Eleven's Bedtime Stories

There were no omens the night Dad died.

The little dad said their final conversation was still the same as every night before.

"I am a little sleepy."

"Then sleep."

"Come and let me kiss."

"Success, kiss and go to sleep."

The little dad once told me in a joking way, if I knew my dad would not be able to sleep, I should have told him that night, "If you kiss, you are not allowed to sleep."

The little dad was very calm looking at his dad's body, he didn't cry, and even his tone didn't change from usual.

But the more this happened, the more I felt that little dad was feeling bad.

Before the father was cremated, the little father tore off the white cloth covering his father's head, then touched his face and told him to wait for him.

They never talked about the matter between daddy and little daddy, including daddy's legs and eyes, even if I pestered them to ask, they wouldn't talk about it.

But when my father was cremated, my little father was sitting on a stool smoking a cigarette and talking to me about them.

My little dad said something that I still remember clearly.

He said.

"Girl, you used to say that I was a loyal dog, right? But, no one will be unconditionally nice to another person."

Probably because of my father and my little father, I became a rotten girl as a matter of course, and I am especially cute and loyal.

In most of the articles, the protagonist paid a very small price, or did not pay any price. Just a favor and a smile can be exchanged for a loyal dog, so I always thought that the little daddy came in this way, so the little daddy I will not dislike my father's legs and eyes.

But the little daddy told me that day that they would be together in exchange for daddy's leg, eye, and body pain.

Dad didn't want little dad to regret and blame himself for this, so these topics about the past were never mentioned at home.

"I used to do drugs."

When the little dad said this, he clenched his fist, and his expression seemed to be nostalgic.

The little daddy didn’t tell me what he does, he just said that in his line of work, he might die at some point. He couldn’t find other fun, so he took drugs and gambled. Gambling is okay, he doesn’t like that kind of thing The feeling of "control is outside his own hands", so he has never fallen into it, but he is willing to take drugs, but also because of drug use, work is several times more difficult.

"He met me on the street."

The little dad said that his dad told him that when he came home from get off work, he saw a big man lying on the street. At first he thought it was robbery or something, but after thinking about how few people were there at that time, he was able to handle it, so he decided to take care of it. Mind your own business.

"I didn't expect it to be a drug addict."

The little dad imitated my dad's expression when he said this and acted it out for me.

"I originally planned to send you to the police station, but seeing that you were lying on the street, and thinking about the reports I saw about the drug rehabilitation center, I always felt that it was not very good, so I just sat there and waited for you to wake up. coming."

The little dad said dad was stupid.

Do normal people sit around and wait for a drug addict to wake up?

And it was still winter.

I think it's probably because Dad doesn't want strangers to come to his home, and going to a hotel is likely to cause misunderstandings, but he wants to mind this nosy business.

When the little dad woke up, someone said "you should go to detoxification", and almost punched him. In the end, the little dad naturally left.

The little father said that his father was not annoyed at all at the time, and he still had a smile that seemed to warm others, so he remembered it very clearly—he remembered meeting his father very clearly.

In fact, my little dad and I both know it well. It's not that dad won't get angry, but he doesn't bother to take these small things to heart. Dad is actually a very ruthless person.

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