I don't want to cry and I want to die for love[Comprehensive]

Hanazawa Asahi's alarm clock is fixed at eight o'clock in the morning.

He hadn't slept for two hours yet, the phone alarm clock came one after another, and the interval between three consecutive alarm clocks was less than 1 minute. As long as Hanazawa Asahi didn't wake up and turn off the alarm clock, he couldn't have a good night's sleep.

If it is turned off, it means that Hanazawa Asahi will get up.

Hanazawa Asahi's head was groggy, and the consequences of staying up all night would not be good.He felt that he was only one step away from sudden death.

He rolled around on the bed several times in a daze, and when he opened his eyes, he realized that the room was not furnished in a room he was familiar with. He was stunned for a while before realizing that he was staying at Osamu Dazai's house.

When Hanazawa Asahi woke up, she found that there was no residual warmth on the other side of the bed, and she didn't know how long Osamu Dazai had been up.Pulling on his shoes, he walked slowly into the hall, but still did not see Osamu Dazai, thinking that Osamu Dazai had gone out to buy breakfast.I didn't pay much attention to it, I scratched my hair and went to wash.

As soon as the face touched the cold water, the whole person woke up.

Returning to his senses, Hanazawa Asahi thought of the horror of the night, which made his hair stand on end.Still thinking about Aso Riede putting a new envelope in the mailbox.

Maybe it's because the sun of the day came, Huazawa Asahi was not as scared as last night.He opened the door to make a gap, looked left and right, and after confirming that there was no one there, he went out and took out the letter in the mailbox.As soon as Huazawa Asahi got it, he found something strange.The envelope had been opened.

Surprised, he opened the envelope directly at the gate and read the letter inside.

When the field of vision touched the word eight o'clock, all the sleepy bugs in Hanazawa Asahi were blown away.Ignoring that he was still wearing indoor shoes, he ran and rushed to the top floor.

Dazai smiled wordlessly.

He saw Aso Lizhi take the initiative to climb up to the platform with an uncompromising attitude.

"If you jump down, even if you want to regret it, there is no way to regret it."

"I won't regret it." Aso Toshie returned a smile, "I have been looking forward to this scene countless times in my dreams, and Mr. Dazai is willing to respond to me and promise me... Ah, this seems like a dream."

"This is not a dream." Osamu Dazai said.He quickly stepped onto the platform.

"I know this very well. Mr. Dazai doesn't need to emphasize it. I'm very clear..." Aso Riie carefully took Dazai's hand, and after receiving Dazai's follow-up action without any resistance, Aso Riie smiled contentedly, " I am happy right now."

Aso Toshie proved his attitude, Dazai Osamu will not be twitchy.

He looked downstairs, he had seen this scene countless times, even when he was alone, he had stepped on the platform on his own initiative.

"—"

Osamu Dazai heard slight shouts and footsteps.

Less than ten seconds later, he heard the sound of someone unlocking the door.

Familiar panting, familiar scene.

It's just that at this moment, everything has turned into a scene that happened in Hanazawa Asahi's dream.

The woman next to Osamu Dazai with a blurred face turned into Toshie Aso, and Osamu Dazai, who was persuading a woman not to commit suicide on the rooftop yesterday, has now become one of the suicide victims.

"——what are you doing, Mr. Dazai?"

In fact, Hanazawa Asahi was still dizzy in his head, and his blood pressure was obviously low after a night without sleep, and he ran suddenly.

He really thought that he was one step away from sudden death, and there was a scene in front of him that Osamu Dazai was about to commit suicide.

Aso Lizhi saw Hanazawa Asahi, and slowly clenched his hands.She was a little apprehensive, afraid that Osamu Dazai would be fooled by Hanazawa Asahi's rhetoric.

Aso Toshie thought Hanazawa Asahi's speaking skills were not very good, but yesterday he just talked about Dazai Osamu's heart.Inevitably, the same will happen today.

She plucked up her courage and scolded Hanazawa Asahi, "What does it have to do with you, and what does it have to do with Mr. Dazai."

Aso Toshie was too afraid of Hanazawa Asahi communicating with Dazai Osamu.

Hanazawa Asahi said, "Are you the woman who sent the letter to Mr. Dazai?"

"Yes, it's me." Aso Riede shouted vigorously, "Mr. Dazai and I... Zhita are in the same mind, we both have made up our minds, and we are both voluntary. What kind of position do you use to stop us? You There is no such power."

Hanazawa Asahi glanced at Osamu Dazai with a complicated expression.

"...I am friends with Mr. Dazai, and I cannot let my friend commit suicide. I will not allow it."

Obviously, I have already said this to Osamu Dazai yesterday, and now I have to say it to him again.

"I also won't allow you to die. Even if I try my best, I will stop you. Don't try to commit suicide in front of me." Hanazawa Asahi looked at Osamu Dazai with a high voice, "I said it yesterday, no matter how many times , No matter how many times I will stop you, Dazai-san."

Osamu Dazai broke away from the state of silence, and he asked back: "How are you going to stop us? Asahi, Miss Aso and I just need to lean back now, and we will fall from the twelfth floor. Your personality is not It’s not suitable for saving people, Asahi. You don’t have that ability either. It’s just that everyone knows how to speak, and it’s impossible for me to trust you without actual proof.”

