I would rather die than be the white moonlight

When Shen Ke pushed open the door, he happened to see the doctor sitting on the chair holding his film. Shen Ke walked up slowly, nodded at the doctor, and sat down under the other's signal. .

Shen Ke was obviously thinner than when he came last time. When the doctor raised his head and saw Shen Ke's sunken face, he was stunned for a long time before picking up the case.

The doctor turned his head to look around Shen Ke, sighed, and looked at Shen Ke with a little sympathy in his eyes: "Didn't you say to let your family accompany you?"

Shen Ke lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time. Speaking of this matter, Shen Ke thought of Su Liang who was still busy now, and suddenly felt mixed feelings in his heart.

I don't know if this is the case for everyone who came to listen to the doctor's talk, but Shen Ke didn't want his parents to come with him.

The doctor put down the medical records and took off his glasses: "Do you know about stomach cancer?"

When the conversation between the two of them was over, Shen Ke hardly knew how he got out of the ward, and the soles of his feet were light as if he had stepped on cotton.

The doctor's words pierced Shen Ke's heart like a knife. Shen Ke panicked, took out his phone, sat on the only swing outside the hospital, and dialed Su Liang's number.

The line is still busy, Su Liang's phone line is often busy these days, Shen Ke looked at the inspection report in his hand, and then looked at the four big characters 'calling' on the phone, feeling inexplicably angry in his heart, he bit the thin Lips, an impulse smashed the phone to the ground.

Shen Ke looked at the intact mobile phone, stepped forward to pick it up dumbfounded, now Shen Ke is full of things he wants to say, full of crying, his mind is full of muddle, and his mind is full of the doctor's last word "dead" 'Character.

The doctor said that these days he has missed the best time for treatment, and now that the cancer cells have begun to spread, early hospitalization may prolong the survival time.

What kind of active treatment, what kind of cooperation with the hospital, all fucking fart, in the end, he still died. People are born with a sense of fear of death, Shen Ke is no exception, the whole person is terrified and at a loss.

Shen Ke's temper changed from so-called irritable, sitting on the swing, the wind blew through Shen Ke's hair, Shen Ke swayed his feet, kicking the weeds and flowers below.

Shen Ke didn't stop the rocking chair until Yehua's face was clear, and at this moment, the phone rang, and he glanced at the caller ID, Shen Ke suddenly became resistant and didn't want to answer it. He didn't know if it was a gambling After getting angry, what Shen Ke thought subconsciously was: If you don't answer my call now, I won't answer your call either.

The phone over there rang for a long time, but Shen Ke still didn't move, unwilling to answer it, so he let him ring like this, until after the ringing stopped, Shen Ke started to feel awkward again.

Shen Ke didn't want to call back. When Shen Ke thought of the few recovery cases that doctors said, he always didn't believe it. After all, it was cancer and terminally ill.

After the bell rang again, Shen Ke picked it up without saying anything, but the first sentence he heard was Su Liang's interrogation: "Not long ago, did you hug Liang Mu?"

The ambiguity of this sentence made Su Liang say it, and it made Shen Ke feel uncomfortable. There was a contradiction in his heart, but now Su Liang said something like this, and Shen Ke said directly angrily: "Yes, So what's the matter?"

Su Liang was silent for a long time, and then hung up the phone abruptly. Shen Ke listened to the voice that the phone had been hung up. He raised the phone and wanted to smash it, but remembering the situation just now, he was so angry that he trembled and stood still. Roared fiercely in the wind: "Su Liang!!!"

Su Liang hung up the phone and looked at a post in his hand who didn't know who sent it. The title of the post was clearly marked [The couple who made this rotten woman feel cp this year are only limited to me, please don't get involved real person. 】

It is obvious that Shen Ke and Liang Mu are lying down together. The shooting angle is very good, and Shen Ke is almost on the verge of kissing Liang Mu's face.

Su Liang didn't like Liang Mu very much at first, and wondered if he subconsciously regarded Liang Mu as his love rival.Liang Mu has a close relationship with Shen Ke. When he first met Shen Ke, if Liang Mu had a girlfriend back then, he would almost have thought that Shen Ke and Liang Mu were a couple.

Until now, when a few people gather for dinner, the two of them are very intimate, and there are some topics that even he can't get into his mouth. Every time he sees Shen Ke and Liang Mu hooking up, Su Liang always grits his teeth Tell yourself it's okay.

After hanging up and pressing the phone, Su Liang immediately regretted seeing the screen that was still on. To be honest, he started to question Shen Ke just because of such a picture, and he felt like a jerk.

Su Liang's exhaustion these days made him often say wrong things these two days, probably because his brain didn't rest for a long time, so that Su Liang always spoke without going through his brain these two days, which offended many customers.

Su Liangyuan dialed the phone back, but there was no one answering it. Su Liang frowned and put the phone down, turned his head to look at the schedule, and said to Assistant Xiao Song who was following behind him: "Go to I've booked a flight for tomorrow."

