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Chu Xiuyuan thought about it for five days.

He originally forced himself to give Song Yu an answer the next day, but this decision was far more difficult than he imagined.He couldn't predict his mother's reaction after coming out, in case his mother's mood became unstable suddenly, which affected him to change majors...

When he was at home, he hesitated to speak a few times, but in the end he didn't even dare to inquire. He didn't dare to gamble on the possibility of coming out by changing his major.

Compared with the dream of more than 20 years and coming out, the weight of coming out is too light and not worth it.

But Chu Xiuyuan felt that it wasn't worth it. Every time he thought of the corner of Song Yu's expectant mouth and the uncontrollable look in his eyes, he couldn't bear to let Song Yu down, it was too difficult.

Fortunately, the Spring Festival is approaching, and the students embarked on the journey home one by one during the Spring Festival. The Chinese red of the New Year gradually floated on the streets, the streets of the metropolis gradually became deserted, and the forum also ushered in the cold Spring Festival.

No matter how popular the post is, it can't stop the hearts of teachers and students going home for reunion.Unlike the previous turmoil on the forum, this time no one deliberately hyped up the popularity, and the popularity of the post dropped sharply the next day.

Afterwards, it was probably due to guilt towards Chu Xiuyuan, that ex-girlfriend Li Lan, who was dumped by Chu Xiuyuan because of a bottle of perfume, actually took the initiative to stand up and say good things for Chu Xiuyuan, and opened another post, a real voice, to guarantee Chu Xiuyuan with her personality Xiuyuan will never deceive a girl's feelings, nor has he played with her, and he has never exceeded the rules in the process of pursuing her.And as far as she knew, every ex-girlfriend of Chu Xiuyuan, even if they were not friends after breaking up, had a good relationship with Chu Xiuyuan, otherwise, who would want to maintain a good relationship with someone who hurt him?If Chu Xiuyuan played with them and deceived them, as women in the new era, they would never be able to swallow their anger and start a fight.Even if a certain ex-girlfriend claimed in the reply that he was cheated by Chu Xiuyuan, it was an impulsive and radical statement. They all knew in their hearts that they broke up peacefully with Chu Xiuyuan and owed nothing to anyone.During the communication, everyone knew Chu Xiuyuan's thoughtfulness and consideration.

[Li Lan: Chu Xiuyuan and I broke up because of a small conflict, but the responsibility lies with me. Both of us have too strong personalities. At the beginning, no one would let the other, and the small conflict turned into a big conflict, so we parted ways.But even if they didn't break up at the beginning, they would separate later because of personality differences.Talking about friends is not just a process of running in with each other.After the breakup, something bad happened on the forum, I let the rumors spread, I have an unshirkable responsibility, but Chu Xiuyuan didn't blame me, not a word.Although he has a bad temper, he is actually a very nice person, especially towards his friends.I don't want people to misunderstand him.I want to tell everyone that at least he treated me very well during his relationship with me.There are some rumors, I hope everyone treats them rationally, don't follow the trend like last time, and learn a lot of wisdom from a fall. 】

Chu Xiuyuan really didn't expect that Li Lan would speak for him, let alone that after Li Lan spoke out, two ex-girlfriends followed up to support her, including Zhao Xingkang's "losing 10 catties".

She replied that she was indeed very sad after the breakup and couldn't eat, but who doesn't react like this when a lovelorn breaks up?It happened that her parents were divorcing, and the huge pressure caused her to often suffer from insomnia. She lost weight under the double blow, not because she was deceived by Chu Xiuyuan.On the contrary, Chu Xiuyuan was also very kind to him during the relationship, and he didn't feel that he was not respected.

The voices of the ex-girlfriends slapped those keyboard warriors who accused Chu Xiuyuan of playing with girls and ruining girls, and even scolded Chu Xiuyuan for QJ, attracting all the traffic.

There were Li Lan and other school beauties shifting hot spots, and Zhao Xingkang's post had sporadic replies since then, only those who hated the homosexual group and persisted in scolding Chu Xiuyuan, but nothing was successful.

In this way, the matter of coming out became less urgent and gave Chu Xiuyuan time to hesitate.If there is no accident, wait for the post to sink to the bottom, and then ask Song Yu to delete the post, maybe the storm will pass.

But Chu Xiuyuan's mood was not easy, because he felt the pressure from Song Yu. For some reason, every time he contacted Song Yu, although Song Yu didn't say much, it gave Chu Xiuyuan a strong pressure Feeling, Song Yu seemed to be enduring the anxiety that Chu Xiuyuan could not understand, eager to prove something that Chu Xiuyuan could not understand.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Mom and Dad went for a walk after dinner as usual. Chu Xiuyuan quietly sent Song Yu a wechat message. As soon as he sent an emoji, Song Yu replied.

[Song Yu: Have you figured it out? 】

Every time I contacted Song Yu, I couldn't avoid this topic. Chu Xiuyuan frowned irritably, and instantly had the illusion of being strangled by Song Yu's neck, and his breathing was stagnant.

[Chu Xiuyuan: Why do you always ask me this every time I look for you?Can't we have something else to talk about? 】

[Song Yu: Who swore to me yesterday that he would never look for me if he didn't think about it? 】

【Chu Xiuyuan: ...】

[Chu Xiuyuan: That’s right, it’s me]

[Song Yu: Although the popularity has declined, the matter of the post must be resolved. 】

Chu Xiuyuan pursed his lips.

Here it comes again, the urgency.

