I don't want to cry and I want to die for love[Comprehensive]

"Eh??" Kawasaki Ukyo hurriedly opened his eyes wide, "Isn't it too eye-catching? Hanazawa."

"It's someone I know." Hanazawa Asahi said shortly, "It will be fine in 10 minutes, and no one else will notice. I won't do dangerous things, Kawasaki. Call the police quickly."

"Hey, hey! Hua Ze, don't meddle in your own business. Just let the police handle it. You are not a professional, so don't interfere casually!"

Kawasaki Ukyo crazily shouted Hanazawa Asahi's name from behind, Hanazawa Asahi didn't look back, and got into the crowd, only seeing Dazai Osamu who was in danger on the rooftop.

Kawasaki Ukyo stomped his feet, angrily turned on his cell phone and made a call.I had no choice but to follow Hanazawa Asahi's instructions.

Not Dazai.

It is not Osamu Dazai who is committing suicide.

Mr. Dazai said that his idea of ​​suicide is carried out under the condition of not causing trouble for others.

The girl who was sitting on the balcony railing was the culprit of the commotion.

but--

Hanazawa Asahi jumped through the crowd, and pushed aside those who stood in the way of watching the excitement in front of her.The crowd made commotion and cursed because of his actions, Hanazawa Asahi quickly apologized.

After passing through the crowds, we came to the department store.

There was too much commotion, whether it was the crowd watching outside or the people shopping in the department store.The discussion sounds were buzzing like flies, Hanazawa Asahi didn't pay attention at all.With great difficulty, he came to the front of the elevator and quickly pressed the button of the elevator.

But there are too many people nearby.

It is entirely conceivable how many people will come out of the elevator after the elevator descends.

He clenched his fists in frustration and ran again.

Generally, there will be stairs (safety passage) at the back to run directly to the roof.

Hanazawa Asahi couldn't let go.

Standing near the railing of the roof, Osamu Dazai seemed to be on the edge of a cliff, jumping back and forth between life and death.

In the dream, I witnessed the constant death of Osamu Dazai, and countless reincarnations of Osamu Dazai's death.

Mr. Dazai, who was clearly smiling one second, was lying on the ground with blood all over his face the next second.

The nightmare also maliciously enlarged the exaggerated scene after Osamu Dazai died.

After drinking the poison and dying, a purple sauce will appear on the body.The corpse spots grew little by little, and died slowly in an unknown place.The corpse gave off a stench, and the carrion was bitten off by insects and ants, turning it into a white bone.

Osamu Dazai, who died after entering the water, never even struggled, and just let the water pour over his mouth and nose.All the way to death, the body floats on the water.

The scene of the camel windbreaker rattling, I have seen it countless times in my dream.

The nightmare scene appeared in Hanazawa Asahi's eyes again. At this time, he hated himself for remembering it so clearly.

Osamu Dazai spread his wings like a bird, his camel-colored windbreaker fluttering in the air.His complexion was unprecedentedly relaxed, and he closed his eyes serenely, as if immersed in his mother's embrace, wantonly sleeping soundly.

The peaceful time only lasts for how many seconds it takes to fall from the tall building to the ground. There is no need to wait too long, and Osamu Dazai will fall into a puddle of flesh in the next moment.I can't see the handsome face in my life, and I can't imagine him dying so simply with a smile on his mouth.

In the dream, Hanazawa Asahi's pupils shrank, and he stretched out his hands to catch Osamu Dazai.

The falling Dazai Osamu passed through his hands.

The transparent and non-existent Hanazawa Asahi has nothing to do about it, he constantly and continuously sees various ways of death of Osamu Dazai in his dream.

I don't want to see him, I don't know what kind of expression he should have to face after meeting Osamu Dazai.

In the end, I really saw Osamu Dazai, and seeing that he was only approaching the rooftop, Hanazawa Asahi's heart was just grasped by invisible hands.Tension and panic overwhelmed him like a tide.

I was so scared that in reality, I really witnessed Osamu Dazai die like this.

The powerless self seemed incomparably painful in the dream, unable to save the dying person in front of him, and hit Hanazawa Asahi more than anything else.

In particular, the person who died may be Osamu Dazai.

Such a future cannot be accepted.

