After becoming a wage earner in Yokohama

After I finished saying this sentence, Osamu Dazai was a little surprised.

He turned his head to look at me, and said casually: "Didn't I tell you to eat it? Why do you still keep it?"

Seeing that he had no intention of answering, I directly stuffed the marshmallow into his hand.

"If I bought it for you, I bought it for you. Besides, I've already eaten one."

Osamu Dazai looked at the cotton candy in his hand, but didn't speak.He lightly took a bite of the melted marshmallow, and the strong smell of low-quality saccharin instantly filled his mouth.He didn't dislike it either, he just ate the marshmallow silently.

Seeing his action, I breathed a sigh of relief.I casually found a place beside him and sat down, quietly looking at the lake in front of me.No one spoke, and the atmosphere between us was so peaceful.

Maybe it was too quiet, I glanced at Osamu Dazai, and for some reason, other him came to mind.

I compared them.Sitting next to me now is the 15-year-old Dazai Osamu, the 22-year-old Dazai Osamu in reality, and the Dazai Osamu who has become the leader of Hong Kong gangsters.

They are the same and different.A big similarity is that I never know what they are thinking, what they want to do, and they don't say anything.Walking alone, everything is done by yourself.

I suddenly wanted to ask the 15-year-old Osamu Dazai a question.

"What are you thinking?" I asked suddenly.

Osamu Dazai was a little surprised, he felt a little baffled: "It turns out that Yuko, you also think about these questions."

I was a little speechless when I heard Osamu Dazai's words, do I look like the kind of person who doesn't use his brain?

Osamu Dazai seemed to see what I was thinking, and he said with an incredulous expression: "Isn't Yuko like you?"

I squeezed my fists, resisting the feeling of wanting to beat him violently, this killing will be over sooner or later.

There was silence among us again.

I thought Osamu Dazai would never speak again.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly said: "Yuko, why do you want to know this? Is my opinion important? Is what I think important? It doesn't seem to have anything to do with you, Yuko."

I totally agree with this statement.

Indeed, what does Osamu Dazai think about me?Why should I know what he thinks?Does he have anything to do with me?But when I thought of Osamu Dazai who jumped off the building in the dream, I suddenly wondered what he was thinking.Why can the whole world be calculated because of one person, and why can the whole world be abandoned because of one person.

I'm curious, so I want to know what is Osamu Dazai thinking?

"I'm just a little curious. Because I found that you, Osamu Dazai, are really interesting."

Osamu Dazai sneered: "There's really no need to be so curious. Of course you can ask, and I don't have to answer."

"I just said it casually, so don't answer if you don't answer." I didn't hope to get any answer from Osamu Dazai.

We fell silent again, and no one spoke.

I looked up at the sky, it should be noon now, and the sun was a bit big.No wonder the marshmallows melt so quickly.

I shook my hand, feeling a little sticky, it was the sugar that had just melted from the marshmallows and dripped on my hand.

"Go back now, it's getting late." I said.

After all, I stood up, patted my clothes and prepared to turn around and leave.

Before I could take two steps, the corner of my clothes was suddenly pulled.I looked down and saw that it was Osamu Dazai.

What is he doing by the corner of my clothes?

"Yuko, do you think I'm in a dream or in a real environment?" Osamu Dazai said suddenly.

I froze, then reacted again.

Osamu Dazai knows something.

Should I say, as expected of Osamu Dazai?

I gave up the idea of ​​leaving and sat back down again.I sat very casually, and I replied casually: "You think you are in a dream, you are in a dream, you think you are in the real world, you are in the real world. It depends on what you think, you ask me do not know either."

Osamu Dazai smiled inexplicably.

"Really? Yuko, you didn't know." I murmured.

Yes, how would I know?I don't know anything.

I raised my hand to block the sun, but it was still dazzling.

Suddenly a shadow appeared over my head, and I looked at the person sitting next to me in surprise.

Osamu Dazai took off his black coat and put it on top of me to block the sun.I reached out my hand silently, trying to help him support, but found that I couldn't reach it.

I:......

"Push"

A chuckle came from beside me, "Yuko, you are really short."

Do you believe that I can jump up and hit you on the head?

Osamu Dazai closed his mouth with great insight, and took out a candy from his pocket and stuffed it into my mouth.

"Okay, it's even."

I rolled my eyes at Osamu Dazai, I knew what he was talking about.Stuffing me with candy is "revenge" for stuffing you with marshmallows, so childish.

I bit the candy in my mouth, and the sour taste immediately filled my mouth, and my eyebrows furrowed tightly.

Sour, this sugar is really sour.

Where did Osamu Dazai find such a candy?

