Behind Inuyasha - Kikyo's tears

The day I left was the day my friend Xiao Lan came to Tokyo.

She is the only person who knows the story between me and Rilong, and she is also my only close friend for more than ten years.She met Rilong and, of course, told him about my past with him.

I was chased by Nichiryu at the airport.

That day, he firmly grabbed my hand and told me not to leave.

"What about Yiwei? Don't you already have Yiwei?"

I almost finished crying, it was really hard to get the name of another girl he liked out of my mouth.

"Then what about our promise!"

He almost yelled out, pulling me and not allowing me to go.

I broke down in tears: "But it's all over already?"

"Since I promised you, I must never break my promise."

He looked straight into my eyes, but I couldn't find a familiar look.

"Have you lost your memory?"

"I will try to remember it slowly, and even if I can't remember it, I will keep my promise."

"After all, you are still for a promise."

"..."

"Are you going to choose me and give up Yiwei?"

"She's a good girl, I don't want to hurt her..."

"Then do you want to step on two boats?"

"I……"

"A lot of things can't come back."

"I... I have looked for you! When I woke up from the hospital, I was looking for you like crazy! I don't know what I forgot, but I know that what I lost must be very important! Then, I met When I arrived at Yiwei, I thought she was the one I was looking for..."

I looked him in the eyes, not a bit of a lie.It's just...his eyes are so strange, during the five years I was away, Yiwei changed him.Even if he comes back, it's not my Inuyasha.

"Little... Wu"

He called my name in an unfamiliar tone.

Five years later, he called my name again.I want to cry so much, I am still me, but he is no longer the him I knew.

Amnesia can change everything about a person, and the familiarity of the past can no longer be found now.The him in the past, the one who loved me, are all lost in the silent time.

I used up all my last strength to say the most painful words in my life: "Your heart no longer belongs to me."

"..."

"My girlfriend is calling, answer the phone quickly, answer the phone quickly!"

An inappropriate bell rings.

"Hurry up, I have your call."

"Xiao Wu..."

He hesitated to speak, staring blankly at the constantly flashing cell phone.

Minutes and seconds passed, until his phone calmed down and mine rang again.

Quietly looking at "Yiwei" constantly jumping on the screen, I took a deep breath and made up my mind to look at him: "If you don't answer, I will."

"beep--"

"Xiao Wu, have you seen Rilong? I can't find him. Come on, today is my birthday..."

Yiwei's happy and positive voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Beep beep..."

I hang up the phone.

"Xiao Wu..."

Hiryu frowned and looked at me worriedly.

"Go, Yiwei is waiting for you."

"Can--"

"It's okay, I can leave alone."

I managed to squeeze out a smile that was sort of a smile.

"what would you do!"

"Your girlfriend is having a birthday today, there is no reason for a boyfriend to make her wait."

Tears flowed back to the deepest part along with deep breaths.

"Are you really determined to go?"

"It seems that there is no place for me."

I smiled, and the tears I just poured back couldn't help but flow out again.

"Then... I'll see you off."

"No, I still watch you leave. Many times, many times, you sent me home. Let me watch your back this time..."

"is it?"

He smiled.Scratching my brain hard: "I can't remember."

"It's okay, I will remember every little bit, and I will remember it by myself in the future. You, start your life again, turn around—let's go..."

I tried to open my eyes wide, really wanting to engrave his appearance in my mind this time, so that I will never forget it in the future.Even if he is no longer who he was before, at least his appearance...hasn't changed.

"OK then."

Finally, he took a serious look at me and turned around...

My tears fell instantly...

The author has something to say: This novel was first published under the banyan tree