Osamu Dazai's words were like giving Aso Toshie a shot in the arm. She subconsciously felt something was wrong, but she didn't have so much time to think about it.Just knowing from Dazai Osamu that he has that wish, Aso Toshie is very happy.

She held Dazai Osamu's hand, slowly closed her eyes, and fell backwards.

Aso Lizhi felt the wind blowing in front of her, curling up her hair on both sides.

She is dying with Osamu Dazai.

Aso Riede clearly recognized this, and under the joy, time slowed down.

It is said that people will have revolving lanterns before they die.

She saw Osamu Dazai half a year ago.

Osamu Dazai is a tenant in the apartment. He is usually with his mother or people from the Armed Detective Agency with a smile on his face.Doing some weird things all the time, people want to beat him up if they find out.Kunikida Doppo of the Armed Detective Agency is not polite to him.

He is a strange man.

This was the scene when Toshie Aso and Osamu Dazai met for the first time.

Faced with a strange person's request to die in love, Aso Toshie really couldn't accept it.

However, on that night, Aso Riede saw Osamu Dazai on the other side.

In the dark night on the rooftop, his whole body was wrapped in loneliness, and the wind blew up the hair on the side of his face.In a short moment, Aso Toshie met Osamu Dazai's eyes.

very dark.

It seems that no light can shine through.

Osamu Dazai looked into the distance.

In fact, there is nothing worth seeing in the distance, just ordinary buildings that can be seen everywhere.

Aso Riede couldn't guess what he was looking at.

In the next instant, Osamu Dazai stepped on the platform by himself.

As long as the wind is stronger, it can easily blow him down.

Aso Lizhi wanted to yell to be careful, don't go, you will fall from the roof.

But seeing Dazai Osamu's back, he couldn't say anything.

All Aso Toshie could do was to quietly watch his back behind the door, until Dazai Osamu stepped down from the platform on his own initiative, and Aso Toshie quietly left.

Since then, Osamu Dazai's appearance of being independent from the world has been reflected in Aso Toshie's mind for a long time, until now.

Aso Riede saw a lot in a trance. His mother's funeral, Dazai Osamu, and after graduating from university, he never went to work in the company. The faces of his colleagues are unforgettable.

"—"

The wind howled.

When Aso Lizhi closed his eyes, he seemed to hear someone running and stepped on the platform.

What followed was that there was no feeling of falling.

And Dazai Osamu's helpless voice: "You are brave and foolish."

Aso Lizhi realized that someone had grabbed her wrist, and the palm tightly grasped her entire wrist. The temperature was almost scorching hot, as if it had burned Aso Lizhi's wrist.

She had no choice but to open her eyes, and in an instant, her eyes widened in disbelief.

The words in his mouth buzzed in his mouth, and he murmured: "...you will die if you are not careful."

"I can't save you, and I will never forget you in my future life. You will be my life's regret, and I don't want that kind of thing." Huaze Asahi's golden eyes are like the light of the morning sun, which Bi Aso Lizhi has seen The sunrise is even more beautiful.At this moment, with the light like that, looking at him intently, Aso Riede subconsciously looked at Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai didn't look at Toshie Aso at all, he looked at Hanazawa Asahi's side face and smiled slowly.

Just when Aso Toshie was pulling Dazai Osamu backwards, Hanazawa Asahi had already started to act when Dazai Osamu was speaking.

He broke out as fast as he could run, and stepped onto the platform, ignoring Dazai Osamu's surprised eyes.

He jumped directly, without any hesitation in his actions, he only had Dazai Osamu and Aso Toshie in his eyes, and he didn't care about his own life at all.

Hanazawa Asahi grabbed the wrists of Aso Toshie and Dazai Osamu, only one foot got stuck on the side of the platform.

Only with this strength, there is no way to save the two people.

All three people present thought so.

And Osamu Dazai had already made a verdict in his heart when Hanazawa Asahi swooped in desperately.

He reached out and grabbed the edge of the inner platform.

For the first time in his life, Osamu Dazai took the initiative to save himself in the process of suicide.

"If it wasn't for me, the three of us would have fallen right now." Osamu Dazai thought about the scene, "I haven't read the story of three people dying for love—if all three of them fell, would they be killed? The world weaves a love story of two men robbing one woman."

Hanazawa Asahi was speechless, and among the three of them, he was the only one standing on his head.He felt that his brain was congested, and he managed to squeeze a few words out of his mouth: "Pull me up, I feel like the blood in my head is going to flow back."

While pulling Hanazawa Asahi and Aso Toshie up, Dazai Osamu said, "Haven't you ever thought about how you would pull the two of us up if I hadn't reached out to grab you?"

"That kind of thing - I will think about it after I save you. Yes, yes, there is nothing wrong with me being foolhardy." Hanazawa Asahi crazily blackened himself, "Hurry up and pull me up, I really want to suffer It's gone."

In this society, apart from heroes and policemen.

If there are still people who are desperate to save strangers, this in itself requires a great courage.

Dazai laughed.

He just likes Hanazawa Asahi.

If at that time, Aso Toshie met not Dazai Osamu but Hanazawa Asahi at that time, it would not have been this result.

Aso Lizhi saw that Chenxi dyed Huazawa Asahi's black hair, and she felt that she should struggle.Obviously she had been expecting the result of death all along, but after being rescued, she couldn't summon any strength.

Hanazawa Asahi is like light.

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and (smile)

For the first time, I found that I could write so many words in a short period of time, it was terrible