you better not like me

This question almost exhausted his courage to face Zhan Ke.

Chen Yan's lowered eyes seemed to be in a daze, and he didn't dare to look directly at Zhan Ke.

He asked like he was talking to himself, it was clearly a question but there was no ups and downs.

It seemed that even the deliberately flat tone was covering up his panic, maintaining a false calm.

Chen Yan was trembling.

Zhan Ke looked at him, countless words were suppressed when they reached his mouth.He wants to say a lot, wants to apologize, wants to explain, wants to ask him if it is still too late?

But he couldn't say anything.

Everything is false.

The apology is false, and the explanation is false.The damage has already been done, and he wants to make up for it later.

But he didn't even dare to ask this question, because he didn't know if he was still the one who could save him.

He could tell himself when he cheered himself up after setbacks again and again, Chen Yan had him in his heart, and he must be there.

But this is unknown.

The unknown he couldn't ask for.

He couldn't speak, and Chen Yan didn't speak anymore.

Another deadly silence enveloped the two people who were still breathing.

Zhan Ke pursed his dry lips, wanted to speak, but felt smoke coming from his throat.

He coughed in a strange way, and the dry pain spread all over his body in an instant.

"sorry."

"Stop saying sorry." Chen Yan lowered his head and gave a wry smile.

He has received countless apologies from Zhan Ke in the past few months.

In a way, apologizing really doesn't help at all.

In him especially, the apology lost even the most basic consolation.

He didn't really expect to hear an answer.

I only asked because it was stuck in my heart for too long, and it was uncomfortable.

Chen Yan let out a sigh of relief, and retracted his gaze, as if he had returned to his usual appearance.

"Thank you," he said.

Zhan Ke felt that his thank you seemed to bring everything back to before he entered the door, pretending that nothing had happened, pretending that there was no anxiety just now, and pretending that he hadn't asked this question.

Zhan Ke only felt that his heart, which was already hanging in the air, had been raised a little bit.

Yes, the apology is false and the explanation is also true, but if he didn't say anything, Chen Yan would choose to hold back.

How could he be willing.

"Yes." Zhan Ke suddenly said: "Yes, we will always be together, for a lifetime, I will definitely be able to."

It will definitely save you.

But Zhan Ke didn't want to use the word rescue, and now he was the one who didn't want to admit that Chen Yan had mental problems.

Chen Yan sneered, as if out of the state just now, and asked with a light smile like an outsider: "Are you late in the second disease? How old are you and you think you can save the common people."

Zhan Ke also smiled, "Only you."

He talked endlessly, and it sounded a little tired of young people expressing their love for each other.

Chen Yan frowned, not wanting to admit that he understood.

But the restless heart miraculously gradually calmed down.

Zhan Keming hasn't said anything yet.

Chen Yan felt the change in his heart, and his face became ugly. He looked away, not leaving Zhan Ke in the corner of his eye.

"I'll go out later, you go back."

The most comfortable thing he can do now is to order Zhan Ke to evict guests.

Zhan Ke stood up with him, without taking his eyes off Chen Yan for a moment, "Where are you going?"

"You care too much." Chen Yan seemed to have expected that he would ask such a question, almost speaking under Zhan Ke's last voice.

Zhan Ke is even more used to it, and will not be too busy with heartache to give up any chance to spend more time with Chen Yan when faced with this kind of situation.

"If you're going to drink, don't drive. I'll take you there. Call me when you're done drinking. I'll pick you up."

Pretending not to see all the thorns on Chen Yan's body, she bit the bullet and hugged him.

Chen Yan was most afraid of him like this.

"En." Chen Yan responded, walked over and opened the door, waiting for Zhan Ke to go out.

Zhan Ke smiled helplessly, trying to tell himself to get used to it, but subconsciously clenched his back molars.

Before leaving the house, he told him, "Call me if you have anything to do."

There was a loud slam of the door.

Chen Yan leaned against the door and thought, Zhan Ke obviously did something good, and was invited in by him on his own initiative, but he was kicked out in the end.

