you better not like me

Chen Yan chuckled, "Then you..." What else did he want to ask.

But held back.

He felt that asking such a question was too hypocritical and unnecessary.

How could a person who didn't even want to admit it to himself admit this relationship.

This society is too intolerant of homosexuality.

Chen Yan knew clearly that he would be so open from the beginning, just because no one came to tell him "this is wrong".Because no one cares about him, he always follows his own heart.

But many people are not.

They have parents on them, and relatives and friends around them.

After all, homosexuality is still an existence that everyone talks about.

He is free from the constraints of the older generation.

Zhan Ke has.

Chen Yan can figure out all the reasons, and even think about problems from Zhan Ke's point of view, but this does not mean that he recognizes Zhan Ke's approach, nor does it mean that he agrees with Zhan Ke's behavior.

Zhan Ke took off the towel.

Chen Yan raised his hand and scratched at his hair casually.

Zhan Ke poured him a cup of hot water, then sat on the small bench again.

No matter how Chen Yan looked at it, he found it funny.

"Drink more water and get better soon." Zhan Ke said.

Chen Yan didn't say anything, but raised his head and took a sip.

"I said this not to find reasons for myself," Zhan Ke said: "I was negligent about Zhao Hongcai's matter, and I will deal with it. Also...the question just now is not to find reasons for myself."

"During those six years, did you ever like me?" Chen Yan put the cup on the bedside, kicked off the slippers and climbed onto the bed.

He tried to make his question seem less intentional.

After lying down, he closed his eyes.

It seems to tell Zhan Ke silently, I don't care whether you answer this question or not.

Zhan Ke stared at the small shadow cast by his eyelashes, and said softly: "I want to say I like it, but I'm afraid you won't believe it. I thought it was a habit, and you didn't know it until you left."

Chen Yan sneered, "Then you should check your brain."

He turned over and turned his back to Zhan Ke.

Zhan Ke stared at his thin back and said, "Eat more in the future."

Chen Yan didn't speak, but he kicked the quilt, and Zhan Ke knew that he was still awake.

He gritted his teeth, and finally asked the question that he had held down for a long time, "Ji Yi, she...are you, or is she..."

Zhan Ke couldn't figure out how to say this for a long time.

If you can organize it, you can't ask.

Organizations that can ask questions can't come out.

"Speak up if you have something to say." Chen Yan interrupted his faltering impatiently.

Zhan Ke gritted his teeth, "I saw Ji Yi the other day... she and a, a woman. Are you having a conflict?"

He felt that he was particularly like a alienating villain.

It's more like San'er who is trying to provoke the relationship between the main wife.

Zhan Ke lowered his head and didn't dare to look up at Chen Yan.

But he heard the sound of Chen Yan turning over, and then felt Chen Yan's gaze on him.

He struggled a little, wanted to look up at him, but felt that what he said made him very unconfident.

Chen Yan thought it was funny, "She is with a woman, so we have to have conflicts?"

Zhan Ke quickly said: "No! I didn't mean to provoke you..."

Chen Yan laughed out loud, "I didn't say you have either."

For the first time, Zhan Ke was ashamed of his lack of language skills.

Originally, he was just afraid that Chen Yan would be kept in the dark, but he felt that what he said sounded like a wicked villain, but he didn't expect that he would be self-defeating.

In the end, he had no choice but to give up explaining, and tried to express the matter clearly, "I saw her with a woman, she..."

He couldn't say what he said later, and the more he said it, the more strange he felt.

I feel that what I say is very unbelievable.

Chen Yan's patience was not enough to listen to him wasting so long and unable to express a complete sentence.

"If you can't say it, don't say it."

His face turned cold, and his eyes moved away from Zhan Ke.

Seeing his impatience, Zhan Ke struggled and said, "I saw her kiss that woman."

Finally said it.

It's actually not that difficult.

Zhan Ke breathed a sigh of relief, and looked up at Chen Yan.

Chen Yan was obviously taken aback for a moment, Zhan Ke thought he was shocked by this incident, and felt that he should say something.

But before he could speak again, he heard Chen Yan say: "So?"

So?

Zhan Ke was confused by the question.

After a while, he said stiffly, "It's all right."

Chen Yan's first reaction was - Ji Yi's attack was really quick.

The second reaction is—this can make Zhan Ke meet.

It wasn't until seeing Zhan Ke sitting there in a daze as if he had lost his soul that he had a third reaction.

Zhan Ke thought Ji Yi had betrayed him.

For a moment, Chen Yan didn't know what expression to put on.

Zhan Ke felt that his world had collapsed.

He couldn't imagine that Chen Yan's tolerance for Ji Yi was so high.

An unprecedented feeling came straight to his heart.

Mingming knew that Chen Yan had no feelings for him anymore, but when he saw Chen Yan's affection for others, he still couldn't control the feeling of wanting to kill someone.

Opportunities that you can't ask for, others can get them at your fingertips.

