I would rather die than be the white moonlight

Shen Ke's condition became more and more serious. Sometimes he became unconscious and couldn't see people clearly. His whole body seemed to be on fire. Shen Ke began to vomit blood uninterruptedly.

Shen Ke is now completely relying on infusions to maintain his life, and even needs to rely on a wheelchair to walk. His breathing is not smooth, it feels like a stone is blocked in his heart, and he can't breathe out when he gets in.

Shen Ke's temper became more and more irritable. Looking at Su Liang who was dangling beside him, he directed all his grievances on Su Liang, and finally drove Su Liang away. It was always an eyesore to come to him without work.

Su Liang couldn't bear Shen Ke's pushing and shoving, and finally went out. Su Liang had already taken leave from the company for a long time, looked at the closed door, thought about it and stood up, went to the company go over there.

Shen Ke lay alone on the bed with his pillow in his arms. He knew that he was venting his anger and making trouble for no reason, but Shen Ke just couldn't control his temper. He could feel his body continue to fade.

Shen Ke didn't want Su Liang to just watch him lose weight like this. He didn't even want to see his current appearance. Shen's mother, who was quietly watching all this beside him, didn't speak, but stepped forward and slightly turned the rocker on the bed. Shake it up a little so that Shen Ke can lie down more comfortably.

Their family is disintegrating following Shen Ke's cancer. Shen's mother and Shen's father had quarreled several times, and the neighbors came to watch and persuade them. Shen's mother has always been a violent person. Kick up.

It's not that Shen's father didn't fight back, but his principle of never beating women and wives made him bear it silently. He knew that his wife needed a way to vent, so he just stood still and let Shen's mother beat him until Shen's mother beat her. Tired, he went to the kitchen to put the food for Shen Ke into the thermal box and slammed the door shut.

Shen Ke doesn't know all this, what Shen Ke knows is that his father's visit time is getting shorter and shorter, and every time his father comes, he always smells of cigarettes and alcohol, and every time he raises his hand to help him tidy up his dirty clothes The bruises on his wrists when he was young, and every time he asked about it, Father Shen would always cover up and say that he was getting old, and he couldn't stop bumps and bumps.

Every time Shen Ke heard this, he always frowned and scolded his father: "Why are you so careless? If I'm not around in the future, how can you rest assured?"

Once Shen Ke mentions the words "absence" and "death", Shen's father and Shen's mother will be anxious with him and scold him with tears in their eyes.

Sometimes Shen Ke really felt that he was quite unfilial, and every time he saw his mother's paler and paler cheeks, it always made him feel very sad.

Thinking about this short life, he really did not do many wrong things.

The conflict between Shen's father and Shen's mother has begun to become more and more urgent. Shen's mother began to dig out all the old sesame seeds and rotten millet in those years. What the husband and wife fear most is to count. The loss is the same, when two people start, if you are here, I will not be there.

Just like today, only Shen's mother came to the ward and began to serve Shen Ke. The nurse got up in the morning and opened the window a small slit, saying that it would be better for ventilation. The cold wind blowing out made Shen Ke tremble a little, Shen's mother hurried forward and closed the window, a fallen leaf fell to Shen Ke's pillow along with the air current.

Shen Ke suddenly remembered the current season, turned around, stared blankly at his mother for a long time, then moved his lips and said, "How long is it until winter?"

Mother thought for a while, and counted with her fingers: "It will be soon, about a month or so."

Shen Ke looked at the fallen leaves in a daze. At that time when Su Liang was chasing him, there were no roses or anything, but they happened to meet him all the time. During class, a third-year student of his skipped class and came to attend the class. In the second class, he stared at Shen Ke for the whole class, like a silly boy, with a silly smile in his mouth, like an idiot.

Shen Ke has a habit of going to the library to read books every day after class, and every time he can always see that Su Liang has already reserved a seat for him, and every time he is still reading, he will always be photographed by Su Liang When she suddenly woke up and realized that it was time to eat, but she was reluctant to put down the book, Su Liang who was next to her would always hand a leaf to Shen Ke, put him in the page of the book, and then drag him to eat.

When Shen Ke thought of this, he suddenly felt a little ridiculous. At that time, Su Liang paid great attention to his diet. Later, after the two of them made an oath and started living together, it became him who began to pay attention to Su Liang's diet.

Shen Ke couldn't help sighing, and slowly turned his head to look out the window: "I really want to see the snow, I don't know if I have a chance."

Shen's mother's hand in arranging the lunch box suddenly stopped, her voice was a little choked, she came over and held Shen Ke's hand tightly: "It's definitely possible."

Shen Ke pursed his lips, showing a bitter smile: "It hasn't snowed here for a long time, who knows if it will snow this year."