Normally, because of Dazai Osamu's cheerful expression and verbal narration, no matter how painful [suicide] is, it is only a mere one, and he can easily say it on his lips.

Can not think so.

It is impossible to regard such sad words as suicide and martyrdom as a normal state that is as natural as breathing.

The reason for giving such an illusion is because of Mr. Dazai.

I am so afraid that one day, even he will regard [suicide] and [sacrifice for love] as a commonly used vocabulary, ignoring the meaning of death behind the vocabulary, and he can joke around casually.

Will Mr. Dazai kill himself quietly and secretly with a smile on his face?

A person like Mr. Dazai clearly said goodbye, but never gave him a chance to say goodbye.When one day I really want to commit suicide, there is no chance to stop it.

I don't want to have such a future.

Hanazawa Asahi ran all the way from the first floor to the twelfth floor, panting so hard that her throat hurts even when she took a big breath.He swallowed with great difficulty, and pushed open the roof door with sweat profusely.

"Mr. Dazai..."

His voice sounded like breath, without much effort.

The moment the door was opened, the wind from the high-rise building was blowing head-on, and the coldness made people feel refreshed.

Osamu Dazai put his hands in his pockets, and suddenly heard the sound of the door being opened with a creak, which caught everyone present off guard.He looked back towards the door, surprised.

"Asahi?"

Hanazawa Asahi was burning all over his body, and he couldn't breathe.There is no disguise on the expression of panic and fear, as long as you face Hanazawa Asahi head-on, you can feel it with just one glance.

Osamu Dazai patiently waited for Hanazawa Asahi to calm down. He didn't ask until Hanazawa Asahi's breathing was calm, "Why did Asahi appear in Yokohama? Shizuoka chased me to Yokohama, right?

He suddenly got stuck.

Huaze Asahi supported the gate and walked forward slowly.Fatigue and lungs were a constant warning to his body.

I saw Osamu Dazai standing next to the railing of the roof with his whole body intact.All the nightmares turned into blades because of the scene in front of them, cutting all the fantasies into two.

Fear and worry disappeared in an instant, he stretched out his hand to wipe off the sweat on the side of his face, and couldn't help showing a smile.

"That's great, Dazai-san."

What I saw at that time was indeed a dream, and it was absolutely impossible for the things in the dream to appear in reality.

Osamu Dazai stopped talking, his eyes widened slightly.

Hanazawa Asahi didn't pay that much attention, and ran to the [-]th floor in one breath, almost suffocating.There is no air conditioning on the stairs, and the vents are so small that it is only so big that it is difficult to breathe.After finally stopping, he sat slumped on the ground holding the door, gasping for breath.

He felt like he was really going to die.

"Asahi."

"……Um?"

"You seem to have witnessed my death with your own eyes." After a moment of silence, Osamu Dazai leaned on the railing and slowly approached Hanazawa Asahi, and asked questions in an affirmative tone: "Could it be possible, Asahi? Is the personality spying on me?"

"what……"

Hanazawa Asahi, who was caught by a single word, was at a loss for words, and he defended himself in embarrassment, "It's only a few seconds...Mr. Dazai."

Osamu Dazai's shrewdness broke through the superficial disguise of Hanazawa Asahi, and he had no choice but to find a lie to put a fig leaf on himself.Under Osamu Dazai's questioning eyes, it seemed that all the disguises would become invisible, adding to his troubles.He said self-destructively.

"I did not do it on purpose."

Osamu Dazai leaned his back against the fragile railing and looked up at the sky.His actions made Hanazawa Asahi frightened, lest the railing would break quietly due to aging problems, and Osamu Dazai would fall from the twelfth floor.

"Forget it, let's talk about the problem between us later."

Osamu Dazai's words were filled with the meaning of settling accounts after autumn, Hanazawa Asahi shrank his neck, and took a careful look at Osamu Dazai like a quail.

Osamu Dazai didn't pay him too much attention, Hanazawa Asahi completely relaxed.After running to the twelfth floor, he felt that he would never get up from the ground if he was slow for 10 minutes.

Osamu Dazai moved slightly away from the railing, because of his actions just now, the woman sitting on the railing panicked.Without even touching the railing with both hands, as long as the wind is a little stronger, the petite woman can be blown down.

