Every world is miserable

Wang Jinran stopped at the door for a long time, leaning against the door and listening to the sounds inside.Lin Shiqin was very quiet, but this quietness made Wang Jinran's whole heart twisted. She couldn't let go of Axiu's departure, and she was very worried about this quiet child.

Axiu's departure left a lot of things to deal with, and she even felt that she didn't have time to grieve.Pressing his forehead hard with his hands, he carefully left to deal with the follow-up matters.

At night, Wang Jinran was exhausted.Regarding Lin Shiqin's arrival, she hadn't mentioned it to her husband and son yet, she just prepared everything on her own, and only remembered her negligence when she saw Song Jing who came back at night.

She looked bad, tired all over her body, and her face was still red and swollen from crying.Song Jing pressed his wife's shoulders very distressedly, and the woman's full of sorrow turned into tears that flowed slowly in an instant. She wrapped her arms around Song Jing's waist, leaned her head on it, and rubbed her hands.

"what happened?"

"Axiu died because of the fire. The police investigated it. She committed suicide. She even gave Xiaoqin sleeping pills. She was going to leave with him..."

"It would be nice if I found out that she was depressed earlier. Why am I so stupid? I just thought she was too tired to take care of Xiaoqin. I wish I had found out earlier..."

She is blaming herself.

But the most useless emotions in this world are complaining and regret.

Song Jing stroked her hair, and didn't know what to say to comfort her for a while. His wife always valued her relationship very much, and she and Axiu were best friends, but she didn't expect such a thing to happen.

"You... well, what about Xiaoqin?"

"I brought him back, and we will treat him as a family member from now on, okay?"

"it is good."

The atmosphere at home today is really depressing.Aunt Qi made the meal and hurriedly asked them to eat, at least using food to relieve their grief.Wang Jinran lost her appetite. Seeing her like this, Song Jing was also worried about her health, so he simply started feeding her.

"Okay! I can eat by myself." When Song Jing stretched out his chopsticks again, Wang Jinran curled his lips helplessly, "I'm late for lunch today, and I don't have much appetite now. I'm going to see Xiaoqin, by the way Bring the food, he hasn't eaten anything all day today."

It is said that being a mother is just being strong. Lin Shiqin, a child, Wang Jinran also watched him grow up, and he has long regarded him as his half son.Whenever something happened to him, Wang Jinran let go of his so-called emotions, and just wanted to take good care of the child as much as possible.

He is so distressing.

"Would you like me to go and see it with you?"

"Let's go together. It's just a good time to brush up on the sense of existence, and we will get along day and night in the future."

When he opened the door, he saw Lin Shiqin who had been staring at the ceiling in a daze. Song Jing followed his line of sight, but saw nothing. He looked away, with a friendly smile on his face.

He accepted the child.

The arrival of the two did not attract any attention from Lin Shiqin, and it was Wang Jinran who spoke first to break the silence.

"Xiaoqin, it's time for dinner."

Only then did Lin Shiqin look at her, and then looked at the man beside her vigilantly. Wang Jinran immediately introduced to him: "Xiaoqin, don't you remember? This is Uncle Song Jing. He won't hurt you either Oh, he'll take care of you with me."

Lin Shiqin withdrew his gaze, he no longer looked at these people, in his eyes, these people were insignificant.Wang Jinran set up the table and put the food on it.Lin Shiqin instinctively picked up the spoon and began to eat slowly.

Aside from his empty eyes and mechanical eating speed, the whole movement is quite pleasing to the eye.Lin Xiu actually taught him well.However, Lin Xiu was still overwhelmed and did not persevere to the end.

When Song He came back, he saw that there was food in the restaurant but no one was there, so he asked Aunt Qi strangely.

"Ranran brought back a young man today, and both Mr. and Ranran are in the innermost room."

Song He was a little puzzled, and immediately went to the guest room, only to see his parents standing aside helplessly watching a haggard young man eating food slowly, his movements were really slow.

"Dad, Mom?"

The two turned around together in surprise, but Lin Shiqin was not disturbed at all, and now only dinner was left in his world.

There was great doubt in Song He's eyes. Song He had never seen this young man, and maybe he had, but Song He's memory did not have such a character.He watched his mother make a "shh" gesture for himself, and became cautious in his movements in an instant.

Wang Jinran pulled Song He out. Song He saw that she was seldom tired, and he was also very worried, but many things happened at once, but he didn't know which one to care about first, so he could only look helplessly. Wait for Wang Jinran to tell him everything.

"Do you still remember your Auntie Axiu?"

"kindness."

Song He nodded, he had always had complicated feelings about Lin Xiu.On the one hand, this aunt has a very good relationship with his mother, and is also very good to himself. On the other hand, he has never met this aunt a few times, but he always gives him a paranoid feeling, which sometimes makes him really close to her. stand up.

As for Lin Xiu's situation, he has not been very clear about it.

"Your Auntie Axiu is gone."

Song He's heart skipped a beat, and for a moment he didn't know what to say to comfort his mother, but looked at his mother more worriedly.

