Through another world, I still love you

He didn't know what happened, but the strong uneasiness in his heart gave him some guesses.He stood in front of the door and burst into tears, but he never dared to open the door in front of him.

At this moment, several people hurried over.Xi Murong found that he didn't know these people, but he knew from the clothes they were wearing that they should be the bodyguards of the Xi family.

They didn't seem to see Xi Murong standing in front of the door, they pushed open the door and walked in.

Through the opened and closed door, Xi Murong saw his father.His father was no longer young, and his exposed cheeks and hands were covered with wrinkles and spots that symbolized old age.At this time, he was sitting in a wheelchair in a daze, his white hair hurt his eyes.

"Father..." Xi Murong opened his mouth, why did his father become so old?He pushed open the door in panic and walked behind his father.

His room is still the same as before, everything in it is still there, and it has been cleaned cleanly, as if he still lives here every day.

But he knew that was impossible, he was dead.

Xi Murong was startled, yes, he is dead, so where is he now?

In a panic, his gaze touched the wall calendar hanging on the door.

The date on it turned out to be April 4, the day he died.

It's just the year, but it's been 20 years since the year he died.

The strong smell of blood still filled his nose, so real that he couldn't tell whether he was dreaming now, or he had traveled back to the Xi's house 20 years later.

At this time, Xi Murong saw those people who had been standing still just now walked in front of his father and said something in a deep voice, and then he saw his father pursed his lips tightly, closed his cloudy eyes, and spoke slowly. nodded.

Father was pushed out.

Xi Murong watched those people walk up to the bathroom, and was about to push the door with his hand.

Xi Murong's body suddenly trembled violently, he doesn't want to be here, don't see that door being opened!He is going out!

He wanted to turn around and leave here, but his body seemed to be nailed in place, unable to move at all. He wanted to close his eyes and not look at anything, but he found that at this moment, his body no longer listened to him.

He watched those people push open the door in despair and anxiety, and the next moment, a shocking red stained Xi Murong's eyes red.And in the middle of that piece of red that made him almost suffocate, a figure was like an invisible palm, firmly pinching his heart in the palm.

That's Xi Lei, Xi Lei is dead!

Xi Murong tried his best to open his mouth wide, wanting to cry, but he couldn't make a sound, only tears washed away the already blurred picture in front of him.Through his tearful eyes, he saw the middle-aged Xi Lei lying peacefully in the bathtub he had used, surrounded by striking blood red.

Such a strong smell of blood, Xi Lei's blood.

Tears welled up, and Xi Murong's heart throbbed violently.Through the haze, Xi Murong saw Xi Lei, who was lying in the blood red, suddenly opened his eyes and looked deeply at him.However, before he could react, he closed his eyes again, and slowly sank into the blood red that made Xi Murong despair.

Xi Murong didn't care about the pain, and struggled desperately to scream at the sinking Xi Lei, but he couldn't make any sound.

"Xi Lei——" Xi Murong sat up abruptly, and finally yelled out. In an instant, his eyes could blink and his body became flexible, but his heart ached even more.

Under him was the familiar, hard stone bed, reminding him that everything just now was just a dream.But his heart still hurts, he couldn't stop the pain, he knew that it was not a dream, he couldn't lie to himself.

He was breathing heavily as if he was about to suffocate, tears streaming down his face.

His body was suddenly encircled gently, Xi Murong knew who it was, but at this moment, he didn't want to think too much about it, he leaned his body that was so painful that it was about to convulse against Yano, and let himself cry until he almost fainted.

"He's dead, he's dead, he's dead..." Xi Murong leaned against Yano's shoulder and kept talking, crying until his voice became hoarse.

Xi Lei died, in his room, but why?He still remembered the look Xi Lei gave him, which contained too much content that he couldn't understand.He didn't know why Xi Lei did this. He would rather Xi Lei completely forget himself and remove his selfish and ignorant brother from his life forever, than he would choose such a way to end himself!

My heart was hurting all the time, I couldn't stop, and my tears seemed to be out of control, flowing unstoppable.Xi Murong couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in at this moment, it was the first time he realized that life was worse than death.

Xi Murong, who was already overwhelmed by grief, didn't notice that the arms that had been wrapping around him became tighter and tighter, and he didn't realize that when he was sobbing until he was about to faint, the gentleness and firmness when Yanuodi knocked him unconscious, and even more so. I don't know, after he fell asleep, Yano looked at him with intense joy and pity in his eyes, and when Yano kissed him, that extremely devout and affectionate expression.

Xi Murong finally fell into a deep sleep. He didn't know how Yanuo cherished and held him in his arms in this dark night, as if he wished he could rub him into his own flesh and blood, never to be separated again; I don't know that in this silent night, Yano sat until dawn in the darkness with only that tight hugging posture.

