After becoming a wage earner in Yokohama

After chatting with the newcomer in the group for a while, we bid each other good night.

I lay on the bed, quietly thinking about what happened recently.

I think there's something wrong with what's happened recently, very suspicious.Mori Ogai's situation is not right recently, and it feels like he is preparing for something recently.

Some of Osamu Dazai's behaviors are very strange.He often wants to take me to some places recently, as if he wants to take me to these places to find something, and wants me to think of something.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky is also very strange.Now I think back to the last entrustment, he seemed to have glanced at me when he left, and now I am sure that it is really not an illusion.

According to Osamu Dazai, my encounter with Fyodor Dostoevsky was deliberately arranged by him.So what was Fyodor Dostoevsky planning all this for?What is his purpose?

I'm just an average person.What may be a little unusual is that I work in a very magical place and have a very magical relative.Other than that, there doesn't seem to be anything special about me.

And Fyodor Dostoevsky had a strange attitude.As if he had met me a long time ago, he was very familiar with my attitude and knew my next move like the back of his hand.

I feel like my life is full of mysteries, everyone seems to be hiding something from me, some very important things from me, things that I can't know now.

It is useless to think too much.When the time comes, everyone who should know will know.

At that time, it was time to settle the matter of fooling me with them.

I reached out and turned off the bedside lamp, closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

I felt like there was a sound around me in a daze.

I feel a little strange, am I in a very lively place now?I seem to hear the cries of sales and the joyful voices of children.

I'm sure I'm in a very happy place right now.

I tried to open my eyes to see where I was, but I couldn't, as if something was blocking me.My thinking is getting more and more blurred, as if I will fall asleep in the next second.I tried to keep myself awake, but in vain.

I gradually lost consciousness.

"Yuko, are you still going out to play today?" A familiar voice sounded.

this person?

So familiar.

I want to open my eyes to see if the person in front of me is the person I think.

I thought it would be difficult to open my eyes this time, but I didn't expect it to be easy this time.

I opened my eyes, the blurry vision became clearer and clearer, and I also saw clearly that the person in front of me was my uncle Mori Ogai.

I looked around, this is not the house where Mori Ogai and I live together, it looks like a small infirmary.

I am a little confused, why did I come to an infirmary suddenly?

"Yuko, why are you still here? Are you wondering if there is anything you haven't brought? Don't worry, I've prepared everything for you. I'm sorry, uncle, I can't accompany you to the playground today. Next time I will definitely I went with you." Mori Ogai said with a little apology.

I gave a reflexive "hmm", and found that my voice was not the voice of an adult, but the voice of a child.

I was stunned.

I looked at my hand in disbelief, it was a much smaller hand.I looked down at myself. I was wearing a sky blue short sleeve with a little yellow duck print on it.

Is it so young?

I looked up, and there was a mirror in front of me, which clearly reflected my appearance.

The picture inside is a little boy who is about seven years old.He has black, shaggy short hair and noticeable baby fat on his cheeks.His eyes are round and round, which looks very cute.He was wearing a sky blue short sleeve with a print of a little yellow duck on his chest.

I looked at the record in the mirror and fell into deep thought.I'm a little confused now, the face is indeed my face, but I don't have this memory in my mind at all.

I stretched out my hand to touch myself in the mirror, but I didn't dare.

Now I can be quite sure that my memory is really missing something.

I have a hunch that the time for me to recover my memory should not be far away.

"You and Dazai-kun go to the playground together, you must be careful. When walking, pay attention to the cars on the road, don't talk to others casually, and don't accept things from others, protect yourself." Mori Ogai still felt a little uncomfortable Come over with confidence.

I hastily withdrew my hand, stood in the same place well-behaved, and looked eagerly at Mori Ogai who came over.

Mori Ogai walked up to me and squatted down. He stretched out his hand and rubbed my head, then handed me a small yellow backpack in his hand.

"Hey, your backpack."

I reached out to take it, and carried it on my back without saying a word.

"Don't be so unhappy, go to the playground today, be happy." Mori Ogai took my hand and led me out of the room.

As soon as I stepped out of the room, I saw Osamu Dazai standing not far away.

Fourteen or fifteen-year-old Osamu Dazai.

He was wearing a white shirt and a black overcoat.He was still the same as Dazai Osamu many years later, with bandages all over his body, except that this Dazai Osamu had bandages on his eyes.

His eyes left the book he was holding and looked straight at me.

I was surprised by the look in his eyes.

It's too spacey, too dark.

At this moment, Dazai smiled.

When I looked back, I couldn't find the feeling I had just now.

no yet?

I squeezed the hand of the schoolbag slightly harder.

Osamu Dazai closed the book, walked towards me, he stretched out his hand, "Let's go, don't you want to go to the amusement park?"

I glanced at Mori Ogai, then at Osamu Dazai.I took a deep breath, let go of Mori Ogai's hand, and grabbed the hand that Osamu Dazai extended.

