you better not like me

Ji Yi: "..."

Can't refute it.

It took a lot of time to tidy up. After it was over, Ji Yi asked Chen Yan if he wanted to go out for dinner. Chen Yan opened the curtains and took a look at the sunny day——

"Don't go."

And said: "Take me in for a while, it's too hot and I don't want to go out."

The weather is capricious, and the heat has reached a new level recently, and the weather forecast has said that it will rain for two days.

In the afternoon, just as Chen Yan went out, he bumped into Lian Cen who was coming back from get off work. Ji Yi stood at the door and asked with a smile, "You're off work?"

Chen Yan: "..."

Chen Yan walked into the elevator quickly, and before the elevator door closed, he heard Ji Yi say again: "Shall we have dinner together tonight?"

"It's not suitable here, take it back and change it."

As far as the clothing industry is concerned, of course Chen Yan has no experience in designing, but he still has some knowledge in marketing.

Soon after you have a general understanding of the industry, you can start working.

Recently, Li Cheng has no free time to teach in detail. I heard that he got a big order. He went on a business trip to discuss business a few days ago, and he just came back yesterday.

When Chen Yan came to work in the morning, he heard someone saying that someone was coming today.

But so far there is no definite news.

Li Cheng was locked in the office as soon as he came, and he never showed up.

Chen Yan sorted out the approved documents, picked them up and walked to the window to look at the sky.

It was gloomy, and it was bound to rain.

He took the document out and put it on the assistant's desk, and asked, "Mr. Li is still in the office?"

The assistant glanced in the direction of Li Cheng's office, nodded, "Yes, I haven't come out all morning."

Chen Yan said thank you and went back. Before he got to the chair, he heard "rumbling" thunder.

He leaned over and looked up again, and a bolt of lightning struck from the horizon——

This kind of weather is crazy.

He opened the windows of his office and sat down in the cool breeze to work on his e-mails.

After about five or six minutes, the wind that blows in entrains the water vapor.

Chen Yan heard the sound of the rain getting louder, and he enjoyed the bad weather very much.

ten minutes later.

"Mr. Chen—"

The assistant pushed open the door, helped the glasses that had slipped off due to the hasty movement, and said, "Boss Li is calling you."

Chen Yan: "..."

There is really a ghost who chooses to come on a rainy day.

Chen Yan got up and closed the computer, "Got it."

He raised his hand to straighten his collar and walked out.

Company lobby.

Li Cheng hurriedly waved, "Come on, come on."

A group of people stood in the lobby looking at each other.

While busy arranging his tie, Li Cheng said, "The deal I went to Beijing to talk about two days ago has been negotiated! The possibility is very small. I just went to try my luck. I didn't tell everyone before it was settled."

Chen Yan and the others laughed and said congratulations.

Li Cheng calmed himself down a little nervously, and then said: "I didn't expect that the company would send people here directly to discuss cooperation, and it's almost here now."

As soon as the words were finished, the door of the company was pushed open, and a man with a smooth tongue brought back by Li Cheng two days ago was busy talking to the leader while leading a group of people.

And the man just nodded lightly.

The leading man was tall, and his hair was wet from the rain. I don't know if it was because of the overcast sky, but he always looked pale.

It's not easy to mess with looks.

A black suit made his aura stronger, and the person sent by the company started to sweat on his forehead as he spoke.

Li Cheng walked over with a few people, and shouted "Hello, Mr. Zhan" from a long distance.

Chen Yan felt his eyes go dark.

A person behind him gently pushed him, "Chen Yan, let's go."

Chen Yan had no choice but to bite the bullet and follow.

As soon as he got closer, the burning eyes fell on him, burning hot.

Zhan Ke stretched out his hand to shake Li Cheng, and said, "Mr. Li."

But his eyes were fixed on one direction from the moment he came in.

After shaking hands, Li Cheng rubbed his hands and prepared to speak politely. When he raised his eyes, he found that the man in front of him was staring at him all the time. Li Cheng looked back in a strange way. Chen Yan felt guilty and lowered his eyes.

Li Cheng asked a little strangely: "Mr. Zhan, this is...?"

What are you fancying?

Seeing Chen Yan bowing his head, Zhan Ke slowly looked away. He shook his head and said, "Sorry, I'm a little distracted. Tell me."

After a simple exchange of pleasantries, he moved to the conference room. Li Cheng seemed to have finally had the opportunity to show his strengths, and he talked for more than 20 minutes.

During this period, Zhan Ke listened to him, but still unconsciously looked at Chen Yan who was diagonally opposite.

The latter is a little restless.

When Li Cheng found this problem, he thought that Zhan Ke was worried about Chen Yan's professional ability, so he immediately waved his hand and asked Chen Yan to say a few words.

Chen Yan clenched his fists tightly, and in the end he had to grit his teeth and walk forward.

I briefly explained the work and then talked about a bunch of things that sound tall and useless.

The total speech did not exceed 3 minutes. When he bowed and said "thank you", Zhan Ke, who had been sitting there like a cold-faced Hades, moved.

He nodded and said, "Okay."

Then the crowd started applauding in a foggy manner.

Chen Yan: "..."