After a long period of drowsiness, Xi Murong suddenly woke up.

It was only when he wanted to open his eyes that he realized that his eyes were very swollen, and it took him a long time to barely open a small gap.

At the same time, the terrible dream from last night also appeared in his mind.The appearance of Xi Lei's pale face and lifeless soaked in blood made him feel palpitations.He kept telling himself that it was just a dream, how could someone as strong as Xi Lei do such a cowardly thing as cutting his wrists to commit suicide?

His heart began to ache again, Xi Murong gritted his teeth and fell down on the stone bed, tears finally flowed down uncontrollably.

Maybe it was because of the emotional excitement last night, apart from the familiar heartache, Xi Murong's whole body is also incomparably sore.What's worse, he seemed to have caught a cold and had a fever.

After a long time, after the familiar pain gradually dissipated, Xi Murong let down his hands covering his eyes in desperation, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Yanuo who was leaning against the wall by the door and looking at him.

Xi Murong subconsciously turned his face away, but thinking that yesterday he had hugged her and cried for half the night yesterday, it seemed that there was no need to cover up today.So he no longer concealed it, and launched a daze openly.

The two looked at each other in silence, and the air seemed to become quieter.In the end, it was Yano's voice from the cello class that broke the silence: "You caught a cold last night, and you still have a fever." He pointed to the ceramic bowl on the stone table and said, "I cooked some porridge, you drink some first , the concoction will be ready for a while, you can drink it later."

Yano's expression was still the same as usual, but he didn't know if it was Xi Murong's illusion. He always felt that there was an imperceptible tenderness in Yano's voice.

Only for him, not the lover of his previous life.

Didn't Arno have misunderstood him yesterday when he hugged someone and cried?Xi Murong glanced carefully at Yano, and found that he was also looking at him. He couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed, and quickly took a sip of the porridge on the table.Fortunately, the clay bowl was large enough to cover his face.

Seeing him start to drink porridge, Yano stopped looking at him and turned to go out.Xi Murong heaved a sigh of relief, glanced at the fragrant and glutinous porridge in the clay bowl, and sighed.

With a quick glance just now, he had already seen bloodshot eyes in Yano's green eyes, and he knew that it was because of him that Yano also suffered.

Before he knew it, he had eaten up a whole bowl of porridge.As if he had timed it right, just as he put down the spoon and was about to get out of bed to tidy up, Arno walked in through the curtain again.

"Don't move, let me do it." Yanuo said, reached out and took the bowl in Xi Murong's hand and put it on the table, but stretched out his other hand to Xi Murong's eyes, "Here you are."

Xi Murong looked at Yanuo's palm in front of his eyes...the two boiled and peeled bird eggs on it, and was a little surprised: "For me?"

Bird eggs here are more difficult to find, because most of the trees here are astonishingly tall, and the nests built by those birds are all on the top of these big trees. It is not ordinary difficult to get them out.

Why did he eat bird eggs for no reason?And he was already full from the bowl of porridge just now!Xi Murong was a little puzzled, but after all Yano said it was for him, it seemed a bit hypocritical for him to refuse.

But to be honest, he hasn't eaten eggs for a long time, now seeing these two smooth, egg-sized eggs, the glutton in Xi Murong's stomach was suddenly hooked.

Swallowing, Xi Murong unceremoniously took one from Yanuo's hand, and eagerly took a bite, um, the familiar taste, and it's still warm!

"Heh—" A chuckle sounded, and Xi Murong, who was holding a bird's egg, was startled. Is this, Yano laughing?

I really don't blame him for making a fuss, it's because Yanuo is too silent, and usually has very few expressions. Although sometimes he feels that this person is smiling, it's just a slight change of expression, like the laughing out loud just now. Yes, absolutely not.

He raised his head curiously, just in time to see Yano's eyes narrowed and the corners of his mouth slightly curved. "That," Yano pointed to the bird egg that had been gnawed by Xi Murong, and said with a smile, "it's used to put your eyes on."

"Yes, yes, is it?" Xi Murong was a little embarrassed, holding the egg, neither eating nor letting it go.Probably because his embarrassment was too obvious, Yanuo held back a smile and put the other bird egg in Xi Murong's hand and said: "It's okay, you can eat it, there are two more in the kitchen, they were originally given to you." You kept it for breakfast, and it’s okay to eat now, and I’ll get the rest for you now.”

Seeing Yano's back, Xi Murong was even more embarrassed. He stared at the egg in his hand, feeling the temperature of his face now, so he could make an fried egg.