you better not like me

Standing on the side, Jian Le felt that she was full of embarrassment from the soles of her feet to the top of her head.

He glanced at Chen Yan who turned his head towards the elevator, and then glanced back at Zhan Ke who lowered his eyelashes and refused to close the door.

"Then how about..." Jian Le asked tentatively, "Together?"

Chen Yan frowned, "No..."

Unexpectedly interrupted, Zhan Ke raised his voice and said, "Okay."

Jian Le: "..."

Jian Le scratched her head, and was about to say "Let's go together", but before she could say anything, Chen Yan took the lead.

Chen Yan didn't turn his head, and turned his back to the two of them and said, "Jian Le, let's go."

He only called Jian Le.

It's as if he didn't hear Zhan Ke's words.

Jian Le left in embarrassment and didn't stay or stay. In the end, she bit the bullet and followed Chen Yan into the elevator.

Pulling out a smile that was uglier than crying, he waved to Zhan Ke stiffly to say goodbye.

The latter followed the two of them closely until the elevator doors closed.

Zhan Ke felt the emptiness around him, and closed the door heavily.

In the elevator, Chen Yan breathed a sigh of relief, turned to Jian Le and said, "Leave him alone."

Seeing that his expression was normal, Jian Le dared to ask, "Why... is he next door?"

Speaking of this, Chen Yan couldn't help raising his eyebrows, he spread his hands, "Maybe rich people like to buy houses everywhere."

Originally, Jian Le felt that he should not be too casual, and Zhan Ke told him to "eat something healthy" before leaving, so he even refused to eat food stalls no matter what.

He forced Chen Yan into a corner restaurant.

"You must have never been to this restaurant. The taste is super delicious. It has been open for many years. When I was young, my mother was too lazy to cook and my father often brought me here to eat." Jian Le grabbed Chen Yan's wrist and said as he walked. .

Chen Yan looked down at his grasped hand and the posture of being dragged away, and laughed out loud.

"I haven't been here."

After thinking about it, she still didn't push him away.

It is true that from snacks to growing up, the proprietress joked enthusiastically as soon as she entered the store, "Lele brought friends here today? It's the first time."

Chen Yan smiled.

Jian Le chuckled, and walked to the side seat with ease and sat down.The proprietress didn't pass him the menu either, "What would you like to eat today?"

Without hesitation, Jian Le reported the names of a few dishes, halfway through the report, she suddenly came back to her senses.

"Ah, no, no, I'll let you go, brother Chen Yan, order."

Seeing this, the proprietress turned around to get the menu, but was hurriedly stopped by Chen Yan: "No need, just order."

"It's okay, trust this kid. He has eaten here since he was a child. He knows exactly which dishes his uncle is good at." The proprietress said to Chen Yan.

Chen Yan smiled and said to Jian Le: "Listen to you."

Jian Le repeated the names of the few dishes just now, and Chen Yan hurriedly interrupted when the four were reported, "Enough is enough."

After the proprietress left, there was a brief moment of silence between the two of them.

Jian Le leaned forward, and whispered to Chen Yan: "Brother, I've been thinking on the way, does he want to be nice to you?"

Chen Yan squeezed the phone tightly.

"I feel that he's being courteous for nothing..." Jian Le shook her head, "It's not that he's not good, it's just that...it's a bit obvious what he means to you. You see, the family has moved."

Chen Yan nodded, "Well, so?"

Jian Le is not very good at expressing her feelings, and scratched her head irritably, "What to say, I just feel that he is not easy to get along with, and you will suffer a lot if you are with him."

Not easy to get along with?

Chen Yan seriously recalled the process of getting acquainted with Zhan Ke at the beginning.

Then nodded in agreement, "It's really not easy to get along with."

Jian Le thought he understood what she meant, and slapped her thigh excitedly, "Right! So you have to be careful."

Chen Yan didn't speak. After a long while, he suddenly said, "His name is Zhan Ke."

Jian Le was stunned for a moment, but didn't react.When you combine these four words with what you said before, you can figure it out.

Because of the title "he".

Chen Yan originally thought that after hearing their conversation, Jian Le should already understand their situation quite well.

But it ignores that not only is Jian Le's relationship history blank, but she doesn't even understand the word "emotion".

"Don't worry about him." Chen Yan said: "If he likes to make troubles, let him make troubles."

Of course, he didn't intend to tell Jian Le.

Jian Le still has the original idea - Zhan Ke and Chen Yan are acquaintances, if he troubles Chen Yan, he has to treat Zhan Ke better.

Although Chen Yan told him not to care, he still couldn't leave Zhan Ke alone.

As soon as the dishes came out, Jian Le asked, "How about bringing two dishes for...Zhan Ke?"

Chen Yan picked up the chopsticks and was about to say "don't worry about it", when Zhan Ke's sentence "I just bought a meal" began to play in my mind.

He didn't know if Zhan Ke would go grocery shopping again, or if he would order takeaway.

Jian Le waved her hand in front of his eyes, and called "Brother", Chen Yan was startled awake.

He subconsciously said, "Huh?"

Jian Le smiled, "Why are you in a daze?"

yes.Why is he in a daze?What is there to think about.

Realizing that he was subconsciously thinking about Zhan Ke again, Chen Yan suddenly felt angry, and he didn't know who he was angry with.Regardless of the "deliberation" just now, he said very firmly: "Leave him alone."

When Chen Yan said this repeatedly, it was difficult for Jian Le to mention it again.

He pointed to the dishes that came up and said to Chen Yan: "Brother, try it, it's absolutely delicious. I haven't gotten tired of eating it for more than ten years."

