sleep in your heart

Zheng Zhi has never thought of himself as a romantic person, and many people who have been with him have commented on him as "boring" and "very boring". In the past, the company organized dinners, and his colleagues joked that he had never seen him before. A handsome guy who came back from abroad lived his life like an "veteran cadre".

But now, Zheng Zhi feels that the "romantic factor" in his body has been stimulated by You Zeyi. He couldn't do this kind of thing in his sophomore period.

Love blinds and rejuvenates.

You Zeyi never thought that any romantic love story could happen to him, he had long since ceased to expect love, let alone such a scene that would never appear in his dreams.

He stared blankly at Zheng Zhi drawing a circle on his finger, and then heard the other party say: "It's over, you don't have time to stop."

"what?"

"Because the ring I want to give you is a plain ring." Zheng Zhi played a trick, and said with a smile, "We two big men, wearing a ring that is too special looks weird, I have already thought about it. Even our wedding ring is a plain circle with no pattern."

"...So, you finished drawing?" Before You Zeyi could react, the guy had already put down his pen.

Zheng Zhi nodded triumphantly: "So, that's it. From now on, Manager Zheng from the Marketing Department will be your boyfriend."

You Ze stared at the "ring" on his finger for a long time, then raised his head and said, "But..."

His "but" made Zheng Zhi's heart rise to his throat.

"But, you are already a manager, so you gave me such a ring?" You Ze looked at Zheng Zhi, who was so nervous that his ears were red, and fell on the bed with a smile after speaking, "Manager Zheng, you are too Be stingy!"

Knowing that he was being tricked, Zheng Zhi angrily raised his hand to pat You Zeyi, and pressed him directly.

"Are you kidding me?" He leaned on You Zeyi, touching his hands dishonestly, "Next is Manager Zheng's 'domestic violence time', and you will have to pay for playing with me!"

So, the whole day, no one in the company saw their Manager Zheng, but Manager Zheng's assistant said: "Manager Zheng has something to do at home, probably, he will come tomorrow."

When Zheng Zhi was cooking, You Zeyi sat on the sofa and began to reflect on himself. He found that he could do anything with his brain.

Those refusals that had been previewed so many times were all useless, and Zheng Zhi had already conquered the city without any effort.

He recalled the words that person said not long ago. He was moved when he heard them, and wished he could grow old with him immediately, but now that he calmed down, he felt that the momentary anger could not guarantee that the other party would not regret it one day.

He still felt uneasy, although he also condemned himself for being too hypocritical, but after experiencing those things, he really couldn't change his mind immediately.

Life is still difficult, and the world will not treat him kindly just because of Zheng Zhi.

He turned his head and looked in the direction of the kitchen. The people inside were whistling and frying steak. He couldn't help laughing, looked away, looked at the "ring" on his finger, stood up, and entered the kitchen.

"Just wait and eat."

You Zeyi didn't speak, and went to hug Zheng Zhi from behind.

"What's wrong?" Zheng Zhi turned off the fire just after the steak was cooked, turned around and hugged him, "Are you hungry?"

You Ze stood up all the time, smiled and said, "No, just to see if you are fake."

"Is it inflatable?" Zheng Zhi deliberately teased him, and then whispered into his ear, "Listen to my heartbeat, and tell yourself whether I am real or fake."

As soon as You Ze raised his face, he was kissed before he could speak.

"That's great." Zheng Zhi patted him, "Go and sit down, the steak is cooked and ready to eat."

You Zeyi obediently sat down at the table, and asked him, "What's so nice?"

"It's great to be able to kiss you every day in the future."

They didn't go to work for a day, and the two of them were tired of blowing the air conditioner at home.

Zheng Zhi said: "I really didn't expect, you said, eight years ago, would you have imagined that one day we would lie naked in the same bed?"

You Zeyi is still shy, even though the person who said this is already his legitimate boyfriend.

He pulled the blanket up over his face, leaving only his eyes.

"Sometimes I really feel that life is so wonderful." Zheng Zhi turned over and hugged You Zeyi in his arms, "When I first met you, I didn't expect that I would fall in love with you, fell in love with you I didn't expect to be with you when I was here."

"Me too." You Zeyi blushed, tensed his body and did not dare to move, but there was still a smile in the corner of his eyes, "I feel so sudden."

"Suddenly? The two of us have been preparing for eight years."

There is indeed no problem in saying so, but You Zeyi still doesn't feel the reality, he always feels that it is a dream, and he will wake up from the dream later.

