i have a chromosome want to meet you

"Hurry up!" Xu Hehui ran very fast ahead, it seemed that there must be something urgent, Song Yu had to stride behind.

After running to the fifth floor, Xu Hehui slammed open the door, rushed to his closet to search, and left Song Yu alone.

"The book should be on his shelf, you can find it yourself."

Song Yu hummed.

This was the first time that when Song Yu stepped into the dormitory, Chu Xiu was far away.

Chu Xiuyuan's desk was still in a mess, books were spread here and there, and there was a row of shorts hanging on the balcony, in different colors, most of them were briefs, but the little yellow duck was not found.

Song Yu's eyebrows slowly relaxed, and he chuckled, Chu Xiuyuan was still that lazy Chu Xiuyuan.

Walking to Chu Xiuyuan's bookshelf, he scanned around. The books on the bookshelf were staggered, but he didn't find his own "Abnormal Psychology".

"Have you found it?" Xu Hehui asked.

"No." While talking, he flipped through the patched desktop covered with colorful textbooks. Several books on the table were open. Song Yu flipped through the covers one by one. When he reached the second book , "Huh?" in surprise, "Psychology"?

There was an open book under it, full of notes, Song Yu felt familiar at a glance, turned over the cover to confirm, it really was his own ulterior motives.

The books spread out indicate that he was reading them recently... Chu Xiuyuan should have entered the critical period of the exam for changing majors, why would he read psychology textbooks?Could it be...

Reminiscent of Chu Xiuyuan's anomaly at noon, the balloon called anxiety in Song Yu's heart inflated rapidly, and was interrupted by Xu Hehui for a while.

"Are you ready?" There must be something urgent, Xu Hehui walked up to Song Yu and took a look, and happened to see Song Yu closing the book to confirm the title, and the cover happened to say "Abnormal Psychology".

"I found it!" Without saying a word, Xu Hehui reached out and grabbed the Yi Xin book and patted Song Yu's chest, "If you find it, let's go, I'm going to lock the door!"

After speaking, he pushed Song Yu out the door quickly.

As soon as the door was locked, Xu Hehui ran away and disappeared, only his shouting remained in the corridor: "I will talk to Chu Sao about the book, I'll go first!"

Under the weight of the book in his hand, Xu Hehui didn't even read it, so he stuffed Yixin and the "Psychology" inserted in the page to Song Yu.

Song Yu shook his head helplessly, this Xu Hehui was really reckless.

Pulling out the "Psychology", I wanted to leave it in the dormitory opposite and let them hand it over to Chu Xiuyuan, but in the end I went down the stairs with the book in my hand.It would be better to sneak another chance at night.

In the process of going downstairs, Song Yu opened his "Abnormal Psychology", and in the blank space on the page where Chu Xiuyuan's name was written, he saw his own name beside Chu Xiuyuan's name, and a person from " "Chu Xiuyuan" began with a single arrow pointing at him, in Chu Xiuyuan's handwriting.

After stroking the depression in the handwriting, Song Yu's brows and eyes softened, and the uneasiness in his eyes suddenly dissipated.

During the flipping process, a piece of pink, somewhat thick coated paper was revealed on the page of "Psychology" under the quilt, which attracted Song Yu's attention.

Opening the book along the coated paper, I saw that the coated paper was crumpled, apparently being kneaded, with the name and face value of a milk tea shop written on the front, and the redemption period written on the back, it was Song Yu who forced it to Chu Xiu Far away song club milk tea coupons.

Touching the milk tea coupon that had obviously been pressed and smoothed, Song Yu unconsciously raised a smile, unexpectedly...hidden it so carefully, as if the person who gave out the milk tea coupon was also cherished.

Insert the milk tea coupon into the page of the book, and the moment he closed the book, Song Yu seemed to see his name written on the blank space on that page.

Squinting his eyes and opening it again, he found himself at the top right of the book, but before he could imagine Chu Xiuyuan's expression when he wrote his name, in less than a second, the smile on his lips burst instantly and froze stiffly on his face Because on the left side of his name, he saw a heart, and to the left of that heart were strikethrough lines, so hard, so deep, and even traces of ink stains, which were deleted one by one. Where the lines covered, three characters could be vaguely distinguished - Chu Xiuyuan.

Chu Xiuyuan painted out his name, but why... did he cross out his name?Painted as if Chu Xiuyuan didn't like Song Yu anymore.

