disqualified lover

It had been two months, and Lin Jianqing still couldn't digest Chen Zui's avoidance of him that day.On weekdays, others take the initiative to show their favor and hook up, and they have never been rejected like this.

He admitted that he had lost his composure that night, and before he was fully sure of the other party's attitude, he got close to him, which was obviously not Lin Jianqing's usual style.He just didn't expect that after so long, seeing Chen Zui would still make him feel so itchy.

It's no wonder that Chen Zui was obedient to him in the past, he could do whatever he wanted, and he even gave him affection. This kind of experience is very good, and naturally people will never forget it.And the current Chen Zui has a different taste, very exciting, and Lin Jianqing can't wait to try it.

And the more you want to taste it, the more frustrated you will be after being rejected.

Why would Chen Zui reject him? Doesn't he like himself that much?Even if it's been a long time, there must be some old feelings. He Lin Daying is not bad in all aspects, and there is no time when Chen is not the most happy. Even if he sleeps, he will not suffer at all.

Lin Jianqing thought about it, but felt that Chen Zui didn't blame him and that being friends with him was just a polite way of saying it. He still resented what he had done in the past.

Ever since she saw Chen Zui's childish behavior at the charity gala, Lin Jianqing often thought about their past.In fact, Chen is the cutest, showing a kind of pure and persistent energy in his poor words.In the past, this kind of innocence and persistence only made Lin Jianqing feel safe, so why didn't he discover the innocence and loveliness hidden in it?

After so long, Lin Jianqing finally thought about his past with Chen Zui carefully.When I was in that period of time, I didn't feel it, and my mind was on my career and future. Chen Zui was just a child who was fostered. Just give him money on time and take him to eat, drink and have fun. Just treat him well.However, standing outside of time and looking back, you will find that they still had many sweet times together, and Chen Zui is also sensible and dedicated enough to bring him a lot of happiness.

Such a good little lover, why did I let him go at that time?Just because of a deception, a scandal?

Yes, a little lover, that's the bottom line.But today, Chen Zui was more than just that person. Lin Jianqing couldn't treat him as a lover because of his outstanding performance in music and the way he shone on the stage.But why didn't he see this in the past?Chen Zui is still Chen Zui, he showed a good musical talent when he was the shooter for He Zhang, why didn't he see it?

Probably just because I didn't see it.

Lin Jianqing regretted it very much. If he had known Chen the most at that time, he would have promoted Chen the most, and Chen would have suffered a lot less.Out of gratitude, Chen Zui would not treat him like that night.

Lin Jianqing called his assistant Xiao Su in: "Chen Zuo's concert at No. [-] Gymnasium next month, you go and book me a ticket, I want the first one."

Soon Xiao Su replied: "Brother Lin, the tickets are gone."

"Is the front row gone?"

"All gone."

Lin Jianqing didn't know that more than 3 tickets were sold out within a few hours of release, and the server of the official website selling tickets was paralyzed several times because of this. During the few hours of ticket grabbing, they were mainly waiting for the server to be repaired.

Seeing Lin Jianqing's unhappy face, Xiao Su asked tentatively, "I'll go to Sister Kaili and see if she can think of something."

This was not difficult for Zhang Kaili. Lin Jianqing was going to the concert, so whoever sent him the tickets for the front row seats.But Lin Jianqing didn't want others to know about it.

"Is there really no ticket left? Someone will refund the ticket."

"The refunded tickets will not be the ones in the front row. It is said that the tickets in the front row are rarely sold, and they are given away internally. Most of the tickets sold out are in the hands of ticket dealers, and the price has been raised to tens of thousands."

Lin Jianqing raised her eyelids: "Then if it's on sale, buy it."

"I think I told Sister Kaili that she should have a way to get it for free." Actor Lin bought scalped tickets for the concert, and others said it was too ugly.

"Why are you talking so much nonsense? If you can buy the best location, don't care how much it costs, just buy it. Also, don't tell others." Lin Jianqing was annoyed by this little girl's nagging, he was already annoyed enough .

On the day of Chen Zui's concert, Lin Jianqing turned down an interview, and didn't go to the premiere of another actor's new movie that night. Instead, he went home early, packed himself up, and found the biggest mask and sunglasses Put it on and sneak to listen to Chen Zui's concert.

When he went, there were already a sea of ​​people, and his brain hurt from the noise.

It was indeed in the front row, but it wasn't the front row, it was the second row. There were some ordinary people in the first row.He recognized Chen Zui's younger brother inside. The kid looked a lot like Chen Zui, except that he was thin.He also watched Chen Zui's personal Vlog on "Xinsheng Conference" before he knew that he had a brother who was so seriously ill.He also recognized Que Xiang next to his younger brother, and Liu Zhifan in the corner of the first row.

Liu Zhifan still has the most contact with Chen?

