disqualified lover

Lin Jianqing was under the stage, his eyes were a little wet, but he understood that this was just the magnification of emotions in this atmosphere, not really crazy emotion.

But he looked at Chen Zui's appearance on the stage, a appearance he had never seen before so close, which made his heart throbbing.He knew what he was looking forward to, and he hoped that Chen would be able to sing "God" once on such a stage, a song written for him alone.

The concert is over, and the fans haven't left right away, hoping to wait until Chen Zui.Lin Jianqing got up and went straight to the backstage. When he encountered obstacles, he took off his sunglasses. No one in the staff didn't know him, and they all automatically moved away as long as he was Chen Zui's friend who came to cheer him up.

There were a lot of people crowded in the simple dressing room, all the people sitting in front of him were there, and everyone was talking about something enthusiastically around Chen Zui.Seeing Lin Jianqing go in, everyone fell silent, and their eyes followed him to Chen Zui's position.

Que Xiang looked at Mao Sui and asked softly, "Why is Lin Jianqing here?"

Mao Sui just shook his head bitterly, he didn't know when this Buddha came.But he knew about Chen Zui's past with him, so he felt even more uneasy.

In this room, only Mao Sui and Chen Hao knew about their affairs, Mao Sui was up and down not knowing what the other party was going to do, and Chen Hao's face was so cold that he could drop the ice knife with a movement of his eyebrows.

Others were just curious, they only saw that Chen was the hottest, and wondered when he would start making friends with such a person.

Both Chen Zui and Lin Jianqing looked normal. Lin Jianqing walked over and said, "You sang very well. The concert was a success."

Chen Zui lowered his eyes, smiled, and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you Brother Lin for joining us."

Lin Jianqing nodded slightly, and said arrogantly to the others: "I want to talk to Chen Zui about something, you guys go out first, thank you."

Lin Jianqing's tone made it impossible for others not to go out.Someone was going out, and Chen Zui also signaled everyone to go out and wait for a while.Only Chen didn't move, staring at Lin Jianqing with thorns in his eyes, so Mao Sui had no choice but to give him a hand, and said in a low voice, "Let's go."

Chen Zui gave Chen Hao another look, and Chen Hao reluctantly left.

After everyone had left, Lin Jianqing's eyes softened, and she looked at Chen Zui tenderly and intently.

Chen knew Lin Jianqing's eyes like this best, but most of the time it was not for him, but for He Zhang. Now that Lin Jianqing looked at him like this, he was not only not happy, but rather angry in embarrassment.

Sure enough, after Lin Jianqing sent him home that time, he didn't intend to let it go. He knew Lin Jianqing, and he never beat around the bush when he wanted something.It's just that Chen Zuo won't be his lover anymore. If he wants to make such a request, Chen Zuo will definitely refuse him.He also knew that once Lin Jianqing was rejected, he would never put on a low profile. After all, this person appeared to be a gentleman, but in his heart he was the only one.

After staring greedily at Chen Zui for a while, Lin Jianqing finally said, "I want to invite you to a light meal, are you free?"

"!" It doesn't mean that you still have to support him.

This made Chen most uncomfortable to answer, he just hesitated.

Lin Jianqing continued, "It's just the two of us. We can go to see a play after dinner. Tonight there is a classic play in the Grand Theater, and I happen to have two VIP tickets."

It's still the same, a perfect and romantic dinner, a drama, and then find a star hotel with a great view, and then have a hearty sex.Speaking of it, Chen Zui was not at a loss. Chen Zui might consider changing someone, but that person couldn't be Lin Jianqing.He has already fallen into the pit once, and lost half his life in the pit, and now he falls again?Chen Zui is pure and good, but it's not that he has a problem with his brain.

Rejecting other people's kindness made Chen most embarrassed: "Brother Lin, I still won't go."

Lin Jianqing still looked at him like that, and the refusal didn't make him feel any unhappiness. He just asked lightly, "Why? It's not an excessive request."

Chen Zui was stuck again, he didn't know what to say, but Lin Jianqing just looked forward to his answer with sincerity and affection, so Chen Zui had no choice but to bite the bullet and said, "Don't treat me like this, treat me so well , I don't think it's appropriate."

"Didn't you say that we are still friends? After a friend has a concert, treat him to a meal and watch a play to relax. What's wrong?"

"What about after that?" Chen Zui raised his eyebrows.

"After what?"

"After dinner and watching the play."

"What do you think?" Lin Jianqing smiled slightly and looked at Chen Zui with interest.

Chen Zui held back for a long time, and finally said: "I won't sleep with you again." After finishing speaking, Chen Zui breathed a sigh of relief, although it was embarrassing, but it was good to say it, at least let Lin Jianqing know the truth in his heart I don't want to be tempted by him again.

Lin Jianqing sneered softly: "Really? If I invite you to dinner and watch a drama, I will definitely invite you to bed." Lin Jianqing looked calm on the surface, but secretly exerted force with his right hand behind his back, suppressing his temper .

With a helpless tone, he said, "Chen Zui, I just want to treat you to a meal."

