Every world is miserable

This time, Lin Shiqin was even more reluctant to stay in his own space, and he really didn't care to pay attention to the changes around him. He anxiously wanted to start the next mission world.

[System, go directly to the next mission world. 】

[Tasker, do you really need to take a break?You are emotionally unstable now~ If you rashly start the next mission world like this, it will easily cause character disorder~]

I don't know what mode the system is advocating to adjust, and the current tone sounds a bit half-baked.However, Lin Shiqin's heart sank instantly and he took a breath.

[Then tell me about the background of the next mission world first. 】

【OK.Now posting the next Quest World quest character: Autistic Teenager.Character's cause of death: Fire, set by his mother.In this world, the tasker will experience the feeling of autism, and the mind will be adjusted within a certain range according to the character's symptoms.That's why I suggest you take it easy.What's more, the person who should come will definitely come, and it won't be a while. 】

Lin Shiqin frowned his pretty eyebrows. He agreed with the system. He was in a bad state, and it would be bad if he was trapped in the mission world.Lin Shiqin, who had calmed down, noticed the change in his space.This is the first time he has seen his own space intuitively. It is an ordinary and warm bedroom with elegant design. He walked to his bed and saw the photos on the bedside table, but he couldn't see them clearly. The person in the photo, he couldn't remember who should be in the photo.

He looked at the closed door again, feeling curious in his heart.

[System, open the door, what's the outside world like? 】

[Taskers, you can try. 】

Lin Shiqin walked to the door, held the doorknob, and couldn't help clenching his hand gradually. He hesitated, then turned the doorknob abruptly, and let it go again. He looked at the closed door, and finally chose to open it. the door.It was pitch black outside, and he couldn't see anything. It was the same as when he "first" looked at his own space, the same darkness.

He closed the door in disappointment and lay on the bed, a voice in his heart told him: Take a rest.

He closed his eyes. As for when he fell asleep, he couldn't remember clearly. He just vaguely heard the countdown of the system, followed by a feeling of suffocation and burning sensation all over his body. He opened his eyes suddenly. In the blink of an eye, he immediately realized that he was already in the mission world.

Thick smoke, red door panels, gradually burning fire...

He had to save himself, he made himself calm down as much as possible, and minimized the influence of his original body on him. He had to live, he had to confirm one thing, and he had to take another look at him. The peach blossom eyes and that bright smile seem to hear the barking of custard...

He propped himself up, his head was dizzy, before setting fire to the original body's mother gave him sleeping pills, he bit his lip, a smell of blood spread in his mouth, and he gradually regained consciousness .The fire was getting hotter and hotter. He looked around and pinned all his hopes on the only connection between this room and the outside world, the window. He staggered to the window, but instinctively repeated the action of opening and closing the window. Three times before poking his head out.

At the height of the second floor, Lin Shiqin jumped straight down.

Pain, he could feel the pain, he glanced at his leg that was so painful that it was numb, and then his eyes were involuntarily attracted by the gradually spreading fire, he looked at the window he jumped out of, and gradually became uneasy, this discomfort It made him almost crazy, and his mood gradually became manic.

Gradually, his eyes were empty and hopeless, and black smoke came out of the window. This scene remained in his mind for a long time and could never dissipate.

He knew that as the fire spread, the only family member of this body would leave him like this.But sadly, there's nothing he can do, whether it's dying with her or stepping out of his own world to seek help.

"Ah! My God!"

When a neighbor finally passed by, facing the approach of strangers, he also instinctively refused their approach. He just huddled himself into a ball as much as possible, turning a deaf ear to his surroundings.

No one dared to approach him, and no one wanted to approach him.

The sound of fire engines, sirens, ambulances, more and more onlookers, and a hoarse woman who arrived...

"Axiu! Axiu! Ah——!"

The woman cried heart-rendingly in front of the fire, and finally looked at the charred corpse covered in white cloth in despair, her eyes became empty and lifeless, and then she looked at Lin Shiqin, who was cowering and helpless aside.

The woman wiped away the tears from her face, and walked slowly towards the boy.

Lin Shiqin resisted the approach of outsiders, his head lowered more and more, he was afraid, afraid of the unknown future.

"Xiaoqin, I'm Aunt Jinran."

Even though she tried her best to restrain herself, her voice was still trembling. She knew the boy was special, so she didn't dare to approach him, but stood far away, talking to him with as soft a voice as possible.

Lin Shiqin knew that he should talk to her, she should be a trustworthy person, but he just raised his eyes and looked at the woman in front of him vigilantly, then lowered his head again, clenched his hands tightly, and then he Slowly said: "It hurts, I hurt."

Only then did the woman notice his unnatural legs, and immediately called the doctor on board.

