disqualified lover

Lin Jianqing said, "Come to the apartment, let's talk." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

This day finally came, Chen Zui had waited for so long, he deluded himself thinking that as long as he didn't take the initiative to send it to his door, when Lin Jianqing's anger dissipated, he would stop worrying about it, and everyone would tacitly stop bringing it up. Is it possible to go back to the previous relationship?

After more than a month, it seemed that Lin Jianqing did not intend to let this matter go, but wanted to "talk" to him.And they had seldom "talked" about anything before, except at the very beginning, when Lin Jianqing seriously talked to him about what he hated, what Chen should pay attention to most, what he could and couldn't do, and they never talked about it again.

And if we want to "talk" now, doesn't it mean that all this is really coming to an end.

Chen Zui's face was gloomy, a gust of cool autumn wind blew over, the leaves were flying, and he felt the chill from his fingertips to his heart.

Mao Sui leaned over and stared at Chen Zui for a while, probably his face was so ugly that even Mao Sui, who was drunk, could tell.

"What, what's the matter?"

"I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Chen Zui gripped the phone tightly.

"Who is that?"

Seeing that Chen Zui had acquiesced, Mao cursed, "Damn it, you don't even let people have a quiet birthday. Does he know your birthday?"

"do not know."

"I don't know the fuck will hit this day, I really know how to pick a day."

What Chen Zui really wanted to say was whether Lin Jianqing knew that today was his birthday, but he didn't bother to tell Mao Sui about it, so he said something perfunctory and left.

Sitting in the car, Chen Zui thought why it happened to be his birthday.

Birthday is considered the best day for Chen. Even though he was beaten a lot when he was a child, his parents would always be gentler to him on his birthday, and there would be cakes and gifts.

Later, even though his parents were all gone, he already had a group of friends who played music with him at that time, and his friends would celebrate his birthday, just like today, eating, drinking, singing and singing.I really don't want to make trouble with my friends, and Chen Hao is with him, so there must be cakes and longevity noodles.

It seemed that Lin Jianqing's good days were about to come to an end. He didn't know how long it would take before he could forget the sadness that this birthday was about to bring him.

After half an hour, the car had only driven two kilometers. Only now did Chen Zui realize that today is the last day of the National Day holiday. There are returning vehicles everywhere. road.

Chen Zui called Lin Jianqing and said that he was stuck in traffic and would be late.

Lin Jianqing said it's okay, let Chen not worry, he will wait for him.

Chen Zui thought about something along the way, and kept building himself mentally. When he arrived at Lin Jianqing's place in the evening, he felt that it was not so difficult to accept. Anyway, the result would always come, no matter what Do you accept it or not.

Chen Zui stood in front of the door, hesitating, but the door opened automatically. Lin Jianqing stood at the door, looking at him gently, with a smile in his eyes: "I'll see it when you go downstairs."

Chen Zui was a little stunned when he saw Lin Jianqing. He hadn't seen him for a month, and he tried his best to suppress himself. Now, his longing and love seemed to flow out of his eyes, even though it was very likely that they would end today. Even now, he couldn't stop liking Lin Jianqing at all.

"What are you doing in a daze, come in."

Lin Jianqing was wearing a tailored suit, and the suit jacket hung neatly on a rack by the door.The shirt and vest on his body were smooth and smooth, his hair was combed neatly, and he smelled of fresh perfume. It was obvious that he was about to go out.

Is it to prepare a few words to talk to him, and then go out to a party or a date?

Chen Zui was still thinking shamelessly whether there would be a breakup at the end. It seemed that Lin Jianqing had no plans to talk about going to bed.Thinking of this, Chen Zui was even more embarrassed than when he first came to Lin Jianqing's place.

"What do you want to drink?" Lin Jianqing asked.

"No need, just say what you want." Say it quickly, he can leave after he finishes speaking, and find a quiet place where no one will disturb him and slowly lick his wound.In front of Lin Jianqing, he definitely couldn't do it, he would collapse.

Lin Jianqing walked over, pulled Chen Zui, who was standing very stiffly, to sit on the sofa, and patted him on the shoulder: "Why are you so nervous, haven't we seen each other for a month, have you made a boyfriend?" Lin Jianqing said , poured Chen Zui a glass of juice.

"No." Chen Zui lowered his head while holding the glass.

Lin Jianqing also sat down on the sofa opposite him, with her legs crossed, her shiny shoes pointing up and down, she looked at Chen Zui and said, "I should have talked to you a long time ago, but I I've been too busy during this time, I can't take care of many things, and I didn't take care of you." There seemed to be a little guilt in his tone.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter."

"Chen Zui," Chen Zui raised his head, looked into Lin Jianqing's eyes, squeezed the cup secretly with both hands, and waited for him to continue, "Last time you were so persistent in explaining to me on the phone, asking me to believe you, I didn't understand what you meant at the time, but after thinking about it, I also understood." Lin Jianqing looked at him with gentle eyes, and it's not too much to say that the tenderness is like water.

But Chen Zui lowered his head deeply, swallowed hard, and clenched his hands tightly.