I'm so sorry.

I must be wronged to death.

Chen Yan laughed at himself, wondering how long he would last in this state of self-abuse in exchange for psychological balance.

He did come out to drink.

Yang Qi is broken in love.

When Chen Yan received the WeChat message in the afternoon, he didn't care to be surprised, his mind was filled with Jian Le's affairs, and he agreed.

Chen Yan only realized it when he was sitting in the car.

Taste the word Broken Love, especially when it is associated with the name Yang Qi.

Gee.

Can't taste it.

Unheard of.

The other brothers were busy with work, so Yang Qi didn't have the nerve to call them out.At noon, I couldn't hold back and wanted to chat with Chen Yan, a "big idler", but I didn't expect Chen Yan to agree directly.

When Chen Yan went, Yang Qi was already sitting alone in front of the bar and was dizzy from drinking.

As soon as he saw him, he yelled very loudly: "Hey Chen Yan! Why did you come here, I... hiccup, I'm almost finished drinking."

There weren't too many people in the bar today, but his voice still attracted many people to look at Chen Yan.

Chen Yan's face darkened, and he quickened his pace.

"Come, come, pour it for you. It's been a long time, drink!" Yang Qi's hand holding the wine glass trembled.

Chen Yan took it and took a symbolic sip.

Yang Qi shook his head, "You...have no sincerity at all."

Chen Yan patiently chatted with the drunk, "How can you be sincere?"

Yang Qi raised his head and thought for a while, "Hmm..."

After thinking about it for a long time, it seems that I can't remember what I was thinking, so I just said something in my mind: "That woman fucking ran away."

Speaking of the point.

Chen Yan knew that he came here today to vent his anger.

"Which woman?" Chen Yan asked without any curiosity.

"That's the one, the one that has been with me for several years." Yang Qi's face changed when he mentioned this person, and he stubbornly refused to say his name.

Chen Yan nodded, "Is there someone you've been with for a few years?" Generally, it will be replaced within three months.

Yang Qi wrinkled his nose, "Yes."

Chen Yan followed suit and asked, "Is there any?"

Yang Qi was discouraged, "Well, it doesn't count as a few years. It was interrupted in the middle, and I changed it when I got tired of playing. But I met her again a few months ago."

Chen Yan let out a long "Oh", "Run away?"

Yang Qi's voice was hoarse and dull, "Run away."

"Where did you run off?" Chen Yan began to ask some useless questions.

"How do I know where I ran off? Anyway, I don't know who I ran away with. Damn, when I woke up, she moved all my things away."

Chen Yan raised his eyebrows, "Did you take it home?"

Yang Qi gave a "cut", "What the fuck, my mother will strangle me to death if I don't take someone who's right for me back home."

Chen Yan stopped talking.

Logically speaking, people like Yang Qi are what he hates the most.

To be precise, it is everyone who has the shadow of Zhan Ke.

"You play with other people's feelings, and you still don't allow them to leave?" Chen Yan smiled, "What logic do you have? Brain ischemia?"

Yang Qi froze for a moment, "Did you say that my brain is short of blood? She is brain ischemic, and her brain is still short of electricity. Fuck, I'm mad at you."

Chen Yan clicked his tongue twice, and the phrase "deserved it" stuck in his throat.

"Well, I'm broken in love." Chen Yan concluded calmly.

Yang Qi's reaction was so strong that he almost jumped up, his voice raised a degree, "Fart!"

"I'm a fucking fart, that's a shitty love, who's fucking brain ischemia fell in love with her, something without a heart."

Chen Yan listened to him scolding more and more ugly, watching wine drink after drink.

So is this what people do when they regret it?

Chen Yan thought.

When he left, did Zhanke scold him like that?

Maybe, but he couldn't imagine how crazy a middle-aged person like Zhan Ke would be.

Maybe not, whether he left or not may not have mattered at all to Zhan Ke at that time.

Chen Yan tended to the latter in his heart.

Although I would prefer to see the former.

