Xu Shixi can choose scripts and endorsements by himself, but the company wants him to appear in a few more variety shows for the sake of popularity. There are rigid requirements and it is difficult to refuse.

After Lin Juan left, Xu Shixi's IV was almost finished, and the nurse came in to remove the needle and took the infusion bottle.

It was already past two o'clock in the afternoon, Xu Shixi hadn't eaten yet, and his stomach was so hungry that his stomach was empty. Pei Yan had been waiting for him to wake up, but he hadn't eaten anything. He was about to go downstairs to buy something. Li Wen came up with a few lunch boxes.

After Li Wen came in and saw Pei Yan, she hesitated to speak for a few seconds, but finally said nothing, handed him the lunch box, and then closed the door and went out.

Pei Yan went to set up the table on the hospital bed, and put the lunch box on it. Seeing Xu Shixi leaning over to look, his face was not as pale as in the morning. He sat on the side of the bed and hugged him into his arms. The hands on his waist trembled slightly, his heart softened, and he leaned into his arms again, raising his arms around his neck.

After hugging for a while, Pei Yan felt that the person in his arms was real. He squeezed his white and red earlobes, and let him go to eat.

After eating, Xu Shixi fell asleep again, fearing that he would not be able to fall asleep again at night, so Pei Yan woke him up around five o'clock in the evening.

It was boring to stay in the ward all the time, Xu Shixi wanted to go out for a walk, this is a private hospital, many people live in special identities, and the hospital's secrecy is very strong, so it doesn't matter if you just walk around in the corridor.

I just didn't expect to run into an acquaintance when I went downstairs.

Just as Shen Zhouchuan came out of the smoking room, he saw Xu Shixi head-on. He hadn't seen each other for two years. Although their appearance hadn't changed much, they still almost didn't recognize each other. When he recovered, he remembered that this was a hospital, so he asked him, "Why?" In the hospital? Are you sick?"

"A little hypoglycemia," Xu Shixi scratched his head, "Brother Shen, why are you here? Didn't you go back to City B?"

Shen Zhouchuan originally had no plans to return to China before graduating from university, but this time on Christmas Eve, his aunt called him suddenly, saying that she missed him and asked him to go home.

Shen Zhouchuan didn't think much about it, so he bought a plane ticket back to China. After all, his aunt was very kind to him. Over the years, she was almost as good as his mother, but he didn't expect that thinking about him was just a cover. Shen Pingjiang had cancer. My aunt wanted to Let him come back and have a look, but I'm afraid he won't want to.

Xu Shixi was momentarily stunned when he heard this. He remembered that Shen Pingjiang's illness should have been at least two years later. He didn't expect that many things would be different after such a long time.

"It's in the ward on the ninth floor. I just came out not long ago." Shen Zhouchuan still wanted to touch the cigarette in his trouser pocket, but he thought that he couldn't smoke outside, so he took his hand back.

"Is it serious?" Xu Shixi didn't know what to ask, after all Shen Pingjiang was different from his normal father to Shen Zhouchuan, Shen Zhouchuan probably still hated him now.

"Maybe he's dying soon." Shen Zhouchuan twitched the corners of his mouth, but couldn't smile.

If his aunt had told him in advance, he probably wouldn't come back until Shen Pingjiang's funeral, but now he had to come, and after staying here for a week, his mind was always in confusion.

"You are here, is Pei Yan also?" Shen Zhouchuan asked him.

"Well," Xu Shixi pointed down the stairs, "he went to buy water."

Xu Shixi sat with him on the bench in the corridor for a while, while Shen Zhouchuan looked through Shen Pingjiang's medical records beside him, and found out that it was too late, it was already in the late stage, and it could only be delayed.

It took five or six minutes for Pei Yan to come over. When he saw Shen Zhouchuan, he paused, and then walked this way.

"Long time no see." Shen Zhouchuan raised his head and said to him.

Pei Yan just nodded, unscrewed the cap of the mineral water bottle and handed the water to Xu Shixi.

"Are you free tonight, let's have dinner together?" Shen Zhouchuan asked.

Actually, Xu Shixi didn't need to be hospitalized, and now he's recovered, and it's okay to go out for dinner. Seeing that Pei Yan didn't intend to go, he nodded in agreement.

It was in the private room of a Cantonese restaurant. After the dishes came out, Shen Zhouchuan gave Pei Yan those medical records and a stack of test sheets.

"I don't know what you planned to do and what you think now, but you can find out about this matter." He also planned to contact Pei Yan in a few days, but now it just happened to happen, so it's better to say it face to face.

