I would rather die than be the white moonlight

Shen Ke had a whim and wanted to start writing a diary. His body was so sick that he couldn't get off the ground. He had nothing else to think about except the pain, so he tugged on Su Liang's sleeve and yelled for a diary.

Su Liang couldn't resist Shen Ke, and finally bought a diary for Shen Ke. Shen Ke asked for the one with a lock. Su Liang smiled and scratched Shen Ke's nose: "Why? I'm afraid I'll read it. "

Shen Ke shook his head: "I will give you the key then."

In the end, Su Liang was pushed out of the door by Shen's mother. Su Liang went to the study room, looked at the pink and cute girls' books, and silently began to think about life. Suddenly, Su Liang saw a small diary next to her. Ben, there's a heart-shaped photo frame right in the middle.

Su Liang poked out his hand secretly, and when Shen Ke saw the diary, there was the original photo of the photo he picked up from the bushes in the middle of the diary, it was when Shen Ke was asleep, Su Liang It was quietly transmitted to my mobile phone.

Su Liang said from the bottom of his heart that this photo is as shameful as his IQ is touching, but I have to say that in the photo, he is defenseless but funny sleeping, and Shen Ke's smiling face makes Su Liang My heart is very warm.

The shame of seeing this photo in the past has turned into comfort now. Within a few days, it was like a roller coaster in my heart. This feeling made Su Liang a little uncomfortable.

Sometimes Su Liang would keep asking herself, does Shen Ke really love him as much as she loves herself?Su Liang was a little unwilling to accept the conclusion he drew. From the time he doubted Shen Ke, he had already lost a lot.

When Shen Ke was holding the notebook, he showed a big smile to Su Liang. Looking at Shen Ke's smile, Su Liang obviously found that Shen Ke's smile was not as bright as before. Su Liang knew it was his own problem.

I have caused too many injuries to others, until one day I suddenly realized and wanted to make up for it, only to find that this matter cannot be made up for at all.

Shen Ke didn't think too much about it. They probably liked the new and disliked the old. When Shen Ke got the brand new diary, he quickly took out the pen next to him and started writing. Push it away: "You are not allowed to read it until I finish writing it."

Su Liang shrugged helplessly, walked to the side and sat down. After all, curiosity killed the cat. The more things Su Liang was not allowed to read, the more Su Liang wanted to see what Shen Ke wrote.

This kind of thought made Su Liang secretly take it out when Shen Ke was sleeping at night, and Shen Ke had already written a lot on it.

Shen Ke is hurting all over his body now, and when he holds the pen, he can't write many good-looking characters. It's crooked like a fly's legs are stained with ink, and he started to write.

Su Liang looked at the strange word 'diary' and laughed out loud, but suddenly stopped when Shen Ke turned over, Su Liang, who was afraid that Shen Ke would wake up, quietly took out the diary, originally wanted to read it What exactly did Shen Ke write, after thinking about it, he put the diary back.

Su Liang was suddenly a little afraid to read Shen Ke's diary. For some reason, he was always flustered. He walked to Shen Ke's side, put the diary back into the original cabinet, and then closed it quietly.

Before Shen Ke woke up the next day, he received a call from the company. Shen Ke's company still had some sympathy for Shen Ke, and made reservations about Shen Ke's cancer, which meant that the company paid wages as usual , even if Shen Ke doesn't go to work.

But Shen Ke's part-time job outside was exposed, and I don't know who was the gossip, and finally it fell into the ears of a subordinate of Shen Ke in the company. The company's job competition is already fierce, and it is difficult for the company to retain Shen Ke's position. This matter has long caused the dissatisfaction of the subordinates below, and after learning about it, they quickly passed it on to the company's senior management.

Shen Ke's violation of the company's articles of association and contract made the company's senior management very dissatisfied. Regardless of whether you are in trouble now, you directly took Shen Ke's position. Although there was no compensation, it made Shen Ke's family financially Started to get extremely nervous.

In fact, Shen Ke has already made such preparations. Paper cannot contain fire. When Shen Ke received the call and looked at Shen's father and Shen's mother, he always felt a little guilty in his heart. He thought that after his death, if something happened If they were not exposed, the monthly compensation paid by the company to the family members was not much, but it was enough to support Shen's father and Shen's mother.

Su Liang seemed to know Shen Ke's thoughts, and directly answered the chattering phone over there, and rubbed Shen Ke's head vigorously after suppressing it: "Don't worry about money, if you don't have a job, you will be gone." Is it possible that you are still thinking about working with illness like before?"

When Shen's mother heard this, she looked at Shen Ke's guilty eyes, and came forward to pinch Shen Ke's cheek: "Besides, Su Liang also called me mom, is it possible that she doesn't want to support me?"

Shen Ke nodded and didn't speak. Now he doesn't know what to say. People around him are always explaining him, but he doesn't want to explain. He even hopes that his parents will say something about him being unfilial. Only then can the guilt in his heart be less.