Song Yu nervously touched the large drop of melted ink, the pages were rough, and the shape...was tears, tears...

There was a thump in my heart, and my heart twisted violently. The pain had just begun, but I saw a line of words under my name:

"The first seat in the first row, at 1:01, I actually lost to a seat for a while."

"all fake."

all fake……

"Crash!"

"Clap!"

The two textbooks suddenly fell to the ground, and there was a loud thumping sound in the stairwell. The "Psychology" that fell on the ground happened to break open on the page where the milk tea coupon was inserted. Song Yu suddenly staggered and died. He leaned against the handrail of the stairs, his eyes darkened.

He couldn't imagine how Chu Xiuyuan happily wrote their names together and drew a love heart, how he blotted out his own name little by little with tears, and watched the ink melt away in that drop In the tears that fell, wrote such a sentence.

There are too many places where the ink has been melted away. On Chu Xiuyuan's name, in the heart shape, and in that sentence, it's all...

all of them……

Reminiscent of Chu Xiuyuan's abnormal performance today, Song Yu sucked in pain, the sucking sound in his throat was dry and hoarse, and he leaned on the armrest for a long time before picking up the two books that fell on the floor with trembling hands, Rush out of the dormitory building.

He's going to the hospital, he's going to the hospital...

The two junior sisters were still waiting for Song Yu downstairs. They saw Song Yu running out of the dormitory and stopped Song Yu just as he was about to pick up the textbooks in his hand, but found that Song Yu's face was pale, his brows and eyes were full of pain, his eyes were red, and he was in pain. It was almost ferocious, and the two girls were so scared that they couldn't speak a word.It's like...losing the most important thing in my life...

"Brother, are you... all right?" One of them mustered up the courage to ask.

Song Yu opened his mouth twice, and only made a sound the third time: "I'm sorry...I'm not feeling well...Let's talk about the book in a few days."

After speaking, he turned around and ran outside the campus.

I've never seen Song Yu in such a mess before. The two girls looked at each other and ran after Song Yu in fright.

Song Yu ran out of the school, the picture in front of him was distorted and receded in front of him, everything was distorted, even the road under his feet was curled up, he couldn't see clearly, he couldn't see anything clearly, there seemed to be nothing normal in front of him. There was only the sound of sucking like a bellows.

There was a violent collision, "Be careful!" Another voice rang out amidst his horrible puffing sound.

Song Yu was stunned and stood there. The distorted picture in front of him gradually returned to normal. He only saw a middle-aged man wearing a bib pointing at his nose and scolding: "What's wrong with you, don't look at the road, I'm such a big deal What if the oil is knocked over by you and burns you!"

Song Yu stared blankly at the big pot of oil used to fry chicken beside the middle-aged man...

The middle-aged man saw that Song Yu's expression was wrong, so he pushed him again: "I'm asking you something, kid, don't come here to find fault..."

Before he finished speaking, he saw the boy with a terrifying expression suddenly stretch out his hand...

At this time, the two girls managed to catch up...

"Ah ah ah ah ah!!!!!!"

“啊……啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！来人哪！”

The cry of fear completely cut the afternoon apart.

******

When Chu Xiuyuan received the call from Fu Jue, he was still distributing leaflets in a daze, his head was heavy and heavy: "Hey..." The next second, his back suddenly stiffened, "What did you say?"

Chu Xiuyuan's eyebrows became tighter and tighter, and his breathing became more and more rapid. Suddenly, the leaflets in his hand were scattered all over the place, and he shouted with trembling lips, "I'm coming now, I'm coming now!"

After stopping a taxi, Chu Xiuyuan gritted his teeth in anxiety as he watched the buildings retreat rapidly outside the window. He rested his fingers on the door handle and tapped it over and over again, making his breathing ache.

Hurry up, hurry up, drive faster!

As soon as he arrived at the hospital, Chu Xiuyuan threw down a 50 and ran to the emergency room.While running, he called Fu Jue: "Where is he?" Hearing Fu Jue's reply, he ran from the emergency room to the inpatient department. As soon as he reached the fifth floor, he heard the sound of arguing from the elevator.

"We are his parents, why can't we see him? Why do you stop us?" A middle-aged man spoke with anxiety and anger.Beside the middle-aged man, there is a middle-aged woman crying all the time

"Heh..." Another voice was cold and sarcastic, and it was clearly Fu Jue, "It's because he doesn't want to see you."