In the original book, Pei Yan took revenge on Shen Zhouchuan. One of the reasons was that Shen Pingjiang died, and Shen Zhouchuan was still persistently provoking and humiliating him at that time, so he also blamed him for anger. In addition, his sister had an accident. Pei Yan had no scruples and only wanted them to die without a place to bury them, but now Xu Shixi didn't know how he planned to deal with them.

Pei Yan looked through it silently. The previous few months were endless chemotherapy and pain. Shen Pingjiang probably had pain in every inch of his body. Without a complete sentence, the former giant of the industry has now lost all dignity. The only son is not on his side. He doesn't even intend to inherit his company and other inheritances, and he will not face the company for him. With many shareholders who are eyeing on him, the Shen family is in a precarious situation.

This was the ending he had thought about, and it had already been realized before he had time to do it, but his heart was calm, or that hatred was no longer the only goal of his life, so he didn't worry about it that much.

Xu Shixi didn't know what to say. Logically, no one had told him about these things, so he could only pretend that he didn't understand anything.

When Shen Zhouchuan went to the ward, Shen Pingjiang didn't say much to him, he just frowned and looked at him a few times. After all, a son who won't help him keep the family business and inherit the company is of little value to him.

Moreover, Shen Zhouchuan has been away from home for more than two years and has never met Shen Pingjiang. He can't forgive Shen Pingjiang for causing his mother's death, but he can't do anything to him. Then there are these entanglements.

Pei Yan returned those things to him after looking at them, and Shen Zhouchuan took them over, saying, "No matter what, I'm still sorry."

"Forget it." It is impossible for Pei Yan to forgive Shen Pingjiang, but he has long been too lazy to care about Shen Zhouchuan.

Shen Zhouchuan was still a little uncontrollably uncomfortable. At the door of the ward, he saw Shen Pingjiang wearing a breathing mask with his eyes closed, which was something he had never seen before.

Originally, he would probably sit in the corridor of the hospital all night tonight. Fortunately, he met Xu Shixi and the others, so he didn't have to stay by himself. Putting aside the fact that he liked Xu Shixi before, now that he recalled the happiest time in high school, it was actually Every day, he went to sit with Xu Shixi and the others, reading books and doing quizzes with the people in the group, making jokes.

Pei Yan didn't speak much, the atmosphere at the dinner table was a bit dull, Xu Shixi chatted with Shen Zhouchuan for a while, and then he felt a little lively, talking about how the past two years have passed, what happened abroad, this is Shen Zhouchuan Never told anyone, and no one asked him.

It was rare for Shen Zhouchuan to feel relaxed, and the emotions that had been suppressed for the past few days had an outlet.

I haven't gone through the discharge procedures yet, so I still have to go back to the hospital after eating.

Shen Zhouchuan drove them off along the way.

It was snowing outside, and through the car window, you could see the snowflakes falling under the lights on the roadside. On the way back, Shen Zhouchuan saw his aunt sent him a message, telling him to go home tomorrow, and sent him a picture. He said that he had prepared his favorite dishes at home, and they would make them for him when he got home tomorrow night, and his grandpa might also be there, and Mr. Fang was also thinking about him, and wanted to wait for him to go back.

Holding on to stop the car in the parking space, pushing the door open and looking up to see the hospital gate, Shen Zhouchuan couldn't hold back anymore, and lowered his head and pressed his eye sockets.

Xu Shixi's ward had a higher floor, but he still accompanied him out of the elevator door on the ninth floor.

Faint crying was heard in the originally quiet ward, Shen Zhouchuan stopped in his tracks, and he no longer had the courage to walk over.

There were doctors, nurses and some staff from the company walking around, and they stood outside the door of the ward near the stairs until they saw everyone through the glass window and stopped moving in silence.

"Don't watch it," Shen Zhouchuan said hoarsely, "That's it."

Pei Yan stretched out his hand and lightly patted Shen Zhouchuan's shoulder twice, then lowered his head and said something to Xu Shixi, then turned and went upstairs.

He was going to get the things Xu Shixi left in the hospital, and let Xu Shixi and Shen Zhouchuan go downstairs first.

When he reached the elevator entrance, Shen Zhouchuan looked back at the ward for the last time, and then walked in without hesitation. The hatred he had struggled for for five years had dissipated at this moment. He couldn't forgive him, but he didn't need to remember it anymore. Then it's a new day.

The author has something to say: It is estimated that there are about ten more chapters to finish the text~

感谢在2020-06-2623:41:19~2020-06-2721:57:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Nana Qiuqiu hahaha 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!