Behind Inuyasha - Kikyo's tears

Rilong's last look before turning around, I will never forget it in my life.

That day I watched his back disappear into the crowd, then turned around and dragged his heavy luggage away step by step from this foreign country that did not belong to me.

The day I left was cloudy and rainy, as heavy as my heart.

Many times, many times, long ago, he has been by my side.Buying breakfast for me in the early morning before dawn, walking home with me after dusk, and watching me get home safely, when I needed him, he gave without reservation.Before fate made a joke, I was not alone, and I was guarded by him.

I thought I could go on like this forever, until the end of the world, but I didn't expect that one day I would suddenly become a person again.He still has his protection, but the object of protection is no longer me.

Many people think that Kikyo is strong, so strong that he doesn't need Inuyasha's protection.In fact, Kikyo is not as strong as we imagined. If she can, she is still willing to become an ordinary woman and rely on her lover.

However, she knew that Inuyasha's arms did not belong to her, and Inuyasha's shoulders could not let her sleep. His tenderness should be reserved for Kagome.She was the first woman he fell in love with and cherished, but she was just the best memory of his past life, not of the future.

Blindly entwining will only bind each other's lives.With her, they have no future, love that cannot be let go will only lead to destruction.

However, Higurashi Kagome is different, she is alive, she belongs to the future, she can teach Inuyasha the true tenderness, teach him the true strength, teach him to find a partner and rely on a partner to shed tears for others.Although, these bellflowers can do it, but she has no chance.

Even if you are sad, even if you are lonely, let him go, let him get real happiness and hope.If I can't do it for you, let someone who can really bring you all of this stay by your side instead of me.In order to let you leave with peace of mind, I can pretend to be indifferent on purpose, I try my best to strengthen myself, I insist on facing it alone, so that you don't worry about me anymore, that's what Kikyo wants to do.

One year after leaving Rilong, Yiwei called.On the phone, she cried and said sorry to me, she didn't know all this, she didn't know that she forced me away.

What does it matter if you know or don't know?All promises cannot stand the toss of fate.

I just smiled, I didn't give you a gift that day when you passed away, so I will give you Rilong, cherish him for me...

He has always been brave and strong.Responsible Inuyasha, please cherish him.I don't blame him for leaving, I let him go.

For a long, long time, I was walking alone on the street listening to Ayumi Hamasaki's "Dearest".Thinking of the loneliness and sadness of Kikyo, recalling the little things between me and him, let the tears slide down quietly and melt into the boundless dark night.

I really want to say that when Inuyasha rushed to Kagome, when Inuyasha was injured for Kagome, when Inuyasha and Kagome kissed, when they walked towards tomorrow——

If Inuyasha turned his head, he would definitely see Kikyo's tears.

The author has something to say: This novel was first published under the banyan tree