She looked like a girl downstairs, but when she was actually at the scene of the crime, Hanazawa Asahi realized that the girl in front of her could not be called a girl.She didn't seem to have arrived, but her lower abdomen was slightly bulging.Her limbs looked extraordinarily slender, and her pale skin reminded Hanazawa Asahi of patients in the hospital.

"There are still many good things waiting for you in life, don't commit suicide easily, Miss Yuanshan."

Atsushi Nakajima, who was inexperienced, kept comforting her with words, while Toyama Jujiang was majestic and motionless.Whenever Atsushi Nakajima had the slightest thought of wanting to touch her forward, she leaned forward slightly trembling.Atsushi Nakajima was so frightened that he backed away again and again, sticking to the wall and not daring to move, he cried and cast his eyes on Osamu Dazai, "Come and help me, Mr. Dazai, don't watch from the sidelines."

Atsushi Nakajima, who is the least good at persuading the other party with words, has nothing to do with Toyama Kikue.His language vocabulary is not much, and he doesn't know what language to use to express his inner thoughts.

Osamu Dazai: "Do you really want me to speak? Don. I have endured it very hard. If I must speak—"

"..."

"..."

Atsushi Nakajima silently looked away.

what.

Just hearing Mr. Dazai's words, one can fully imagine what he wants to say to Toyama Kikue.

Rather than dying alone, die in love with me.

——Probably something like this.

Atsushi Nakajima felt a stomachache from the bottom of his heart, why did he and Mr. Dazai take over the task this time.There is nothing to do about this case, and I don't know what to do.

It's good that Mr. Dazai doesn't make trouble.

Thinking of the possibility that Toyama Kikue would be incited by Dazai Osamu, both of them will die in love... Mr. Kunikida will definitely beat me to death!

"Okay, shut up now, Mr. Dazai." Hanazawa Asahi couldn't stand it anymore, he said out loud.

He tried his best to support the wall and stood up, feeling that his calf was soft, if he was pushed a little at this moment.Hanazawa Asahi would immediately fall down on the spot, without even the strength to get up.

He looked embarrassed and fragile, no matter how he looked at it, he didn't have the explosive power to stop Yuanshan Jujiang from danger in an instant.When Hanazawa Asahi walked slowly, Toyama Jujiang didn't immediately express his vigilance.

It's deceiving to look at young children, lack of explosiveness, and fatigue.

"Miss Yuanshan has been to the summer festival?"

"...I used to go there with my friends."

"There are delicious apple candies in the summer festival. Red sour apples are wrapped in a red candy shell. It tastes sour and sweet. The sweet and sour taste especially stimulates the appetite. In winter, you can buy new and beautiful coats. Didn’t the P family also release a limited season coat this year? I heard from my friends that girls like it very much. It’s too boring to show off outside without wearing a good-looking dress? Friends will be very envious of you and show off You. But if you miss this time, you may not be able to buy new clothes, which is a pity."

"When it's Chinese New Year, when you wear nice clothes and go to the shrine with your friends to worship, you never know whether it will be a sign of great luck or good luck. It makes people feel excited, and they are looking forward to the result of the lottery. Also, Toyama Miss, do you know the Chinese New Year Jump? Jump up suddenly at the zero o’clock of the New Year. When you start the new year, you can proudly tell your friends that I am not on the earth at the moment of the New Year—this is also very interesting. "

Hua Zechao said incoherently in Japanese, "No matter what happens in life...you see, there are many interesting things in this world, things with unknown probability, and you can only understand them if you experience them yourself. It's completely told to you by a friend. time, an incomprehensible experience."

"Don't die. There are so many interesting things in the world. The interesting things you have encountered from the beginning of your life to the present are just one of the various things in the world, which does not account for one in a million, but the size of a millimeter .More interesting things, you still have to experience it yourself, how can you die like this. You just planted a beautiful rose just now. What kind of charm, the stunning blooming in the short flowering period, these are all worth looking forward to."

Hanazawa Asahi looked at Toyama Kikue earnestly, and her golden eyes conveyed sincere emotions.

"dont you agree?"

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No change tomorrow.The class ends the day after tomorrow, and the homework is not finished, so one day is left for homework -3-

Although I know it's immoral to be stuck here(.) Forgive me, I love you guys hhhh

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