you better not like me

Chen Yan advised him to get married.

His first reaction was: Chen Yan didn't take his love seriously at all.

This made him feel sad and ridiculous, and a deep sense of powerlessness surrounded him belatedly, as if everything was telling him that no matter how hard he persisted, it was useless, and Chen Yan would never take himself seriously again.

Chen Yan was silent for a moment and skipped the question.

Then said: "I just want to remind you that the decision is yours."

"I won't get married." Zhan Ke said seriously.

He solemnly seemed to be swearing an oath, and with a decisive tone, he was eager to let Chen Yan understand that he would not get married, would not live a so-called "normal life", these ifs would always be just ifs.

Zhan Ke lowered his head and said with a slightly aggrieved voice: "There is no if that I go back to the past and love you again, and there is no if that I will get married or leave you. This is only fair."

Chen Yan wanted to say, how do you talk about fairness with me?

But he didn't say it after all, he acted as if he had listened to Zhan Ke's words.On this topic, I have no intention of chatting with Zhan Ke any longer.

Chen Yan let go, and Zhan Ke felt that the air around him was released, and he could finally breathe smoothly.

The tightly clenched heart also returned to freedom, and continued to beat vigorously for Chen Yan.

Zhan Ke intuitively felt that Chen Yan was very kind to him today.

After that, he searched all over the world for topics, and even though Chen Yan looked disinterested, he would still answer him a few words.Zhan Ke, who got the reply, got even more excited, one sentence after another.

Chen Yan felt that he had never said so many words in his life.

"How is Zhan Zheng?" Chen Yan didn't want to chat with him about strange topics anymore.

Zhan Ke took out his mobile phone, opened Zhan Zheng's Weibo, clicked on a photo, and held the mobile phone in front of Chen Yan.

Chen Yan stretched out his hand to pick it up, but Zhan Ke hid a little back and said, "You eat, I'll take it."

Chen Yan put down his chopsticks, "I can't eat anymore, I'm so stuffed."

Zhan Ke said again: "Then don't eat, it's easy to fall asleep at night."

Chen Yan was helpless, "I mean, I don't want to eat, so I don't need you to hold it for me."

Only then did Zhan Ke understand, he smiled awkwardly, handed him the phone, and said, "He told me he has someone he likes."

"Huh?" When Chen Yan took it, he swiped his hand on the screen and returned to the desktop.He reached out to click on the Weibo icon, and the screen went dark.

He also unlocked Zhan Ke, and before he could move, he heard Zhan Ke say, "Your birthday."

Chen Yan's hands trembled slightly, his eyelashes fluttered up and down, and he looked at Zhan Ke.

Chen Yan said, "You are... quite ugly."

He didn't know why he said that, he just subconsciously didn't want to admit all Zhan Ke's actions.

But no matter what you say, you can't hide your inner thoughts.

Chen Yan still smiled.

While laughing, I felt really sad in my heart.

Zhan Ke didn't care at all, just scratched his head, and explained: "The phone was broken before, and after buying a new one, I don't know what password to set, so I set it as your birthday."

Chen Yan deliberately asked: "What about the previous password?"

Zhan Ke spat out a coherent number a little embarrassedly: "123456."

Chen Yan turned on the phone, ready to enter his birthday.

But the moment the black screen disappeared, he froze.

The person on the screen was wearing pure black short sleeves and sitting in a very dim place. Chen Yan immediately recognized that this was a bar, because the person in the photo staring fiercely at the camera was his 24-year-old self.

The hand hanging by his side clenched into a fist, and hit his thigh hard, forcing himself to wake up.

Afterwards, he suppressed his emotions and entered his birthday seriously.

opened.

The mobile desktop is the bigger stimulus.

In the photo, Chen Yan was wearing the school uniform of No. [-] Middle School ten years ago, with the school uniform jacket open, revealing white short sleeves.He stood at the boundary between light and shadow, with a trace of blood on his face, looking down at something.

The photos are very old and low resolution.

It's been too long, Chen Yan can't remember what he was doing at that time.

But nine times out of ten it was a fight.

"Where did you come from?" Chen Yan's voice was very calm.

Zhan Ke suddenly realized that not only the password was Chen Yan, but also the screen saver and the desktop.

The screen saver was replaced not long ago today, and the desktop has been used for six years.

"Sorry." He subconsciously apologized.

Chen Yan asked again: "Where did you come from?"

Zhan Ke said truthfully: "One is from Yang Qifa, and the other is... from the Post Bar of the Fourth Middle School."

Chen Yan vaguely remembered the origin of the photo of wearing a school uniform.

It was not long after I reported for my new high school.At that time, Chen Yan became famous by posting such a set of photos in the No. [-] Middle School. Everyone knew that there was a man in the first year of high school who could be beaten by thieves.

Chen Yan pressed his thumb joint and made a sound.

He let out a soft breath, "Did you have this pixel in that era?" He remembered that the photos ten years ago seemed to be taken by a landline.

Although this picture is also blurry, at least he can see the person clearly, and he can even see the blood on his face clearly.

"I tried to fix it." Zhan Ke said.

Chen Yan clicked on the Weibo icon, and a group photo appeared.

The man in the photo is very similar to Zhan Ke, with a girl looking down at her phone sitting next to her.

"Have you caught up?" Chen Yan asked.

Zhan Ke paused for two seconds before reacting, "No, I didn't tell me in detail, I just said that there is someone I like, and there are photos on Weibo."

Zhan Ke added with a smile: "You don't know his character yet, if you catch him you will definitely post it everywhere."

Come to think of it.

Chen Yan returned the phone to him, "Come on then."