"Mom, you..."

"Mom knows in her heart that the person in the room just now is Axiu's son, Lin Shiqin. From now on, Xiaoqin will live in our house. He is in a special situation. He suffers from autism. You should take care of him."

"I see, Mom."

The two entered the bedroom again, Lin Shiqin was still eating dinner slowly, Song Jing looked at the two of them with a look of embarrassment on his face, and asked in a low voice: "He has trouble with his legs and feet now, what about taking a shower and going to the toilet?" ? To be honest, I haven’t done any of these. Do you want to hire a helper? But isn’t this child suffering from autism? I’ve hired a helper, but I’m afraid that he won’t want the helper to come close.”

Lin Shiqin naturally also heard this embarrassing topic, he couldn't help but pause, and then continued to eat slowly.He naturally also has a sense of shame, the original body has almost no ability to take care of himself, and under Lin Xiu's careful care, he has only mastered a few skills. It would be extremely shameful if others had to do everything by themselves in the future.

He sneaked a glance at the three people who had moved outside the door. Now they could hardly hear their voices. He was a little curious about how he would be dealt with.

"Dad, Mom, go and eat your dinner first, I'll just stay here with you. You are also tired, so take a rest first."

The last one to come in was a young man Lin Shiqin hadn't seen before. Lin Shiqin pretended to glance casually, and then he was stunned. The spoon in his hand fell on the table with a "slap", and Song He followed Shaking his body, he looked at Lin Shiqin with some surprise.

"What, what's the matter?"

Lin Shiqin opened his mouth slightly, and it took him a long time to react.

"Your eyes are so beautiful, even more beautiful than glass balls."

These are the eyes.

Song He moved the stool and sat down beside his bed. He was a little surprised that Lin Shiqin would communicate with him, and he was a little dazed by his unabashed eyes, but there seemed to be some secret hidden in these eyes. mood.

"Is it? lol."

Song He laughed awkwardly, really not knowing how to answer these words.

"Do you still want to eat?"

Lin Shiqin looked away, glanced at the food on the table, shook his head, he was already seventy percent full, enough.

Song He removed the dinner plate and the table together, then looked at the new family member calmly, and when Lin Shiqin found out, he cleared his throat in embarrassment.

"My name is Song He, and we will meet often in the future~ Welcome to our home."

Song He tried his best to make his voice soft and lively, but he also felt that Lin Shiqin didn't seem to be very vigilant towards him, and he also had a natural sense of closeness to him.

Lin Shiqin didn't reply to him, even though he felt that he should have a lot to say to him, but when this moment really came, he couldn't say anything, he just suppressed the ecstasy in his heart, secretly delighted by being With the favor of fate, he didn't know what to classify this event with almost zero probability, so he could only thank fate.

The room was very quiet, and neither of them made a sound.

Lin Shiqin turned his gaze to the ceiling again, but Song He's eyes wandered, not knowing what to look at, so he could only follow Lin Shiqin's gaze to the ceiling.

"What are you looking at?"

"Light and shadow."

There are not many things that Yuanshen is fascinated by, but once he likes them, he will like them very deeply. There are too few things that can be included in his world. Lin Shiqin always felt that his life was already "barren" enough. Only after becoming an autistic patient did he realize that the world and life can still be monotonous like this.

But even if it is monotonous, for the original body, as long as he can see the light and shadow on the ceiling and have a glass ball that can point to the light, he is already satisfied.

Song He looked at the slowly moving shadows as time went by, and he would occasionally stare at the ceiling before going to bed at night.Hmm... It's not so much looking at the ceiling, it's better to say that I put my gaze on the ceiling in a daze.

He suddenly became curious about Lin Shiqin's thinking, what was he thinking?

"I'm a little curious about your world."

Song He's voice was very soft, so soft that Lin Shiqin doubted his own ears a little. Even though he cared about it, he was still attracted by the slight movement on the ceiling. Establish a connection, even though Lin Shiqin already cared so much about Song He.

When Wang Jinran knocked on the door and came in, she saw the picture of the two quietly staring at the ceiling together. She didn't expect the two to get along so well, and she was a little surprised.

Hearing the voice, Song He came back to his senses, and looked at his mother, the tiredness on her face was still not fading.

"Mom, Aunt Qi and I are here today, you and Dad go to rest first."

"Alright."

Wang Jinran didn't refuse. She put away the dishes and went out. She was too tired today, and she needed a period of time to heal the fact that Lin Xiu had left.

It is said that time is the best medicine for sorrow.

However, time took away everything, but only left all the memories about you.

And going in and out and communicating didn't interrupt Lin Shiqin's thoughts, he stared at the ceiling stubbornly, the lights blurred, blurring his beautiful jawline.

Eyes tired, he blinked.

One, two, three.

The author has something to say: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,mother came back today and brought me a barbecue,I am really satisfied! ! !

After all, I haven't gone out for a long time, and I feel like eating barbecue makes my whole body come alive!

Today's Xiaohe still didn't recognize Xiaoqin :(

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