Eleven's Bedtime Stories

The second encounter was at a bar.

It was the little dad who said hello first.

Then my father asked if my little father had quit drugs.

The little dad said that he really wanted to beat him up.

"Unexpectedly, we live in the same building, or next door. I didn't even know that I changed neighbors."

Naturally, he often visited his father's door. At first, it was because the little father said he couldn't remember, but later he developed the habit of going to Cengfan, even though he always walked to the balcony.

One time, he became addicted to drugs, and the little dad asked his dad to get the medicine, but his dad didn't go, so he found something to tie him up all night.

Where there is a first time there is a second time.

Dad would often knock on his door afterwards.

Little Daddy never opened the door, but whenever Daddy knocked on the door, Little Daddy would go to his house through the windowsill.

"I forgot what I thought at the time, and I also forgot what he said at the time, but later I naturally lived in his house, but every time I took the time to go out and take drugs-just kidding, I took drugs voluntarily at the time, how could I say that Just quit."

"But then he got dragged into my job and lost an eye, so I went off drugs."

The little dad got rid of drugs because his dad helped him.

I don't know at which time during the detoxification process, the little dad kissed his dad, and then it was natural, and slowly developed from kissing to going to bed.

The little dad said that he didn't know how his dad felt about him, and he didn't know how he felt about him at the time. If there was no "love", he couldn't let his dad fuck him, but if he said there was, he would do it again. Well, I'm ready to break up with my dad at any time, because he still prefers the old life to the pace of life with his little dad.

The little dad said that in order to continue his work, he broke up with his dad. He changed his mobile phone number and sold the house.

"Because of continuing to be with him, I'm afraid the blood in my body will calm down."

The little dad said that he likes the ordinary life with his dad, and he likes the feeling his dad makes him, but he still prefers his previous job.

"It was originally broken, but ah, people's habits are easy to form, but hard to quit. His existence has almost become my habit, and people are always selfish, so I couldn't help it. Contact It was originally intended to be just this one time.”

But if there is one, there are two.

Later, the little dad took the initiative to contact his dad and became a habit.

The little dad said that he thought it was very good at first, it would not disturb his rhythm, and he could continue to talk to his dad.

Until Dad invited him to his wedding.

The little dad was busy finishing work when he received the call.

Dad's wedding was there, and little dad was there, with a "gift", a "gift" that might only be given to a bride, but the wedding didn't work out.

It was still the disaster brought about by the work disputes of the little dad.

That dispute ruined the wedding and daddy's leg because of more contact between daddy and baby daddy.

The father who is blind in one eye and whose legs are almost crippled now naturally doesn't even have a bride.

Dad still has the same smile as before.

Don't blame little daddy.

But the little daddy saw daddy cry at night.

There is guilt, but the little dad is not willing to lose his life for this guilt.

Human beings are extremely selfish and selfish animals.

——Are you leaving?

--Yep.

--take care.

--Yep.

- What's wrong?

——Is there anything you want to say to me?

——Didn’t I just say, take care of yourself.

—Except for this?

--No.

——Then, is there any wish you want to fulfill?

- Legs can be healed.

--except this.

——Well, find a daughter-in-law who doesn't dislike me, and then... live with her for the rest of my life.

Little Daddy will stay because of this conversation.

He said that he remembered that the second half of his father's sentence was "traveling around the world with her".

"I walked to the airport, but this sentence kept pressing on my head. It was uncomfortable and painful. In order not to hurt, I ran back cheekily."

When the little dad said "uncomfortable and painful", he pointed to his chest and said it with a smile. He was obviously smiling, but tears fell down like a thread. The little dad said that there was dust in his eyes.

—Did you forget to bring something?

—Well, a very important thing.

——…Then don’t look for it quickly, why are you just sitting there?

—I found it, but I couldn’t take it away.

--what?

——The thing in my chest is right there with you. I just tried it, and I can’t take it away.

— Then don’t.

——If you think your heart is a piece of clothing, you don’t want it if you want to.

——Compared with the heart, I thought the beast liked freedom more.

—Unfortunately, I am afraid of death.

—Then stay.

I think Dad should have guessed that this would happen.

"When I lost those legs because of me, the shackles were already on my heart. He was just betting that I would obey."

"He won't keep anything, he will stay, he will always stay, and he won't chase after what goes away."

"A fickle man."

"But it's my salvation."

Is dad fickle?I don't know, if my father is ruthless, then he, who is so smart, should stay away from his little dad because he lost an eye. In the story, Dad never took the initiative, never kept him, and felt that nothing mattered to him.

Dad didn't travel around the world with little dad.

Because my father said it was troublesome, every time my little dad mentioned it, my dad would take it all away. Later, he simply adopted me and blocked my little dad's mouth.

But when I finally didn't have to worry about them anymore, my father left alone.

Will adopt me, maybe he really wants to use me to shut up the little daddy, but I think the bigger reason is that daddy knows that he will die earlier than the little daddy, and he is afraid that the little daddy will die, so he adopts me .

Tears splashed on the already wet paper, the ink under the pen scattered, and the words were blurred so that they could no longer be seen clearly.

The woman covered her eyes to stop the tears, but it didn't work.

She loves them.

He loves his two fathers.

They are doing well.

A few years later--

"I am back."

The woman looked at him and smiled, "Well, welcome back."

"I think I should go find him."

"Okay." The woman paused and said, "But before that, I wrote a novel about you and Dad, do you want to read it?"

"My pleasure, ma'am."

The book on the table in the woman's room was blown by the wind and turned over a few pages. On it was the content that was originally written on the paper, but the title had two words added, which became "Foreword · Long Flow".

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