The contract was signed on the spot.

Li Cheng happily took a look at the window with the contract in his hand, and said to Zhan Ke, "Boss Zhan, the rain won't stop for a while, why don't you come to my office to rest for a while."

Zhan Ke also glanced out the window. He stared at Chen Yan who was sitting silently by the side, and said to Li Cheng, "I want to talk to him."

Li Cheng wiped off his sweat and said, "Boss Zhan, don't worry about our employees. Although he has just joined the job not long ago, he has a strong learning ability and will not lose the chain."

Zhan Ke looked at Li Cheng, nodded, and then asked, "Then can I talk to him?"

Li Cheng: "Then this..."

Chen Yan stood up with a cold face, "Yes."

Then he walked straight out of the conference room.

Zhan Ke quickly stood up and followed.

Everyone in the conference room: "???"

Chen Yan walked very fast. If it wasn't for the simple company structure, Zhan Ke might have lost track of him in two steps.

Chen Yan walked all the way to the office, pushed open the door vigorously, went in, stood by the window and took a few breaths, feeling the raindrops hitting his body.

Turning around again, Zhan Ke has already followed in.

He closed the door lightly, and then stopped far away from Chen Yan.

He opened his mouth, but he didn't think about what to say, so he lowered his head.

Chen Yan took off his coat, revealing the white shirt inside.

Then roll up the sleeves of the shirt a little, exposing the forearm.

"Mr. Zhan, what do you want to talk about?" Chen Yan was still leaning against the open window, the raindrops were hitting his back slowly, it was a little cold, but very comfortable.

Zhan Ke loosened his tie, then raised his head to meet Chen Yan's gaze - it was so cold that he subconsciously wanted to avoid it.

But resisting it, he pulled an ugly smile and asked, "How are you doing recently? Is work going well?"

It's like an old friend who hasn't seen for many years and is not very familiar.

Even greetings are the most basic.

Chen Yan said: "Isn't Mr. Zhan not sure if it's going well or not?"

Zhan Ke's fingers hanging on both sides moved stiffly.

"I... I haven't seen you for a long time."

Zhan Ke couldn't tell what he wanted to express in this sentence.

It's a hasty excuse.

It's still the longing that I haven't seen for a long time, and the grievance that I have endured for a long time.

And some sugar-seeking invitations.

You said you didn't want to see me, so I held back.

Chen Yan let out a low breath, and said bluntly: "You poach all the senior executives of the company, and then reveal my news to him."

Zhan Ke was stunned, a little flustered, "I didn't."

Chen Yan then changed his rhetoric, "That is, let others poach all the senior management of Li Cheng's company, and then let others disclose my information to him. Is it right this time?"

Zhan Ke stopped talking.

Chen Yan closed his eyes, "What are you doing? Pity me? Find a job for your ex-boyfriend under your nose. Zhan Ke, are you interested?"

Zhan Ke's throat was dry, he swallowed, but was still speechless.

Chen Yan asked: "Do you think I need it?"

Zhan Ke shook his head, "I just want to help you a little more."

Even if Chen Yan doesn't have him in the future, it doesn't matter.He tried his best to help, just wanting to see this wronged person enjoy peace and happiness for the rest of his life.

Chen Yan frowned and asked, "Have you obtained my consent?"

Zhan Kemo is gone.

No, of course not.

He even found a lot of connections, for fear of being guessed by Chen Yan.

He was afraid that Chen Yan would not accept it.

He has been silent all the time, Chen Yan can only feel that his anger is getting bigger and bigger.

"What exactly does Boss Zhan want to talk to me about?" Chen Yan asked.

Zhan Ke froze in place at a loss. He stared at Chen Yan, then looked away, and said, "It's just... It's been a long time."

For a long time.

About a month.

He didn't even dare to count the days, he always felt that the superposition of numbers would double and double the suffocation.

He could only work hard every day, not leaving any energy for himself to bother Chen Yan.

The person who came to Pingjiang on a business trip this time was originally a subordinate, after all, it was not a big business.

But when Zhanke saw the word Pingjiang, he couldn't calm down instantly. He handed over the big business to his subordinates and brought people to Pingjiang himself.

How could he let go of this hard-won opportunity to be aboveboard.

I haven't seen him for a month. The moment he saw Chen Yan in the lobby, he even had an impulse to grab Chen Yan and leave, go to a quiet place, and look at him carefully.

fuck business.

But he dared not.

Chen Yan will be angry.

"how long?"

"Long time."

"Five years so long?"

"It's still 11 years."

Zhan Ke has pantothenic acid on the tip of his nose.

He is such a coward, he will always be broken by Chen Yan's simple words.

"Do you like this job?" Zhan Ke's voice became nasal.

Chen Yan felt that his question was really inexplicable.

Zhan Ke quickly went on to say, "If you don't like it, change it to something you like."

Chen Yan was about to be laughed out of anger, and completely fell into a state of being unable to communicate.

"We..." Zhan Ke seemed to be getting to the point now, the first two inexplicable words made a stiff and useless foreshadowing, "We..."

He repeated it twice, but he seemed unable to utter the rest of the words.