As soon as Shen Ke hung up the phone, someone called in. When Shen Ke answered the phone, it was the manager's voice. The manager said impatiently: "Work has started, you are already an hour late."

Only then did Shen Ke remember the contract he signed a few days ago, and the case in his hand had already been squeezed out by Shen Ke. Hurry over."

Looking at Shen Ke's almost bloodless face, the manager was not polite, and pushed him directly to the back kitchen. Shen Ke didn't know if he knew he was sick, but he felt that all the cells in his body were clamoring for pain, even touching him could feel pain. to pain in general.

Shen Ke remembered that he was working for Su Liang, gritted his teeth, and tears fell into the pool, rubbing his arms mechanically.

Shen Ke's eyes were getting darker and darker, Shen Ke's last consciousness was the shout of the dishwasher who was working next to him.

When Shen Ke woke up again, he had water on his hand, watched the bottle penetrate into his body little by little, turned his head and saw Liang Mu, and the corners of his mouth were blue and his cheeks were swollen from the beating Su Liang, the two of them were overjoyed when they saw Shen Ke wake up.Su Liang hurriedly stepped forward and held Shen Ke's hand, but didn't say a word, just kept repeating the words "I'm sorry".

Liang Mu stood aside without saying a word, feeling like he was superfluous, he glanced at Su Liang with disgust, turned around and closed the door.

Shen Ke obviously didn't want to see Su Liang at this moment, so he slapped Su Liang's already bruised cheek. Su Liang didn't resist, nor got angry, and still held Shen Ke's hand.

This kind of Su Liang made Shen Ke lose his temper. He had been married for several years, but he couldn't get angry when he saw this face, and turned his head to ignore Su Liang.

Shen Ke, who used to be lively before, suddenly became silent now, which made Su Liang a little flustered, and pulled Shen Ke into his arms with one hand: "I'm sorry, my cheap mouth made you angry, I promise I will never be stupid again. "

Shen Ke still didn't speak, and buried his head in Su Liang's arms. The hardships of these days, in fact, all the grievances disappeared when he saw Su Liang's comforting face.

Shen Ke thought for a while and pushed Su Liang away. Su Liang was confused by Shen Ke's refusal, so he had no choice but to hug again cheekily.

After a few times of pushing and hugging, Shen Ke's temper was tortured. After being with Su Liang for such a long time, no matter how angry or angry he usually is, as long as Su Liang hugs him As soon as he apologized, he couldn't do anything, it was like this before, and it's still like this now.

Shen Ke sighed, stretched out his hand to hug Su Liang back, feeling Shen Ke's response, Su Liang's flustered heart calmed down.

When Su Liang hugged Shen Ke, he could clearly feel the pain in his soft stomach before, but now he was hugging Shen Ke, and he didn't know whether it was to comfort Shen Ke, or to say something else to attract Shen Ke's attention .

The doctor has issued an ultimatum. Shen Ke's current condition has reached an advanced stage. Now there are only two treatment options. If there is no chemotherapy, Shen Ke will suffer more, but he will survive longer.Otherwise, Shen Ke's pain would be reduced, but the time to survive would be shortened.

This choice is simply killing Su Liang. Sleeping in the same quilt for a long time and living in the same room, Shen Ke has become an irreplaceable and inescapable part of Su Liang's life. It's like cutting Shen Ke's flesh.

Shen Ke didn't speak, but felt Su Liang's slightly trembling body. He raised his head and looked into Su Liang's eyes. The distress and panic inside were about to overflow. Shen Ke didn't know what mood he was trying to comfort Su Liang. Yes, touched Su Liang's face: "I'm fine."

These three words seemed to turn on some kind of switch, causing Su Liang to hug Shen Ke tightly, until Shen Ke was a little out of breath, Su Liang cursed: "Fool, it's nothing, what is it? "

Su Liang couldn't stop rambling: "Do you know where I am? I received a call saying that you were going to go crazy after passing out. After finally getting on the plane, I was told by my cheap mouth all the way. In a word, I couldn’t let go of my heart. Later, when the doctor told me about your illness, I wanted to slap myself a few times. You were so sick at that time, and you were still worried about me. To make money, fortunately, Liang Mu got on his fist, and I felt a little more comfortable in my heart."

Hearing these words from Su Liang, Shen Ke slowly relieved the last trace of discomfort in his heart, looking at Su Liang with a little relief in his eyes.

Shen Ke suddenly remembered something, grinned and asked: "By the way, what did the doctor say. At that time, my mind was in a mess, and I didn't know what the doctor said afterwards."

Hearing Shen Ke's question, Su Liang's expression was a bit complicated for a while, and he repeated the two choices given by the doctor to Shen Ke, then held Shen Ke's cold hand, pursed his lips and begged: "Can we choose chemotherapy?" Good baby, can you stay with me for a while longer?"

Su Liang's words were all begging, but Shen Ke fell into silence.

I don't know how long it has passed, Shen Ke raised his head slowly, with tenderness between his brows and eyes: "Okay."