He didn't dare to close his eyes, for fear that the people around him would not be there when he opened them again. Just like before, every time he dreamed about Zheng Zhi, no matter whether the dream was good or bad, he was unwilling to wake up.

Even if it's a nightmare, it's all worth it if you can see the person you like a few more times.

Before being with Zheng Zhi, You Zeyi had no expectations for life, his only goal was not to be disturbed by the world or disturb other people's world, he just wanted to live in peace.

But now, his heart is alive. He knows that he is not worthy of Zheng Zhi, but he still squeezes into his life. Then all he can do in the future is to make himself better, even if he is still not as good as Zheng Zhi, at least Don't hold Zheng Zhi back.

Although it should be difficult, You Zeyi suddenly wanted to try.

He turned his head and glanced out the window. The sky was just right, and it was a sunny day that he hadn't seen for many years.

For a long time, you chose to be timid in the face of anyone and everything, and this has been with him since the accident in his family.

He is afraid of contact with people, afraid that others will look at him strangely, afraid of speaking, really afraid of excessive attention and concern from others.

After going to university, he also thought about changing his personality. As a man, he must always gain a foothold in society. He has no one to rely on, so he can only force himself to face it.So during that time, he often went to the library to find some psychological books to read, always wanting to study the defects of his character clearly, and then start to solve them.

But people are the most difficult thing to figure out, and even we ourselves can't really understand and know ourselves.

He understands that his family is a major factor in the formation of this personality. The unhappy family made him feel inferior and insecure. Later, the only mother he could rely on passed away, and he completely became an isolated island.

His island was lifeless, not a blade of grass grew, no boats wanted to anchor, and he didn't expect to revive everything.

In this way, day by day, over time, it became what it was later.

Fortunately, he still doesn't reject everyone thousands of miles away, no matter how lonely a person is, there will be one or a few people hidden in the warmest and softest place in his heart.

For You Zeyi, when he was helpless and homeless, the aunt's family who took him home and even arranged for him the best local school, when he couldn't adapt to the new environment, his grades couldn't keep up. Zheng Zhi and Zhou Tong, who supported him when others helped him, and his college roommates who stood up for him when he was framed by teachers and questioned by the school, are the most grateful people in his life. Whenever he thinks of it, You choose a person who will feel that life is bright.

Therefore, when Zheng Zhi said that he wanted to arrange for You Zeyi to meet Zhou Tong, You Zeyi did not refuse, even if he knew that the other party might look at him with sympathy because of his current situation, but Zhou Tong was His friend, who has escaped for so many years, he wants to face it.

Four people, two couples, made an appointment on a weekend night.

You Zeyi lived at Zheng Zhi's house for the past few days, his father didn't call, and he didn't go to the company to look for him, You Zeyi's tense nerves finally relaxed, and his complexion was much better than the previous two days.

"Can I do this?" You Zeyi lived here and didn't go back to get his things, and he didn't want to go back, he didn't want to see the man who occupied the magpie's nest, but when he met Zhou Tong, he had no clothes to wear, In the end, Zheng Zhi dragged her out to buy a new set of clothes and came back.

"Sir, if you doubt yourself any more, I will doubt life." Zheng Zhi came out after changing clothes, kissed You Zeyi on the forehead and said, "I warn you, if you value other men too much, your man will Jealous."

You Ze smiled: "Why are you acting like a child?"

"I'm younger than you." Zheng Zhi said confidently, put on his watch, and led the person outside, "Let's go, this time I finally don't have to be alone to watch them show their affection."

"Is He Ye going too?" You Zeyi suddenly became nervous again.

"It's okay," Zheng Zhi said, "she wants to meet you, and see where the god who hooked up the man she had been thinking of back then came from."

Not a fairy.

When You Zeyi walked out with Zheng Zhi, he thought in his heart: It's just a good-for-nothing who is so lucky that even he can't believe it.

When the two were walking out, You Zeyi looked at Zheng Zhi holding his hand, and felt that his heart seemed to be soaked in a hot spring for the past few days. Zheng Zhi really tried his best to take care of him, over and over again. Telling him everywhere that he is actually very good, but he can only enjoy the love that Zheng Zhi brought him clumsily, but he himself looks like a fool who is powerless in love.

When we arrived at the parking lot of B1, when the elevator door opened, there was a person standing outside the door.

You Ze consciously wanted to pull out his hand, but Zheng Zhi firmly held it.

The two walked out of the elevator under the gaze of others.

You Zeyi said: "This is not good."

"What's wrong?" Zheng Zhi said, "I told you, being with you is the most important thing, what do we care about other people's eyes?"