"Let's go." I said with a serious face.

My instinct drives me to say this.

After thinking about it, I added: "It doesn't look early now, it will be very hot later, let's go there early."

Dazai Osamu did not expect that I would add such a sentence later, he glanced at me with great interest.His eyes are too direct and too transparent, I have a feeling of being seen through.

No way?

Dazai Osamu should not be able to see it, the current me is me, and the future me will also be me.

Thinking of this, I relaxed a little.

I was led forward by Osamu Dazai holding hands.

The destination, of course, is the playground.

I want to see what memories the playground has about me.

Osamu Dazai and I were standing in the playground.I looked around at the facilities, and I was a little confused which one to play.

Osamu Dazai looked at me, "What are you thinking about?"

I nodded.

Osamu Dazai glanced at the facilities in the playground, pointed to the roller coaster not far away and said, "That's it, it looks fun." He felt good about unfastening the seat belt from a high altitude.

Now I haven't felt the sinisterness of Osamu Dazai in this age group.

Hearing Osamu Dazai's suggestion, I hesitated for a while, but agreed. After all, Osamu Dazai came to play today.

According to the staff's prompt, I fastened my seat belt.When I looked at Osamu Dazai next to me, I was almost scared to death.

Why didn't Osamu Dazai not buckle his seat belt?

Maybe it was because my eyes were too hot, Osamu Dazai reluctantly fiddled with the seat belt.

Hey, are you being too perfunctory?You didn't buckle it up at all, did you?

I couldn't stand it any longer, so I fastened my hand to him.

After fastening my seat belt, I suddenly didn't know what to do.Counting on Osamu Dazai to chat with me, I might as well hope that the hairline of the future Mori Ogai will not move back.

In this weird atmosphere, the roller coaster started.

The roller coaster slowly reached the peak, and I held my breath slightly.

From the corner of the eye, I caught a glimpse of Osamu Dazai's movements.

Well, he was just unfastening his seat belt.

Ok? ? ?

He's taking off his seat belt! ! !

I was so shocked by Osamu Dazai's actions that I couldn't speak for a long time.

Now I also know why Osamu Dazai chose the roller coaster, so that's what you had in mind.

Fortunately, I saved a hand and firmly nailed the seat belt to the seat.

I was so prescient.

We went through the roller coaster with this delicate atmosphere.

This is the most exciting roller coaster I have ever done, because I have a Dazai Osamu next to me who wants to jump.

What a thrill.

When the roller coaster stopped, Osamu Dazai glanced at the seat belt on the seat, it turned out that he was locked to death.

He gave me a meaningful look.

I turned my head and looked aside, but I didn't look at Osamu Dazai.

What did I just do?Am I doing nothing right?Osamu Dazai's seat belt was nailed up. I really don't know which little angel made it. It's beautiful.

Osamu Dazai did not pursue what had just happened.

He took my hand and left here.

I don't know where Osamu Dazai is taking me. Dozens of murder methods flashed through my mind in an instant.

I shivered, it was horrible.

We ended up stopping at a stand selling marshmallows, and I was in disbelief.

Osamu Dazai pushed me from behind, "Go and buy this by yourself, I'll wait for you here."

I'm a little confused, so I glanced at Marshmallow, and then at Osamu Dazai.So Osamu Dazai likes to eat this kind of sweet and greasy food?

It is extremely inconsistent with Osamu Dazai's character.

Since Osamu Dazai wants it, I'll go buy it.

I turned around and went to line up in front of the cotton candy stand, hoping that Osamu Dazai would not get impatient waiting.

I don't know how long it took, but I managed to buy marshmallows.

I turned around holding two marshmallows, trying to find his figure, but found that there was no sign of him in the same place.

I took a bite of the marshmallow, not surprised by the result.

I thought about that place that Osamu Dazai deliberately took me to in the real world.I know, Osamu Dazai must be there.

I identified the direction, raised my foot and walked over there.

I hope that when I get there, the marshmallows in my hands won't melt away.

I looked at the place in front of me, and I felt a little familiar when I came here this time.

"Here it is." I murmured.

I searched for Osamu Dazai, and I saw him under a big tree by the lake.

I didn't go there, just found a place and sat down.

I yelled at Osamu Dazai: "Dazai! Your marshmallow is ready! If you don't eat it, it will melt!"

"Eat it yourself."

Although Osamu Dazai's voice was not loud, I still heard it.

For a while, I didn't know what to say.

The breeze blew through my hair.

I squinted slightly to look at the scene in front of me, enjoying the rare tranquility.

A trace of coolness came from my hand, I looked over, feeling a little helpless, the cotton candy was crossed out.

I sighed and decided not to wait any longer.

I stood up and walked towards Dazai Osamu.

I was afraid to stand behind him, raised my hand and patted his shoulder, and said softly: "Dazai, here is a marshmallow waiting for your signature, do you want it?"

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!