Seeing that Shen Ke didn't speak, Su Liang patted Shen's mother on the shoulder: "Mom, shall I go out and buy you some food?"

Shen's mother slapped Su Liang's hand down, Shen Ke forgave Su Liang, but Shen's mother did not forgive Su Liang for what she had done to her son before, and what she said earlier was to comfort Shen Ke, so naturally She doesn't have a good look at Su Liang.

Su Liang also knew that Shen's mother was complaining about herself in her heart, so she didn't say a word, touched her nose and walked to the side, just picked up the coat and wallet, but found that Shen's mother had already walked out with the insulated box, Shen's father stood up and pointed at him. Shen Ke said: "Your mother made light egg custard for you at home, now go get it."

These words completely ignored Su Liang, Su Liang put down his clothes and wallet in embarrassment, walked over to Shen Ke and sat down beside Shen Ke.

Shen Ke looked at Su Liang's shameless look, smiled and patted Su Liang's hand, and said to relieve the embarrassment: "You go and help me throw a wet cloth to wipe my hands."

Su Liang finally had something to escape from this embarrassing room, picked up the steps on the chair next to him and walked towards the hospital bathroom.

Only Shen Ke and Father Shen were left in the room, Shen Ke said with a smile: "Dad, tell Mom, don't always target Su Liang."

Father Shen said a little unconvinced: "Your mother and I are not so narrow-minded."

Shen Ke laughed, picked up the diary next to him, stained it with ink and said with a smile: "I don't know about you and my mother yet, okay, okay, I don't blame him anymore, if I see Su Liang and others In terms of the man's picture, I might have reacted a little more than Su Liang did at that time."

Father Shen pursed his lips, stubbornly wanting to speak for himself: "Anyway, I don't care, he was wrong at that time, Shen Xiaoke, you will justify him."

Shen Ke looked at his father's stern look, and followed his father's will and said, "Well, it's all his fault. After these days, he also knows that he was wrong."

Father Shen let out a 'hum' from his nose, walked to Shen Ke's side, picked up the fruit knife beside him and peeled an apple for himself, and chewed it beside him, calling Su Liang's name, as if he regarded Shen Ke as the apple, made Shen Ke a little dumbfounded.

When Su Liang came back, looking at Shen's father's eyes, goosebumps all over his body, he hurried forward to avoid Shen's father's eyes, rolled up the hospital gown on Shen Ke's wrist, and began to wipe carefully. Shen Ke's hands and wrists.

This is the first time for Su Liang to wipe Shen Ke's body. It was Shen's mother who came here before. Shen's mother was never willing to let him help. It became skinny, and Su Liang's heart tightened when he saw it.

Shen Ke looked at Su Liang's frozen hand, and asked with some doubts, "What's wrong?"

Before Su Liang could answer, Shen's father beside him had already squeezed Su Liang away, then took the cloth from Su Liang's hand, and began to wipe off the rest of Shen Ke.

Su Liang looked at his hand, and there was inexplicably a trace of sourness in his eyes. Before, Shen Ke's hand was fleshy and felt very comfortable to the touch. Now he can directly hold Shen Ke's wrist with one hand, just like that. There is more than enough.

Su Liang silently moved the stool to Shen Ke's side, Shen's mother had already returned, holding the egg custard and seeing Shen's father's behavior, she cast an appreciative look at Shen's father.

Shen's father nodded to Shen's mother with some pride, not sure if it was an unanimous external relationship, Shen's father and Shen's mother never quarreled again, instead they often discussed how to bully Su Liang together.

Shen Ke still liked to hear about this incident in his heart. Although Su Liang was wronged, the relationship between his parents is now reconciled, which made Shen Ke feel much more energetic.

Shen Ke put the diary aside, looked at the egg custard full, and handed the spoon towards Su Liang: "You feed me, I don't have the strength now."

Shen's mother glanced at Su Liang. Now that her son is the oldest, she yelled at Su Liang, "Why don't you hurry over?"

Su Liang didn't shirk, stepped forward, took a spoon, scooped up a spoonful of golden egg custard, and put it near Shen Ke's mouth. Since Shen Ke fell ill, he didn't like to eat, and sometimes he didn't eat, according to the doctor's instructions. According to the saying, try to make some foods that patients like to eat, and it is best to stimulate a little appetite.

Shen Ke swallowed the piece of egg custard with a smile, looking at the three people in front of him, in fact, sometimes happiness is as simple as that, parents and those who love you are by your side.

I don't know when it started, Shen Ke's health is getting worse every day, sometimes he will sleep for a whole day, and when he wakes up, he still hasn't got a drop of water, and sometimes even if he stuffs it down to eat, he starts to spit it out directly. With a lot of blood.

Su Liang's heart suddenly lifted.