People who they want are treated with contempt by others.

"What are you thinking?" Chen Yan sat there staring at his quilt in a daze as he saw him angry.

"Do you think... Ji Yi cheated?" Chen Yan almost amused himself when asked about cheating.

Zhan Ke came back to his senses and looked at Chen Yan with "Isn't it" written in his eyes?

These eyes, which usually looked fierce, were staring at Chen Yan at this moment, blinking from time to time, coupled with a little doubt.

Chen Yan felt that he had never seen Zhan Ke's expression before.

The expression of being about to cry but still holding back.

He still wanted to laugh.

Chen Yan asked: "Ji Yi and her sisters go shopping, and the sisters kiss each other, is there anything wrong?"

Chen Yan felt that he was very much like a straight man who said to his girlfriend, "Is there anything wrong with hugging the sister I know?".

Zhan Ke thought that he really thought so, and his expression changed immediately. He explained a little excitedly: "This, this..."

He didn't know what to say for a long time, after all, he really didn't understand women at all.

Zhan Ke was so anxious that his forehead was sweating. He wanted to speak but he couldn't utter a word, and everything was blocked in his throat.

He doesn't understand the degree of relationship between women and sisters.

But he knew that the scene he saw that day should never have happened between friends.

"So why are you angry?" Chen Yan asked intentionally.

Zhan Ke was so anxious that his eyes were almost bloodshot, he clenched his fists to calm himself down.

"I... how could she treat you like this."

Chen Yan narrowed his eyes and asked, "What kind?"

"You are so good to her, how can she betray you."

Zhan Ke lowered his head and said.

Chen Yan suddenly laughed.

"I'm so good to you, you don't take me seriously."

Zhan Ke trembled.

"It's half a catty." Chen Yan said.

Zhan Ke's lips trembled uncontrollably, and he squeezed the sheet beside the bed tightly, unable to utter a word.

He had noticed it since he walked in the door yesterday.

In the house where Chen Yan lives now, there is no trace of a woman's life.

It turned out that in that house, there were high-heeled shoes in the shoe cabinet, and cosmetics everywhere.

There are traces of women's lives everywhere.

Not here.

The water cup only belonged to Chen Yan.

The bowls and chopsticks are only Chen Yan's.

The refrigerator was empty, and there was only a small amount of rice left in the cabinet.

Not to mention something as obvious as high heels and makeup.

Nothing at all.

He subconsciously determined his own thoughts at that time.

Chen Yan and Ji Yi separated.

What could be the reason?

Probably what I saw that day.

Zhan Ke looked lost, and Chen Yan felt uncomfortable when he saw it.

He doesn't want to play anymore.

Chen Yan leaned over to the bed and pulled the bedside table away.

Zhan Ke saw that he took out a red book and handed it to himself, and his eyes immediately went dark.

He thought it was a marriage certificate.

"You..." He wanted Chen Yan to take it back.

Chen Yan raised his eyebrows, "Don't you take a look?"

Zhan Ke struggled to take it.

He looked down at the three characters on the red background.

divorce certificate.

Divorce certificate? ? ?

"Divorce certificate?!" Zhan Ke stood up.

He was too tall, Chen Yan looked up to see how tired he was, so he simply lay down again.

Zhan Ke opened it and saw Chen Yan's photo inside.

Then close it again and read it word by word—divorce, marriage, certificate, etc.

They are divorced?

Zhan Ke swallowed, unable to react for a while.

Chen Yan closed his eyes and said, "I'm asleep."

Zhan Ke said mechanically, "I, I'm going to buy vegetables."

Then he walked out of the bedroom stiffly, picked up the key that Chen Yan left on the table yesterday, and went out.

When he went to the supermarket to pick vegetables, he realized that it was extremely inconvenient for him to pick vegetables with one hand, and Zhan Ke suddenly realized that he actually came out to buy vegetables with Chen Yan's divorce certificate?

Zhan Ke: "..."

He hurriedly put the red book in his pocket, and continued to pick vegetables in embarrassment.

It wasn't until Zhan Ke walked halfway with a bag of vegetables that he came back to his senses.

Chen Yan is divorced.

Chen Yan is really divorced.

Holding the vegetables in both hands, he walked faster and faster, and he was in a hurry in the elevator, silently complaining about how the elevator went so slowly.

Arrived.

After entering the door, he put all the dishes on the kitchen floor and rushed into the bedroom excitedly.

Chen Yan was lying down and checking Weibo.

Before Zhan Ke left, he said that he was going to sleep, and now he came back and ran into him playing with Chen Yan on his mobile phone, and it was not embarrassing.

Straightforward.

"You are divorced." Zhan Ke's voice was trembling.

Chen Yan frowned, "Didn't I tell you?"

Zhan Ke repeated again: "You are divorced."

Chen Yan looked at him coldly, "Yes, I'm divorced, but you don't need to be excited, and it's impossible for me to marry you."

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