"Fart! How could he not want to see us! That's my son! Don't think you have anything to do with this hospital, you have opened the back door for us a few times and we will follow you in everything!"

"Your son? Is this how you treat your son?" Fu Jue was furious, "If you didn't let him see a doctor, his illness would have been cured long ago. Could it have deteriorated to this extent?"

"He's not sick at all! He's not sick. If he's not sick, he's going to some madhouse!"

"So are you satisfied now?!" Fu Jue yelled uncontrollably, "Are you satisfied now that something happened to him?! He was killed by you, and he doesn't want to see you now! He doesn't want to see you, even if I die. I won't let you see him!"

"We are his parents, I'm going to see him now!" The middle-aged man wanted to push Fu Jue after he finished speaking, but was stopped by Chu Xiuyuan.

"Crack!" Chu Xiuyuan opened the middle-aged man's arm and pushed it towards Fu Jue, and Chu Xiuyuan's voice seemed to come out of the Arctic sea of ​​ice, "He doesn't want to see you, which means that in his heart, you are no longer worthy of being his parents." , don't be shameless."

After speaking, he pulled Fu Jue to leave.

The two were so angry that they couldn't speak for a long time. The middle-aged woman only knew how to cry. The middle-aged man next to him stretched out his hand to stop him. Chu Xiuyuan suddenly pointed to the top of the nurse's desk: "Did you see that monitor? This is a hospital, how dare you?" Do it, I will call the police immediately, not to mention today, but tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, you will not see him." After speaking, he shouted, "Where are the security guards!"

Just as the security guard appeared from the stairs, he rushed over when he heard someone yelling.

Stopped by the security guards, the two middle-aged men got very angry and shouted at Chu Xiuyuan: "Who are you?"

With icy scum in his eyes, Chu Xiuyuan sneered, "The person he wants to see."

Hearing the noise, the doctor came over and advised, "It's all taken care of, and there's nothing serious about it. But the patient's mood is unstable now, and he doesn't want to see him. Just sit and wait for a while, so as not to affect his mood."

Hearing that Song Yu was fine, everyone was relieved.Song Yu's parents were invited by the doctors and nurses to sit on the one-piece bench on one side, while Chu Xiuyuan pulled Fu Jue to the other side. The moment Fu Jue saw Chu Xiuyuan's face, he realized that Chu Xiuyuan Xiuyuan's face was pale, as if he had walked around the gate of hell, colder than the Arctic glacier, cold and timid.

At this moment, Chu Xiuyuan's voice was trembling: "What's going on, what do you mean you put your hand into the oil pan?"

Fu Jue bit her lip, with an unbearable expression: "That's...literally..."

"Didn't Mr. Bai say that his condition was not that serious last time? Didn't he say that he was afraid of sticking into the frying pan, so he would never stick in?!"

"It may be... stimulated and produce new symptoms."

Chu Xiuyuan stopped laughing, and sobs formed in his throat: "It's you who said that he won't have new symptoms when I don't see him. It's you who said that his condition got better after he didn't see me. "Chu Xiuyuan gasped suddenly, "But look at what he did, does he seem to be getting better!"

"Yes, we made a serious mistake. His condition didn't improve, but got worse." Fu Jue also broke down.

Chu Xiuyuan paused: "What do you mean?"

Fu Jue: "He concealed his illness. None of his symptoms disappeared, but he lied to us that his symptoms were all gone."

"Why?" Chu Xiuyuan's heart seemed to be poked out one after another, and the cold wind from Siberia passed through, taking away all the warmth from his body, "Why do you want to lie?"

"He didn't say anything." Fu Jue shook his head, then looked at Chu Xiuyuan again, "But can't you guess?"

Chu Xiuyuan took a step back, a ridiculous thought flashed through Chu Xiuyuan's mind, and for a moment, his whole body was tingling.

Seeing Chu Xiuyuan's reaction, Fu Jue sighed: "I guessed that way too, because I'm getting better, so I can come to see you."

The author has something to say: stigma kills people.

When I interviewed patients before, several patients would tell me about stigma, and the doctor would ask them over and over again, what is the attitude of your family members and whether they support you, because they have encountered too many people from family The obstacle, and the biggest obstacle.There was a patient who went to see a doctor without telling her family, and all expenses could not be reimbursed by medical insurance, because her mother hid her medical insurance card, and went to her bag every day to see if there was any medicine hidden in it, so the patient’s The symptoms dragged on for a long time, and she didn't get better until she moved out of the house financially.