sleep in your heart

The wind in summer nights is not always comfortable. In this city, even the summer nights are humid and hot. The wind wrapped in hot air wanders in the air, provoking everyone to sweat profusely.

Zheng Zhi and You Zeyi sat on the side of the road smoking, he said, "You have found a good place to think about life."

"I don't think about life," You Zeyi said, "I just don't want to go home."

"... Tsk, can you give me a chance to flatter you?" Zheng Zhi finished smoking a cigarette and looked at the cigarette butts all over the floor, "Before I finish packing these, you still have one last chance to smoke the cigarette in your hand." over."

"No more." You Zeyi cut off the cigarette, and cleaned up the cigarette butts on the ground with Zheng Zhi, "Let's go."

He raised his foot and walked forward, but was held back by Zheng Zhi.

"Where are you going?"

"bus stop."

"Manager Zheng has a car." Zheng Zhi smiled triumphantly, and shook the car keys in his hand, "Manager Zheng still has a room."

"...Stop showing off." You Zeyi let him pull him forward, and it was rare that he didn't let go.

"It's not showing off, it's putting pressure on you."

"What pressure are you putting on me?"

Zheng Zhi's car was parked not far away, and the two of them arrived in front of the car without saying a few words. He opened the car door for You Zeyi himself and said, "Mr. You, get in the car."

You Ze sat in, and after Zheng Zhi also sat down, he asked, "You haven't answered yet, what pressure are you putting on me?"

"If you recognize the reality and stay with me, you can save twenty years of struggle... no, five years."

You Zeyi was amused by him: "Why not 20 years?"

"I thought about it seriously, 20 years is too difficult for me, five years is fine, five years you just can graduate from college, then you continue to struggle, I just hold your thigh tightly."

Zheng Zhi's tone was relaxed, as if he was joking, but You Zeyi listened to it in his heart.

He remembered what Zheng Zhi had mentioned to him, hoping that he would take the college entrance examination again. Although it sounded unbelievable, at this moment, You Zeyi was suddenly moved.

The two of them didn't say anything more in the car. When they reached the downstairs of You Ze's family, Zheng Zhi said, "I'll wait for you downstairs."

You Zeyi was a little surprised: "Aren't you going up together?"

Zheng Zhi lit a cigarette and said with a smile, "If I say I'll go up too, will you agree?"

That's right, if Zheng Zhi asked to go up with him just now, he would not agree.

Even this night, You Zeyi has begun to waver, but it doesn't mean that he is really willing to let Zheng Zhi solve all the troubles for himself, he can't be so shameless.

Although this is not "shameless" in Zheng Zhi's view.

"Thank you." You Zeyi unbuckled his seat belt and was about to get out of the car, but unexpectedly, the people around him suddenly approached, and before he could react, a kiss landed on his lips.

A smoky, soft kiss.

He remembered that morning in middle school again, and remembered Zheng Zhi's first kiss in his life.

"Go," Zheng Zhi pinched his nose, "I'll wait for you."

"...Don't coax me like a child." You Ze got out of the car, and the moment the door closed, he said, "I'm older than you, it's your brother."

He dropped these words and walked quickly into the corridor.

Zheng Zhi watched him disappear into the corridor with a smile, turned on the stereo in a good mood, and waited for his future boyfriend while listening to music.

He has become more and more sure, and You Zeyi's balance has tilted towards him.

In the morning, he chose a key and gave it to his father. When he got upstairs, he could only knock on the door.

The doorbell had been broken for a long time, and no one came to fix it. The door was knocked loudly, and it took a long time before someone came to open the door for him.

The guy who opened the door was a boy who rented together with him, he opened the door for him with a black face, and complained: "Don't come back without the key!"

You Ze apologized repeatedly, and said all the way back to the room, "Sorry, I'm sorry to trouble you."

He arrived at the door of his bedroom, but the door was not closed. As soon as he stood there, he smelled a strong smell of tobacco and alcohol.

He walked in with a frown and closed the door. The man in the room was sitting on the bed wearing only a pair of shorts, playing poker.

Seeing You Ze came back, the man raised his eyes and looked at him: "What kind of crappy place are you renting, there is not even a TV in the room."

"No money," You Zeyi stood there and said to him with a cold face, "It's not bad to find this place."

The man sneered: "I think you're just a trick to show me."

You Zeyi frowned: "What do you mean?"

"I saw the car parked downstairs, it's a good car," You Zeyi's father threw the card in his hand on the bed, leaned against the wall behind, and looked at him while smoking a cigarette, "My son can do it, sell your ass Make money, live a good life, right?"

"Be more respectful in what you say." You Zeyi's face became more and more ugly, "We are not as dirty as you think."