Chen Yan frowned slightly, and Zhan Ke knew that he didn't like procrastination, so he gritted his teeth and said, "Can we still be friends in the future?"

From wanting a title at the beginning, it didn't matter if I was a third son later, and now, whether I can be friends or not.

This is a purely negotiable question, and even the expected value is not more than half of the question.

Chen Yan shook his head silently, turned around, and faced out the window.

The raindrops hit his face, Chen Yan closed his eyes lightly, but didn't say anything after all.

"I'll catch a cold." Zhan Ke said.

It seems to have been pulled away from the sentence just now.

Chen Yan was very upset.

He wants to say that if you have a cold, you will catch a cold, if you have a fever, you will have a fever, and if it is serious, you will die.

I also want to say that I don't want to be controlled by you anymore.

I even want to say that if I want to go, I will go farther, and I will go back and forth over and over again.

Hold.

Hold.

Hold.

Chen Yan walked over to pick up the cup on the table, and smashed it hard at Zhan Ke's feet.

Debris is everywhere.

"Can you fucking meddle in my affairs!!!"

Chen Yan's eyes were red, and he couldn't suppress his emotions under the psychological influence, and even had difficulty breathing, and he started panting heavily after smashing the cup.

His emotions seemed to be completely out of normal, even his eyes became empty, and he looked like he had lost his soul.

Zhan Ke panicked for a moment. He stepped on broken glass, supported Chen Yan's shoulders, stared at him, and said hurriedly, "Chen Yan, I'm sorry, please calm down." Chen Yan, he didn't even have any way to deal with it.

Not at all.

He could sense from all aspects that Chen Yan had some psychological problems, but when he actually faced it, he could only apologize helplessly, apologizing over and over again.

But Chen Yan was the only one who wanted to be freed from the pressure.

He couldn't help at all.

Chen Yan didn't speak, but stared blankly at one place, panting.

Zhan Ke was shaking his hands nervously, so he could only ask softly, "Is there any medicine?"

medicine.

Chen Yan slowly raised his eyes, his eyes were focused, but his eyes were still red.

"Medicine?" Chen Yan asked hoarsely.

Zhan Ke met his eyes, but couldn't read anything from his eyes.

"Have it?"

Chen Yan suddenly got strength from some episode, he pushed Zhan Ke away, stared at him closely and asked, "Do you think I'm sick?"

Zhan Ke shook his head, "No, no, I don't know what to do if you are like me..."

Chen Yan seemed to be unable to hear him at all, "You still think I'm sick."

"After so many years, you still think I'm sick."

Zhan Ke came to his senses, Chen Yan didn't seem to be quite sober now, he was caught in an endless loop.

The center of that ring is what he said back then—homosexuality can be cured.

"No, you're not sick, you're not wrong, it's my fault, I don't understand, it's my self-righteousness, it's my problem, Chen Yan, look at me!" After Chen Yan fell into this state, it seemed that he couldn't concentrate at all. Concentrating, he can only raise his voice to call his attention, and then tell him firmly, "We are all normal."

Zhan Ke helped him to sit down.

She still chose to call Ji Yi.

When Ji Yi arrived, Chen Yan had almost calmed down. He sat on the chair, covered his eyes with his hands, and said nothing.

Zhan Ke stood guard, not daring to go anywhere.

Ji Yi threw aside the dripping umbrella and almost punched Zhan Ke when she saw it.

She noticed glass shards all over the place.

"What are you doing again?" Ji Yi asked.

Zhan Ke said hoarsely: "I wanted to talk to him, and then we talked about work. He knew that I operated his work, and he got angry."

After a pause, Zhan Ke lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry."

Ji Yi slowed down, raised her hand and patted Chen Yan, "How are you doing now?"

Zhan Ke said, "He just..."

Chen Yan interrupted him in a muffled voice, "I'm fine."

"Can you slow down?" Ji Yi asked.

Chen Yan nodded slightly, and repeated: "I'm fine."

Ji Yi gritted her teeth, pointed to the door to Zhan Ke, and walked out first. Zhan Ke looked down at Chen Yan, and then walked out.

"There is something I want to make clear to you."

"He has mental problems, but he has never seen a psychiatrist. I have to carry it every time. I am a layman. All I can do is to accompany him and enlighten him, but I don't know how much it will help. Only Chen Yan knows."

"I don't know to what extent his condition has deteriorated now, I just know that I haven't seen him like this for a long time."

"Did you see it? He will become like this when he meets you."

Zhan Ke felt that his throat was so dry that he couldn't even speak, "I couldn't help it, it was my fault, I'm sorry. Why is he so resistant to the psychiatrist?"

Ji Yi raised her head, and then said: "This should only be known by the two of you. I know that when he talks nonsense, he will ask me if he is normal. Homosexuality is not a disease, and he is not. I really want to Knowing what you told him back then, he would be so resistant to the psychiatrist."

It's that sentence - it can be cured.

Zhan Ke's eyes suddenly felt as if they had sand in their eyes.

The author has something to say: This is an update on the 24th, to make up for the 38 words owed in Chapter [-], hehe.

[Everything related to the workplace is empty, don't bring it into reality! ! ! 】

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