you better not like me

Zhan Ke closed his eyes, only to feel a throbbing in his head.

The message alert sounded non-stop, and Zhan Ke simply turned on Do Not Disturb for him.

He patiently went out to buy groceries, and when he got home, he opened WeChat again——

Yang Qi:?

Yang Qi: What about people?

Yang Qi: [picture]

Yang Qi: [picture]

Yang Qi: [picture]

……

Yang Qilu posted more than a dozen photos one after another, it seems that the photo album has been searched to the bottom.

Zhan Ke lay on the sofa and clicked through one by one.

All kinds of Chen Yan that Zhan Ke had never seen before.

Among them were two photos of Chen Yan with an inch of hair. He was still thin, wearing pure black short sleeves and looking down at his phone, with a freshly lit cigarette between his fingers.He was sitting in a dark place, his skin was fair and translucent against all the black around him, and his hair showed a youthful look.

Zhan Ke slid his fingertips lightly, and in the next photo, Chen Yan in the photo seemed to have noticed that someone was taking pictures of him, and looked towards the camera with a fierce expression.

Chen Yan's eyes are particularly beautiful.Especially when I was in high school, there was always light in my eyes.A deep double eyelid crease, thick and long eyelashes.But no one ever thinks that he looks feminine, because when facing strangers, his whole body is not easy to mess with.

Now Chen Yan's eyes are still very beautiful, but there is no light, and the eyes become bottomless, deep and mysterious.

There are more than ten photos, and Zhan Ke always feels that he can't see enough, so he zooms in on each of them to see all the details clearly.

When he regained consciousness, the whole morning had already passed, and it was almost time for Chen Yan to get off work.

He opened the computer and glanced at the mountain of emails, closed it again, and walked into the kitchen.

Zhan Ke squatted at the door once again stuck in time, and Chen Yan was already calm.

He simply walked directly to the door of Zhan Ke's room, and asked casually, "Is it done?"

Zhan Ke was stunned for a moment, and when he realized it, his face burst into a smile, and he nodded: "Well, it's just out of the pot, and it's still hot."

This is the first time Chen Yan came in.

The place Zhan Ke lives in gives people the most intuitive impression of being simple, the houses in the whole building are about the same size, but Chen Yan still feels that Zhan Ke's house is bigger.The furniture is simple and tidy, with almost no traces of people living there.

Chen Yan followed into the kitchen, but Zhan Ke took out the dishes first, holding a plate in one hand.Before he saw where the rice cooker was, Zhan Ke quickly came back to open the cooker, filled the rice and took it out.

Chen Yan was stunned for two seconds, then followed out empty-handed.

Zhan Ke couldn't hold back the smile on his face, Chen Yan would take the initiative to agree to have dinner with him, he couldn't believe it even a few days ago.

He pushed the dish towards Chen Yan and said, "Eat quickly."

But when Chen Yan buried his head in his meal in silence, Zhan Ke couldn't sit still, and first asked tentatively, "Is it hot outside?"

Chen Yan looked back at the sun-red sky outside the window, not understanding why he always asked such bad questions when talking to him, so he raised his eyebrows and said, "It's not hot, it's a bit cold."

Zhan Ke laughed, "39 degrees."

Chen Yan: "Then you still ask?"

Zhan Ke stared at his hair, pursed his lips lightly, but couldn't help it, so he asked softly, "Have you ever cut your hair?"

Chen Yan paused for a moment with the hand holding the chopsticks, and quickly recovered, picked up a chopsticks dish, and responded with a sound.

Zhan Ke said softly, "It's beautiful."

Chen Yan laughed, "Oh, thank you then."

The air was cold again.

No matter how hard Zhan Ke tried, he couldn't find a topic.

Chen Yan didn't care about this cold scene, and continued to eat quietly, ignoring Zhan Ke's burning gaze on him.

Chen Yan's eating speed has never been so fast, and Zhan Ke watched him almost bottoming out a bowl of rice.

Panicked, he hurriedly said, "I might have to go back to Beijing in a while."

Chen Yan responded flatly, "Yes."

Zhan Ke looked at him, "Maybe... go back and stay for a week."

Chen Yan nodded, "Bon voyage."

There is no unnecessary reaction at all.

He didn't ask him why he suddenly wanted to go back, let alone when he would go and come back.

Obviously, he should get used to Chen Yan like this, but Zhan Ke was still overwhelmed by a sense of loss.

But loss is loss, and being sad won't solve anything.He took a deep breath and asked, "Do you have time on the weekend?"

Chen Yan didn't even lift his eyelids, "Is there something wrong?"

"Last time you said, we're going to have dinner together." As soon as Jian Le came back, you followed him away.

Zhan Ke tentatively asked: "If you have time this weekend, shall we go out for a walk at night?"

Chen Yan swallowed the last mouthful of rice, put down the bowl, took out a piece of paper and wiped his mouth.

"When did I agree?" Chen Yan asked.

He didn't remember what he promised Zhan Ke at all, he just said "I'll talk about the matter tonight", but it was misinterpreted as agreeing to have dinner with him.

Chen Yan couldn't help laughing, "Your reading comprehension, how did you get a hundred and three in the college entrance examination?"

Zhan Ke lowered his head, smiled a bit sadly, skipped his teasing, and asked softly: "Is that okay? If you don't have time, next time."

Chen Yan didn't play tricks with him, "You know I'm off on weekends." What else should I say if I don't have time, next time.

And Chen Yan was subconsciously moved by his aggrieved appearance, he had to work hard to suppress his urge to comfort Zhan Ke.

"I'm afraid someone... made an appointment in advance." Zhan Ke said.

Chen Yan clicked his tongue, and walked towards the kitchen with the bowl in his hand, "No appointment, let's go on Friday afternoon."

