Through another world, I still love you

After drinking the indescribable concoction, Yano pushed Xi Murong back to lie on the bed again, and Yanuo didn't forget to cover him tightly with a layer of animal skin on a hot day.

Xi Murong tried his best to pull the animal skin off his head, but he was speechless. Although he would usually put on the animal skin when he fell asleep, it only covered his stomach a little. How could he cover his head to his feet like this now? Don't you cover your prickly heat?

"That Yanuo, don't you need to cover it like this? It's too uncomfortable!" After enduring it, Xi Murong still couldn't help expressing his thoughts.

Yano was tucking the animal skin into the bag for him. Hearing what he said, he raised his head and looked at him: "You got the wind and cold last night, just sweat and you'll be fine. Good boy, bear with it first, the medicine here is too effective." No, I can only give you this simple method."

Xi Murong was in a daze for a moment when he heard his gentle and doting tone, Yanuo's tone really resembled Xi Lei's!And he didn't like to take medicine when he was sick when he was a child, that's how Xi Lei coaxed him.

In the next second, Xi Murong felt his heart ache again, and couldn't help shrinking back severely.Yano, who was looking at him, saw his pain, and quickly stepped forward to hug Xi Murong in his arms, stroking Xi Murong's back with his broad palms, as if he wanted to relieve him of the pain.

Perhaps it was the hug last night that gave Xi Murong warmth, but now he is leaning in Yano's arms, feeling the warmth of the other's familiar body, his heart gradually becomes peaceful, and the pain gradually dissipates.

Xi Murong was a little surprised, he was baffled by this heartache, and now he was even more baffled by the cure.

Why does his problem disappear as long as Yano holds him?

This is too incredible, right?

At the same time, an even more unbelievable idea arises in his mind - he must not be in love with Arnold, right?

Thinking of this, Murong subconsciously looked up at Yano, just in time to meet Yano's concerned eyes.

"Is it better?" Yano's voice was still very gentle, since he woke up in the morning, Yano became much softer when speaking to him.At first he thought it was his illusion, but now it seems that it is not at all.

Why is Arno acting so weird all of a sudden?Xi Murong couldn't figure it out, but felt a little uneasy in his heart.

Yano's change was so sudden that he couldn't help but think of a sentence: When things go wrong, there must be demons.

"What's the matter? Why are you in a daze?" Yano was still holding him. In this posture, he raised his hand and pushed all the broken hair on Xi Murong's forehead back, exposing his smooth forehead. The posture is very similar to the scene where the hero and heroine are about to kiss in a film and television drama.

Xi Murong blushed, hurriedly rolled down Yano's embrace and lay on the bed, thought for a while, then covered himself with the animal skin, and said in a muffled voice: "I'm much better now, I'm fine, that, Don't worry about me, go get busy!"

Yanuo glanced at his empty arms, then at Xi Murong's blushing face, and curled his lips: "Well, go to sleep, if you need me, I'll be outside."

Xi Murong nodded dizzily, and heaved a long sigh of relief when Yanuo's back disappeared from sight.

What is going on?Why is Arno so weird all of a sudden?Obviously it wasn't like this yesterday, why did he look like a different person after sleeping?

Thinking of the way Yano looked at him just now, Xi Murong felt as if his heart had been shocked by an electric shock, and the numbness spread from his beating heart to all his limbs.Xi Murong felt that his face must have blushed uncontrollably again.

The appearance of Yano just now is similar to that of Xi Lei in the past.Xi Lei used to pamper him unconditionally and take care of him meticulously.It's just that the sense of happiness and satisfaction that Xi Lei gave him had already been deeply buried in the depths of his memory when he ran into Xi Lei with his car. He never expected to dig it out one day until He dies.

But now, this memory actually reappeared in Arno.He always sees Xi Lei's shadow in Yano unconsciously, and will approach him unconsciously, and even rely on him.

Xi Murong held his heart, frowning and waiting for the familiar pain to pass slowly.He couldn't help but think of the pain that disappeared little by little when Yano stroked his back just now.He couldn't tell whether it was his unconscious dependence on Yano that caused him a psychological effect, or whether Yano really had the ability to take away the helpless pain.

Xi Murong was a little dazed, he didn't know what kind of emotion he had towards Yanuo, sometimes he felt that he regarded Yanuo as his elder brother Xi Lei, but sometimes, he felt that it was not just like this.

He thinks that he may be in love with Yanuo, but most of his liking is because Yanuo is very similar to Xi Lei, which makes him unconsciously attached to him.He has only been in love once in his life, and thinking about it now, it seems that he also unconsciously saw Xi Lei's shadow in Xiao Su at that time, so he agreed to date him.

Thinking of this, he was startled. Could it be that he in his previous life had such impure feelings towards Xi Lei?

