i have a chromosome want to meet you

Things went smoother than expected. Chu Xiuyuan rushed into Wang Xinghe's office, stuttering a bit. When he asked if the application for changing majors could be postponed for half a year, Wang Xinghe just replied "yes" lightly. .

It was very, very plain, but Chu Xiuyuan was so excited that he almost bit the tip of his tongue.

"Can I, can I apply?"

Song Yu didn't follow Chu Xiuyuan into the office, Wang Xinghe asked Chu Xiuyuan to pull a stool and sit down before saying, "Of course."

Chu Xiuyuan couldn't sit still: "But I didn't see this in the regulations, what are the requirements?"

There are requirements, and there are many.For example, you need a recommendation letter from a public health teacher, for example, you need to pass the approval of the public health and clinical colleges, and the grade points and the results of the professional transfer exam are more stringent. After the postponement for half a year, after being approved, Chu Xiuyuan will go to Linba Chong to read his junior year.

Others study for eight years, but he will study for nine years. From then on, he will be Song Yu and Zhu Zhao's junior.

Wang Xinghe: "Think clearly, are you willing?"

It is difficult to study for one more year, Chu Xiuyuan didn't even blink his eyes: "No problem, I am willing to study for two more years."

Wang Xinghe was also straightforward: "Okay, I'll write you a recommendation letter right away." She said that she wanted to help Chu Xiuyuan because she wanted to help him from the bottom of her heart, "I can go through the process here, and I will help you out. What you want to promise me now is that your grade points for the whole year of your junior year must meet the requirements, and your ranking must be among the top three in the class, otherwise you will not pass the approval, and there is also an exam for changing majors. You have to prepare now. The comprehensive test paper is not easy."

"Okay." Chu Xiuyuan remembered what Wang Xinghe said word by word.

Wang Xinghe gave instructions for another ten minutes before finalizing the half-year postponement. Until then, Chu Xiuyuan hadn't recovered from his excitement, and kept thanking Wang Xinghe, saying that Wang Xinghe He laughed amusedly: "Okay, okay, hurry up, don't harm our public security anymore."

Chu Xiuyuan was obediently chased away by Wang Xinghe, and opened the door. Song Yu was leaning against the wall by the door and waiting for him. Hearing the movement, he turned his head and glanced at Chu Xiuyuan. There were inquiries, expectations, blessings, sparkling Sparkling, brighter than the morning light through the window, gentle but firmer than any cage, making people willing to sink into a lifetime.

Song Yu's eyes were all about him.It seemed that Chu Xiuyuan lived in it for a long, long time.

Chu Xiuyuan's already excited heartbeat suddenly stalled, and he slammed the door shut in front of Song Yu again with a bang.

Song Yu: "..." I just took a look...

Wang Xinghe at the desk was not frightened, so he glanced at Chu Xiuyuan who was a little panicked: "What else do you not understand?"

Chu Xiuyuan swallowed his saliva: "Mr. Wang, there is something I want to ask you..."

"Drag the stool over and sit down."

After Chu Xiuyuan sat down, he opened his mouth twice without knowing where to start. Wang Xinghe observed him for about ten seconds, and suddenly asked: "Usually the students who come to me, if it's not academic problems, it's sexual orientation. troubles."

Chu Xiuyuan's clasped hands suddenly tightened.

Wang Xinghe said oh clearly, he didn't look like a teacher at all, more like an old child: "Okay, tell your story."

Chu Xiuyuan: "..."

Seeing Chu Xiuyuan hesitate, Wang Xinghe continued: "Did I mention that my current partner is also an old lady?"

"Huh?" Granny?female?

Chu Xiuyuan was surprised, and it took a second to realize, Grandma, isn't it a little too avant-garde for you to come out at your age?

Wang Xinghe smiled, raised his eyebrows to look at Chu Xiuyuan, and signaled him to continue, his eyes were very contemptuous, my old woman dares to speak out, if you young man can't tell you, you are cowardly.

But I have to say that the words that were stuck in Chu Xiuyuan's throat just now are not so difficult to say suddenly.

"I might... fall in love with a man..." Chu Xiuyuan frowned, "But I'm obviously not..."

"Tuk tuk tuk", the sound of Wang Xing and his index finger tapping on the table interrupted Chu Xiuyuan: "Xiuyuan, is it not determined by your thoughts?"

Chu Xiuyuan frowned, and seemed to have figured out something, and opened some wrinkles.

Wang Xinghe: "If you don't want to admit it, it doesn't mean you don't. Your sexual orientation is determined by your instinct and the person you like, not by your thoughts."

I like Song Yu, so I am?

Wang Xinghe's tone is very steady: "Many people will ask me, I am obviously not gay, why do I like someone of the same sex, if I am not gay, then my liking is also fake. It doesn’t make sense, you are gay, you like him, you were not gay, you also like him. Like it or not, can’t you tell the difference?”

Wang Xinghe looked straight at Chu Xiuyuan: "The key is not whether you are gay or not, the key is, do you like him?"

Chu Xiuyuan suddenly held his breath, Song Yu's voice and appearance, his smile, his every move, the tenderness of his touch, no matter when he recalled, it all affected him.Will be uncomfortable because of him, will be happy because of him, how could I not like it?

"I like."

The clasped hands clenched even tighter: "I like it very much."

Wang Xinghe: "Then let's start from the result. When you fall in love with him, you are no longer a pure heterosexual."