"This kid is autistic, so he might not be very cooperative. He seems to have a problem with his leg now."

The doctor squatted down immediately. He glanced at the terrified boy and said softly, "I am a doctor. Do you know a doctor? He cures diseases and saves lives. You don't have to be afraid of me. We will take you to the hospital to check your body now." ,May I?"

Facing the sudden stranger, Lin Shiqin instinctively looked at this relatively familiar person, Wang Jinran nodded towards him, and Lin Shiqin nodded accordingly.He rejected the approach of others, but he could only endure the discomfort of this body to accept such approach, and he was carried on a stretcher.

Wang Jinran followed him to the hospital.

But when it was time for treatment, Lin Shiqin refused to cooperate no matter what. He became manic. Even if he wanted to encourage patience, he would yell uneasily and want to run away in panic. Wang Jinran had no choice but the only way to appease the young man people have chosen to leave this world.

In desperation, he had to be injected with a sedative.

His left ankle was broken and a plaster cast was fixed. When Lin Shiqin woke up, he was in an unfamiliar environment. He instinctively became uneasy, but he still cautiously checked the room.

Ordinary and monotonous decoration, it should be a room that has just been cleaned up, everything is brand new, even the quilt has a freshly washed aroma.

The doorknob was turned, the door opened, and people came in.

Lin Shiqin glanced vigilantly at the person who opened the door. It was Wang Jinran. He suppressed his uneasiness a little, but he still refused to speak. He just stared at the ceiling and sealed himself in a small world.Wang Jinran was sitting by the bed, her eyes were tender and distressed, she said slowly: "Xiaoqin, it's Aunt Jinran. I know, you understand it in your heart, Axiu left...if it's possible , Xiaoqin will live with Auntie from now on, okay?"

Wang Jinran glanced at Lin Shiqin's expression, saw that he was indifferent, sighed, and continued: "Xiaoqin, Auntie, please briefly introduce our family members. You have an uncle, you have met before, his name is Song Jing, You also have an elder brother, his name is Song He. During the day, there is only one aunt and I at home. The aunt’s surname is Qi, and we all call her Aunt Qi. If you have any requirements but you can’t find me at that time, you can ask Aunt Qi for help.”

"Well, there is more. Xiaoqin, you don't have to feel uneasy. No one will hurt you in this family, and no one will force you. You just need to be yourself. I will try my best to meet your requirements. You don't like glass. Balls? Auntie found a lot of shiny glass balls for you."

Lin Shiqin blinked his eyes when he mentioned the things he likes. He looked at Wang Jinran and burst into tears.

Lin Shiqin knew in his heart that the tears were shed for Yuanchen's mother.

Wang Jinran hurriedly took the napkin, but she still didn't dare to stretch out her hand. She was afraid that the boy would resist again. She didn't know how much the boy listened to her words, and she didn't know whether the boy could accept the new environment.

He was disturbed, and she was also disturbed.

"Are you hungry? Auntie is going to give you hot food, okay?"

She still didn't get a reply from the young man, she just put the napkin in Lin Shiqin's hand, then walked out of the room lightly, warmed up the food, brought it in, and set it up for Lin Shiqin on her own. A small table on which to put meals.

His hand slowly gripped the spoon.Axiu has been trained, and when she sees a spoon and a bowl, she is about to eat.He moved slowly and ate mechanically, dropping the spoon after a few mouthfuls.

Obviously there has been improvement, why do you still choose to give up?

He sealed himself in his own small world again, not knowing what he was thinking.

However, Wang Jinran knew that she couldn't expect too much. After eating a few mouthfuls, she removed the bowls and chopsticks, put away the table, and temporarily left the space for Lin Shiqin. She didn't know what to do, so she decided to contact Lin Shiqin. Shi Qin's previous attending doctor.

[System, I feel very bad about myself. 】

【come on. 】

【Do you think I can still see him in this world? 】

[I should have replied: Sometimes there must be in fate, and there is no time in fate, so don't force it.But for you, the word fate is not suitable. 】

【okay, I get it. 】

He looked up at the ceiling again.

Axiu, the glass ball, the ceiling, San, all belong to him.

And that person belonged to Lin Shiqin himself.

What is loneliness?What is autism?

Loneliness may mean that one cannot enter other people's worlds, but at this moment, Lin Shiqin suddenly realized that loneliness is a world of its own, a world in which others cannot enter you.

Fortunately, he is not alone.

The author has something to say: A new world is coming!

Autism x hug you~

I have a classmate who started school earlier than me. He will go to school in mid-April, but he has to take two weeks of online classes in the dormitory?

Well///It's probably just a staggered start of school!

Tomorrow Tuesday, updates subject to availability. :D