Xi Murong was a little flustered, but the emotion he had been avoiding was suddenly awakened in his heart, and the distant memories rushed in like a flood that opened the gate.

He remembered that when he was 13 years old, Xi Lei, who had always shared the same bed with him, suddenly wanted to let him sleep in a bedroom alone.But he didn't know how to tell it, so he lost his temper. In the end, Xi Lei bought him a gift and spent a lot of effort to coax him, so that he didn't feel so uncomfortable.It's just that he proposed to sleep together again, but Xi Lei never agreed.

He remembered that when he was 14 years old, he heard from the housekeeper, Uncle Li, that Xi Lei was coming back.At that time, he was already in junior high school, and Xi Lei was in college, so there were not many opportunities for the two to meet each other, and Xi Lei would be taken away by his father to familiarize himself with the company. He could count the number of times he met Xi Lei on one hand. .

He was so excited at that time, he couldn't wait to rush home as soon as the bell rang after class, but when he got home, he found that sitting next to Xi Lei on the sofa was a beautiful girl!

He didn't know why he was so angry at the time, especially when the girl introduced herself to him as Xi Lei's girlfriend, and Xi Lei also acquiesced, his anger reached its peak.He stared at Xi Lei who didn't look at him, slapped the girl's right hand that was stretched out towards him, and went upstairs.

Also from then on, he no longer expected Xi Lei to come home, and every time Xi Lei came back, he tried to hide in the room as much as possible not to see him.But in his heart, he still longed for Xi Lei to coax him like before, but Xi Lei was probably very disappointed in him, and never coaxed him since then.

They began to drift away, until he was 16 years old, he knew some of the past of the Xi family, he and Xi Lei, completely, could not go back to the past.

When he was 20 years old, he agreed to Xiao Su's pursuit, and became strangers to Xi Lei.

At the age of 23, he drove almost crazily and broke Xi Lei's leg.

At the age of 24, he understood Xiao Su and Mulan's plan, but at that time his mother had died, his father had a stroke and was paralyzed in bed, and Xi Lei was sitting in a wheelchair, propping up the entire Xi family.

On April 2015, 4, he asked Xiao Su and Mulan to have dinner, drugged them during the meal, and then dragged them to the woods in the suburbs, intending to bury them alive.

It's just that the dose of medicine he administered was too light, and Xiao Su had already woken up halfway.In the end, he took theirs at the expense of his own.

At that time, he had already been stabbed dozens of times by Xiao Su, and the loss of blood made him paralyzed and confused.But what Xiao Su said to Mulan made him suddenly angry, and he stood up and strangled him until he was strangled to death!

Xiao Su said: "Xi Murong likes his eldest brother, just because of his disgusting thoughts, Xi Lei will not defend him any more."

He doesn't want anyone to know his thoughts on Xi Lei, let alone reveal half of his thoughts to Xi Lei!

Anyone who knows his thoughts will die!

Including himself.

He died and then came back to life.It's just that he has been avoiding and hypnotizing himself, so as to trick himself into not having any unreasonable thoughts about Xi Lei.Yanuo said that he fell in love with someone who shouldn't be loved in his previous life, why didn't he?

It's just Yano's attitude towards him, why did he suddenly become so ambiguous?Ever since he saw Yano again, his behavior has always puzzled him.He had guessed that Arno was looking at his lover through himself.So, now he has the same thoughts as himself, because the other party is too similar to the person in his heart, so he coincidentally regards the other party as a substitute for the person in his heart?

Forget it, after all, they will never go back.He has always been selfish, since Yano also used him as a stand-in, then he will not be polite.

Turning over, Xi Murong looked at the tall roof, only feeling a emptiness and desolation in his heart.Thinking of the dream yesterday, he knew that Xi Lei was really likely to commit suicide when he was in his 40s.

He loves him and only hopes that he can live in peace and security, but the fact is always contrary to his wishes.He didn't know why Xi Lei committed suicide, and what happened to the Xi family after he left that made him make such a choice?

The heartache became more and more severe, so Xi Murong had no choice but to stop thinking about Xi Lei.Panting heavily, he curled up in one place, buried his head deeply in the thick animal hide under his body.

The top of his head was covered by a wide palm, and Xi Murong rubbed it subconsciously, only feeling the warmth go straight to the bottom of his heart.He looked at Arno and rested his head on Arno's lap.

Anyway, in Yano's eyes, he is also a stand-in, since Yano can give him the kind of warmth he hasn't seen for a long time, he doesn't have to wrong himself anymore.

He probably didn't expect such a move from him, he felt Yano's hand stroking the top of his head pause, but he didn't refuse.Xi Murong secretly curled his lips, and closed his eyes with peace of mind.