Chu Xiuyuan froze, folded his chest again, and put his head in his hands. He knew that what Wang Xinghe said was right, no matter whether he was gay or not, the moment he fell in love with Song Yu, he couldn't go back up.

"If you like him for the rest of your life, then you will be for the rest of your life. If you don't like him, and you like women in the future, you are bisexual. If you only like men, you are gay."

Chu Xiuyuan pursed his lips. He hesitated for so long, but Wang Xinghe gave him an answer deduced from the result, which was so simple and rude that Chu Xiuyuan couldn't refute it at all.Because you fell in love with a man, no matter whether you were in the past or not, you can't change the fact that you are bent because of him at this moment.

Wang Xinghe: "Understood, your mind can't control whether you like a man or a woman. Sometimes, liking someone depends on instinct."

No matter how many times I tell myself that I am not gay, it will not change the result.

"The only thing you need to think about is whether you are willing to take off your pants for the person you like, and how long you are willing to take off your pants."

Chu Xiuyuan: "..." What the hell...

Is the taste of this chicken soup getting a little too fast?Is it really good to suddenly change from clear chicken soup to black chicken soup?

"How much do you like him, and whether you like him enough to admit your sexuality for him, you two have to explore together." Wang Xinghe smiled a little badly, and it was quite a sense of accomplishment to be able to block Chu Xiuyuan from speaking. , "Admitting that you are gay is not the same as coming out. You don't need to be afraid, because self-awareness is your own business. Those social factors are not too late to consider when you need to come out. We must first It’s about getting to know yourself.”

Chu Xiuyuan seemed to understand but also seemed to be in the fog.

"Some people subconsciously know that they are gay, but due to various prejudices and pressures, they deny themselves intellectually, but this does not make them feel relaxed. An individual who suppresses himself and caters to the society really has no troubles Yet?"

Chu Xiuyuan shook his head, suppressing his true desire would only bring him pain, just like how he wanted to transfer to Linba, but before today, when asked by others, he would only answer: I will not transfer.Only he himself knew how painful it was when he said those four words.

Wang Xinghe: "It is not shameful to analyze yourself, recognize yourself, and admit that you are gay. Many people fear it because of social prejudice. Outsiders create an environment that scares you. But homosexuality is not a shameful thing. Nothing wrong in itself."

Chu Xiuyuan let out a long breath: "I know..."

"Let's go back to the first sentence you said. You said you fell in love with a man, but you are clearly not gay?" Wang Xinghe touched his chin, "Actually, you already know in your heart whether you are gay or not. A time when you question yourself and get confused by it."

Chu Xiuyuan still frowned, meaning, I actually knew that I was the same, so I was bothered by it?

"Recall every detail carefully, be honest with yourself, and you will figure it out."

Frank?Chu Xiuyuan looked at Wang Xinghe suspiciously.

Wang Xinghe laughed: "Of course, sometimes there are some things, and practice is more useful than a hundred sentences of theory."

Chu Xiuyuan suddenly had a bad feeling.

Wang Xinghe: "Take off your pants once and you'll know everything."

really,"……"

Wang Xinghe: "Remember to wear a condom."

Grandma, you are so open-minded, I am really at a loss for words...

"Isn't it very popular among you people to say that you dislike being upright? You say no, but you really want it in your heart." After speaking, she still begged for praise. See how grandma keeps pace with the times!

I thank you for your enlightenment!

Wang Xinghe waved his hand: "Go away, don't hinder me from writing a letter of recommendation."

After being scolded by Wang Xinghe, Chu Xiuyuan was different from before. He couldn't lose his temper at all. He suddenly felt that entering the public health department was not all a bad thing: "Mr. Wang, thank you..." It was probably his luck to meet such a teacher. Bar.

"Oh, who made me a teacher."

"I used to..." Chu Xiuyuan clenched his teeth, and then said again, "The speeches in class were not very friendly, and I didn't respect you, I'm sorry..."

"Huh?" Wang Xinghe pretended to be very sad, "You don't want to talk about chest hair with me?"

Chu Xiuyuan: "..." You can remember this chest hair forever, right?

"Haha. The teacher forgives you. In fact, I didn't worry about it at first. I'm happy for you if you can figure it out." Wang Xinghe tilted his head and patted Chu Xiuyuan's head like a child, "Okay, yours Your sweetheart is still waiting for you outside, don't keep him waiting for too long."

"Cough..." Chu Xiuyuan was suddenly a little embarrassed when his mind was punctured unexpectedly.I wanted to say something, but was pushed to the door by Wang Xinghe.

"Come to me anytime if you have any questions." Wang Xinghe blinked, "I can do it in all aspects, the teacher is very experienced."

The word "each" made Chu Xiuyuan think too much.

"Okay..." After answering, Wang Xinghe pushed him out of the office.

Seeing the office door close in front of him, the corner of Chu Xiuyuan's mouth raised a slight arc. Turning his head, he found that Song Yu was still silently waiting for him against the wall.

The curvature of the corner of the mouth opened, as if there were so many smogs in my heart, so many coverings, all were lifted by the wind today, and I was bathed in the sun. Over the years, I have never felt so relaxed.

As he walked towards Song Yu, Wang Xing and those weird suggestions flashed through his mind, will it work?Do you really know everything by taking off your pants once?

The author has something to say: Wang Xinghe: It’s not easy to get it on paper, but I don’t know that this matter has to be done. Come on, let’s eat this bowl of dirty chicken soup

Chu Xiuyuan: ...

Song Yu: Okay, do it

Chu Xiuyuan: ...the sound is wrong, buddy, it's not the fourth tone