"She's running away with the hammer, fuck." Yang Qi put down the wine glass heavily, "I've said it all, and I'll be the only one from now on, and I'll treat her well from now on, but the fuck I said run away gone?"

Chen Yan suddenly became interested, "Did you confess your love to him?"

Hearing the sound, Yang Qi lowered his head, faltered for a long time and couldn't say a word. After more than a minute, he closed his eyes and said: "Yes."

confessed.

He confessed his love to a woman who was adopted.

How bloody.

Not willing to admit it at all.

"I've said it clearly. I was not good before, but I will definitely treat her well in the future. I...I have no other woman except her in the past few months. What else does she want? Especially this month, what does she want? What did I give, I just asked for a ring and I didn't give it away." Yang Qi scratched his head irritably, "Hey, don't you think it's just for a broken ring? Fuck, if she likes it, I can buy her a car. "

"Then why don't you buy it?" Chen Yan asked.

Yang Qi's tone changed in anxiety, "You know she's sick, she fucking wants a diamond ring from me, she wants a matching ring, and if I don't marry her, I'll buy a fart."

Chen Yan picked up the wine glass and took a sip, then ignored him.

Yang Qi drank too much, so drunk that he didn't care about Chen Yan, he just held a wine glass and talked to himself while drinking.

Sometimes scolding, sometimes asking why he ran.

"Why do you give her whatever she wants this month?" Chen Yan asked suddenly.

Yang Qi was stunned by the question, he opened his mouth "Huh?" After a long time, his brain slowly connected.

Chen Yan took out a cigarette and lit it, took a puff, and when he exhaled after a while, his eyes were filled with smoke.

"She's been quite abnormal this month." Yang Qi licked his back molars, "That's right, I can't make out what she's talking in my sleep at night. She's also very strange when she speaks and does things, and sometimes she says something suddenly "You in the future" what, how, even if I am an illiterate mother, I can still hear her tone of confession, damn it

. "

"Well, you already knew she wanted to leave." Chen Yan said.

Yang Qi smiled, "That's right, I fucking...I fucking knew she wanted to leave early on, and I didn't keep it."

After a pause, Yang Qi said very unfairly: "I treat her better and better, but she ran away instead, it's just fucking unreasonable."

Treat her better and better, why did she run.

This question was too easy for Chen Yan to answer.

It's just that he will never tell Yang Qi the answer.

This kind of morbid thinking that is exclusive to people like them, Yang Qi is absolutely incomprehensible.

He chatted with Yang Qi without a word, chatting all over the world, but Yang Qi always pulled back to that woman with a few words.

When the phone rang, Chen Yan seemed to have finally found a savior.

Even without looking at the caller ID, he connected the call in front of Yang Qi.

"Did you drink? It may not be convenient to take a taxi now. It's late. Send me your location and I'll pick you up."

Zhan Ke.

Chen Yan didn't need to listen to the sound, he could hear it just by listening to the content.

"Well, I will send you later."

It would be fine if he was the only one, but Yang Qi was drunk, and he couldn't get away from the woman who ran away with three words. Let him go back to Chen Yan alone, I'm really afraid that something will happen to him.

"Who is it!" Yang Qi leaned over.

Chen Yan pushed him, "You've been smoked to death, I'll take you home later, and go see your little lover in your dreams."

"You..." Zhan Ke's tone turned cold when he heard a voice approaching suddenly, but he realized it as soon as he blurted out. He frowned and suppressed his breath, "Are there many of you?"

He chose to be tactful, but Chen Yan didn't intend to be tactful at all.

"Two, me and him."

he and I.

As soon as the three words fell into Zhan Ke's ears, he almost exploded in an instant.

"You post the location, I'll be right there."

After hanging up the phone, Chen Yan lowered his head to locate Zhan Kefa, and Yang Qi leaned over and squinted at the screen.

Word by word: "Zhan, Ke."

"Zhan Ke?!" Yang Qi raised his voice, awakened by the stimulation of these two words.

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