Chen Yan couldn't tell why he agreed.

Is it because I don't agree because I am afraid that Zhan Ke will keep pestering me, or because I am afraid that he will be disappointed.

He didn't dare to think about it.

He was afraid that answer would frustrate him.

I don't know whether this is letting Zhanke go or letting himself go.

"Just leave it alone, I'll wash it later." Zhan Ke said after him.

Chen Yan pretended not to hear, and washed all his dishes.It was only when I was washing that I realized that the bowl became more and more familiar.

——It’s the same as the bowl at home.

As for?

Chen Yanxin said.

Friday afternoon.

When Chen Yan got home from get off work, Zhan Ke was already fully dressed and standing at the door waiting.

Slim-fit short sleeve short sleeve black pants in black.

Chen Yan felt that he was at least five years younger than wearing a suit.

"Back?" Zhan Ke said.

Chen Yan nodded helplessly, "Yes. You don't even give me a moment to catch your breath?"

Zhan Ke looked worried, "Are you tired from work? How about another day? I can do it."

The door opened, Chen Yan opened it and walked in, it was not closed, it was wide open.

Zhan Ke seized the opportunity and followed in, closing the door behind him.

Chen Yan didn't answer him, poured a glass of water and drank it down, and said, "Wait for me for a while, and change clothes."

The summer here is hot and dry, the humidity is not heavy, but the sweat is still enough to wet the clothes.

Chen Yan didn't avoid it, and raised his hand to take off his shirt while walking towards the bedroom. He just walked in when his hand was on the waist of his trousers.Zhan Ke only saw his stunning white back and his thin waist.

With deep eyes, he sat on the sofa and waited quietly.

He vaguely heard the sound of water, thinking that Chen Yan had gone to take a bath.

Not urgent.

However, Chen Yan was less anxious than him. After dawdling for nearly an hour, he changed into a white short-sleeved pair and black casual cropped pants while dozing off while walking towards the door.

When Zhan Ke stood up, he saw him bend down to find a pair of sneakers in the shoe cabinet.

He really meant to go for a walk.

Zhan Ke was silent, and went out with Chen Yan after a while, asking as he walked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Chen Yan bowed his head and returned the message, "No."

"Me neither." Zhan Ke glanced across the screen of his phone.

He had no intention of peeping, but he couldn't help being curious when he saw Chen Yan chatting happily with others.

Chen Yan didn't avoid it at all, he didn't hold his phone high enough, and he seemed to be saying to Zhan Ke: Watch it if you want.

"There are quite a lot of roadside stalls now." Chen Yan said casually.

When Zhan Ke heard this, he frowned, "Then let me go home and cook for you."

Chen Yan turned off the phone when he heard the sound, and looked back at him, "Then you choose, take a walk or cook."

Zhan Ke wants to say, can't they coexist?Obviously it's still early.

But when Chen Yan asked this question, he made it clear that he had to choose between the two, and there was a hint of unwillingness to get along with him more between the lines.

Zhan Ke lowered his gaze and stopped talking.

Since it was agreed to go out for a walk, Chen Yan's aura around him was not as depressed as usual, and his tone of voice when talking to Zhan Ke was more relaxed.

The sun hadn't completely set yet, and a heat wave hit our faces as soon as we went out.

Zhan Ke thought for a while and asked, "Let's eat first, what do you want to eat?"

Chen Yan thought about it seriously for a long time, and suddenly let out a "hiss", "I want to eat food stalls, but you won't let one or two."

Originally, it was Chen Yan who walked in front, and Zhan Ke followed behind.But as he walked, Zhan Ke consciously stepped up and walked to Chen Yan's side.

The setting sun in the evening stretched the shadow extremely long. Zhan Ke looked down at the shadows of the two who were almost overlapping, and suddenly felt that a certain place in his heart was filled.

The tone became softer unconsciously, "It's not that they are not allowed to eat, but they are worried about being unclean."

Chen Yan saw his small movements clearly from the corner of his eye, so he took advantage of Zhan Ke's inattention, lowered his head, and his eyes quickly swept past the shadows of the two.

Was looking at this.

"Then what do you say to eat?" Chen Yan asked.

"It's fine." Zhan Ke said subconsciously.

Chen Yan rolled his eyes at him, "People like you are the most annoying, you can ask any question, but in the end, neither this nor that will work."

Zhan Ke felt very happy to be told, "Then listen to you."

Chen Yan looked down at the time, and said casually, "Then don't blame me if your baby's stomach can't stand it."

Zhan Ke froze for a moment, then jumped up in his heart.

He actually knew.

In fact, his stomach has been spoiled all these years. Chen Yan wished that he would disappear in place, but he still noticed that his stomach was not good.

Zhan Ke feels that he is being tortured repeatedly now.While facing Chen Yan's all-round indifference, his confidence is frustrated every day, and the blows are continuous; but at the same time, he can always feel the hints from Chen Yan to himself, making him feel that he deserves the blow, but Chen Yan must have him in his heart. , so no matter how hard he was hit, he would never want to give up.

As soon as Chen Yan blurted out, he realized it.

But he added nothing, and made no attempt to remedy it.

Instead, his heart was suddenly sore and he felt a little relieved. He really wanted to see how Zhan Ke's expression changed, but he didn't have the courage to look back.

Anyway, it doesn't matter if you let him know now.

Chen Yan suddenly wanted to give himself a chance to be presumptuous, to let himself and Zhan Ke go.

It's just these days anyway.

"Zhanke, do you want hot pot? The one I took you to for the first time."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-0102:20:52~2020-07-0121:34:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of smoke and water sink overnight; 5 bottles of Qinchuan Qinchuan I love you; 1 bottle of delayed eating;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!