I would rather die than be the white moonlight

From the quarrel between his parents when he was a child, to Li Yuan being alone, from He Zhipeng's departure due to illness to the kiss when he came back, from Li Yuan's flirtatiousness to his stability later on.

Shen Ke listened to all this quietly, pursed his lips, slowly put his hand on the top of Li Yuan's head and rubbed it twice, patted the quilt beside him, and sighed: "The weather is cold today, do you want to... come in Warm up?"

Shen Ke's cheeks were flushed due to fever, and he turned his head arrogantly, like a child who wants something but refuses to admit it.

Li Yuan's breath was a little disturbed, he lifted the quilt and hurried in, then carefully rubbed Shen Ke's cheek: "Did you forgive me?"

Shen Ke was made a little uncomfortable by the itching from his cheeks, and curled his lips: "It's sort of."

Li Yuan's voice was a little hoarse, he glanced at Shen Ke, and said: "I'm sorry, I broke your heart, from now on I will only kiss you, only love you, I may be a fool, but I promise, I didn't mean it .”

Shen Ke turned his back to Li Yuan, after a while Li Yuan heard a nasal voice: "You are an idiot."

Shen Ke's voice brushed into Li Yuan's heart like a small brush, and Li Yuan laughed dumbfounded: "Okay, I'm just an idiot."

Li Yuan put his chin on the top of Shen Ke's head, feeling the hot temperature in his arms, Li Yuan snorted comfortably, and said, "Baby, I love you."

About two weeks later, Shen Ke was allowed to leave the hospital. Li Yuan packed up his luggage. There were only one or two pieces of clothes and tools for brushing his teeth and washing his face. He packed them all in a small backpack. Li Yuan put the backpack behind him. Swayed, and said with a ruffian smile: "Let's go, dear baby."

Shen Ke glared at Li Yuan. Just as he was about to leave the hospital, Li Yuan's cell phone rang. Although Shen Ke seemed careless, he glanced at Li Yuan's cell phone quietly. I lifted it up all of a sudden.

Li Yuan looked at the call, glanced at Shen Ke, who was obviously nervous but acted like he had nothing to do, from the corner of his eye, picked up the phone in front of Shen Ke, and said, "Don't call me again, and don't I'm here." Then without thinking, he hung up the phone.

It was obvious that Li Yuan's action pleased Shen Ke, and Shen Ke stepped forward with a smile and put his arm around Li Yuan, raised his neck, and said with a smile, "Let's go."

When Li Yuan was hit by someone for the fifth time, he couldn't help complaining to Shen Ke: "I told you to take a taxi, you see how crowded the subway is, you just recovered."

Although Li Yuan was complaining, he used his arms to open a small space for him in the corner. Because of the collision of people, the two got so close that they could almost breathe each other's breath.

There were constant body collisions in the car, Li Yuan looked down at Shen Ke who didn't know where his thoughts were flying, and deliberately raised his waist to rub against Shen Ke's, which forced Shen Ke to regain his senses and blushed.

When Shen Ke got off the car, his face was red, and he turned his eyes away from Li Yuan: "Thank you."

Li Yuan raised his eyebrows: "You're welcome, I'm just playing a hooligan."

Shen Ke was taken aback for a moment, and after realizing it, he slapped Li Yuan's face with a slap: "It's all your fault, look at you for messing with me..."

Li Yuan glanced under Shen Ke, as if he didn't know anything, and then asked, "What's wrong?"

Shen Ke gritted his teeth: "Give me the coat in the backpack, and I'll block it."

Li Yuan shook his head, put his back behind him: "I'll give it to you on condition."

Shen Ke looked around, this time period was no longer the peak period, there were only two or three people around, Shen Ke stepped forward and kissed Li Yuan's lips anxiously: "Okay, give it to me quickly."

Li Yuan licked the place Shen Ke licked just now, his eyes slightly turned up: "Sweet."

Seeing that Shen Ke was a little furious, Li Yuan hurriedly handed the backpack in his hand to Shen Ke. Shen Ke took out his coat, tied it around his waist immediately, glared at Li Yuan, turned his head and walked towards the apartment.

Li Yuan followed closely, and when Shen Ke occasionally turned his head to look at him, he showed a flattering smile, which made Shen Ke smile wryly, but He Zhipeng who secretly followed behind saw this scene clearly.

Li Yuan stepped on Shen Ke's shadow quietly, and He Zhipeng remembered that Li Yuan deliberately stepped on his shadow under the light, telling him that as long as he loves someone, step on this person's shadow, and he will be able to love this person forever.

At that time, He Zhipeng only thought such evil beliefs were ridiculous, but now he was shaking with jealousy. Looking at the mobile phone in his hand, He Zhipeng seemed to have made up his mind and called Guagua: "I want to ask you A person's phone."

Back in the house, Shen Ke saw the sailboat on the TV cabinet at a glance. Because of long-time neglect, many wooden pieces could not be glued together and fell around. Shen Ke carefully collected the wooden pieces into one piece.

Li Yuan asked with a smile: "Why do you collect them? If it breaks down, buy another one and it's over?"

Shen Ke caressed these pieces of wood with some nostalgia, and shook his head: "Some things are irreplaceable. I'll take them to the carpenter for repairs in two days."

Li Yuan gently hugged Shen Ke from behind, and put his hand down with a smile: "Is your place better?"

Shen Ke said angrily: "It has already disappeared just now, can you still make it better after rubbing it like this?"

Li Yuan hugged Shen Ke with a smile: "In that case, let's go to bed, and I'll help you look."

In the early morning of the next day, Shen Ke couldn't even open his eyes because he was tossed about by Li Yuan so badly. He felt Li Yuan get up in a daze, and pulled Li Yuan's sleeve: "Sleep with me for a while .”