A fat man in a suit and leather shoes walked over, who seemed to be Chen Zui's manager.I only heard that the people in the front row started booing when they saw him, and Chen Zui's younger brother also called him "Brother Mao Mao", this Mao Mao was not very stable.Lin Jianqing frowned. A well-known singer's manager was so insecure that he was messing around with these people.

Lin Jianqing didn't know if it was his own illusion. Brother Chen Zui seemed to have glanced at him several times.

Not long after, Chen Zui walked onto the stage on time, and there was an immediate commotion in the sports management.Chen Zui patted the microphone, and the fans fell silent. Chen Zui paused for a second and said, "Good evening, everyone!"

There was another burst of sound, and the roof was about to be lifted off.

After the booing subsided, Chen Zui said, "This is my first concert. Thank you for coming. I really didn't expect so many people to come."

Screaming, not only the female fans, but the male fans also started screaming, "Most, I love you" from behind almost shattered Lin Jianqing's eardrums, he rubbed his ears, this is really not listening Good environment for singing.

"Emmm, I don't know what else to say, let's start." After Chen Zui said this, the lights on the stage dimmed, and then a prelude sounded.

When the lights came back on, Chen most didn't know why he quickly changed his clothes, and then hugged a guitar, with the band and harmony behind him.Chen Zui didn't say much, and started to sing, which was the title song "BornSick" from his album.

This album is mainly about rock and roll. Chen Zui was holding the guitar and playing and shouting on the stage, and he broke out in sweat after a while.Facing so many fans, he was still nervous at the beginning. Once the music started, he opened his voice and quickly plunged into the atmosphere, as if everyone had disappeared, and only he and his stage were left in the world.

Chen Zui sang, with a little light in his eyes, and a flying smile on his face all the time. He was not only singing, but also enjoying, enjoying music and being himself. At this time, he was extremely dazzling.

Lin Jianqing listened silently at the bottom. Unlike those fans who were emotionally mobilized, regardless of screaming or even crying, Lin Jianqing was as calm as a marble statue.He didn't move much, and his face under the sunglasses and mask had no expression, but under this calm appearance, his heart was not calm.

Halfway through the two-hour concert, in addition to his own songs, he also sang some old songs he likes, ATTACK, Shi Cang... Chen Zui made the atmosphere of the venue very lively just by singing.

Chen Zui stopped and wiped the sweat off his face: "Next, I will sing a new song for everyone. But in fact, this song has been written for a long time, and due to various reasons, it is only now being sung..."

Lin Jianqing's heart suddenly tightened, could it be "Gods"?He said before that he returned it to him, and Chen Zui didn't take the USB flash drive, but he must be familiar with the lyrics and music by heart.It was only now that Lin Jianqing realized how much she wished Chen Zui would sing this song on stage.

The prelude sounded, it was not.

Disappointed, very disappointed.

Lin Jianqing folded her arms and listened to Chen Zui finish the song. It was a good rock song.Knowing that "God" was written by Chen Zuo, Lin Jianqing also thought about how a kid in his early twenties could write such a deep song, it didn't fit his style.

It is only now that I know that Chen Zui is indeed more suitable and good at rock and roll. These are all very good, but they are not as good as "Shenming", which is full of loneliness and affection.

The two-hour concert was over, but the enthusiasm of the fans remained undiminished and they demanded to return.Chen Zui's voice was already hoarse, and there was no one else in the middle, and he sang hard by himself for two hours.

Amidst the enthusiastic demands of the fans, Chen finally made his comeback.He smiled helplessly, with a hoarse voice: "I can't sing anymore, really."

Shouted below: "Don't you sing, you stay for a while."

"Yeah, don't go."

"I can't sing the last song anymore. Sing it, and I'll accompany you." The staff brought a stool to Chen Zui. He sat on the stool with his guitar in his arms. Bright sweat, "I will sing the front, and when it reaches the climax, I will play the piano and you will sing."

Chen Zui dialed out a string of notes, and it was "BornSick" again. With a hoarse voice, Chen Zui finished singing the bass part, paused, patted the microphone, and said, "Here we come."

Then he played a string of chords.

Tens of thousands of people roared out the first sentence of the climax in unison:

God, send me to Avici hell, maybe the devil will forgive the criminal

Second sentence:

Mama give me another pill I love you and I love myself I love pills too

I was bornsick, but I love it.

I was bornsick, but I enjoy it

Chen Zui plays again:

Fans yell like crazy: Iwasbornsick, butIloveit

I was bornsick, but I enjoy it

These two sentences were repeated over and over again, more than ten times.The fans started to cry, some broke down and cried, and Chen Zui also wept silently while sitting on the stage with his guitar in his arms.

Chen Zui is very rarely a gay who has been out of the closet since his debut, so he has a lot of gay fans.I can no longer empathize with this song, including Chen Zui himself.

Chen Zui played the last stroke so hard that the strings broke.

The lights dimmed, and the crying in the venue still hasn't stopped...