disqualified lover

Chen Hao stood in front of Chen Zui's door, knocked on the door twice, and shouted: "Brother~"

Chen most ignored him.

Chen Hao knew best that Chen Hao was fooling him again by admitting his mistakes, apologizing and being coquettish, but this time he wanted Chen Hao to really understand that his actions were very bad.

"Brother, I was wrong, you let me in." Chen Hao sniffed, and there was a cry in his pleading voice.

Chen grabbed a few handfuls of hair angrily, but got up and opened the door.

Chen Hao threw himself on Chen Zui's shoulder and cried: "I'm sorry, I was wrong, brother, don't be angry with me. I won't do it anymore, don't be angry~"

"Sit down for me." Chen Zui pressed Chen Hao on the bench, and he sat on the bed by himself, face to face with Chen Hao with a solemn face, ready to have a good talk.

Chen Hao still had a mournful face: "Brother, I was wrong."

Chen Hao is used to this trick, what is he thinking in his heart, Chen most is not sure at all.

"You are so old. Speaking of which, I am only two years older than you. You have been smarter and more sensible than me since you were a child. I don't believe that you don't understand such a simple truth. I don't ask you to be a good person, but basically You have to understand the right and wrong, understand?"

Chen Hao nodded: "I know."

"Speaking of which, I'm also somewhat responsible. You dropped out of junior high school due to illness, and then you got better. You didn't go back to school because of financial reasons. Maybe it's because you don't have much contact with your peers, so there's no sense of right and wrong..."

Chen Hao interrupted him: "This has nothing to do with you."

It doesn't matter to anyone, he has been like this since he was a child, since Chen Hao started to know himself, he knows that he is such a person, he has no sense of right and wrong, no sense of morality and shame.

"Then do you want to go to school again?" Chen Zui himself just graduated from high school. He didn't think he was capable of educating Chen Hao well. Private college is also an option, this is the last resort.

"Okay." Chen Hao is actually very reluctant to let Chen Zui see this side of himself. If he thinks that reading can make him feel better, Chen Hao is also willing to cooperate.

"Then think about what you want to learn first, and go back to sleep early."

"I'll sleep with you."

Chen Hao lay beside Chen Zuo, pinching a lock of his hair with two fingers in the dark and rubbing it lightly, the fine texture was very comfortable to rub between the fingertips.

Chen Hao put the other hand on Chen's waist: "Brother, do you still remember when you were a child and asked for justice for me?"

"I seek justice for you eight times a day, it's so easy to forget."

When he was a child, Chen Hao developed late, was thin and small, half a head shorter than his peers.She doesn't like to talk and cry in class, and is often bullied by others.The children's age difference was most vividly reflected in their size, so Chen Zui, who was two years older, would look like a giant every time he parachuted into their class, knocking down the child who bullied Chen Hao in a few strokes.

So as soon as Chen Hao was bullied, he went to his brother crying, and his brother beat him up and left, and he was bullied again, and it was like this over and over again.It wasn't until Chen Zui went to junior high school that he took out the children who had bullied Chen Hao for many years and beat them up severely. At this point, Chen Hao's career of being bullied was declared to be over.The price was that Chen Zui was punished at school, beaten up when he returned home, and paid for medical expenses.

Chen most didn't know why Chen Hao mentioned this suddenly, wondering if he was still making excuses to discredit He Zhang.Chen Zui said: "I was seeking justice for you at that time, which is different from your so-called seeking justice for me. If someone beats you, I beat him. It's fair."

Of course Chen Hao knew that his methods were vicious and despicable. He had never been such an upright person like Chen Zui.

Seeing that he was silent, Chen Zui said: "I moved my hand just now because I was out of breath, does it still hurt?"

"It hurts." As he said that, he stuck his hands and feet together, hugged Chen Zui, and buried his face on the side of his neck.

Chen patted his head most reassuringly: "Brother hit you for the first time, and it's also the last time, and I won't do it again."

"Yeah." Chen Hao didn't know if he would do it again in the future, but this wasn't the first time Chen Zuo hit him.

The first time Chen hit him was when he was eight or nine years old.He poisoned dozens of pigeons in the neighbor's house next door, and excitedly dragged Chen Zui to the roof of the building where the pigeons died, thinking that Chen Zui would praise him, but in the end he slapped him.

The cause of the incident was that he put Chen Zui's homework into the water basin, Chen Zui took it to the balcony to dry, and was covered with feces by the pigeons next door during the day. It was too much effort to get up.

Chen Hao spent a few days observing the flight paths of the pigeons, and threw rice grains mixed with rat poison on the roof of the building that must pass through, and all the pigeons were poisoned to death.This was the only way he could think of to make up for Chen Zui's loss, but he didn't expect to get a slap in the face.

Chen Best seemed to have forgotten it, and Chen Hao was extremely impressed, because it was the first time Chen Zui hit him, and it was also the first time he knew that his way of thinking about problems was different from Chen Zui's.At first he thought that Chen was the most abnormal, but later he realized that the abnormal person was himself.