Only then did he suddenly realize that ending this relationship with Lin Jianqing was not the most uncomfortable thing. What was even more uncomfortable was that Lin Jianqing realized his feelings for him, that humble, hopeless, and hopeless love. love.

There is nothing more embarrassing than this.

"Actually, I haven't contacted you during this period. Besides I'm really busy, there's another reason, that is, I'm thinking about our relationship." Lin Jianqing paused, "It stands to reason that we should stop here .”

Lin Jianqing took Chen Zui's hand and rescued the cup that was about to be crushed by him. She held his hand in both hands and pressed it to her chest, looking at Chen Zui with deep eyes: "But I I can't bear it, you bring me a lot of happiness."

As he spoke, he dragged Chen Zui onto himself and put his arms around him.

Chen most didn't know what Lin Jianqing wanted to say, but just stared blankly, like a puppet being played by Lin Jianqing at will.

Lin Jianqing put one arm around his waist, put one hand on the back of his neck, pressed Chen Zui's head slightly, and said between kissing him: "I found that I don't hate being liked by you, I hate being liked, but I don't hate being liked by you."

Lin Jianqing deepened the kiss. Hearing these words, Chen Zui's thinking seemed to slow down for half a beat. When he thought about it, there seemed to be a trace of ecstasy in his heart.

Lin Jianqing doesn't hate being liked by him. She knows that she likes him and is willing to be so close to him. Does that mean that Lin Jianqing doesn't have feelings for him? At least, she likes him a little bit, right? .

A little bit is enough.

Lin Jianqing let go of the hand that was pressing on Chen Zui's neck, ready to end the kiss.Chen Zui didn't want to, he pushed Lin Jianqing back, rode on his lap, pressed him to the back of the sofa and kissed him almost predatorily.

He is seldom too enthusiastic and active, and most of the time he cooperates.He knew that Lin Jianqing was used to being in the dominant position in their relationship, so he kept following Lin Jianqing's rhythm, but now he couldn't bear it, because that little bit of delusion ignited all his enthusiasm, like a prairie fire, unstoppable.

Seeing that he was about to take off Lin Jianqing's clothes, Lin Jianqing pressed his hand, looked at him and smiled jokingly: "Hey, kid, aren't you too enthusiastic today? I feel like I'm about to be raped by you gone."

Hearing Lin Jianqing's joke, Chen finally realized that he blushed a little.

"I haven't finished my sentence yet, can you listen to me first?"

Chen Zui nodded, pursed his lips and looked at Lin Jianqing.

"If it's because of this reason that you are such a perfect lover, then I don't hate it at all, I enjoy it very much. But I can't give back the same thing, but I will try to make up for you in other ways." Lin Jian Qing said this plainly, as if he was talking about today's weather in a normal tone.

Hearing this, Chen Zui's brain buzzed.

Lin Jianqing took a bunch of keys from the table and put them into Chen Zui's hands: "This is the key to this suite. I'm going to give you this house. But for the time being, you can only live here, because I will come back here again."

The bunch of cold keys was placed in Chen Zui's burning palm, as if a cold current flowed into his heart along the blood, for a moment he felt that his heart was also frozen into a stone.

Why, why is Lin Jianqing always like this, letting him float in the clouds one moment, and kicking him into the abyss without hesitation the next moment.

"When I went to Germany, I stopped by the Porsche headquarters to see their new products. They are all limited. I ordered a few models in advance, and I will pick one for you when the car arrives."

Lin Jianqing still put his arms around Chen Zui's waist, and Chen Zui put his hands behind him, and the veins in his clenched arms were bulging, and he suppressed his emotions about to collapse.He didn't know how he would react if he cried and wailed in front of Lin Jianqing now.

He would probably hug Chen and try his best to comfort him, and then said helplessly: "I am so sorry for making you so sad by making such a request." Then he sincerely expressed that if there is anything he needs to make up for, he is willing to define it without hesitation.

Chen Zui let go of his hand, he was too weak, he felt like he was going to collapse as if his whole body was exhausted, there was a dull pain in his body, but he didn't know where the pain came from.

"Chen Zu?"

"Well, tell me, I'm listening." Chen Zuiyun agreed lightly, and he even smiled.Haven't they always been like this?It's not been a day or two since I liked Lin Jianqing, why did she suddenly become so hypocritical.

Lin Jianqing looked at Chen Zui, full of guilt, and even a little sad: "Actually, this is very unfair to you. I never thought that we would develop like this. Even so, I still want to continue, and I need you. But if you don't want to, you can reject me now, and the house and car will still be given to you." Lin Jianqing's eyes were full of expectation.

Chen Zui held Lin Jianqing's face in his hands and looked down at him. How could he let Lin Jianqing's expectations fail?

"Sleep with the person I like, and get money. I'm not that stupid."

Joy rippling from Lin Jianqing's eyes: "I forgot to say, I like the fact that you are sensible." Lin Jianqing gave Chen Zui a big hug: "Thank you!"

Chen Zui was pressed against his chest, his face was hidden in some long hair, and some features were blurred.

"You're welcome," he said.