Zhan Ke took it, "I will tell him."

"He...has changed a lot over the years." Chen Yan said suddenly.

Zhan Ke was dragged back to a few years ago by his words, and remembered that Zhan Zheng, who was busy making troubles every day, looked like "I am invincible in the world" even if he was beaten.

Later, I didn't know where Chen Yan knew about it. Zhan Ke felt that Zhan Zheng took the initiative to find him.Anyway, Chen Yan helped solve the final matter.

How to deal with it?

Use violence to control violence.

Just beat it.

"I've matured quite a lot." Zhan Ke said, "The bastard has stopped being a bastard since the year my mother passed away."

When Zhan Ke talked about his younger brother, he was very gentle.

In fact, it used to be.

Chen Yan occasionally chatted with him about Zhan Zheng, and he also said angrily, "The bastard knows how to cause trouble in a day", while silently acquiescing when Chen Yan praised Zhan Zheng.

Chen Yan couldn't quite understand the feeling of losing his parents.

Because it never was.

But when Zhan Ke mentioned this matter several times, he could hear some depression in his tone.

But Chen Yan still didn't expect that even a person with Zhan Zheng's temper could be changed.

"He kissed my mother." Zhan Ke seemed to have insight into his concerns.

Zhan Ke mentioned this to him several times.

Zhan Zheng is close to his mother, and neither brother is close to his father.

"My mother likes him too." Zhan Ke said again.

Chen Yan couldn't help asking: "What about you?"

Obviously both parents were alive at the beginning, why can only one say "and Zhan recruits relatives" when mentioning parents.

"I'm cold-tempered, and my mother doesn't like kids like me." Zhan Ke laughed, "I'm not a kid anymore."

Zhan Ke saw that Chen Yan frowned slightly, and realized that the topic they were talking about seemed to be becoming serious. He quickly changed the subject and said, "Because my mother likes my daughter. I'm too fierce to wear a skirt." Looks good. I heard people say that I was also worn in a skirt when I was a child, but no matter how I look at it, I can recognize it at a glance

Little boy, nothing interesting.Zhan Zheng was cute when he was a child, with a round face and watery eyes. As long as he didn't speak, he was no different from a little girl. "

Chen Yan laughed, and suddenly flipped through the phone photo album with great interest.

"I seem to have pictures of me when I was a kid too."

Zhan Ke watched him rummage through, swallowed, and took the opportunity to go around the table and sit next to him.

"Let me see."

Chen Yan's fingers that slid the screen paused indistinctly, and then it seemed that nothing happened.

"found it."

Chen Yan clicked on it, looked at it himself, and laughed out loud, before handing it to Zhan Ke.

Zhan Ke took it.

It was taken by a person with an old photo, and there was still a piece of white reflected by the light on the old photo. Xiao Chen Yan was squatting under the white piece caused by the reflection.

It is the corner of the photo.

Xiao Chen Yan squatted obediently, looking at the center of the old photo.

But the person who took the picture seemed to be only taking this corner, and Zhan Ke couldn't see what was in the middle.

But I can also think about it.

Probably a family was taking a group photo, and accidentally photographed Chen Yan, a kid from another family who was squatting aside.

The photo is not clear, Zhan Ke can only see the general outline.

And I can vaguely feel that the little guy in the photo is smiling.

I don't know what to enjoy, so happy.

"A friend sent it to me." Chen Yan said, "He happened to see this photo when he went back to organize his things, so he took a photo and sent it to me."

Zhan Ke touched the screen with his fingers, and said in a hoarse voice, "Cute."

When returning the phone to Chen Yan, he laughed and said, "It's very cute, much cuter than when Zhan Zheng was a child."

"What about you?" Chen Yan asked.

He didn't like Zhanke excluding himself.

But Zhan Ke was not confident at all when he was a child, and said indifferently: "Me? When I was a child, I was fierce and scared little girls to cry. I was not cute at all. If I were my mother, I would also like Zhan Zheng."

Chen Yan thought that if the two of them hadn't experienced the past, he would tell Zhan Ke without hesitation: I like, and I like fierce children.Any kind of child will be liked by someone.

But he was faced with a heavy past, and he couldn't let go of his previous suspicions.

So he didn't say anything in the end.

Zhan Ke didn't speak any more.

All he could think about was the little Chen Yan who was "unfortunately" photographed in the photo while squatting on the side.

Almost every child has parents to help record the same year, and the photos of him and Zhan Zheng when they were young are enough to fill two large albums.

But Chen Yan had nothing.

He knew that Chen Yan's neighbors could feed him at that time, and it would be the utmost benevolence for him to "pull" him up together.

He can also understand that people are selfish, and of course he must take care of his own family first.

He can understand and figure everything out, but he still can't help but blame.

Taking pictures does not take up space, why not add an extra child.

Compared with other people's carefully recorded childhood, Chen Yan's childhood was recorded in an unfortunate accident.

Zhan Ke felt that God was fair at all.

Even in such an environment, Chen Yan didn't grow crooked, and his fiery heart was always facing the sun.

Chen Yan lived through all kinds of hardships, but he didn't wait until the hardships came to an end.

"Let's live a good life in the future. I will treat you well all my life."

Zhan Ke said awkwardly.

The author has something to say: I have to cure my procrastination.

In view of the fact that everyone said "That's it?" (I also think the updates in the past two days are so sweet), I think Dao can be put on the agenda.

还有三千，如果写的慢可能就过零点了……我努力！！！（对不起大家，我跪好了）感谢在2020-07-0123:47:12~2020-07-0222:09:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 32 bottles of Jianghuai; 10 bottles of meow a big meow;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!