"Well, people have to bow their heads under the eaves. I don't care how you play, as long as you give me money."

"I have no money for you, give me back my key and card, and get out of here immediately."

"How do you talk to your old man?"

You Zeyi hated his way of speaking very much. After all these years in prison, he still failed to teach him how to behave.

"I have nothing to do with you." You Zeyi said, "I am too lazy to argue with you in the morning because there are too many people at the entrance of the company. From the day you went to prison, we have nothing to do with each other."

"What the hell are you talking about!" The man casually grabbed the cigarette case beside him and threw it towards You Ze.

The cigarette case was light and did not hit him.

Unwilling, the man got up from the bed, raised his hand and slapped You Ze on the face.

"Finished?" You Ze didn't even hide, looked straight at him and said, "Can I leave after the fight?"

"Go away! Let me tell you, if you dare to drive me away, I will continue to go to your company to make trouble tomorrow! Aren't you afraid? That's fine, I'll go find your girlfriend, just because you poked your ass You're not afraid of others knowing about it, are you? Then I'll help you spread the word!"

"Okay!" You Zeyi yelled as if his vocal cords were torn, he hated him so much, he gritted his teeth and said to the person in front of him, "Did I do too many evils in my previous life, so I only got on you in this life?" Such a..."

He didn't want to say "Father", the man had tainted the word.

"Who knows." The man sat back on the bed again, "But after all, we two are father and son, and there is love anyway. I came to you because I was desperate."

He patted the place beside him: "Come on, son, sit down and have a good chat."

"I have nothing to talk to you about."

"Then how can it be done? I haven't seen you for many years, I have to take a good look at you." He smiled and looked at You Zeyi, "You really have a lot of skills, even men are seduced by you. Who did you learn from?"

"Can we not talk about this?" You Zeyi gritted his teeth and said, "Tell me, what do you want me to do? I really don't have any money, and I don't have that kind of relationship with him, so don't hit him idea."

"Whose idea can I make?" The man flicked the cigarette butt forward, and it fell on the bed sheet, quickly burning a black hole.

You Ze stared at the hole, thinking that it was his life.

"You know, your father has suffered a lot in recent years. Come out, he also wants to live a good life, have a profitable business, and find you a stepmother."

"...Are you dreaming?"

"How do you talk?" The man looked at him displeased, "You can find a man, but I can't find a woman?"

You Zeyi ignored him, waiting for him to continue.

"I said you can do it too. I haven't visited your father these years. If I didn't behave well in it and my sentence was commuted, I don't know when I will see my excellent son."

"Speak to the point," You Zeyi didn't bother to listen to his nonsense, "I just want to know what you are going to do."

"Okay, he's still waiting for you downstairs, right? As a father, I understand that a moment in Spring Festival is worth a thousand dollars, so I won't waste your time." He said, "Arrange me a job that is not tiring and makes money, I don’t think your place is very good, but you can just live here, but you have to get me a TV, or it won’t be too boring.”

"What do you mean? You want to live with me?"

"What's the matter? You live in a big house and drive a luxury car with others, and your poor dad wants to live in your crappy house for a while? You have to drive me, a poor guy who just got out of prison, to the street up, right?"

"...I didn't live with him, I have no other place to live except here."

"That's fine, then let's live here together." The man raised his hand and scratched his shoulder, and said with a smile, "But, even though your father is middle-aged, he still needs that. If God brings people back, you can only bear it."

"Can you stop being so nasty?"

"What is obscenity? Solving physical needs is considered obscenity? Then what are you guys who poke your ass? My father didn't say anything about you, but you're taking care of me instead?"

You Zeyi felt that he was about to explode. He didn't want to have a conflict with this rogue man. After all, this man knew where he worked. Packed up.

"Let's leave this place for you to live in." You Zeyi said, "You can only go out to find a job by yourself, and I can't help it."

"If you can't help it, let him find a way. I think he is quite capable."

"Can you stop thinking about dragging him in? He has nothing to do with me!" You Zeyi finally couldn't help shouting, "I leave you the house, the keys, and my salary card. Please, please don't bother me!"

After yelling, he turned around and went out, slamming the door hard.

When the people in the room saw him leaving, they smiled instead of anger, and dialed You Zeyi's number with their newly bought mobile phones.

"Son," he said, "until I run out of money, I won't bother you. It's fine if you don't find me a job, but you have to make sure you have money to spend. Your father just came out of that damn place. Delehelehe, you too, go have a good time with your little friend, Dad will contact you when he has no money, I wish you an early baby."

Hanging up the phone, You Zeyi stood in the corridor, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to calm down his anger.

He received another text message on his mobile phone, still from the same number: Oh, I forgot, you two are men, you can't have children.