Li Yuan said with a smile: "Dear senior, today is the dean's class. You asked for leave due to illness. If I am like this, I am absent without reason."

Shen Ke didn't hear what Li Yuan said at all, and he refused to let go, Li Yuan helplessly supported his forehead, leaned down, and kissed Shen Ke's lips.

Li Yuan pressed Shen Ke's lips and teeth with his tongue, and mixed with Shen Ke's tongue, sealing Shen Ke's breath, making Shen Ke's breath unstable and powerless, until Shen Ke's hand relaxed, Li Yuan Only then did he successfully pull his sleeve out of Shen Ke's hand.

"I'll be back soon after this class."

Shen Ke buried his head in the soft pillow, 'hmm', yawned big and fell asleep again.

Shen Ke was finally woken up by the ringtone of his mobile phone, and reached out to fumble for the mobile phone. The hand that took the mobile phone felt the cold air outside me, and quickly retracted under the blanket.

A lazy voice came from the other side of the phone, Shen Ke was completely awakened by the first words of the person over there, sat up and narrowed his eyes slightly.

"Hi, I'm He Zhipeng."

"Are you looking for me?"

The coffee shop not far from the school is a place that Shen Ke has been reluctant to come to. This is the place where Li Yuan was kissed by that girl last time. When Shen Ke first arrived, he saw someone waving at him.

Shen Ke walked over slowly, the waiter recognized Shen Ke, his eyes lit up when he saw Shen Ke, walked up to Shen Ke in a few steps, and asked: "Sir, what do you want?"

Shen Ke nodded kindly to the waiter: "Just boil water."

The waiter wanted to get close to Shen Ke, but seeing Shen Ke's uneasy face, he went down tactfully, and Shen Ke raised the bag in his hand at He Zhipeng: "I have to repair things later, it's a big man's house." Yes, if you have anything to say, just say it and get it over quickly."

He Zhipeng was a little embarrassed by Shen Ke's perfunctory attitude, he opened his mouth and said, "I'm sorry, I asked you to come out to confess something to you."

Shen Ke nodded, motioning for He Zhipeng to continue, He Zhipeng stirred the sugar cube in the coffee cup: "You should know that you were originally my substitute."

Shen Ke dragged his cheeks, looked at the hurrying pedestrians and vehicles outside, and nodded casually.

Seeing Shen Ke's indifferent look, He Zhipeng was anxious: "Then you should know that Li Yuan likes me."

Shen Ke burst out laughing suddenly, and when he looked at He Zhipeng, there was a little teasing in his eyes, like looking at a clown.

He Zhipeng was so hairy from the teasing eyes, he left the coffee spoon aside, and the ceramic spoon was knocked out a huge hole, making a loud sound.

"Did you understand what I said!"

Shen Ke sneered: "If that's all you want to tell me, I don't think there's any need for us to talk."

After Shen Ke finished speaking, he carried the bag and walked out of the coffee shop. He Zhipeng was a little at a loss by Shen Ke's decisive attitude, so he hurriedly paid the money, and chased Shen Ke to the outside of the coffee shop, stopping Shen Ke's pace: " Can you leave Li Yuan, I beg you."

Li Yuan received a call from Guagua, and rushed towards the coffee shop. The purpose of entering was such a scene. He just wanted to step forward to stop the two of them, but he didn't expect that Shen Ke wanted to dodge to the side, but was pulled by He Zhipeng The whole person lost his center of gravity, and both of them flung towards the middle of the road together.

Seeing the truck coming fast, Li Yuan subconsciously grabbed the clothes of He Zhipeng who was closest to him, but Shen Ke was knocked into the air by the sudden truck, and the huge impact sound and the muffled sound of things falling to the ground quickly spread to the audience. In Li Yuan's ear.

The scene of Shen Ke flying up and down was like a slow motion replay, engraved in Li Yuan's eyes, a lot of blood overflowed from under Shen Ke, dazzling red, Li Yuan ran to Shen Ke's side staggeringly, and hugged Shen Ke , yelled at He Zhipeng, who was frightened by the scene in front of him: "What are you doing, why don't you call an ambulance!!!"

Shen Ke's blood stained Li Yuan's entire chest and clothes along the wound, and Shen Ke spat blood out, the blood was scalding hot, as if it was about to burn Li Yuan's skin.

Li Yuan coaxed softly: "Baby, don't sleep, baby, please don't sleep."

Shen Ke coughed twice, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of his mouth: "You...in the end...you still didn't...choose me."

As Shen Ke spoke, a large amount of blood slipped out of Shen Ke's mouth, Li Yuan shook his head, choked up and said: "I didn't, baby, hold on for a while, the ambulance will come soon."

Shen Ke's eyes were covered with blood, and he couldn't see Li Yuan's anxious and sorrowful expression clearly. He nestled in Li Yuan's arms and jumped out sentence by sentence: "I... didn't expect... I finally... really took my life... ...here you are."

Shen Ke raised one hand paranoidly, and held Li Yuan's sleeve tightly: "You are a big liar...a liar."

Shen Ke clearly felt that the breath in his chest was dissipating little by little, the blood flowing from Shen Ke's mouth decreased little by little, and his breathing also decreased little by little. Shen Ke's voice gradually weakened, and the hand pulling Li Yuan's sleeve It also hit the ground: "I...but I still... love you."

Shen Ke's eyes closed slowly, no matter how Li Yuan shouted, there was no response anymore, Shen Ke's other hand did not know what obsession, and kept holding a bag firmly.

Li Yuan hugged Shen Ke with one hand, and gently untied the bag with the other hand. Li Yuan's eyes widened instantly when he saw what was inside.Tears fell suddenly.

Inside that bag was a broken sailboat.