The food tastes very homely, not amazing, but it does make people unable to stop after one bite.

Chen Yan has no memory of her mother's smell.When I was young, I ate Baijia rice. This one didn’t like spicy food, and that one didn’t like salt. The taste of each restaurant is different, but they all taste like home.

Later, the taste of home was his own cooking.

"Is it delicious?" Jian Le stared at Chen Yan with anticipation in his eyes.

Chen Yan nodded and said, "It's delicious."

Jian Le smiled with her eyes bent, and then moved her chopsticks.

The two chatted while eating, and Jian Le said that Ji Yi was going too far.

Chen Yan laughed and asked him why he went too far.

Jian Le said angrily: "Sister Ji Yi leaves work early every day. It's okay for the store manager to leave work early, but every day she takes off her apron and says, 'I have to go back and cook for my partner, or I'll make trouble if I'm in a hurry'."

Chen Yan didn't hold back, and laughed out loud, "She's so over the top."

Jian Le tutted: "Isn't that right? There is a girl in the store who comes to buy small cakes every week. When she saw her taking off her apron, she asked directly, 'Is my sister going home to cook for my partner again?'"

Chen Yan took a sip of water and said, "Is she sure it's her who cooks?"

Although he ate a lot of Ji Yi's cooking five years ago, he has to say that this cooking skill is really not good.Later, his condition improved a little, and he started cooking by himself.

I ate a meal made by Lian Cen before, it was much better than Ji Yi.

Who cooks for whom is doubtful.

However, Chen Yan still decided to save Ji Yi some face.

"Jane Le?"

The two were talking when a middle-aged man's voice suddenly came.

Chen Yan thought of one person almost instantly - Jian Le's father.

And Jian Le's countenance changed indeed, she raised her head "shua", and when she met the man's gaze, she was so frightened that she shook off her chopsticks.

Jian's father was standing right behind Chen Yan. Chen Yan didn't look back, but continued to eat with his head down.

"Dad." Jane Le said.

Father Jian asked, "Where have you been fooling around all this time?"

It seems that there is the consistent thinking of parents, who are unwilling to publicize family scandals outside, so the tone of Jian's father's questioning is not obviously angry.

Jian Le didn't dare to look at Chen Yan, afraid of giving his father a wrong signal, so he kept looking at Jian's father.

"friend's house."

Father Jian glanced at Chen Yan, only to see a profile.

He snorted coldly, then looked at Jian Le again, "When will you go home?"

Jian Le wanted to say, when you don't let me see a psychiatrist, I'll go home.

But Jian's father obviously didn't want to bring up this matter outside, and Jian Le would not seek his own death, so he said, "In a few days."

"Next Monday." Father Jian set a time.

Jian Le frowned, wanting to refuse.

But in the end it was father and son, his father knew what he was thinking as soon as he frowned.

Father Jian added: "If you don't go home next Monday, don't come back in the future."

One of the most powerful threats parents make to their children is "don't come back".

"En." Jian Le responded softly, lowered her head to eat, and stopped looking at him.

He heard his father ask for two dishes and said to take them away.

"Don't be nervous." Chen Yan said suddenly.

Jian Le shook violently, pulled out an ugly smile, and said, "No, I'm not nervous."

Chen Yan didn't speak.

Jian Le was discouraged first, "What to do, I will definitely be taken to see a doctor when I go back."

Chen Yan's hand holding the chopsticks paused, and he looked back at Father Jian, only seeing his back.

He was helpless with this kind of problem.

When he encountered this problem himself, he couldn't find a solution.So I drove myself crazy.

Now someone around me has encountered this problem, and he still can't find a solution.

An unspeakable sense of frustration surrounded him.

What can be done.

It's as if the whole world believes that he is not sick, and he is the only one.

- I am my only supporter.

On the way home, Jian Le was not as relaxed as when she came here.

Chen Yan stayed silent with him.

"Brother, do you drink?" Jian Le asked.

Chen Yan said, "Yes."

Then the two walked to the night market together.

Jian Le, who was holding a beer bottle, grinned and said, "Actually, I'm really bad at drinking." After speaking, she hiccupped.

Chen Yan smiled, but did not speak.

"Is it really useful to drink away your sorrows? How do I feel? It's still hard." Jian Le asked.

Chen Yan looked at the empty wine bottles in front of him, shook his head and said, "It's useless, but I can't do anything except drink."

Jian Le's legs were weak and he couldn't walk, so he supported him.

Finally, Jian Le couldn't bear it any longer, and leaned on his shoulder, whispering something that he couldn't hear clearly, and he just waited.

While crying, Jian Le asked if she was too useless, and Chen Yan felt as if she saw herself many years ago.

Because of stress.

Doubt your feelings, doubt yourself.

After so many years, he still has no way to deal with such a situation. He didn't solve it back then, he just chose to escape.

In his eyes, the best solution is probably to go far away, to a place where no one knows who is who.

As long as everyone doesn't know, they will always be normal.

But Jian Le is a child with parents.

With parents and concerns, it is impossible to just leave.

So he doesn't persuade.

He felt that when the tears had dried up, there would be no more.

When the phone rang, Chen Yan glanced at the caller ID.

——Zhan Ke.

He suddenly didn't want to pick it up at all.

The author has something to say: Halfway through writing last night, I was so sleepy that I wanted to lie down for a while. I deliberately didn’t turn off the lights, trying to sleep for only an hour.As a result, when it was dawn, my mother stood by my bed, turned her head and slammed the light off with a "snap", and then glared at me, "I don't need money for electricity??"

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 44497116, HWPB1;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 45471492, Muye Yao, Gu Quqin and Sewuwu 1;

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