After Shen Ke finished speaking, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. He turned his head and spit out a mouthful of blood towards the basin next to him. The sweetness of the blood filled Shen Ke's throat, making Shen Ke frowned subconsciously. He began to miss Su Liang. Yes, at this time before, Su Liang would always prepare mouthwash and a piece of mint for him. Shen Ke closed his eyes to calm his breathing, and began to think: "What is Su Liang doing now?"

After Su Liang arrived at the company, many people began to look at him in a wrong way. Su Liang was baffled. They knew their sexual orientation before. It shouldn't be because of this problem that they touched their hair again. , Didn't they already know that I shaved my head?

Su Liang received the most attention from the entire company, making Su Liang feel goosebumps all over his body. Suddenly, someone grabbed Su Liang's arm. Su Liang looked back and saw that it was his assistant Xiao Song. Xiao Song looked at Su Liang's face. There was so-called sympathy in his eyes: "Manager, it's okay, you can meet better ones in the future."

Su Liang was confused, took the document from his assistant Xiao Song, and asked inexplicably, "What happened?"

Xiao Song didn't speak, just took out the mobile phone in his pocket and handed it to Su Liang, Su Liang's eyes widened instantly.

The post not long ago became famous, and the replies below were all cp-like, which made Su Liang feel a little uncomfortable. When scrolling down, Su Liang saw the scene where Liang Mu and Shen Ke were together. Those scenes were extremely There is also a photo of Shen Ke lying on the bed with disheveled clothes, and Liang Mu next to him kissing the corner of Shen Ke's mouth.

This photo seems to have hit Su Liang on the face with a hammer. The previous photos can be ignored, but this photo makes Su Liang have to care, because in this photo, Shen Ke is wearing what Su Liang gave after marriage. The designer tie he bought, and the ring he wore when he took the oath.

Su Liang's hand immediately lost strength, and all the documents in his hand and Xiao Song's mobile phone fell to the ground. Su Liang slowly pushed open the door, ignoring Xiao Song's shout behind him, and walked out the door directly.

Su Liang's mind was a mess, the photo was like an indelible shadow, swaying in front of Su Liang's eyes.

Su Liang wanted to go back and ask Shen Ke, but he didn't know where to start. Su Liang subconsciously became afraid. He was afraid that the answer he would get would not be acceptable to him.

Maybe when everyone encounters this problem, they will think of what other people said before. Su Liang subconsciously remembered that Shen Ke did not deny it at that time, but directly admitted that he was with Liang Mu, which made Su Liang panic in his heart. god.

Su Liang walked slowly to the swing that Shen Ke made when he lost his temper last time. There was a scrap of paper next to the swing. Su Liang picked it up slowly and found that it was a photo. It was Shen Ke and Su Liang. Photo.

At that time, Su Liang was out of town, and when Shen Ke was here alone to help Su Liang save money, Shen Ke picked out a most intimate photo from their previous mobile phones, washed it and put it in the personal closet. In the pocket, but when he got angry that time, Shen Ke got angry, took out the pen in the briefcase, and directly painted Su Liang's face to discourage him.

Su Liang looked at the photo, only Shen Ke was left kissing the cheek of the person next to him, but without that person's face, Su Liang subconsciously frowned, once the seed of doubt is planted, the seed will take root very quickly germination.

Su Liang stood up and stomped on the leaves under his feet. After thinking for a while, he didn't go back to the ward. Instead, he walked back to his home. Su Liang didn't know what mood he should use to face Shen Ke now. The idea is to get out of here.

Su Liang hasn't been home for a long time, the house is already covered with dust, Shen Ke used to tidy up the house, he rolled up his sleeves to tidy up but couldn't find a rag.

When a gentle person loses his temper, it is more ruthless than an ordinary person loses his temper. When Su Liang was looking for a rag, he saw the set of porcelain tableware that both of them had taken a fancy to when they went to the supermarket together. , Both of them put their hands on the tableware, and they hit it off, and the two of them held one side with one hand and put it in the shopping cart.

Su Liang took out the set and smashed it directly on the ground. With the sound of broken porcelain, Su Liang's anger also slowly disappeared.

After Su Liang smashed everything, he seemed to have come to his senses, sighed, collected all the pieces together, and wanted to join them together, Su Liang took out the glue and started to splice.

Su Liang suddenly felt like a fool, stitching pieces together, but could never return to the way it was before, Su Liang was anxious, just grunted, threw everything into the trash can with his hands.

Shen Ke didn't wait for Su Liang, so he took out his mobile phone and called Su Liang, but he didn't pick up after a long time, Shen Ke was a little confused, hung up the phone, and said to Shen's mother who was next to him who was laying bedding and getting ready to fuck: "Is my tone too strong today and Su Liang is angry?"

Shen's mother came forward and scratched Shen Ke's nose: "You know it too, don't lose your temper at Su Liang in the future, it's not easy for him."

Shen Ke was silent for a while, but still sent a text message to Su Liang: "Sorry, I got angry at you today, don't be angry, come back."