"Brother Lin, don't be like this. Anyway, I have been with you for so long. I understand what you think. But I don't want to. Let's not make things complicated again. We are not from the same world, so let's not live together." It's good. I don't want to have more relationship with you, and you don't want to try to keep me anymore, really don't."

The word "nurture" irritated Lin Jianqing's nerves, and he could no longer deal with it calmly, so he suddenly raised his voice: "Who said they would take care of you?"

"No matter what you think, anyway, what I want to say is just what I just said. Let's be friends in general. If you feel awkward, you can not do it." These words that were stagnant in my heart last time were finally said. Chen Most suddenly felt relaxed.That's right, no matter what Lin Jianqing thinks, it's none of Chen Zui's business, anyway, he's right to think so.

Lin Jianqing became anxious: "Chen Zui, listen to me, you..."

After two rough knocks on the door of the dressing room, it was pushed open, and it was Chen Hao's voice: "Brother, are you ready, everyone is waiting for you, I'm starving to death, and my blood pressure will drop in a while. "

"Okay, I'm here." Chen Zui turned to Lin Jianqing and said, "My brother is not in good health and will faint due to low blood pressure. Let's go first." After speaking, Chen Zui missed him the most, and followed the group of waiting for him people left together.

Lin Jianqing was left alone in this messy and simple dressing room, as if standing on a pile of ruins.

Sitting in the car, Lin Jianqing felt a deep sense of powerlessness and frustration.How could it be, didn't Chen Zui like him that much in the past?I like him unconditionally, persistently, and without hesitation, without asking for anything, and without expecting anything in return, why don't I even give him a chance to finish my sentence now.

Obviously, the opportunity for them to get back together has come. I have feelings for him, and I can repay his feelings. Is he so indifferent?Chen most rejected his attitude so frankly and sincerely, you can't believe that it came from his sincerity, not out of pride and self-esteem.

No, he probably thought that he only wanted to sleep with him, to keep him, not to fall in love with him, so he refused.

That's right, after reaching this conclusion, Lin Jianqing was surprised to find out that she wanted to have a relationship with Chen Zui.

It should be great to fall in love with a singer-songwriter.Tonight, he sang on the stage where everyone was watching, and more nights, he would sing in his own bed, next to his ear, biting his ear.

Lin Jianqing planned to have a good chat with Chen Best about this matter, to dispel his worries, and tell him that he liked him a lot and wanted to have a serious relationship with him.

After the concert, Lin Jianqing called Chen Zui several times and asked Chen Zui to come out for a chat.Chen Zui shied away, saying that he was very busy recently, because Chen Hao's condition had progressed, and he couldn't leave Yun Yun.

Lin Jianqing was very annoyed by repeated evasions. He was not a patient person with a low eyebrow and a pleasing eye. His patience was only used to create romance and flirt. At other times, he was not good at being ignored. wait.

Lin Jianqing endured it for the time being.

He took a break and went back home, but he had nothing else to do, except that he was depressed because of Chen Zui's incident recently, and wanted to go home to relieve himself.Lin Jianqing was closer to his mother since he was a child. His mother was a person without the authority of his parents. She treated him as an equal and fully respected his choices since he was a child, as long as he bears the consequences himself.

This is the exact opposite of his father. Lin's father has a strong desire to control and always wants Lin Jianqing to listen to him.It was later that Lin Jianqing made a career in Baohua by himself, and there was no way to control him anymore. His father's ultimate solution was to buy Baohua.But because of Lin's mother, Lin Jianqing was not afraid of his father.

Seeing that Lin Jianqing was sleepy as soon as he came home, mother of Lin knew that something was wrong with him.He was lying on the sofa watching TV boringly, but the sound was not turned on.Mother Lin took a plate of sliced ​​apples, and while feeding them to Lin Jianqing, she asked, "Honey, what's the matter, you look unhappy."

Lin Jianqing was still sleepy: "Mom, have you ever been troubled by love?"

Mother Lin smiled and shook her head: "No, everyone I like likes me." Lin Jianqing's outline resembled his father's, but his facial features resembled that of Mother Lin's. Not to mention when you are young.

"Forget it, you can't understand even if I tell you."

"You can try to make me understand. If you don't tell me, I will definitely not understand."

Lin Jianqing told him that he liked Chen Zui, but the other party thought he just wanted to have sex and didn't give him any chance.

Lin's mother said, "Have you expressed your love for him correctly?"

"What if I get rejected?"

"People have the right to reject you."

"Wouldn't that be very embarrassing." Lin Jianqing hated being at a disadvantage in any relationship.

"Some things are more important than face."

"What if he's not interested in me?" This was what Lin Jianqing was most concerned about. Now that Chen was the most interested in him, would he still be interested?Although I loved him so deeply.

"Then you have to pursue him sincerely."

"Can you chase after it?"

"Pursue each other gently and sincerely, let the other party feel your love, and if he needs your love, he will give you back." Mother Lin put her hand on Lin Jianqing's chest, "Use this."