Raw rice boiled into small porridge

Xin Yue's smile froze on his face, and he stared blankly at He Tian. After a while, he suddenly sniffled his nose nervously and frowned, "Why does the dormitory smell like rice? It smells so bad..." He looked around Finally, like finding a savior, he found the lunch box that Xie Ming had just dropped in the opposite trash can.

"How many times have I told you not to throw leftovers in the dormitory, why don't you listen..." Xin Yue muttered, went to put away the trash bag, and collected the other trash cans, and carried them out together.

He Tian thumped the bed frame angrily, then leaned his back against the small ladder and pinched the center of his brows, no matter how powerful you are, don't try to wake up the person who pretends to be asleep, He Tian thought, if he keeps meddling with Xin Yue's business , he is an idiot.

But not long after, Xin Yue came back, stood at the door looking at him pitifully, and said, "Tiantian, can you go for a walk with me?"

He Tian closed his eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that a fool must be a fool. He pulled a scarf from the hanger and handed it to Xin Yue: "Let's go, it's windy outside today."

The wind is strong, but the sun is very good. There are quite a lot of people on the playground at noon. Those who play basketball, volleyball, and even play badminton in the strong wind, it is full of vitality.He Tian and Xin Yue sat on the iron shelf next to the sandpit, each holding a bottle of Assam milk tea, watching the students playing Frisbee on the artificial turf.

Before He Tian asked, Xin Yue started not to ask himself, but to explain for Wu Shaohan when he opened his mouth.

He said, "Tiantian, you don't understand Shaohan, he has his own difficulties."

He Tian raised his eyebrows and looked at him, what's the reason?Did he have any difficulties when sleeping with you?

Xin Yue continued: "He said that he likes me, but he must never make it public and let no one know. Except for the two of us meeting in private, we treat it as if we don't know each other on other occasions." Xin Yue took He Tian by the arm, begging him , "So you must not tell others."

He Tian: "..."

Xin Yue nodded, as if convincing himself: "I can understand, after all, even in modern times, same-sex coming out is quite shocking."

He Tian couldn't help it anymore: "I didn't let everyone know about your yelling, what I mean is that he should at least have an attitude, explaining that he wants to have a good relationship with you, and even if there are difficulties, he is still running for the future." We went together...not like now, pretending not to know you while being rumored to have girlfriends all over the place, do you understand?"

Xin Yue hurriedly said: "No, he really has nothing with those girls..."

He Tian stood up abruptly, looked down at Xin Yue, and really hated iron and steel: "He is going to get married and have children in the future, do you still want to be his secret lover? Be a godfather to his son?!"

Xin Yue had never seen He Tian speak so harshly. He Tian himself was startled. He calmed down a little and even wondered if the words just came from his own mouth, but he was really angry I can't control myself, and I have always hated others to bully others, let alone Xin Yue who was bullied.

Xin Yue burst into tears. He took He Tian's hand, choked up and said, "You, don't be like this, don't be angry..."

He Tian sighed, his brain ached, he sat down again and stopped talking.

Xin Yue wiped his eyes and argued, "He really has difficulties, you don't know... His parents are both high-ranking cadres on our side, and they are very strict with him. If he knows, he will die. When Cai Yi and the others exposed the matter on the BBS, his father knew about it and punished him very badly..."

He Tian's heart moved, he turned his head and asked, "Domestic violence?"

Xin Yue's eyes wandered, he shook his head, and said hesitantly: "I understand...it's probably cold violence, locking him up and not letting him eat..."

"..." He Tian was at a loss for words for a while, and retreated for a while and said the next best thing: "Then he can't be responsible, so he shouldn't provoke you. Besides, there are so many people in the world, why do you..." He must be the only one?

Xin Yue interrupted him and said firmly: "There are so many people in the world, but only one is Wu Shaohan."

He was the only one who reached out to me when I was helpless, helped me beat the bad guys away, and asked me "Student, are you okay?" He was the only light that I was chasing with all my heart. I ran every day in my freshman year I went to the back door of his classroom to peek at him, not to see others. I worked hard to get into this school, not for him or for others.

Xin Yue said: "I know, many people can't understand me. They think I'm a bitch and have no brains. I have a low EQ. Let me tell you Tiantian, I'm much better now. When I was in the first year of high school, people in the dormitory also told me Bullying, do you know why?"

Xin Yue was a little emotional, he held back too many words and wanted to say, He Tian shook his head, patted Xin Yue on the back, and said, "What are you talking about, I'll listen."

When Xin Yue first entered high school and lived on campus, he was very out of gregarious. He didn't like what others liked to chat about, and others despised what he liked, but at first he didn't provoke others, so he lived in peace.

Later, he gradually discovered that a boy in the same dormitory was particularly unhygienic, his place was dirty and messy, and he also littered in the public area, and stuffed extremely smelly socks under the bed.

Most of the other roommates are informal, and that boy is more powerful, and he calls brothers and sisters with the gangsters in the society, so no one dares to speak, but Xin Yue couldn't bear it anymore, he thought, I won't provoke you, I can help you clean up, he worked conscientiously While he was away, I folded the quilt, wiped the bookshelves clean, threw away the waste paper towels that were stained with something, washed the dirty socks and dried them in a row.

And this silly kid didn't feel that there was anything wrong with what he did. He didn't feel that he might have violated other people's privacy and would make others lose face. He felt that he had done a good deed, and the other party should thank him.

In the end, Xin Yue, who was waiting to be praised, slapped him in the face. The man piled up all the dirty clothes, socks and underwear of his classmates on his bed, and said, don't you like washing?Don't you like to meddle in your own business?Go wash it now, and eat it if you can't finish washing it.