From then on, Chen Hao began to observe the people around him, and began to apply universal values ​​to them, such as a selfish father, a mercenary mother, a teacher who favored one another, and a classmate who was vain and stupid...but these people were labeled as Various front labels.

However, Chen Zui was labeled as a bad boy because of poor study, smoking, and tattoos. It seemed that no one cared about what kind of person he was, including their parents.

Chen Hao found out that his brother was very stupid when he was very young, not only in studies.Sometimes he can avoid being beaten and scolded by being more flexible. Sometimes his friends take advantage of him, but he doesn't know it. Later, he found out that he actually knew it, but he just didn't care.

He felt that he and Chen Zui were two types of people who could not understand each other at all, but this did not prevent them from loving each other and being the most important person to each other.

Chen finally paid attention to He Zhang for a while.Chen Hao repeatedly admitted his mistakes and promised him, and his attitude was very sincere, but Chen Zuo always had the feeling that Chen Hao was not that trustworthy.

After a few days, He Zhang's public relations team cleaned up all the last black material, and just happened to meet another celebrity cheating. No one paid much attention to He Zhang's side, and no black material came out again. Only then did Chen finally believe that Chen Hao really stopped.

But He Zhang's new album is completely cold, but what's the matter with Chen.Anyway, their contract will expire at the end of the year. After the incident last time, Chen Zui and He Zhang completely broke their faces.Song Zhaowen's assistant called him twice to ask him to go to the company. Chen Zui only said that he didn't have any new songs.

Recently, He Zhang finally had time to call Chen Zui, first he asked him to go to the company, Chen Zui said: "If you have something to say on the phone, I will take care of my brother and I can't leave."

"The contract expires in three months. When will you come to the company to renew the contract?" He Zhang still had that superior and unquestionable tone.

"I'm not going to continue."

There was a long silence over there, and He Zhang's anger could be heard from his tone: "I can give you more money, tell me, how much do you want?"

Chen Zui was also puzzled for a while, he didn't deal with the two for some reason, is it worth it?Or is it that He Zhang would rather pay more in order to scare him off, Chen most really couldn't understand He Zhang's thoughts.

He suppressed his temper and said angrily, "No more..."

"Dudu..." He Zhang hung up the phone in shock, and Chen Zui was completely at a loss.

Summer is over and the weather is much cooler.A lot of things happened during this period, but Lin Jianqing never contacted him.

Chen Zui's electronic piano was placed by the window, and when he was playing the piano, the afterglow of the setting sun would always shine in through the window. Whenever this happened, Chen Zui would think of Lin Jianqing.

Thinking of their previous time on the mountain, whether it was in the gazebo on the mountain, or riding to the top of another mountain, or staying in the room in the backyard of the temple, Chen Zuo always caught a glimpse of the sunset intentionally or unintentionally, sometimes with Lin Jianqing, Sometimes himself.

Thinking back, that time seemed to be always shrouded in the soft and hazy yellow light of the setting sun, exuding a hazy and intoxicating taste.Speaking of which, the time with Lin Jianqing was always vague and hazy, and in retrospect, it always felt unreal.

Autumn is here, and Chen Zui's 23rd birthday is approaching.

Mao Sui contacted him a few days in advance, asking him how to celebrate his birthday, whether he would like to start a music party, and asked his buddies to go to his backyard, playing the piano and singing while having a barbecue, and making a fuss together.

Chen Zui took a look at Chen Hao and said, "Forget it, I'm tired during this time, and I don't want to make a fuss. I'll just live with my brother at home."

He knew that Chen Hao didn't say anything on the surface, but actually he didn't like lively places very much.

It's strange to say that Chen Zui's buddies like his brother very much, and it seems that his brother gets along well with them, but in private, Mao Sui is the only one Chen Hao wants to get in touch with. Besides, Chen Hao himself seems to be I don't have any friends either.

On his birthday, Chen Hao said that he would cook a delicious meal for Chen Zui at home. Chen Zui was afraid that he would be tired, so he took him outside for a big meal at noon.After eating, I sent Chen Hao home, and said to go to Mao Sui to get the birthday present Mao Sui gave him.

Chen Hao asked casually: "Brother, will you come back tonight?"

"return."

"Then you go, come back tonight to see the gift I gave you." He added, "Come back early."

When Chen Zui arrived at Mao Sui's place, he found that Mao Sui and his gang had already had a barbecue in the backyard of his house. It seemed that they had to eat and drink from noon to the afternoon.Mao Sui also brought out his drum kit, which was really lively.

Chen Zui was speechless: "I didn't come, but you guys had a really lively time."

Mao Sui was already drunk, and said with his tongue out, "It's okay, it doesn't matter whether you come or not, the key is that we like to celebrate birthdays."

Everyone laughed.

Not long after arriving at Mao Sui's house, Chen Zui unexpectedly received a call from Lin Jianqing.

After so long, Chen Zui suddenly received a call from Lin Jianqing again, his voice trembling: "Brother Lin."

"Come to the apartment, let's talk." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

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