At the end of the meal, I actually tasted a hint of sweetness from the sourness.

Forget it, in the face of this sweet taste, I can barely forgive Osamu Dazai for stuffing me with sour candy.

I don't know how long I sat there, I watched the sun in the sky gradually move down, from the middle to the bottom.

The sun is about to go down.

I watched the originally white sky be dyed orange, and watched the sun hide in it.

There is a strange feeling in my heart, I think, this scene, Osamu Dazai will also like it.

"Are you still leaving?" Osamu Dazai said suddenly.

"Is that why you want me to go?" I was a little dissatisfied.

After staying for less than a day, Osamu Dazai wanted to drive me away. It was really, really miserable.

Osamu Dazai also felt that his tone was wrong, he slowed down his voice, and said softly: "This is not the place for you, the place for you, someone is waiting for you."

"Then will you wait for me?" I asked suddenly.

Osamu Dazai was suddenly stopped.He paused, and then replied without hesitation: "I won't, if you leave, I will definitely not wait for you, who told you to leave." Yes, who told you to leave, he will not waiting for you.

I knew Osamu Dazai would answer like this.

I stood up, walked across to Osamu Dazai, and held out my hand to him.I raised a smile and said briskly, "Well, since you don't wait for me, then I'll wait for you."

Since you don't wait for me, I can always wait for you.

It may be that today's sunset is a bit beautiful, or it may be that the sun is too dazzling, or what Bai Muyu said is too sure.He grasped the hand that Bai Muyou stretched out, "Okay", he heard himself say.

Say yes, you wait for me.

It's agreed.

I feel like my consciousness is getting blurred, and I know it's time for me to get out of here.

Not knowing what to think, I leaned closer to Osamu Dazai and whispered the last words in his ear.

Osamu Dazai was stunned, then he smiled.

He watched the figure of Bai Muyou in front of him getting blurred and gradually disappearing.I don't know if it was his illusion, but he saw the grown-up Bai Muyou in a trance.

The same black fluffy short hair, slightly elongated eyes, and baby fat cheeks, still so childishly wearing short sleeves with a little yellow duck print.

That's great, Shiraki Yuu after that is still Shiraki Yuu.

When there was nothing in front of him, Osamu Dazai slowly withdrew his hand.

He stood up, put on the black overcoat, and turned back into the taciturn Osamu Dazai again.

[I seem to see the seeds waiting to germinate under your empty land]

Where there are any seeds, his world has always been barren.

However, this time we should be able to look forward to it a little... right?

Just look forward to it.

I struggled to open my eyes and lay down on the bed to relax.

How could I say such a thing to Osamu Dazai, I really...

[I seem to see the seeds waiting to germinate under your empty land]

How did I say such a thing, it was said by me when I was seven years old, what does it have to do with me now?

Thinking of this, I suddenly became more relaxed.

I got up from the bed, stepped on my slippers and walked to the window.I opened the curtains and looked at the scenery of Yokohama at six o'clock in the morning.

At this time, it was just dawn, and the sun had just risen from the east, revealing a small corner.

"Do you want to invite Osamu Dazai to watch the sunset again?" I murmured.

Today looks like it will be a fine day, and the sunset should be beautiful.

I picked up my phone and was just about to make a call to Osamu Dazai, but unexpectedly my screen lit up.

It's Osamu Dazai.

I smiled and answered the phone: "Hello? Didn't expect Dazai to get up so early today?"

A chuckle came from the phone: "I didn't expect Yuko, who usually wakes up at noon, to wake up so early today?"

I know what Osamu Dazai is talking about.Isn't it the last time I overslept and was late for work?

"Wow, you are so over the top, that day was just an accident!" I retorted.

"You sauce, who is lying in bed!"

"Slacker Dazai Osamu!"

After saying this sentence, I suddenly didn't know what to say.

Osamu Dazai on the phone didn't speak either, only the sound of Osamu Dazai's breathing could be heard.

I leaned on the window rail and stared at the sun outside for a while.I said, "Mr. Dazai, may I invite you to watch the sun at six o'clock in the afternoon?"

Osamu Dazai, who was originally lazy, sat up straight when he heard this sentence.He really wanted to ask Bai Muyou if he remembered something, and he opened his mouth, but he found that he didn't dare to ask.

"Are you..." In the middle of speaking, Osamu Dazai suddenly closed his mouth.

He didn't dare to ask, for he was afraid that he would be disappointed when the time came.

It's not good to be disappointed.

I heard what Osamu Dazai said earlier, and I knew what he wanted to say.

I smiled and said, "Well, Mr. Dazai who loves to eat cotton candy, can I invite you to the amusement park to watch the sunset at six o'clock in the afternoon?"

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