In the cold winter weather, Xin Yue squatted alone in the water room and washed dirty clothes while crying. The icy water was bitter, and the big clothes in winter were thick and hard. Soon his hands were red and red like two frozen The carrots were covered with chilblains the next day.

Anyway, as soon as bullying starts, everyone will taste the sweetness. Today he finds out that bullying him will do nothing, but tomorrow he will feel that others are bullying him. If I don’t bully him, won’t I be despised?The day after tomorrow, everyone got used to it, and felt that life would lose its fun if he didn't take that person out and beat him up.

The boy got worse and called the little gangster brothers to the school. They chased Xin Yue from the dormitory to the open space between the teaching buildings, insisting on taking off his pants to see if he had a little dick.

Xiao Xinyue was pressed to the ground with mud and blood all over his face. He crawled forward desperately, crying and begging, saying that I knew I was wrong, and I will never touch your things again, please let me go...

The boy said, Xiao Yueyue, you look better than girls, and you are more virtuous than girls. Brothers like you and just want to visit. Are you more pink and beautiful than girls?

Xin Yue closed his eyes in despair, feeling a chill down his body——

At this moment, a clear and cold voice came from behind him, what are you doing, let him go.

Xin Yue felt that the hands that were holding him were suddenly loosened. He lay on the cold ground and tried his best to turn his head to look at the man. The boy stood in the backlight like a god, with handsome eyes and a calm face. transcript.Xin Yue recognized him. This senior helped him carry his luggage and smiled at him. He is a senior in high school. His name is Wu Shaohan. He turned out to be so good-looking...

Who are you?Stop meddling!The little bastard brother in Shamat's shape punched Wu Shaohan.

Wu Shaohan grabbed his wrist and twisted it hard, Shamat let out a scream, and the other one immediately burst into veins, and was about to rush over, but was grabbed by the boy in the dormitory. Forget it, I know this person, his father seems to be It's the leader of the municipal party committee, let's go.

The three ran away while cursing, and Xin Yue took advantage of the chaos to pick up the report card that Wu Shaohan had dropped on the ground and put it in his arms.

Wu Shaohan squatted down, reached out to help him, and asked with concern, classmate, are you okay?

Xin Yue didn't hold that hand, he straightened his pants indiscriminately, got up and ran, he felt that it would be better not to let Wu Shaohan remember his embarrassed and ugly appearance.

……

The white frisbee drew a beautiful arc in the air, and flew towards He Tian and Xin Yue like a bird. He Tian immediately reached out to catch it, and flew back towards the students who ran over.

The girl smiled at him and waved her hand. He Tian quickly waved her hand to say no thanks. He was very afraid that someone would approach them, because Xin Yue was crying, and his face must be very ugly.

Since He Tian went to university and studied social work, his professional courses include sociology and psychology. He knows how to listen to and accept clients, and understands that the professional attitude should be "empathy, respect, and sincerity." Seven Principles", but sometimes, these theories in books are pale in real life. For example, now, he doesn't know how to comfort Xin Yue at all.

He thought feebly, empathy, empathy, it's too difficult, how can you really empathize with things you haven't experienced?

After knowing these causes and effects, He Tian has nothing to say. He can no longer persuade Xin Yue that there are no fragrant grasses anywhere in the world. What position does he have to persuade others to break up?He Tian pressed Xin Yue's head into his arms, and finally just said: "Cry if you want, anyway, as long as you know, I'm always behind you."

……

He Tian's cell phone in his trouser pocket vibrated. He took it out and saw that it was from Ye Jiawen——

I haven't seen you for a long time. If it's three autumns, I invite you to have hot pot in the evening. Do you want to show your face?

He Tian replied: How about another day?I'm really not in the mood today.

Ye Jiawen: If you are in a bad mood, you want to eat hot pot. I will pick you up after work.

While eating hot pot, He Tian was unhappy, and Ye Jiawen asked him what was wrong while boiling the dishes for him.

He Tian hesitated again and again. Although he really wanted to confide in Ye Jiawen, he promised Xin Yue that he would not tell anyone, so he held back his mouth.

He Tian just said that when a friend encounters some emotional problems, he will inevitably feel a little bit sad.

Ye Jiawen watched him for a while, put the blanched beef on his plate, and said sharply, rabbit?Xinyue, right?

He Tian said nothing, and acquiesced.

Ye Jiawen smiled and enlightened him: "You kids are just too stubborn. The world is black and white, and you have to have feelings. In fact, when you are my age, you have seen a lot of things, so naturally you will not be so attached."

"You don't have to be too serious, Tiantian. In the final analysis, people are different. You see," Ye Jiawen pointed to the noisy diners in the hot pot restaurant, "Just say hot pot dipping sauce, some people want to eat sesame sauce, and some people want to eat sesame sauce. If you want to eat sesame oil and minced garlic, if you eat a tofu brain, you can also divide it into sweet and salty parts. Some people clean up the recycle bin as soon as they turn on the computer. It’s not for those people who pick the bad ones and eat them first, and then put the good ones away..."

"In the final analysis, Xin Yue's current emotional state is the inevitable result of his own fate, personality and choices. You can't help. No matter how good your friends are, they will be separated by a layer after all. No matter how good your parents are, they will leave us one day. , for you," Ye Jiawen pointed to himself calmly, "I am the most important person."

He Tian lowered his head to eat, thought for a while, and felt that what he said made sense, but not all of them seemed to be right. He thought for a while in a daze, then raised his head and looked at Ye Jiawen with sharp eyes.

"Uncle Ye, you've been talking for a long time, the last sentence is the key point, right?"