i have a chromosome want to meet you

But Song Yu didn't dare to tell Chu Xiuyuan about those thoughts and emotions.

The more you care, the more you think.The more he cared, the heavier his feelings became.He will scare Chu Xiuyuan away.

They are not ready. This is the biggest unstable factor between them, and it is also the most worrying point for Song Yu. He is worried that he can't control his anxiety from time to time. Anxiety that Chu Xiuyuan will leave him, and anxiety that he will walk away. Those ex-girlfriends followed in the footsteps, and Chu Xiu was only three months away.

He always hoped that Chu Xiuyuan could tell him with actions that his worries were unnecessary.

"Let's come out." Song Yu inserted his fingers into Chu Xiuyuan's left hand. If Chu Xiuyuan agrees, even if he is facing a scourge, as long as they are together, he will not be afraid. Chu Xiuyuan's courage can relieve his anxiety and anxiety. Restlessness is all his sunshine and warmth.

Plainly, Song Yu uttered the crazy and difficult five words.

Let's come out.

Accompanied by these five words, the atmosphere around Chu Xiuyuan became serious and suppressed, which is easier said than done.

He can break up decisively, and he is often impulsive and reckless, but he cannot be decisive on the issue of coming out.He was not mentally prepared to come out at all. He never thought about how he would face the society and his classmates after coming out. Now he can easily say that he doesn't care what others think, but can he really do it?

A post by Zhao Xingkang almost made him mad!

Most importantly, his mother...

Don't dare to think, don't dare to think at all.

Chu Xiuyuan was silent and speechless, Song Yu sighed, he knew that Chu Xiuyuan hesitated, he saw Chu Xiuyuan's escape and retreat.

Ugh……

Song Yu found Zhao Xingkang's post again: "This post is actually not as bad as we imagined."

Chu Xiuyuan's mind moved slightly, and he turned his attention back to the phone.

"Look carefully, the time he posted was four weeks ago." Song Yu explained.

"Huh?" Four weeks ago?Chu Xiuyuan frowned and expressed doubts.The post four weeks ago is now popular?

Swipe the screen to scan the reply, only to find that the post was posted by Zhao Xingkang before the exam week, but after posting, he did not deliberately publicize it. In addition, during the exam week, the forum traffic was extremely low, and the post had been sinking at the bottom. not much.It is purely accidental that this post became popular now. Someone discovered that the ex-girlfriend Zhao Xingkang mentioned who lost weight after breaking up with Chu Xiuyuan might be his classmate. They questioned that the girl’s weight loss was caused by her family and had nothing to do with Chu Xiuyuan. Later, insiders joined the discussion one after another, and the post was pushed to the front page.

In other words, the alumni's attention to homosexuality was not as high as Chu Xiuyuan imagined.

Looking at the comments again, Chu Xiuyuan thought he would see a lot of insults or personal attacks, but the actual situation was better than he expected. Most of the attacks on him focused on him "taking advantage of girls" and "playing with girls". body.

[Bao Zhixian: Knowing that I am gay, I still go to provoke girls, hot chicken!The school belle sincerely falls in love with you and dedicates her body to you. In the end, do you like men?What is the difference between this approach and QJ! 】

[Huanghuanghuanghuang: It doesn't matter to me whether you are gay or not, but you know that you like men and play with girls, I can only give you two words, beast! 】

[Typhoon: Don’t think that if you are gay, you are justified by the disadvantaged group, and don’t think of being a disadvantaged group as a moral kidnapper. The most despicable thing in this life is that gay men cheat marriages and cheat relationships. You speak as if you are wronged. No matter how much social pressure Big, it shouldn’t be an excuse for you to spoil girls]

There are only a few sporadic ones, which are insults against Chu Xiuyuan's homosexuality.

[Soul-repelling stone: I never thought that Chu Xiuyuan was a disgusting gay... I played with him before, it was scary, no wonder I always felt that his eyes were wrong when I was playing, so he wanted to attack us]

[Yuiyoyo: Who knows if he is promiscuous outside, in order to cover up his homosexuality, he used the place where he fucked a man to fuck a woman, it's disgusting, and he doesn't think it's dirty]

[Qian Gang: The taste upstairs is heavy, I feel like throwing up at the thought of hugging a man. 】

[The second generation of rich petty bourgeoisie: I'm going to throw up too!I took a bath with him in a public bathroom!scary!If he sticks his ass in front of me, I will probably be impotent immediately]

There are also very reasonable people who are skeptical.

[Don't be a tree hole: Has he really ruined girls, and there is no evidence, empty words, so let's not say such things]

[Reply to the second generation of petty bourgeoisie and rich man: Whether other people are the same or not is none of your business, he doesn't like you... In other words, it's a ghost if he likes you, and you still think about him pouting at you butt?Who gave you confidence? 】

[Zhi Duoxingxia: What’s the matter if he’s gay, he didn’t provoke you, and he didn’t provoke you, as long as he didn’t cheat on men during his relationship with girls, can you control him, maybe he’s bisexual]

After reading several pages, the focus of the controversy is mainly around the point of "playing with girls". For Chu Xiuyuan, this is not difficult to solve. Except for Li Lan, he and his ex-girlfriends basically broke up peacefully. Not to mention that they are still friends, at least the relationship is not bad, and it is not impossible to let them come forward to clean up themselves.

Going back to the post, judging from the comments on the post, everyone's acceptance of homosexuality is higher than he imagined... As Song Yu said, this is indeed an opportunity. From then on, he and Song Yu can stand on campus with integrity, and he can be in front of everyone. Kissing Song Yu, he can laugh and laugh with Song Yu as he likes, instead of sneaking around.

Looking at those comments, and looking at Song Yu, whose eyes were filled with anticipation, Chu Xiuyuan was about to say yes, but a sentence suddenly flashed in his mind: "Mom feels disgusting."

His open mouth was clenched again, and he groaned, avoiding Song Yu's gaze: "I want to think about it, you let me think about it..."