[Chu Xiuyuan: But the post has sunk to the bottom] After deleting the post, no one pays attention to it anymore, and it fades away over time. Why really come out of the closet and stir up the popularity again?

Chu Xiuyuan knew that Song Yu could understand the meaning behind the words, and he thought that Song Yu could understand that natural cooling was safer than coming out.But Song Yu didn't reply for 1 minute, 2 minutes.Chu Xiuyuan suddenly couldn't see through Song Yu, and his heart seemed to be covered with a thick layer of clouds. He always felt that something was wrong with Song Yu recently.

Just like now, natural cooling is more in line with Song Yu's way of doing things than coming out of the closet. He thought Song Yu would make a decisive judgment...but he didn't receive any new news until 5 minutes later.

[Song Yu: Let's wait and see for another two days. 】

Even through the screen, Chu Xiuyuan still felt Song Yu's disappointment.But what can he do?For such a big thing as coming out, he couldn't think clearly in five days.

What's more, Song Yu proposed to come out of the closet to eliminate the influence of the post for him. Now that the post has cooled down, the influence has become smaller. In addition to Li Lan's testimony, it is winter vacation. of.

So why does Song Yu always want to come out with him?

Could it be the... insecurity that Song Yu mentioned?

Chu Xiuyuan pinched the corners of his eyes, not wanting to continue this annoying topic.When those ex-girlfriends forced him, Chu Xiuyuan quit long ago, but when he met Song Yu, Chu Xiuyuan really lost his temper.

[Chu Xiuyuan: That book was when Nietzsche was crying, I read it for the second time yesterday]

[Song Yu:? 】

Probably because he couldn't figure out why Chu Xiuyuan suddenly mentioned that book, Song Yu was stunned for a while before calling a question mark.

[Song Yu: You said before that long paragraphs of philosophical views are a bit laborious and boring to read. 】

[Chu Xiuyuan: I just want to tell you that I only read all the novels once, and this one is not my favorite when Nietzsche is crying, but I read it twice, do you know why]

Imagining Song Yu's puzzled expression, Chu Xiuyuan chuckled softly.

[Chu Xiuyuan: Because of you, I was interested in this book because you liked it]

[Chu Xiuyuan: When I miss you, I read it once, but I didn’t expect to finish it for the second time in five days]

After a long time, Song Yu sent four words.

【Song Yu: I want to hug you. 】

Chu Xiuyuan smiled, he knew that Song Yu had recovered.

[Chu Xiuyuan: What kind of hug? 】

[Song Yu: The kind that can feel your body temperature. 】

[Chu Xiuyuan: Both can feel body temperature, my body temperature outside, and body temperature inside me, or do you want to be together? 】

Song Yu sent Chu Xiuyuan amused by Brother Parrot's pensive expression.

After the episode, the two discussed the novel again. There was a scene in it that made Chu Xiuyuan very curious.

[Chu Xiuyuan: Why is Dr. Blair's obsessive thinking similar to the disappearance of hysteria symptoms? 】

[Song Yu: Similar performance? 】

[Chu Xiuyuan: That’s right, after Bertha recalled the origin, the hydrophobia disappeared, and his abnormal obsession with Bertha, like the hydrophobia, also disappeared after realizing the source]

[Song Yu: It's not that he realized the reason, but that his obsessive thinking has been cured.He really didn't realize that his obsessive thinking came from dissatisfaction with the status quo and pressure. Bertha was just the most obvious manifestation of his obsessive thinking, and it was also the place that caused him the most pain.But the reasons why their symptoms disappeared were different. It was Bertha who made the hydrophobia disappear, and what made the obsession disappear was his redemption through Nietzsche’s disguised conversation therapy in the game with Nietzsche. 】

[Chu Xiuyuan: You mean that the root cause of hydrophobia is hysteria, the root cause of Blair’s obsession with Bertha is obsessive-compulsive disorder, the disappearance of hydrophobia is only a temporary solution, and the disappearance of infatuation is because the root cause has been cured]

【Song Yu: Yes】

[Chu Xiuyuan: The reason for the disappearance of this symptom is quite interesting. Are there any other cases in reality? 】

But after a long time, Chu Xiuyuan was still waiting for Song Yu to explain in detail, but Song Yu did not send a reply.

Chu Xiuyuan was just about to urge Song Yu, but was interrupted by a phone call from an unfamiliar number. When he answered, it was Zhu Zhao: "Xiuyuan, I'm in jail, can you bring some money?" Get me..."

Chu Xiuyuan narrowed his eyes: "Huh?"

Are you kidding? "Can you say that again?"

The author has something to say: I saw that some little angels misunderstood the plot arrangement.

I didn't write much about my parents before, and I won't write too much in the future. I don't like to write in large lengths and the Shura field of my parents, and I think it will be boring if I write too long, so this is not what I call big. The climax.

Originally, this article was supposed to be 30 words, but now it has exceeded, so the following plot should be compressed, and the foreshadowing is almost buried, there is no need to write some transitional chapters for the foreshadowing, the plot will be as compact as possible, and strive for an early conclusion .

mwah

In addition, regarding the question of whether the phone is locked or not, do you know why I arranged for Chu Xiuyuan to use an Apple phone, because Apple is not as good as Huawei, it cannot block bullets, and the screen is relatively easy to break hahhh, and Apple’s automatic lock time can be selected forever No!Never!Lazy benefits.Even if Chu Xiuyuan chooses 5 minutes, in a cafeteria where people come and go, it is enough to be found within 5 minutes after dropping the phone.